Heartburn

Now that they have decided to be together, Professor Fu will give Chi Zhao [-]% trust. There are many uncertainties in the future, but as long as the hearts of two people are connected, there is nothing to be afraid of.

Early the next morning, Chi Zhao was going to the airport by himself, and he didn't ask Fu Nan'an to send him off, because he was afraid that he would be reluctant. During the flight, the plane was up and down due to the impact of the airflow, but Chi Zhao's heart was always stable.

Going to the new school to report, meet the tutor, choose the dormitory, every step of Chi Zhao was carried out in an orderly manner. Chi Zhao’s roommate was a blond and blue-eyed British boy. He was from the same school as Chi Zhao. Foreigners always speak straightforwardly. This is the first time When we met, my roommate danced and praised Chi Zhao, praised him for his handsome looks, and praised his good cooking skills. In the first few days, Chi Zhao was not used to eating school meals, and occasionally added a meal in the dormitory. In fact, it is the simplest tomato and egg noodles or stir-fried seasonal vegetables. Every time my roommates pass by, they will always be full of excitement and praise without hesitation.

"Wow, what is this! It smells so good!"

"This smells good too! Are you sent by God to save us?"

The praise made Chi Zhao feel a little embarrassed, so he smiled and said to him: "Actually, they are some daily dishes in China. If you like it, you can also eat some."

"You must like it!" The roommate gave Chi Zhao a thumbs up very face-saving, praised him, and drank all the soup.

Life overseas is very different from that in China. Cultural differences and the pressure of studying occasionally make Chi Zhao feel a little tired, but Chi Zhao has never been afraid, and he has always faced it with a positive attitude.

The days of long-distance relationships are difficult. The sense of distance will increase and the sense of intimacy will be weakened through the mobile phone. The text to explain to try to figure out guesses.

It was really difficult, because of the jet lag, Chi still had to get up early in the morning to call Fu Nan'an, but Chi Zhao was still happy, every time he chatted with Fu Nan'an, he was smiling.

"Professor, do you miss me?"

This is the opening line that Chi Zhao will say every time he calls.

"Think about it." Fu Nan'an said.

Chi Zhao asked him, "How much do you think?"

Fu Nan'an smiled: "I've been thinking about you."

Love conversations between young couples are always shameless. In fact, they don’t mean anything. They can’t see or touch and can only rely on their mouths to enjoy themselves. After returning to bed at night, Chi Zhao chatted with Fu Nan’an on his mobile phone. With a brisk tone and rich expressions, the roommate came over curiously: "Chi, who are you chatting with?"

Same-sex marriage is legal in the country where Chi Zhao lives, so he didn't hide anything, and admitted generously, "Boyfriend."

The two spoke English, and the younger brother could not speak Chinese. When the word "boyfriend" was exported, the younger brother was stunned for a moment, and then confirmed it again: "boyfriend?"

Chi Zhao smiled, and directly changed to a newly learned very romantic saying: "Heistheappleofmyeye."

The term Boyfriend does not have a clear meaning in English, and it also means an ordinary male friend. Chi Zhao’s words come from a metaphor he saw in a book before. It is a little sensational, but Chi Zhao likes it very much.

Fu Nan'an on the phone side smiled when he spoke. He repeated Chi Zhao's words. His English pronunciation was very standard, and the full ending sound was like a small hook scratching the tip of his heart. Chi Zhao's heart was numb.

"Am I not right?" Chi Zhao's face was a little red, but his tone was still smiling.

"Yes." Fu Nan'an also smiled, and then solemnly repeated Chi Zhao's words: "Youaretheappleofmyeye."

The charming tone made the air ambiguous, and Chi Zhao chatted with Fu Nan'an with a smile all over his face, so he didn't notice the flashing expression on his roommate's face.

The first day of separation was difficult every day, and then the two of them gradually figured out a new way of getting along.They are very busy at work, so they learned to chat with each other. They talk on the phone every day to share the bits and pieces of their lives.

It is said that long-distance relationships are prone to problems. In the past two months, Chi Zhao and Fu Nan'an are separated by millions of kilometers, but their hearts are still tightly attached to each other. This is rare and seems inevitable. The two are deeply affectionate People, people who love each other are not afraid of the distance in time and space.

Sincere feelings are never afraid of challenges, but it is impossible to say that there are no waves at all. During the six months of studying in Chizhao, a small incident really happened——Chizhao’s British roommate suddenly confessed to him up.

Chi Zhao's roommate is named Mike, who is an art student in the same college. He is not tall but has a cheerful personality and likes to tell cold British jokes.He is half a year younger than Chi Zhao, and Chi Zhao has always regarded him as his younger brother, never expecting him to confess his love to him.

It happened after autumn, and Chi Zhao found out that there seemed to be traces after he thought about it carefully. Ever since he knew that Chi Zhao liked the same sex, Mike always liked to appear in front of Chi Zhao in different ways to inquire about him and Fu Nan'an.

At that time, Chi Zhao didn't take it seriously at all. Fu Nan'an was the only one in his eyes who wouldn't notice anything else. He only thought that Mike was interested in his relationship experience. He never concealed the fact that he had a boyfriend in front of Mike. He always said: "I like my boyfriend very much."

But even with such an open attitude, Mike still confessed to Chi Zhao. It was raining a little that day, and Mike made a heart with candles downstairs in the dormitory. Many students in the building came out to watch, and Mike held a heart. A big bouquet of roses walked up to Chi Zhao: "Chi, I like you, can I pursue you?"

Chi Zhao had just come back from the laboratory, still wearing a white coat and hadn't had time to take it off. When he saw Mike walking towards him holding flowers, he was completely dazed: "You want to chase me? But I have a boyfriend !"

"I know." Mike said and was about to stuff flowers into Chi Zhao's hand, "I know you have a boyfriend, but I can wait for you."

...This is indeed somewhat incomprehensible.

Maybe it's a cultural difference or something else. Mike doesn't mind Chi Zhao having a boyfriend at all. He said he wants to compete fairly with Fu Nan'an. He seems to be sure that Chi Zhao will break up with Fu Nan'an. Chi Zhao can't understand. Explain to him again and again: "My boyfriend and I have a very good relationship, and I have no intention of breaking up with him."

Mike still insisted: "I can wait for you, I really like you."

Having said that, there is actually no need to continue the conversation. Chi Zhao can't control Mike's thoughts, but he really has no interest in Mike. His heart has long been occupied by Fu Nan'an, so how can there be room for other people? Chi Zhao Didn't pick up Mike's flowers.

After that, Chi Zhao simply applied to the school to change the dormitory. It was obviously inconvenient to share a dormitory with Mike. Chi Zhao didn't want to, and he didn't want to. He wanted to calm Mike down slowly, but he didn't expect that Mike was still chasing after him.

Mid-October is the local rainy season. It is rare for the laboratory to have nothing to do on this day. Chi Zhao changed clothes after eight o’clock. The foggy rain dyed the sky gray. Chi Zhao hurried away and stood under the eaves waiting for the rain After a while, he called Fu Nan'an by the way.

Usually, when Chi Zhao went back at night, it happened to be Fu Nan'an's working time, and the two of them could only speak a few words. Today, Chi Zhao came out earlier, just in time for the lunch break in China, so Chi Zhao was finally able to talk to Fu Nan'an more. Two sentences.

"Professor," Chi Zhao asked Fu Nan'an with a smile, "Have you eaten yet?"

"I just ate it." Fu Nan'an said, "I remember you said you liked the braised pork ribs for the second meal."

In fact, it is a very daily conversation, but both of them feel that they like it. Every sentence is happy when chatting with the person they care about. It does not have to say something important. Just such an ordinary daily life can make people feel at ease.

There were crackling noises on the rainy ground, and the erected glass door cut off the wind and rain. Outside, there was a strong wind and heavy rain. Chi Zhao stood in the hall of the laboratory building and chatted with Fu Nan'an one after another. The cold wind flowed through the gap in the glass door. It blows, but it doesn't make people feel cold at all.

The two chatted like this for a long time, and the rain outside finally lightened. Chi Zhao held up his umbrella and planned to go outside, but suddenly saw Mike's figure in the rain.

"Pool! Here!"

Mike saw Chi Zhao at a glance, and he came for him.It was raining heavily just now, Mike's clothes were soaked, and he didn't seem to feel the sticky clothes on his body. He waved to Chi Zhao enthusiastically, "It's raining heavily, I'll take you back!"

Chi Zhao frowned: "Why are you here?"

Mike said, "I'll pick you up!"

"I don't need you to pick me up." Chi Zhao ignored his enthusiastic tone and stopped two meters away from him, "I didn't call you."

In all fairness, Chi Zhao knows how uncomfortable it is to feel that you can't get what you want, but if you don't like it, you don't like it. He can't respond to Mike, and he can't and doesn't want to. He really doesn't like him.

"Don't waste your time with me, it's not worth it or necessary, love should be two-way to be interesting, not to mention I already have a boyfriend."

Chi Zhao spoke very sincerely, he said: "I love my boyfriend very much."

Till now, Chi Zhao has remained calm. There is no right or wrong in liking itself, it is a feeling worthy of respect. Chi Zhao rejected Mike, but he would not have any disgust towards Mike.

Unexpectedly, Mike took two steps forward and suddenly grabbed his hand——

"What's so good about your boyfriend? Why can't you think about me?" Maybe it was because of being rejected too many times or something else, Chi Zhao's tone was too cold, Mike's emotions were aroused, and the rain clattered Getting bigger again, Mike held Chi Zhao's hand tightly, "Yes, you love your boyfriend very much, you say that every time, but what's so good about your boyfriend? You are so far apart, He can't even give you an umbrella on a rainy day!"

"Mike!" Chi Zhao yelled, but Mike's words were still escaping: "I know everything! I know everything! Your boyfriend is not worthy of you at all. I saw you chatting, and he is blind! What does a blind man like?!"

"Mike! Enough!" Chi Zhao's tone became completely cold.

Speaking of which, Chi Zhao was really angry. He had never concealed the condition of Fu Nan'an's eyes, but he never thought that Mike would use this to attack Fu Nan'an. Mike's words are still bubbling out every sentence, and the more he speaks, the more ugly he sounds.Chi Zhao interrupted him directly, and shook off his hand: "That's boring."

Maybe people may be impulsive when they are courting, but Chi Zhao really cannot accept such words.Chi Zhao was really angry, he exerted [-]% of his strength, Mike staggered back two steps, but Chi Zhao ignored him.

After Chi Zhao finished speaking, he turned around and was about to leave. Mike realized that he had said the wrong thing, and hurriedly chased after him to pull his clothes. Chi Zhao frowned: "Let go."

"Chi..." Mike begged in a low voice, "Don't do this, I know I was wrong...I didn't mean that...I said something wrong...You tell me what is good about him, I can learn from it, I will do better than him..."

"You are indeed wrong." Chi Zhao said, "A lover is not just an umbrella or a simple company. You don't know what happened between us. No matter how hard you learn, you can't become him. You are not him. My love It is him who I love with his eyes."

Chi Zhao has always been good-tempered when dealing with people, but he is by no means a soft persimmon. He didn’t reject Mike so thoroughly before because he knew how uncomfortable that feeling was. He didn’t want to slander or be tough with harsh words. However, Mike's words really hit his weakness, and he will no longer show any affection.

"I didn't say harsh words to you before because I respect you, but my respect does not mean that you can approach me without limit. But liking is a personal thing. I have made it clear that I don't like you. Come again Entanglement is meaningless.”

"It's not attachment, it's just self-moving. You don't know what happened between me and my boyfriend, and you want us to break up despite my wishes. You keep saying you like me, but you still slander my lover. Shouldn't liking be possession? It shouldn't be forced - like I love my boyfriend, I just want him to be happy."

After Chi Zhao finished speaking, he left, turned around and walked quickly.

Mike never thought that Chi Zhao would say such a thing. To him, Chi Zhao is always gentle and smiling. He panicked and opened his hands to grab Chi Zhao's hand, but Chi Zhao's words were like a curse. Haunting in his ears, he couldn't calm down and think.

"Pool..."

He yelled in vain, and suddenly realized that he was so completely wrong, but it was indeed too late. Caretaker Chi didn't even look at him, and walked straight away holding an umbrella.

Chi Zhao was really angry. The rain made a crackling sound on the umbrella. Chi Zhao walked quickly with the umbrella in his hand. His pace became faster and faster, and then stopped suddenly. He suddenly remembered something—— He didn't seem to hang up the phone just now!

Chi Zhao was stunned for a moment, and he hurriedly looked down at the mobile phone in his hand. The mobile phone was indeed on, and the big words "on call" on it were particularly conspicuous.

He was still a little unsure, and hesitantly called out: "...Professor?"

Two seconds later, Fu Nan'an's voice came from the receiver: "Well, I'm here."

The deep voice was still clear through the receiver, and Chi Zhao's head buzzed.

When he rejected Mike, he was straightforward, but Chi Zhao didn't expect that Fu Nan'an would hear him.He didn't mention Mike's matter to Fu Nan'an, because he was afraid that he might be worried, but he didn't think it was necessary. Now that he heard it, Chi Zhao felt that his heart was about to stop beating.

It's fine for Mike to confess to him, Chi Zhao is not afraid of this, but today, Fu Nan'an's eyes were heard by Mike when he said that, Chi Zhao really couldn't accept it.

What Chi Zhao is most afraid of is what people say about Fu Nan'an's eyes. He knows how difficult it is for Professor Fu, and he doesn't want others to use this to stab Fu Nan'an, but now he is afraid of something. His tone suddenly panicked. I'm afraid that Fu Nan'an will think too much: "Professor, please ignore that person, he is just talking nonsense! I never thought there was anything inappropriate between you and me, I, I..."

Chi Zhao was so anxious that he became incoherent, Fu Nan'an called softly: "Chi Zhao."

"It's okay," he said, "I don't mind that."

He added: "I'm actually glad you said that to Mike."

Fu Nan'an's tone was gentle, calming Chi Zhao's wrinkled heart little by little. He did hear the hurtful words Mike said, but he was not someone who would be maliciously slandered by just one or two words , the eye disease gave Fu Nanan too much pain and gave him a strong heart, not to mention that he met a very lovely lover now, who would defend him and try his best to prove it for him.

"I'm very happy with what you said to Mike," Fu Nan'an said, "I know the condition of my eyes, but I don't know that you would argue for me like that. I was really afraid that 'not seeing' would affect you and me. relationship, but I never thought about—”

"'I love my boyfriend so much, with his eyes'?"

Fu Nan'an imitated Chi Zhao's tone half-jokingly, Chi Zhao's face turned red all of a sudden, he still refused to admit defeat, and said awkwardly: "I, I'm not wrong!"

"Well, that's right," Fu Nan'an said with a smile, "I'm just very happy, now one more person knows that you love me."

He said, "Because I love you too."

...that's too embarrassing.

Professor Fu is indeed gentle and powerful, not only that, but also very provocative. Chi Zhao didn't expect the topic to be turned to this point, and the two chatted for a while. Chi Zhao's ears were red, and he didn't Don't worry, before hanging up the phone, I asked again: "Professor, do you really mind, what he said..."

"Don't worry." Fu Nan'an said with a smile on his face, "At any rate, I've experienced so much, it's not like I can't think about it just because of a few words."

He paused for a moment, then said, "And I have a boyfriend who loves me so much, don't I?"