Subordinates guilty

Tell me, I won't... blackmail you with my identity! "

Mo Feiyun loosened his grip and sat on the bed looking at him, still silent.

Fengtian collapsed on the couch, panting for a while, Mo Feiyun just sat like this.

"Feiyun, I didn't intend to humiliate you. It's just that I don't want you to be my subordinate, and I don't want to be your emperor." Fengtian said firmly, even a little annoyed at his own clumsiness.

Mo Feiyun finally moved, raised his head and said: "The last time we slept together was three years ago, when the Second Highness got married, and that night, the Second Highness said, 'Feiyun, this is the last time I hold you like this , from now on, you will just be my most capable subordinate...'The Second Highness is now the Son of Heaven, isn't this just a joke?"

Fengtian stared at him blankly, as if he had been struck by five thunderbolts, his liver and gallbladder were torn apart, and his heart ached like a knife.How could he forget?How could he forget?He couldn't control his body and trembled all over.Is Mo Feiyun trying to use his words to break with him?

There is no medicine for regret in this world, and Fengtian also began to believe that there is so-called retribution in this world.Isn't it very quick, let him taste the pain that he has never tasted before?This was a million times more painful than the arrow that Fang Jing cast back then.

"Feiyun, that's not true. I regret it, I..."

"It's too late." Mo Feiyun shook his head, his face was also pale.

Fengtian was speechless.He was reluctant to end it like this. He just wanted to understand what he wanted most in this world.

And all of his things are in front of him, as long as he works harder, the happiness he can have, but when he tries to lean forward, he finds that it is getting farther and farther away, and he can't get what he wants.

"No! I have nothing! But at least I still have this life, and this lifetime! How could it be too late?" Fengtian himself didn't know what he was like at the moment, like a helpless child, screaming innocently. My heart hurts.

Mo Feiyun was stunned for a while by his words. He planned to spend his whole life to polish this relationship, but could he, Mo Feiyun, afford to spend his whole life like this?

"Maybe you just can't accept the gap between amnesia and memory recovery. It's okay, I will give you time! I won't force you anymore, and I won't let you accept me again." Fengtian continued.

As he said that, he was already standing outside the dragon bed.The skirt of his snow-white silk pajamas was slightly scattered, making him look thinner, and the clothes were loose, making him look empty.

After a while, Fengtian came in with another palace attendant, took the zhezi back to the imperial study room, and extinguished all the palace lanterns.

Mo Feiyun looked at him, Fengtian just turned his eyes away.

Fengtian stayed in the imperial study all night, didn't read a book, just stared at the light in a daze.

After a while, the little eunuch replaced Can Zhu.

These days, Fengtian feels that he has been going in the opposite direction, and the Mo Feiyun he can see is getting further and further away, and he doesn't know where to go.

He couldn't help but think of Yin Yuan crying so sadly when Murong Tianze left, he was not without sadness, but he didn't cry.Why are you crying?If Murong Tianze wants to leave, let's go, at least he still has Big Brother Fang and Brother Huang by his side, so it's not too bad.

But once a person places his emotions on others, he must be able to bear the risk.Fengtian was still young at that time, and he only knew that when there was no one around him, he learned to be alone and take on his own life.

But in this world, there are always some surprises.And these accidents just made him see himself clearly.

Why do people have to experience loss in order to want to have?It seems silly to make a mistake once and do it again.But now he is standing on the cliff, putting all his eggs in one basket, he may succeed or fail.

Fengtian couldn't help but smiled, "Is there anything in this world that I can't afford to lose?"

The little eunuch at the side finally couldn't help but said, "Your Majesty, do you have something on your mind?"

Fengtian raised his head, "You see that I have something on my mind?"

The little eunuch smiled, anyone would know what the emperor looks like, right?He Huaixi is so smart and clever, so naturally he can't fail to see.

"Your Majesty, do you like Mr. Mo?" Huaixi asked boldly.

Fengtian paused for a moment, but didn't make a sound.

"The slave dare not intervene in the matter of the master, but I have seen some clues in the past few days."

Huaixi is younger and simpler, Fengtian feels a little more at ease when he puts people by his side to serve him.At this time, he was also confused. Hearing what he said, he wanted to hear what this bystander had to say.

"Let me tell you."

Huaixi nodded, "Mr. Mo has been in the palace for the past few days. The maids who served in the past said that Mr. Mo is a good man, he behaves upright and is very careful. It's just that such a person is not easy to be emotional, but if he likes someone, It must be very good for that person."

Fengtian nodded.

"But the emperor needs to know that Mr. Mo is a handsome and tall man. He was a hero among heroes when he led troops to fight. I am afraid that such a man will not be able to accept his current status."

Fengtian raised his head, these words obviously hit his heart.He naturally knew it, and even understood that perhaps Mo Feiyun liked women, and for nearly two years, he played the role of a woman to serve his bed, which was naturally unacceptable.

But... Fengtian frowned and said nothing, as if he was thinking about something.

Huaixi sighed, "Your Majesty, if you think about these things slowly, you will always be able to figure it out. As long as you treat him sincerely, you may not be afraid that he won't feel it. You don't sleep like this, and your body is not as good as before. How can you calm down? Why don't you just take it easy?" Take a break, the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, and when it comes to emotional matters, I am most afraid of rushing for a while."

"Emotional matters, I'm most afraid of rushing for a while... such a simple matter, why can't I figure it out?" Fengtian smiled self-deprecatingly, but his heart was relieved.Thanks to this little guy.

"You speak clearly and logically, but you have a sweetheart?" Fengtian said casually.

Huaixi blushed, and hurriedly said: "With a body like Huaixi, what qualifications do you have in this life..."

"No one in this world is unqualified. Your bad luck doesn't mean you're dead, right." Fengtian got up, "In this case, let's rest first. I can't go back tonight, so I'll just spend the night in the imperial study. Bar."

Huaixi nodded repeatedly and prepared the bedding.

Divergent

Fengtian kept his word last night, and he didn't return to his bedroom in the second half of the night.Mo Feiyun was also upset and stayed up all night.

On the second day, it was passed that the eunuch asked people to move all his things to the place where he lived.When I was free in the morning, I had nothing to do, so I just sat by the pool and fed the fish.

The koi in this pond are all used to being fed, and they all gather around to fight for fish food. There are touches of gold and red in the blue waves, which is very beautiful.

There was a sound of footsteps from far to near, Mo Feiyun raised his head to look, and saw a woman in palace attire leading a woman in red from outside the court, it was not Linglong.

Mo Feiyun put down the fish food in his hand, stood up and looked at her.I haven't seen her for many years, but Linglong has become a mother, but she is far from her charming appearance back then, she looks more charming and intellectual.

Linglong also saw him from a distance, quickened her pace, and was about to cry.

"Brother Mo!" Linglong walked up to her, crying uncontrollably.

"Don't cry." Mo Feiyun whispered.

"When I sent you away, I don't know if I did something wrong. I originally followed Brother Bai, but I was worried about His Highness, so I turned back. Who would have known that he would look for you all over the world like crazy! I really don't know. It's not intentional to betray him, but in that case, I can't watch you die!"

These words have been held in my heart for three years, and there is no way to tell anyone.No one will know the pain in my heart.At that time, it was heartbreaking to see Mo Feiyun suffering, but after seeing Fengtian's crazy state, how could he not be worried?

Linglong clutched Mo Feiyun's skirt tightly with her bare hands, but was unable to speak anymore.

Mo Feiyun didn't know what happened after he left.To be honest, he didn't want to know.so what?It's just one more bad memory.But now hearing what Linglong said, my heart is full of guilt.

For him, I don't know how many people suffered crimes back then.

Not only her and Bai Shu, but also other shadow guards who followed him.It was Fengtian's kindness that Wu left.

"I'm sorry to have troubled you at the beginning."

Linglong shook her head, held back her tears, and pulled him to sit aside.

"It's a good thing you came back. When the emperor sent someone to deliver the letter, you didn't know how happy I was. Only today, His Majesty let me come and see you."

Speaking of this, Mo Feiyun remembered that Fengtian had indeed mentioned this matter yesterday, so he nodded.

Linglong sighed, "His Royal Highness has changed a lot. Now that the state affairs are heavy, his old problems have not healed, and the imperial doctors can't help. He is still the same, he forgets to sleep and eat when he is busy, and..."

Linglong stopped talking.Because she vaguely felt that Mo Feiyun didn't seem to be happy to hear this.And she herself seems to be gradually looking at things from Fengtian's standpoint.Perhaps it was difficult for Mo Feiyun to get out of the events of that year.

"Look at you, you are also thinner than before." Linglong's face was sentimental.

Mo Feiyun smiled lightly and said, "Where, it's still the same."

"Brother Mo, are you planning to stay in the capital and accompany His Highness? Or is the preparatory officer reinstated?" Linglong didn't know many of these things, she just thought that Mo Feiyun had returned, but when she said these words, Mo Feiyun's expression changed .

Mo Feiyun shook his head.Linglong still called His Highness in his mouth, but in his heart, Fengtian was still that Fengtian, with the same respect.