Glory of Rebirth 1989

At the corner, he walked into the yard and accidentally kicked a metal object. Lin Yao followed in and saw Zheng Shaorong squatting down to pick up the bullet, and joked, "Reluctance?"

"I'll give it back to you." Zheng Shaorong got up and put the bullet into Lin Yao's hand. "I just sighed and saw Nie Yu next time. If he got what he wanted, what would he look like?"

"Don't worry about it. It's better to care about yourself. This time, the funds are available. Anyone can be invited to perform. You must not take part in the battle in person behind the scenes." What Lin Yao was worried about was Zheng Shaorong's obsession with this role.

"alright, I got it……"

Lin Yao felt that this answer was perfunctory.

In the end, Zhang Yiyi still took 100 million, sent an apology to his door and beat him up. Zheng Shaorong didn't go to school often when he got the filming rights. Go to the trivial details to highlight the main line, and discuss the shooting.

The old man has a hobby of writing calligraphy. Friends in the Calligraphy Association know his physical condition, and often gather together to chat with him and write a few lines. The words written by the old people always like to come according to the season. When I was working on Cuckoo Sounds, the preliminary preparations were basically completed. The photographer who was second only to the director in the crew was Gu Changwei, who had worked with him in Overlord. His mastery of light, shadow and color can be seen from his previous collaborations. Ability, and the rest are all recruited by Zheng Shaorong from Hong Kong with a high salary in order to be perfect. The whole luxurious plastic surgery and abundant funds are completely incomparable with the grass-headed team before Zhang Yipiao.

however……

The luxury team did not go as smoothly as expected, the reason is... no one can play against him.

Zheng Shaorong didn't intend to listen to Lin Yao's words and only act as a behind-the-scenes director. If there is a good character who is not skilled, how can he be considered a good actor? The few actors he liked refused to take on this subject, and it was even more difficult for Tianchao to find actors who could suppress his aura, and he was in trouble only in the most basic casting.

67. Role determination

If one person stands out too much in the film, it is a blessing or a misfortune for the crew to cover up all the brilliance of others?As an actor, this may be an affirmation of the individual, but as a director, he is unwilling to have this kind of scene. What he wants is not a one-man show by one person. He needs to grasp the whole film and not get out of control.More importantly, what the director has to do is more cumbersome than imagined. Multitasking makes people burnt out. At this point, the only way to overthrow the previous idea is to concentrate on selecting actors, not only the little policeman, but also... …Alan.

After planning for so long, it feels like being forced to give up because of a certain role. It will not be very happy. Zheng Shaorong smiled all day long and never revealed his emotions. It is inevitable to be bored when he goes home alone. Especially after watching several batches of actors, the casting work is still not good. smoothly.The shackles and depression that the actors need to express in the play are simple to say, but extremely difficult to express.The standard in Zheng Shaorong's heart was gradually compromised and lowered. Every day he opened his eyes and went to various theater troupes or schools to choose actors. Occasionally, when he met someone who could catch Zheng Shaorong's eyes, he often declined as soon as he heard about the subject matter. Even with Zheng Shaorong's big name...

Lin Yao's Soviet side was coming to an end, the last time he came back was when Zheng Shaorong performed in person, and he didn't stop thinking about many things, but Lin Yao often called back to tell him that he was too busy to rest, which made Zheng Shaorong even more I don't want to tell him about the current predicament. If it is leaked, Lin Yao will undoubtedly leave the work at hand and rush back to the imperial capital. This is what he doesn't want to see. Compared with Lin Yao's career and wealth, Zheng Shaorong feels that his here is just a small problem .

If small problems accumulate but do not come out, they will gradually accumulate, and the pressure will increase.Zheng Shaorong himself also found out that his state was not right. The way he used to express pressure in Hong Kong was not suitable for the imperial capital. For some reason, he suddenly remembered the bar that Nie Yu took him to that time.

The crowd in the dark bar is still so crazy, but the more lively the more you don't want to worry about it. Zheng Shaorong ordered a drink and found a place to sit down. The new band went up to the stage. The voice was none other than Nie Yu, who I hadn't seen for a while after leaving Song Ping that day.

"Xiaoyu..." The distance between the two was very close, Zheng Shaorong turned around and grabbed the corner of Nie Yu's clothes to make him turn around, and knocked on the table, "I haven't seen you for a long time, come and sit down."

"Brother Zheng! Are you here too?" Nie Yu greeted his companions, stepped on a chair and stepped over to Zheng Shaorong's side, "You want to film a movie, and Young Master Song won't let me mess it up. How is the filming going?"

Zheng Shaorong took advantage of the dim light on the top to look at this lively leather monkey for a while. The simple shirt and jeans in Dongdan Park that night are now replaced by international brands. It seems to be doing well, but according to his understanding of Song Ping... It's just a game, Nie Yu seems to have gained a lot, and maybe lost even more in the end.

"There is no suitable actor, and the progress is very slow." Zheng Shaorong came to the bar to relax, but changed the subject with a sentence, "How is Song Ping treating you?"

"It's good. I accompanied him on a trip to France last week, and he gave me a lot of clothes. Now... I can't live in the school after moving out." Nie Yu talked about Song Ping with joy on his brows, dancing with his hands and feet, "He There is a friend who knows my teacher, and the old man used to think that I was not pleasing to the eyes, but now he sees his old skin and forced a lot of laughter."

"My parents have loved me since I was a child, but I never thought I could live like this. Their circle is different from mine...really different." Nie Yu sighed, thinking of his childhood, his father My mother is a senior worker in a small town in the south. She earns a higher salary than ordinary workers. There is only one child in the family, and she always tries to satisfy him. Pencil case, wearing bright clothes, people have an inexplicable sense of superiority out of thin air, but around the time of junior high school, the profit of the factory declined, and the bright things...all disappeared, and more and more people became rich first by invigorating the economy, When he arrived in the imperial capital, he saw the contrast between the metropolis and his hometown, and Nie Yu was very disappointed.During the days together with Song Ping, it seemed that the subjects at the feet of the emperor always raised their voices and looked down on Nie Yu’s mentor who came from a small town. Song Ping drove to the school to meet the envious eyes of his classmates, and spontaneously gathered around him to follow. Friends who are playing, all of this seems to germinate the long-lost sense of superiority again. This feeling is unexpectedly wonderful...

"..." Zheng Shaorong quietly listened to Nie Yu's description of his beautiful life with Song Ping, without making a sound. The innocent and sophisticated young man he knew disappeared, ruining this colorful world.

"Song Ping said that he would invest in a movie for me alone, and I would be the protagonist." When talking about filming, Nie Yu patted his forehead and brought back the topic, "Just now I was patronizing myself and said that your new movie hasn't been discussed yet, and Alan can't choose what..."

"I've watched a lot of actors these days, either they use too much force, or they don't use enough force." It seemed that Nie Yu was enjoying himself, and just when he couldn't listen to anything, Zheng Shaorong swallowed the words to remind him, and the topics he had avoided earlier lingered around. He couldn't get around it, it reminded him of the group of auditioners who took their own scripts and played the roles in all kinds of strange ways, their brows were tightly knit together.

"I still copied the script by hand. If it weren't for Song Ping's play, you wouldn't want to... I want to play Alan. Speaking of which, I met a friend in the park called He Xi, who is very similar to Alan. In the past If you’re in a drama, I’ll take you to see him if you’re free.” Nie Yu asked Zheng Shaorong to go to the satellite city next to the imperial capital together.

"Don't wait for free time, let's go now." Zheng Shaorong dragged Nie Yu up and went out. Nie Yu said that he was similar to Alan, so he was naturally superior. Usually, it is easier to get into the drama by acting with his true colors than interpreting other people's lives. What's more, he has experience in drama performances. Dramas are not NG because of their on-the-spot nature, and they have high requirements for actors. Maybe... they can be qualified for the role of Alan.

The two arrived at He Xi's unit after a three-hour drive. The concierge interrogated them for a long time with a cautious look, until Zheng Shaorong took out his passport and saw that it was the old man from Hong Kong who directed them to the bathroom on the second floor of this gray building Find someone.

The corridor on the second floor is empty, and the date of purchase indicated by the red paint on the door panel shows that this is a cultural palace built in the 80s. The color of the walls is quite bright, and there are not many traces of time. A door next to the corridor suddenly opens and a middle-aged man walks. Going to the end in a hurry, Zheng Shaorong fell behind him and walked to the door of the bathroom. There was the sound of running water and the two men talked with dialect accents. One was rough with excessive smoking and alcohol, and the other was a little weak.

"Xiaohe, don't come to clean the toilet in the future, the deputy department-level cleaner said that it would embarrass our unit."

After the sound of the water subsided, the rough sound came again accompanied by the crisp sound of the belt buckle hitting. The tone was somewhat teasing.

"If I were you, I would just stay at home. Although the salary is a little less, I can always eat, right? It would be nice to go home and spend time with my wife every day. Oh...forget~ Look at my memory! Where did you come from? Wife."

"Director Zhou... I don't ask for anything, I just want to do some work for the unit." That submissive voice was obviously Congratulations.

"Xiaohe, you said that you are the backbone of the business, why don't you... stop talking... your life style has caused a very bad impact on the unit, who dares to send their children here? The organization has already studied and decided. , You can sweep this building for another two years and it won’t change, go home early, ah~" The leather shoes kicked, Director Zhou hurried past Zheng Shaorong and walked away when he came.

"What kind of world is this?" At first there was only silence in the room, and after a while there was heavy breathing and the sound of running water from the faucet at its fullest, and then the voice of Congratulations, who was completely different from the previous one, erupted. The voice contained extremely deep depression, but faintly exuded passion from the depression...

Nie Yu followed behind Zheng Shaorong and heard the play, stood there for a while and pushed open the door, "It's not bad, it's not bad, the kung fu hasn't fallen yet?"

The thin man standing by the blinds in the corner and holding the mop turned his head slightly when he heard the words, and the mottled light and shadow slanted through the pane, cutting his delicate face into pieces. "Xiaoyu?"

"You are living better than a black slave now. I have a chance now, what is the establishment, why are you so suffocating yourself? I won't go back to this crappy place after earning money. Let's... go to the United States, go to Broadway to act. "Perhaps Nie Yu had felt it just now, but the unique heartlessness of young people made his feeling not last long. He grabbed He Xi's mop and put on a posture of overcoming all difficulties and rushing forward.

This is... a man with a story. He has the appearance of a young man, and the deepness of a middle-aged man. He heard Nie Yu casually talking about Broadway, and his slightly upward peach eyes reflected the sunlight. Some warm sunlight shines through the darkness.

"Hello, I'm Zheng Shaorong. I wonder if you are interested in acting in my movie? The salary is... 80." From the moment Zheng Shaorong heard the tension in He Xi's words, he confirmed the candidate for Alan in his heart. The price several times the market price is enough for him to go to the United States and start to settle down.In any case, as long as there is a desire in the heart of a person whose hopelessness seems to see no way out, that desire should be supported.

"I know you." He Xiyuan wanted to stretch out his hand to shake Zheng Shaorong, but quickly withdrew it the moment he touched his palm, and mentioned the light blue indeed that Zheng Shaorong had seen many times in the imperial capital, which was covered with water droplets and dust. Wipe the hem of the shirt carefully "Sorry, my hands are dirty..."

"Why did you ask me to shoot? There are many good actors in Hong Kong, and there are also many in China." Although he knew that Zheng Shaorong invited an unknown person to invite him to play, it would not be for the sake of amusing. He Xi still needs to confirm it carefully before he can be sure. He returned to his submissive look again, "I have never made a movie, and the drama...has been abandoned for two or three years. I'm afraid I'll ruin your career..."

"Because they are not as good as you." Being humble for too long suppressed He Xi's self-confidence, Zheng Shaorong hoped that encouragement could cheer him up "because this is a world... as long as you persist and don't give up on yourself, you will always see hope in the world. "

"I took it..."

He Xi took Zheng Shaorong's car back to his ten-square-meter home and changed into clean clothes. He only brought a few changes of clothes, and followed Zheng Shaorong straight to the imperial capital without looking back.

On the way, He Xi took the script that Zheng Shaorong gave him and looked through it. Zheng Shaorong observed his expression through the rearview mirror from time to time. He Xi did not have any resistance to the role. Unpleasant things, eyes that had never been wet before, had a gleam of water, and this gleam of water did not last long, and was almost immediately wiped off by him. He raised his head to wipe and looked at the seat in front of him, Zheng Shaorong retracted his gaze Continue to drive, since He Xi wants to hide the sadness in his heart, why should he open the wound.

Apart from Zheng Shaorong, Gu Changwei is also helping to find the actor. It should be said that He Xi is really worthy of his name with auspicious signs. When he returned to the imperial capital, Gu Changwei called and he was looking for an actor from Xiao Shi. I am relatively satisfied, and I am also from a drama background. I will wait for Zheng Shaorong to check it out.

68. Chapter of cheating father

Send Nie Yu back to his and Song Ping's love nest, and then rush to Gu Changwei's place. The other protagonist has been waiting for a long time. He is an extremely handsome young man in his twenties, named Congwu. Although he is young, he looks like a mature man. Charm, even when you are older, the appearance is quite in line with the appearance of the small policeman in the original work. Zheng Shaorong looked at it repeatedly, and turned his head to give Gu Changwei a look. Once again, it won't be bad to get into his eyes, Zheng Shaorong still needs to test it himself before he dares to use it.

"Brother Gu should have shown you the script. How did you think of making this film? It probably won't be able to be seen on the big screen of Tianchao after filming. It won't help your future career too much. On the contrary, it may cause more doubts. "The other party's qualifications are very good. Zheng Shaorong was afraid that he would be too popular when he was a fledgling, and because of his own brand, he would bump his head forward. He felt that it was necessary to tell him clearly about the pros and cons, so as not to be painted by the media and characters just like himself after accepting a certain movie. equal sign.

"I believe that someone will always appreciate my strength. I don't want to be popular, but I just want to try breakthrough themes, and there are almost no such opportunities in China. No one is willing to find someone to rehearse this kind of drama. If others question it, only It means that my acting skills are excellent..." Cong Wu's tone and expression are full of confidence, maybe everyone will have such a period of time when they firmly believe that they are the best and omnipotent.

"Oh?" Zheng Shaorong smiled and shook his head. He still needs more training. At his age, he has suffered many setbacks, and he no longer thinks that he is extraordinary. "Having confidence is a good thing, but not too confident. Play your opponent, I will choose one, you can try it with him on the spot."

Zheng Shaorong picked up the script to specify the scene, and then called the prop master who was sitting idly by making soy sauce. He was looking for actors and the set was also being set up. After a few days, he was almost ready. He asked the prop master for handcuffs and handed them to He Xi." You have watched the No.14 game, do you still remember? If you don’t remember, I will give you another half an hour.”

"No need, I've never forgotten it since I was a child." Cong Wu Heng glanced at He Xi, although this middle-aged man looks decent, but he looks timid and cowardly, can he really play with him? "This one is older, so it may take more time."

"I remember." The moment He Xi got the handcuffs, he was a little dazed, and then he woke up suddenly, and accompanied by two clear and snapping sounds, he handcuffed his hands very quickly, and squatted down to stand in the corner under the window according to the script. .

The adaptation of the script by Zheng Shaorong and Mr. Chen is completely different from the previous script that Lin Yao described as the story of the hungry man and the sullen man. Something incongruous, making the cops rough and straight without love.What Zheng Shaorong likes is Wang Xiaotao's first draft, which shows Alan's torment, self-contempt and underestimation, and the changes of the police, instead of being entangled in pure body language insults. , delete everything that feels incongruous, and strengthen the psychological transformation of the little policeman's role. He can only rely on sadism to cover up his attraction, so that his relationship with Alan is no longer so inexplicable, and Alan's wife , as a character that embodies Alan’s character from the side, Gu Changwei found his friend’s actress who played Die Yi’s mother in Overlord to act. Someone in the crew joked that she was his girlfriend... Zheng Shaorong found that this 30-year-old man would blush, Of course, she is not here at the moment.

It is daytime now, but the No.14 scene is nighttime. During the daytime, drama actors are acting in nighttime dramas, and drama actors are acting in movies. Zheng Shaorong is looking forward to the effect of this strange combination. Rivalry.

"I saw a doctor..." Alan had already described his mother's indifference when he was a child. When he was very old, he still told him to go to breastfeed. It seemed that there was no other way to show his mother's love except to drink milk. After drinking milk, he was always alone. Sitting on the cold concrete floor, this feeling of loneliness made him feel disgusted with milk. At this moment, he sat on the concrete floor again and fell into the memory of someone, "I feel cheap, and I also thought about whether I can not be so cheap. The doctor gave me a cup of emetic, a glass of milk, and two stacks of pictures of men and women... He told me to drink emetics when I want to see men, and drink sweet milk when I want to see women, but he doesn't know, for me Say... milk is a scarier thing than an emetic."

When Cong Wu Zai Hexi talked about the doctor and seeing a man, his whole body trembled twice as if he had heard a horror story, but he immediately returned to normal, as if he had never reacted, and continued to control the situation attitude.

"Then he left. I found a secluded place by myself. I looked at those crude pictures, but I just wanted to drink the emetics. Even the doctor couldn't cure me. Since then..." He Xi seemed to come from an empty universe The ethereal and ethereal voice raised a few degrees, the words were obviously stubborn and unresponsive, and forced him to express a sense of sadness, causing Cong Wu's lowered eyes to flicker slightly.While saying this, He Xi raised his head and looked directly at this handsome little policeman from below, his eyes suddenly turned from abandonment to tenderness, "Since then I have admitted my cheapness, as she said, everyone's cheap It's all born, it can never be changed, the only way to escape is to like your own bitch!"

Cong Wu slightly staggered his gaze, and kicked He Xi, who was closer to him, away to save his momentary gaffe, "I've seen scumbags, but I've never seen a scumbag like you. If you don't treat yourself as a human being, no one I'll treat you as a person..."

"Ca, there's no need for the rest." After watching only one section, Zheng Shaorong tapped the slate in his hand. This scene is one of the scenes he added. There are a lot of dialogues, because there are too many psychological scenes that need to be expressed in words. .Just now He Xi did a good job, after all, he has been in the world for nearly ten years more than Cong Wu, and Cong Wu's performance method still has some dramatic exaggeration.

"You are the best!" Zheng Shaorong dragged He Xi, who was still handcuffed and limp on the ground, and patted the dust off his body, but He Xi did not respond, but was trembling slightly with cold sweat, as if he was trembling, as if something was hidden in his body The nightmare with the deepest part of the soul is about to rush out. Zheng Shaorong still remembers the way he thought about it when he first took over the handcuffs and handcuffed himself. Kick too hard?"

"Don't worry, it's okay...vomit..." He Xi clutched his abdomen tightly, and didn't care to take off the handcuffs on his wrists, rushed out the door and squatted in the corridor retching.

"How do you think you are compared to him just now?" Zheng Shaorong signaled the staff to go out and have a look. He hoped that Nie Yu would be aware of other people's strengths and his own shortcomings, so that he could be molded. If he still only thinks that he is the best in the world, no matter how he looks Yes, Zheng Shaorong also had to re-cast the role.

"I..." Cong Wu licked his slightly dry lips, and had to admit, "I can't compare to him."

"Ouch...cough cough cough!" The retching sound outside the door became more and more rapid, and finally He Xi even coughed heart-piercingly. The staff came in and shrugged their shoulders and spread their hands. There was nothing he could do about this situation.

"How do you feel? Shall I send you to see a doctor?" He Xi is a very poor person, the male lead can't be injured or fell ill before the filming started, Zheng Shaorong helped him up and tried to show him more care.

"Old problem, it can't be cured, you don't need to see a doctor, the key?" He Xi raised his hands against the wall to calm his shortness of breath due to coughing. The weather was not too hot at the turn of spring and summer, and the draft in the corridor sneaked into him The slightly open skirt is much better than before.

"Xizai, bring the key." Zheng Shaorong called the prop master to bend slightly to untie the handcuffs. Even though he lowered his head, he still clearly felt a gust of air blowing from above. When the handcuffs left Congratulations, he exhaled loudly. With a breath, the tense muscles in the arms suddenly relaxed.

"Brother Gu, I will give Cong Wu a day to figure out the script. You can talk to him more about the similarities and differences between movies and dramas. He Xi has no place to stay here. I will send him to my home to rest." Zheng Shaorong was a little distressed. It can be seen that He Xi's strong sense of discomfort comes from the real handcuffs of the props group, but he insisted on not showing it when filming. Even if he has been in the film industry for many years, if he expresses this character under this situation, he may not be better than him There are too many, but today I only filmed a short section. There are many times in the whole film that He Xi has to deal with handcuffs. If he can't untie his knot, he will inevitably be affected by this, so Zheng Shaorong patted He Xi on the shoulder before going to drive "Do you want to Talk to me?"

Zheng Shaorong drove He Xi on the ten-mile-long spacious avenue at the gate of the imperial palace. The portrait of Taizu passed by.

"I have killed people..."

"Huh? Kill people?!"

He Xi's first words to break the silence were too horrifying, making the unprepared Zheng Shaorong almost hit the safety island near the traffic police box. In the past two years in Italy, Zheng Shaorong was also stained with blood in order to protect himself, but it is hard to imagine Congratulations to someone like this...

"I killed a policeman." He Xi lowered his head and unconsciously scratched the seat leather, his tone was as smooth as if he was telling someone else's story, "When I read this script, I feel that it was written for me. The living environment is the same as that of Alan. I hate milk...it's the same...When I was forced to go to the mountains and went to the countryside, it was almost the same as seeing a doctor. ... not even a bus would love me."

"I desperately seized the opportunity to leave the small mountain village in Yunnan. I left the gossip and the brigade secretary who could be my father and returned to the city. I went to school again and arranged work. He found me and threatened me. I wore a cadre outfit to work during the day. , and went to his house at night, for three whole years, he handcuffed me with such cold handcuffs every day, beat me, raped me..."

"Have you never tried to resist?" He Xi is willing to share such an unspeakable past with himself. Zheng Shaorong is pleased that he is trusted, but at the same time, he is not heartbroken by He Xi's weakness and submission. No one can save him if he does not work hard for his adversity. .

"One day, he drank so much that he almost beat me to death..." He Xi didn't answer the question, but raised his head, unbuttoned two buttons and pointed to Zheng Shaorong, "He interrupted my lock, interrupted My ribs, my ribs were inserted into my lungs, my throat was full of blood foam, at that time I really thought I was going to die, I thought he would die with me, so I struggled to kill him..."

"But... I survived again. I had to explain everything in the Communist Security Bureau. When I was a child, in the brigade... the chief said that he was my father's comrade-in-arms when he died in battle. Later, I was designated as a self-defense, but I The news spread, the unit treated me coldly, others took me as a joke, walking on the street after the accident, it seemed that everyone was poking me in the back and calling me cheap..."

"One day when I went to the Public Security Bureau to report, I heard that someone from the capital city came to read my transcript, and later, you invited me to film..."

"I'm afraid of handcuffs. I used to have this thing accompanied by punches and kicks that overwhelmed me. I thought about resisting it, but gradually I liked it. Every time he beat me with bruises, he would take medicine for me and hug me. Ask me if it hurts, will humbly make me happy, no one has ever been so gentle to me, I can't resist, I love him, I love him so much that I want him to die with me, but now, I'm alone Ying is alive...he's dead." He Xi laughed suddenly, "It's funny, isn't it? It's like a ridiculous story... I once thought about suicide, but I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to catch up with him, so I lived in nightmares of remembrance and absurdity every day .”

"It's not funny, not only you, many people are desperately chasing for a little warmth, forgetting everything." After arriving at the address, Zheng Shaorong stopped and opened the car door. He knew that He Xi didn't need sympathy. "In return, I will also tell a story , a... mythical story."

"What do you want to drink? There are only tea and red wine here."

"Tea, hot tea."

"I hope this hot tea can also warm you up." Zheng Shaorong grabbed the tea leaves and sprinkled them into the filter pot and poured them into the boiling water. The weather was not cold, and Congratulations' mood did not fluctuate, but his heart must be extremely cold, so cold that he needed it Hot tea can only temporarily warm the point.

"What I want to say has no reason for life, and it's not really an enlightenment. I just want to tell you that there are people in this world who live as absurdly as you, as if they can't wake up from a dream, but he has forgotten everything in the past, so that he can let the present Have a good time." Zheng Shaorong handed He Xi the hot tea he wanted, leaned on the sofa and lit a cigarette, "Do you need it?"

"I don't smoke."

"This is a story I heard from a friend..." Zheng Shaorong blew out smoke rings, his voice was more empty than He Xi's without fluctuations, really like a narrator, "He is different from you, although he lived the same way when he was young It's bad, but he has a successful career, he has been favored by thousands of people, and someone has been by his side..."

"I have been with him for nearly 20 years, and this is already half his life..." Zheng Shaorong lowered his eyes, and put a finger on the lid of the hot blue and white teacup to describe its pattern. "People will grow old. People are not like antiques. The older you get, the more valuable you get, the older you get, the more expensive you become. Gradually, the thousands of loves you once had left him, and the people who accompanied him also aged. Bad words, more unhappy every day, more exhausted every day..."

"One day he felt very tired, but there was no one to talk to at that time, so he had to go to the window to blow some air. The wind was very comfortable, and for a while he thought that he could fly like a butterfly on the wind, first fly and then fall, many people I saw him flying..." At this point, Zheng Shaorong threw the cigarette butt that was about to burn his fingertips, took the cigarette case and tried to light another one, "Normal people should die, but because this is a fairy tale, so he He is not dead, he can see a wide variety of commemorative activities, and many people think of him again. In fact, he just wants someone who can talk to him and listen to him repeating it over and over again without being in a bad mood. You won’t get impatient or stop it, but it’s hard for a psychiatrist to do it, unless you’re facing a stone statue…”

"He floated alone, and no one came to accompany him. He stayed with his old friend who was seriously ill, hoping that someone would be like him, but he didn't feel their existence at all. He saw his former lover grow old alone, and saw his hometown change from glory to glory. At the end of the day, my mood became more and more calm, until one day, I was sucked in by a Buddhist bead enshrined in a certain temple, and I didn’t know how long it was inside, and when I came out again, I took the time machine back to more than ten years ago, and there is another memory..."

"He is him, but not him. The world is that world, but not that world. The old love in this world has married someone else, and even has a child." Another cigarette turned into ashes on the fingertips and was blown away Shaking off "In his new memory, he has another lover. When he was floating, he thought that if there was a next life, he would desperately start again, strive to be the top one, and not be unhappy. Those wonderful thoughts of being together for the rest of his life turned into flying Ash."

"You also have the opportunity to start again, as long as you can forget, are willing to forget, forget him, forget yourself, and throw everything away..."

"..." Lin Yao was standing in front of the door with his luggage, his forehead was covered with beads of sweat...

"Are you also listening to my story?" Zheng Shaorong smiled and got up, took Lin Yao's luggage and put it down, and straightened his tangled tie for him. "Although it is a ghost story, there is no need to sweat it."

"Yes..." Lin Yao replied in a daze, the body fluid in his mouth was constantly secreting due to nervousness, his Adam's apple kept rolling and swallowing, and he didn't even smile at Congratulations.

"Mr. He, please go out first." Lin Yao took a few steps back and leaned against the wall for support. It turned out that he already knew...he knew..."Get out!"

He Xi couldn't understand what was going on with the strange aura in the room, but Lin Yao roared and shook in fright. He was timid and cowardly, otherwise he wouldn't have been eaten to death by the policeman's words at first, and he didn't dare to resist.

"Sorry, the story has to be interrupted, so I have to talk with you tomorrow." Zheng Shaorong apologized to He Xi and pulled Lin Yao out of the door. "Don't scare him. If we have something to say, let's talk next door."

"When is it?" Lin Yao watched as Zheng Shaorong closed the door and waited quietly for the verdict. At this moment, he felt that fate was too fond of playing tricks on others. If Zheng Shaorong already knew the past, his existence would be meaningless...

"I came back from Tibet, and I have some vague memories intermittently. Recently, it has become clearer. When I woke up yesterday, I had a lot of things in my mind." Zheng Shaorong half-sit on the bed and Lin Yao, separated by a tea table and half a room away, looked at each other calmly, "It seems that A lama who reversed his life wheel was not successful..."

"You...do you love me now?" Lin Yao hurried to the bedside and squatted around Zheng Shaorong's waist, asking softly.If so, he could pretend to give up at the beginning, but after getting along with him for a long time and working hard, his emotional uncertainty made him, who was always proud, suspect and loathe himself, and became humbler than dust.

"You are very good to me." Zheng Shaorong patted Lin Yao's back lightly, and did not say love. "Even if it is a good friend like you, it will be difficult to separate."

"My success depends entirely on my past life and luck. I try my best to make myself worthy of you, and strive to create the best life without distractions. Ask me to write that book. I really want to write a good book for you. I have reconstructed many times. , It took so much time, and I have only written half of it so far..." Is this a verdict?With a trembling voice, Lin Yao grabbed Zheng Shaorong's back tightly and refused to look up, "Tell me that you love me now, it's not that I'm forcing..."

"This spineless appearance is not the Yaozai I know. Another person may not be able to do what you are now." Zheng Shaorong grabbed Lin Yao's shoulders and forced him to raise his head, his steamy eyes made him silent for a few seconds, Suddenly pushed Lin Yao away, "Get up, stand up straight! Which billionaire in the world looks like you!"

"Becoming a billionaire is just a money game for a time traveler! You can do it if you want! I don't have a backbone! You don't matter if you remember it or not! I can also start pursuing again and haunt you for the rest of my life!" Lin Yao clenched his teeth Tooth, half-kneeling on the spot and holding up the small red box that fell out of his pocket when he fell to the ground just now. "I came back today and I wanted to say that we are going to get married in Denmark! I still want to say that now!"

"Silly boy." Lin Yao felt a slight pain in the top of his head. With a light hand, he raised his eyes and saw Zheng Shaorong's gesture of knocking the chestnut with one hand, and the other hand was holding a small rose red box. Browsing movies in general? The lead still has your memory in this life, what are you worried about? Besides, other people already have wives and children... So,