How a sick heartthrob can refuse love [Quick Transmigration]

"God, those pupils are clearly only for gods."

"You are bewildered, Mandel."

Stunned?Looking at Elvis' helpless face, I couldn't help but smile slightly.Look at these fools, making a direct and undeniable negation of something they have not seen.This is not my obsession, but their arrogance hidden under prejudice.

My smile made Elvis' eyes change.Love is suppressed in the deepness, desire is hidden in the madness, look at these stupid people, they can't even hide their expressions.

"I'm tired, Elvis."

I really don't want to see such eyes anymore. These stereotyped faces appear endlessly in my life. It's really, really boring to the extreme.

Elvis was silent for a moment, his face darkened a little.But seeing that I closed my eyes slightly and looked tired, I bid farewell and left.

I wanted to share the miracle I encountered with him, but I didn't expect that he was also a fool like ordinary people, and I thought highly of him.Well, the mysteries of this world are hard to share.

Standing in front of the mirror, I couldn't help but think of Him again, my Lord God.

All this is like a dream.

I saw clouds and smoke rising from the crater, the clouds were steaming and the colors were dreamy.Next to it is a large expanse of blue lake glowing with golden light, dense with smoke, gathering and scattering in all directions.

All of this is really beautiful, the beauty that can only be had in dreams.And the beauty of all this is in His eyes at this moment, His dreamy blue eyes glowing with golden waves under the sunlight.

God, God, please let me meet my god one more time.I would give all the gems I treasured, sparkling rubies, pure sapphires... no, that's not enough, plus the love people have for me.I don't need this admiration, this superficial love sticks to me like honey.

I hate honey.

·

I tried to keep him with painting, but no, no.

These so-called fine paints are so rough that they are as heavy as dirt.It is simply impossible to paint His holiness, His incomparable, supreme beauty.

"God, my lord god, what can I use to keep you. My blood, my flesh and blood, my soul, is there anything you need, lord god. Come, come and take my everything, as long as, as long as Give me the gods, my lord."

No, no, no.I tore oil paintings one by one.it's useless.

It's useless, everything in this mortal world is not worthy of Him at all. ·

The days that followed were tedious to the extreme.I no longer seek the Lord God, and I sneer at everything in the world.When I reached the age, I had no choice but to get married according to the arrangement of my parents.My wife is quiet, not as noisy as ordinary people.This is what I like, of course, and only this.

It's so boring, everything in this world.The chaotic human heart, the dirty environment, the noise of paranoia and anger, are too boring, everything in this world.

People talked of the old witch who was burned, the queen who was neglected in the palace, and the son of the earl who was born blind.

Oh, that poor born blind child is my son.

What a pity that not only does he not have pupils of His eyes, but he does not even have pupils.

·

I am tired.My kids have grown to my waist height.Still a few small ones.

But I'm tired.Over the years, I called up painters from all over the country and even asked King Elvis to help out several times.But, it's useless, it's all just useless work.

Rumors spread throughout the capital that the Earl has been in a daze. Every time those noble-looking ladies see me, they show pity. They can't wait for me to lean on their chests for comfort.

Once, even a lovely little lady told me to take good care of my body with tears in my eyes.

But I'm tired, I leaned against my wife's arms, she gently stroked my hair, and sang a childhood song softly.I have heard her sing it to children.

At this moment, I was somewhat moved.My poor lady, I have seldom been kind to her.But she still manages the family for me and has given birth to several lovely children for me.

"Ma'am." I looked at her, maybe with a little tenderness.

Her eyes were slightly red, but her smile was still gentle.

I kissed her.

Farewell, my lord.

You are the supreme god, but I am a mortal after all.I live in the world.

·

My wife and I have another child.

is a boy.

He...

I am ecstatic, my child, my child... he has the eyes of a god.

In his eyes, I saw the volcanic crater with steaming clouds and the golden blue lake.The smoke is rolling, the fog is drifting.This is my child...

·

But all this happiness came to an abrupt end one year later, my child, my young god, died.

But it's okay...

"My God, I will go with you."

·

When I was young, I was playful and broke into the realm of black magic.In the dark forest, the crows kept yelling.I kept running, running here and there, got covered in mud, and couldn't get home.

After an unknown amount of time, I felt my stomach burning and my chest boiling.In the instinct of life, I know that I am going to die.

However, at this moment of dying, He appeared.

I saw His eyes filled with all the beauty that is not in this world.All words have lost their meaning, and I can't use words to describe and explain. Painting, music, dance, all art forms in this world are indescribable and incomparable.

·

The next moment, I was lying in front of the house.

Since that day, there have been rumors in Wangdu that I have lost my mind.

I don't know anything about Him.

Only those eyes are deeply engraved in my mind.

·

I'm dying, and I know, this time, real death.

The consciousness is lax, the body is cold, and the heartbeat gradually stops.I can no longer hear the cries of the lady and the children.

But, I didn't expect that I saw my God again.

It turns out that His hair is silver, and it turns out that He also smiles.

In my life, I met God twice, and it was worth it.

"My lord, can you tell me your name?"

This is the first and last time I beg in my life.

He smiled.

He said, "My name is You."

It turned out to be You...

My eyes were blurred, and large swathes of darkness came over me.

At this moment, I clearly realized that whether it is mortals or gods, it has nothing to do with me...