Heartburn

Chatting is a must. Professor Fu has found here, no matter what Chi Zhao will not refuse.

The night in the countryside is very dark, with almost no light. The two sat down on the roadside mound. In front of them was a large farmland. Several villagers were busy working in the dark.

Fu Nan'an could only hear the rustling sound, he tapped the ground with his blind stick: "Is there someone in front?"

"Well, there are fields in front of us, and they seem to be covering with mulch." Chi Zhao grew up in the countryside and knew these things clearly. He squinted his eyes and looked into the distance, explaining to Fu Nan'an, "Mulch film It is a kind of plastic film, which is covered on the ground. It is cold here, and the crops planted in spring and autumn are usually covered with a layer of plastic film, otherwise the plants will be too frozen to sprout, and there will not be enough water vapor."

"I see, I really don't know these things when I live in the city," Fu Nan'an smiled, and admitted that he didn't understand, broke open the sweet potato in his hand and handed it to him, humbly asking for advice, "The plants grown at other times are just No cover film?"

"That's it," Chi Zhao nodded, and finally came across something that Fu Nan'an didn't understand, so he was naturally willing to explain it to him. Chi Zhao lowered his head and took a bite of a hot sweet potato, and said vaguely, "It's like planting in June and July." If you cover it with mulch, it will suffocate it, and you have to pay attention to whether it is suitable for planting the land."

"Isn't that quite understandable?" Fu Nan'an's smile deepened, and he turned his head towards Chi Zhao's direction, "Then, as a clinical student, do you think it's appropriate or inappropriate to memorize psychology textbooks?"

When the topic came to this point, Chi Zhao understood. He unconsciously lowered his head and stared at the half piece of sweet potato in his hand: "Do you know everything?"

"Know what?" Fu Nan'an suppressed the smile on his face and asked him, "Is it the bet between you and Chen Kaiji, or did he say that your clinical students should not come to the psychology department for rotation?"

This is what we all know, and there is only a little festival between the two of them.Chi Zhao didn't know what to say for a while, and then heard Fu Nan'an say, "Do you still think that I treat you clinical students differently if I don't ask questions?"

Professor Fu's perception of emotions is too keen, and he can't hide anything from him. Chi Zhao opened his mouth to say no, but Fu Nan'an said directly: "That's right, I treated them differently."

Chi Zhao's hand froze slightly.

"It's not what you think," Fu Nan'an continued, "As you said, the crops planted in spring and autumn need to be covered with mulch, but those planted in summer don't need it. If I insist on treating you as the same, that's mine. wrong."

Chi Zhao's eyes blinked and blinked, unable to refute, Fu Nan'an stroked the blind stick with his fingers, and his tone slowly sank: "Actually, I suggested that you clinical students come to mental rotation, I know why you should Cross rotation?"

Chi Zhao shook his head, and Fu Nan'an's tone was very steady: "I am from a clinical background. I know the differences and connections between these two disciplines, and I also trust your abilities. It is more about learning a way of thinking that allows you to come here. You can look at the problem from the perspective of psychology, so that our goal is achieved. If you can become a psychologist after a few months of rotation in the psychology department, why do you need those students majoring in psychology? They have studied for four years. Year."

Chi Zhao understands the truth, he was competing with himself before, now he heard Fu Nan'an analyzing him carefully, he quickly turned around this corner.After thinking it over in his mind, he felt a little awkward and embarrassed again. Although he didn't say it clearly before, he did secretly complain about why Fu Nan'an treated them separately from the psychology interns.

Chi Zhao stared at the unfinished sweet potatoes, struggling to apologize: "Professor Fu, I..."

He didn't finish "I", but it was Fu Nan'an who said "Sorry" first.

Chi Zhao was taken aback: "Why do you want to apologize to me?" Could it be that he thought something wrong?

"I didn't mean to blame you by telling you this," Fu Nan'an smiled, "I just want to explain to you, in fact, I should have explained to you long ago, I didn't expect you to have such a misunderstanding...It's very uncomfortable, right? ?”

Suffering is for sure, but if Fu Nan'an didn't say it, Chi Zhao didn't realize it himself. He didn't realize that he was really sad until Fu Nan'an asked him if he was feeling bad. , He has long been used to keeping his words in his heart, and he never thought that he could be so taken care of emotionally. Fu Nan'an's tone was too gentle, and he didn't even mean to blame him at all.

On a clear night with a full moon and few stars, the air in the country is mixed with a faint smell of green grass, just like Professor Fu's impression, refreshing and intoxicating. The sweet potato in the hand is hot, and the heart is also hot. Even the night was brightened.

"Still suffering?" Fu Nan'an couldn't see his expression, saw that he had been silent, and his tone was a little softer, as if coaxing a child, "Then what should I do, give you two punches to relieve your anger?" Said He really stretched out his arm.

Chi Zhao couldn't help laughing, and waved his hands and said, "No, no, I don't mean that." Then Fu Nan'an withdrew his hand, returned to his usual relaxed state, and said, "You are capable, don't doubt yourself."

The two sat by the field for a while, waiting for Chi Zhao to finish eating the half piece of sweet potato before returning to the compound of the clinic.The fire in the yard was still crackling and burning, and the sweet and greasy taste lingered on the tip of the tongue for a long time. Chi Zhao's eyes followed Fu Nan'an's figure all the time, feeling that he was brighter and more dazzling than the flames beside him.

After experiencing severe beatings in childhood and differential treatment in his youth, Fu Nan'an was the first person who would gently explain and reason with him, and carefully take care of his little emotions that he didn't even realize.

Chi Zhao thought, thank you for giving me the warmth.

Professor Fu did much more than talk to Chi Zhao. He also talked to Chen Kaiji and explained his thoughts clearly to all the interns. Professor Fu has never been afraid to admit his mistakes. Humans make mistakes. There will always be times when he is not thoughtful, and there is nothing shameful. In the morning meeting, he solemnly apologized to all the clinical students for not considering their emotions.

Chen Kaiji apologized to Chi Zhao in private, maybe it was out of sincerity or out of respect for Fu Nan'an, but it didn't matter anymore, Chi Zhao realized what he should do, so he no longer cared about his thoughts.

This was all done the next morning. All the doctors and nurses in the department held a video conference to summarize their work when they got up early. After the meeting, everyone continued to work.

It was already night when I arrived in Xiaozhai Village yesterday. The few people who came to the countryside only moved around the compound of the village health center. When the day came, when they really started to work, they really realized that they wanted to work in the village. How difficult it is to popularize mental health in rural areas.

Knowing that doctors from the provincial capital were coming for free clinics, the village health center was crowded with people early on, but when they heard that a doctor from the psychology department came to the town today, the villagers who were originally excited were all disappointed.

"What, what's so interesting about psychology, it's a waste of my time!"

"That's right, isn't it just what you think in your heart, you still need a doctor?"

"There is nothing wrong with us! You are the ones who are crazy!"

This is actually the thinking of many ordinary people. Either they have never realized that mental illness can also cause illness, or they directly equate mental illness with "psychopathy" and "crazy". Psychology is an emerging department, and the way to go It was still a long time, and there were only a few people who came to consult in the morning. Finally, one came to ask the ophthalmologist when he came, saying that he wanted to perform cataract surgery on his father.

It is indeed a bit of a setback.

Although Chi Zhao is clinical, along with the doctors in the psychology department, he also felt the incomprehensible sense of powerlessness, and there is a long way to go.

The doctor in the department was not happy, so the team leader and several senior professors would naturally not ignore it. After the day's work was over, Fu Nan'an suggested that everyone have a hot pot together, as a reward for the busy day.

In the bitterly cold winter, there is nothing more comforting than a hot hot pot. This suggestion was echoed by everyone, and everyone quickly took action.

"I'm going to wash the pot."

"Then I'll light a fire."

"I'm going to hold firewood."

The work was almost done soon, leaving only Chi Zhao and Chen Kaiji with nothing to do.

"You two... go shopping?" a senior sister suggested.

Sometimes it just happens to be like this, the more you don't want to bump into it, Chi Zhao has no choice but to nod and said: "Okay."

After asking nearby villagers where there was a vegetable seller, Chi Zhao and Chen Kaiji walked out of the clinic together.

They didn't have a good relationship in the first place, and neither of them wanted to talk to each other, so they walked all the way in silence.

The place where the vegetables are sold is not far from the health center, and it took a long time to choose the vegetables. The two of them waited for others to send over the vegetables they wanted to eat, and it took almost an hour to buy all the vegetables they wanted. up.

It was dark when we returned.

The night in the countryside is no better than that in the city. There are many and bright stars in the sky, and the night is extremely black.

There were no street lights on the road, so the two turned on the flashlights of their mobile phones to illuminate the road ahead, and walked all the way quietly. When they were about to return to the clinic, Chen Kaiji suddenly yelled: "Ah!"

Chi Zhao turned his head quickly: "What's wrong?"

"It hurts, it hurts!" Chen Kaiji's expression twisted into a ball, his right foot left the ground like a spring, "It hurts!"

He jumped forward and didn't dare to touch the ground with his right foot, Chi Zhao immediately reacted: "Take off your shoes!"

Before Chen Kaiji could speak, Chi Zhao stepped forward to help him take off his shoes. Sure enough, Chen Kaiji stepped on something, and the sole of his foot was cut, and the oozing blood had stained the socks red.

Chen Kaiji's expression was painful: "It hurts."

It was really painful, the heart-pounding pain involved the nerves, Chi Zhao squatted down decisively, and took off his shoes while holding his ankle with one hand: "Hold on a little bit, I must have stepped on something, Let me take a look."

"Chi Zhao..." Chen Kaiji yelled in discomfort, Chi Zhao held his ankle with one hand without raising his head, "It's okay, it's just a small injury, take it easy, I'll take care of it for you, soon It'll be fine."

His words are decisive and firm, and it is the natural sense of security that a doctor can give a patient.

Chen Kaiji looked down at Chi Zhao, who lowered his head to help him check the wound. The wind raised a large amount of dust and loess, but Chi Zhao didn't care at all. He half knelt on the ground, and he didn't have any differential treatment because of the gap between the two. , Thinking of what he had said, Chen Kaiji suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.