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Zhou Ru's face was soft, and it was different from the sense of touch that Xiang Yan had imagined countless times in her mind.

It seems to have magic power, after posting it, I never want to leave again.

Xiang Yan closed her eyes, her heart was about to jump out of her chest, as if something exploded in her mind, which made her feel dazed.

She kissed Zhou Ru, not in a dream, nor did she practice with imaginary dolls when she was a girl.

It was a real kiss.

Zhou Ru's smell filled her nostrils, and her breath resounded in her ears. Xiang Yan was happy and excited, and immediately raised her head and wanted to kiss her forehead.

She thought that kissing the forehead again would be enough, because the first kiss should be reserved for the person she likes.

She didn't know if Zhou Ru's first kiss was still there, and even if it wasn't, she couldn't take it away on her own.

Thinking like this, Xiang Yan raised her head quietly and was about to shift her position when Zhou Ru grabbed her hand before she could do anything else.

Looking up again, he met Zhou Ru's eyes directly.

She was staring at herself, her eyes reflected the cold white color from the light, her lips were also pursed together, she looked cold and indifferent.

She actually woke up!

And it seems... very unhappy.

Seeing this, Xiang Yan froze in place, all the embarrassment and panic in her heart surged up for a moment, leaving her brain blank and lack of oxygen.

"Yes, I'm sorry." She said, shaking her head vigorously trying to explain something, "No, I didn't mean to."

"I just couldn't hold it back for a moment, so... No, it's me..." Her mind was so empty, she stammered for a long time, but she couldn't find a suitable explanation in the end.

Ruined.

she thinks.

The thoughts she had about Zhou Ru were finally discovered by her. Zhou Ru's expression now is the best proof. She hates herself, hates herself, and I'm afraid she will never talk to herself again in the future.

Xiang Yan thought a lot for a while, her heart ached as if being grabbed by something.

The eye sockets and nose also suddenly became sore. She pursed her lips and endured it for a long time, but finally she couldn't hold back her tears.

Tears fell patter, dripping on the back of the hand, it was very hot, but it became cold immediately.

Now, she thought, the situation was out of control.

A long time ago, in the years after he and Xiang Yan parted ways, Zhou Ru often dreamed of her.

The little girl in the dream is wearing a beautiful dress, her long hair is colored delicately by the sun, and her eyes are shining with a light that is more beautiful than anything in the world. When she sees her, instead of running away, she will curl her lips and smile at her .

Sometimes she would even come over and ask her softly, "It's been so long, do you miss me?"

A beautiful but unrealistic dream, but it can support Zhou Ru through every cold night.

"I think about it." Every time at this time, Zhou Ru would answer her very seriously, "I really want to, very much."

As soon as the words fell, the little girl in the dream laughed.

"I miss you too." She said, took Zhou Ru's hand and hugged it gently, her voice was very sweet, "Hug~"

These dreams are Zhou Ru's happiest moments.

But the dream is a dream after all, when you wake up, there is nothing left, and the cold reality rushes forward, telling her that you are still alone now.

you have nothing.

Zhou Ru opened his eyes.

She didn't know when she fell asleep, and even had a familiar dream again.

But this time the little girl in the dream not only hugged her, but even gently kissed her side face.

Her lips were soft, her eyes were closed, her breathing was soft and peaceful, and it was warm on her face, and the touch could not be more real.

Zhou Ru was so dazed after waking up that he didn't come back to reality for a long time.

Until... She suddenly heard Xiang Yan's small cry.

The little girl didn't know when she finished washing the dishes, but now she sat down and even covered her with a quilt very thoughtfully.

Obviously everything looked normal, but why did she suddenly cry.

Zhou Ru was stunned for a moment, suddenly realized something, quickly lowered his head to look, and found that he was holding Xiang Yan's hand tightly.

In the next second, her heart skipped a beat.

She wouldn't have done something to Xiang Yan while she was asleep, would she?Forced her to hug herself, forced her to kiss herself?

The little girl was obviously unhappy, and even cried because she bullied her?

"Is it me..." Zhou Ru's mind was as blank as if she had been flooded with water. She stretched out her hand and was about to wipe Xiang Yan's tears when she saw Xiang Yan subconsciously dodge in front of her.

Ruined.

Such a thought suddenly popped up in Zhou Ru's heart.

Xiang Yan was crying and muttering something, Zhou Ru's whole body seemed to be plunged into the river, her ears were buzzing, and she couldn't hear anything clearly.

But it should be accusing her, scolding her for being an asshole, hating herself for opening the door and letting in a wolf.

"I'm sorry." Zhou Ru shook her head and apologized to her in a pale voice, "I shouldn't have made you cry."

"I'm leaving now, I'm leaving now." She said, stood up in a panic, and walked to the door to leave.

Xiang Yan, who had planned to see her off, didn't follow. She was sitting on the sofa looking at her with red eyes, and her eyes seemed to be filled with disappointment.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, and after a while, Zhou Ru spoke first.

"Goodbye." She said, apologetic and sad in her voice, "Go to bed early..."

After speaking, she opened the door and left without waiting for Xiang Yan's answer.

Xiang Yan closed her eyes in despair, bit her lips and plunged into the pillow.

The air outside was a bit cold, the wind blew over and sucked into the lungs, it was so cold that it was almost hard to breathe.

Zhou Ru opened the car door in a daze and got in, lying on the steering wheel in silence for a long time.

Her mind was very chaotic, and a mess of thoughts and ideas came up together, making her feel a little weightless.

She hadn't thought of that.

Xiang Yan hated her in the first place, she worked so hard for so many days, and finally got to the point where she could sit and eat with Xiang Yan. As soon as her tense nerves relaxed a little, this happened.

Just because of her negligence.

The window on Xiangyan's floor was already dark, Zhou Ru stared at the window for a long time, and after a while, turned on the phone screen.

She originally wanted to send Xiang Yan some more past, but she was afraid that no matter what she said, it would be irreversible, so she finally chose to give up.

However, she confiscated her mobile phone. Instead, she found Lin Yue's WeChat, clicked on it, and sent it to you.

[Here, why are you looking for me? 】

Lin Yue quickly replied.

[I have something to ask you. 】

Zhou Ru said.

[I have a friend who wants me to ask, if she does something that hurts others unconsciously, is there any room for redemption? 】

Lin Yue: [For example? 】

Zhou Ru: 【For example, kissed her, or forced her to kiss herself. 】

Lin Yue: 【What the hell? I don’t understand what I did? 】

Zhou Ru sighed: [Don't worry about it so much, just say it can be redeemed. 】

Lin Yue returned with an attitude as if she was mentally retarded: [What's the other party's attitude? 】

Zhou Ru replied: [Crying. 】

After this message was sent, Lin Yue didn't reply for a long time.

Zhou Ru waited for a while and didn't receive a reply, thinking that she might be busy, and just about to turn the key to start the car, Lin Yue called.

As soon as it was connected, before she could speak, Lin Yue over there started beeping like a machine gun.

"A friend is your own series, right?" she said, her tone made her laugh, "Zhou Ru, have you been drinking, and how much? How can you be so drunk that you don't even know what you're doing?"

"You said that person was the girl a few days ago, you were bullied and cried, do you think there is still room for redemption?"

"You worthless thing, Zhou Ru, you are finished, I tell you, you are finished!"

"Damn..." Zhou Ru cursed in a low voice, cut off the call and put the phone on the co-pilot.