Heartburn

From the psychology department to the emergency department, Chi Zhao's work pace is obviously much faster.There are not only day shifts but also night shifts in the emergency department. In this department where time is life, the strings in my mind are always tense, I walk at a trot, and I don’t even dare to drink more water, for fear that I won’t have time to go to the toilet.

December is the time when the interns are going to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Many students in the department have taken the postgraduate entrance examination leave, and the manpower is even more insufficient. Chi Zhao is going to apply for a foreign university. The exam will be in July and August next year, so the chores in the department Almost all fell on him and the other two students who did not intend to take the postgraduate entrance examination.A few interns will have a big night shift in three days with their teachers, and they are so busy that they can hardly find their way. The remaining free time is extremely precious.

Chi Zhao would still go to Fu Nan'an's place, but he vaguely felt that Fu Nan'an was hiding from him, for some unknown reason.

That night, a patient who was injured by firecrackers came to the emergency room. Chi Zhao didn't have time to help treat the wound. The next morning, while they were off work and others were at work, Chi Zhao came to Fu Nan'an's office and tapped He opened the door: "Professor Fu?"

Fu Nan'an had just changed into his white coat, and when he saw him, he frowned slightly: "Why are you here at this time? Just got off the night shift?"

Chi Zhao nodded, and skillfully went to the side to get the things he needed: "Well, I was busy with the first aid last night and was delayed, so I didn't have time to come here."

Fu Nan'an still stood where he was, buttoning up the buttons of his white coat one by one: "Go back, today is not enough."

Chi Zhao paused for a moment, and went outside to get the hot water as before: "Soon, in 10 minutes, I'll go back after applying the eye compresses for you, and I won't delay your business."

Fu Nan'an raised his head lightly to look in his direction, and sighed helplessly: "You know that's not what I meant."

Chi Zhao smiled, half pushed him to the chair and sat down: "I'm not tired, really."

Before, Fu Nan'an said more than once that he should not come if he was asked to work on the night shift, but Chi Zhao still came. The urgent night shift kept pushing him forward, his whole nerves were tense, and his body was so exhausted that his muscles were sore Yes, but as long as you come to Fu Nan'an and stand beside Professor Fu, those tiredness will naturally melt away and cease to exist, replaced by peace of mind and comfort from the bottom of your heart. Chi Zhao never feels that this is a kind of fatigue With the burden, he enjoyed the process.

The towel quickly warmed up in the water, Chi Zhao wrung out the water and put it on his hands, then carefully spread it out and pasted it on Fu Nan'an's eyelids, Chi Zhao's fingers pressed around Fu Nan'an's eyes, his fingertips accidentally Sliding across his cheek, Fu Nan'an suddenly reached out and grabbed his wrist, his fingers tightened to hold him firmly.

Fu Nan'an's fingertips were tense, and Chi Zhao could feel it even through the thick winter clothes. A slight pain was transmitted on the skin. Chi Zhao was startled for a moment, wondering why Fu Nan'an had such a big reaction.He tentatively called, "Professor Fu?"

"Sorry." Fu Nan'an quickly withdrew his hand, the expression on his face flashed, his voice was still gentle, but his fingers pushed Chi Zhao's hand away, "Tired, right? Just come by yourself."

Fu Nan'an's movements became a little obvious, and Chi Zhao's arm stiffened for a moment.

I don't know when, the relationship between the two is not as close and natural as before. Professor Fu's attitude is as gentle as ever, but in some small details, Chi Zhao can clearly feel his alienation.

This kind of silent farewell is very annoying, it seems to be silent, until you realize it is too late, now Fu Nan'an will always unconsciously avoid physical contact with Chi Zhao, and even He was told more than once not to come.

This is so uncomfortable.

The light in the room was soft, Chi Zhao stared at Fu Nan'an, and called hesitantly: "Professor Fu..."

Half of Fu Nan'an's face was covered by a towel, and the expression on his face was completely covered up, "What's wrong?"

The eyes were covered, and the other facial features became more prominent. Chi Zhao's eyes fell on Fu Nan'an's lips unconsciously. The thin lips opened and closed as he spoke. Chi Zhao knew what kind of touch and temperature it was. The Adam's apple was rolling up and down, and something was almost ready to come out: "I..."

As if knowing what he was going to say, Fu Nan'an interrupted him lightly: "Go and rest when you're tired, don't waste yourself here."

Chi Zhao wanted to say something else, but Fu Nan'an had already taken off the towel. Chi Zhao had helped him warm up for so long and he knew the process. He groped to wash the towel and poured out the water. He buttoned the white coat again. Chi Zhao couldn't say a word.

There seemed to be an invisible barrier between the two of them, Chi Zhao couldn't figure out what Fu Nan'an was thinking, and was worried, but there was nothing he could do.

Time passed and another two weeks passed, and the relationship between the two became weaker, perhaps because they were not in the same department, or because of other reasons.Chi Zhao wanted to chat with Fu Nan'an many times, wanted to send him a message, and opened the dialog box with his finger, but didn't know what to say.

Relationships need to be maintained, and it cannot be achieved by one person's enthusiasm. Time flies to the 28th of the twelfth lunar month. When it is time to celebrate the New Year, Chi Zhao wants to send Fu Nan'an a New Year's greeting, but he has not thought of saying it for a long time. How come, this has never happened before.

The doctor doesn't have a vacation, and the interns have to work until the 28th of the twelfth lunar month. After get off work in the evening, Chi Zhao packs his things in the office.

He still has something to look forward to.

"Xiaochi, you haven't left yet, I'm just looking for you!" A warm voice interrupted Chi Zhao's thoughts, and the head nurse walked up to him quickly, smiling kindly, "I see you reported to the department. Prepared information, you will not go home for the Chinese New Year this year?"

There are many male nurses in the emergency department, and the head nurse is also a male nurse named Liu Yang. cordial.Chi Zhao's right eyelid twitched twice, and suddenly he had a bad feeling: "What's the matter with you?"

"Hey, it's nothing serious." Liu Yang waved his hands and smiled indifferently, "It's just that I'm on duty during the [-]th year. If you have nothing to do, come and help me?"

The work of the hospital is very busy, but it is not enough to rely on the interns, even in the emergency department. The hospital arranges the holiday time for the interns from the 29th day of the twelfth lunar month to the sixth day of the new year. Letting an intern come over to work overtime is a bit unreasonable no matter how you look at it.

Chi Zhao opened his mouth: "But..."

"Oh, just come for one day," Liu Yang interrupted Chi Zhao before he could finish, "You still have a few days off. I know that working overtime is hard, but you can learn a lot, who is not From this stage? You see that your teacher is also working overtime."

The words are all high-sounding, but the actual situation is not the case. The status of interns in the hospital has never been high. They say they are helping out, but they are doing odd jobs. Some doctors and nurses who are better will teach you some knowledge, and some are purely dirty. All the hard work is pushed to you, and you are treated as free labor——Liu Yang belongs to the latter.

After working with Liu Yangchang for almost three weeks, Chi Zhao was often used by him. If it were any other teacher who persuaded Chi Zhao, he would agree. He has always been a good talker, but this weekday Liu Yang likes to order others around, and Chi Zhao doesn't want to spend time with him.

"Why don't you ask someone else," Chi Zhao said with a hundred reluctance in his heart, and his tone was still polite, and he didn't want to make the relationship too rigid, "I'm not going home but I have other arrangements, maybe it can't be done." Come here to help."

Liu Yang was unwilling to let go of his free labor force. Seeing him toast and refuse to eat, his attitude became tough: "What can you do if you don't go home? What's the matter if you come for a day? Interns are supposed to work Yes, can you grow without this? How can you be a doctor on your own?"

This is a bit too much. The annual leave is originally a statutory holiday for interns. No one will feel comfortable listening to this kind of moral kidnapping. Chi Zhao's expression turned cold, and he probably realized that his words were a bit too much. Liu Yang's tone softened a little, and he continued to persuade: "I don't mean that, Xiaochi, what do you need to tell me? I see if I can help you?"

This sounded insincere, Chi Zhao didn't want to explain to him, bowed his head and opened WeChat, Liu Yang still said: "I didn't mean to ask you to come, how much work can you do as an intern, I just think It's not easy for you to celebrate the New Year here alone, don't you have more people to talk to when you come here together?"

Saying a few words means doing a day's work for nothing, which is indeed a good deal. Chi Zhao was unwilling, so he opened WeChat and quickly clicked on a dialog box, and sent a message: [Brother save me! ]

Chi Zhao wanted to send a message to Zhong Yangqiu. Zhong Yangqiu watched a lot of TV series, and he always had some weird ideas in his mind. The other party replied with a question mark, and Chi Zhao typed: [Quickly, from those TV series you watched Help me think of a reason here, the head nurse in the emergency department asked me to accompany him on duty when I was [-] years old! ]

The other party asked: [Liu Yang? ]

Chi Zhao replied: [Yes yes yes, hurry up, wait for you online! ]

After the news was sent out, Chi Zhao waited anxiously for the other party's reply, hoping that Zhong Yangqiu could bring him some surprises, but Liu Yang was still persuading him, chattering, he is this kind of stalker, otherwise Chi Zhao Nor would she go to Zhong Yangqiu for help on a whim.

"Hurry up, hurry up," Chi Zhao murmured in his heart, "Great Prophet Zhong, please reply to me!"

Chi Zhao really didn't want to work overtime on New Year's Eve, and wished he could pick up his things and run away on the spot, but Liu Yang didn't want to let him go, so the two were deadlocked, and Liu Yang's cell phone rang suddenly.

"Hi, hello, yes, it's Liu Yang, hello, hello."

"What, you asked us if Ke Chizhao was okay during the Chinese New Year? No, absolutely not, I was just joking with him!"

"Okay, okay, don't worry, I also wish you a happy new year, then I will hang up here first."

Liu Yang hung up the phone and saw that Chi Zhao's expression was different from before. He smiled and asked, "You want to work on a project with Professor Fu. It's a good thing. Why didn't you say it earlier?"

Professor Fu?To do the project?

Chi Zhao was stunned, when did he start a project with Professor Fu?

"I……"

Chi Zhao responded with a dazed face, and suddenly remembered something. When he looked down at the phone screen again, a new message had already been sent in the chat box.

-[knew. ]

There are only three simple words on the white bubble, and above that is Chi Zhao's message for help, and directly above the chat box, there are three large characters in the note: Fu Nan'an.

Chi Zhao's mind "hummed" for a moment, but he still didn't believe it. He checked the chat records several times before he was sure——

He struggled to send out the message of blessing for several days, but he actually sent the message of asking for help to Fu Nan'an!