Rebirth Night Talk

Except that he was just born, in his infancy.When a child starts school, it is undoubtedly the first step into this world.Children's growth is rapid.I don't know when it started, you will find that unless they are asleep, it is difficult for you to find time to be alone with them and observe each other.

Since Zhao Xuejun was detained at home, his family has changed their time to accompany him, giving others the opportunity to observe Zhao Xuejun for a long time.Zhao Jianguo was the first to discover that his own child seemed to have a form completely different from that of other people's children.

What is a child?Children should be curious, innocent, and fearless.These three points are just the foundation of the foundation.Although most parents in this era are proud of having a well-behaved child who studies well.And this kind of good child is not cultivated, it is often born.In this era, parents will not sit by the sand, look at you happily, and watch you dig a hole with a small shovel.You naively tell your parents that a mysterious caveman lives there.At this time, you will not get such compliments as how smart, how creative, and how imaginative you are.You're going to get a fat beating, and it's not explained why.

Zhao Jianguo observes his children with the eyes of the most advanced parents in the 80s.So, he finally found out how different his child was, he couldn't play, it was terrible.Most of the roles he plays in the game are trainers, which is also scary!More than once, he saw his family's Junjun, lying on the window and looking out silently, not participating, not responding, expressionless, like a bystander.He watched anxiously. Sometimes, when the child saw his intentions, he forced himself to play with the child outside the window.This way of playing is intriguing.Usually, he would assign a group of children to play the game he ordered them to play, for example: ask them to fight, and if they win, Zhao Xuejun would reward him with a piece of candy.

When those children told Zhao Xuejun what they thought were the funniest things, Zhao Xuejun's expression was often not envious, but sarcasm, ah, ah, sometimes he would close the window without hesitation. Don't feel like you're part of a group.It's not right, although I can't tell what's wrong, it's not right anyway.This child seems to be wasting time every day. He studies, and after studying, he will stare blankly at the clock, as if waiting for something. He waits with a solemn expression, extremely solemn, and childlike innocence.

Zhao Jianguo found Lao Chang, and the two of them sat together and analyzed Junjun's various behaviors very seriously.In the end, Zhao Jianguo entrusted Zhao Xuejun to Lao Chang, and urged him to make this child more lively. It doesn't matter about his studies. This interpersonal relationship is a big problem. He must learn to play and get along with others, otherwise he will suffer in society.

Lao Chang is holding a teacup and sitting in his small courtyard seriously trying to find a solution. Now he is not a concierge, he is a consultant of the museum. Specifically what to be a consultant for is something that the superiors worry about.He thought about it all afternoon, and even read the materials seriously, and finally on a Friday evening, he rode to Zhao Xuejun's house to pick him up to live with him for a while.

Gao Juzi, went to Shanghai again.Lao Chang said hello and left home with Zhao Xuejun on his back.These days, the clothes I used to wear are slowly getting clean, and my hair has been dyed.After having a godson, he had some hope for life. He remembered that when Zhao Xuejun met him for the first time, Zhao Xuejun called him old man.In fact, Lao Chang's real age is one year and sixty years apart.Lao Chang has always felt that 59 is not a good year, and now he still thinks so, otherwise, why would something happen to Zhao Xuejun?

In the backyard of the museum, there is an ancient locust tree.The old man often put a recliner under the locust tree.Spread the quilt over the bamboo chair.He carried Zhao Xuejun up and covered him with a quilt.Zhao Xuejun was taken care of very warmly, he was slightly drunk and a little sleepy.But at this time, Lao Chang closed the door of his small yard, took an ancient chair from the warehouse on the side, and placed it beside Zhao Xuejun to sit down.At this moment, Zhao Xuejun felt that time went back a bit, as if he had traveled back to that year again.

The small yard was very quiet and warm. The two father and son sat for a while and often asked him: "What can you feel?" Zhao Xuejun smiled: "I'm sleepy."

"Yeah, naughty." Lao Chang flicked his forehead and sat back down.He pondered for a while, with a slightly serious expression, and fell into infinite reminiscences. He spent about an hour reminiscing, during which Zhao Xuejun really slept for a while.With a cough, Zhao Xuejun opened his eyes, and the old voice slowly sounded.

"Not long ago, I told your father that you are suitable to be a national scholar. It is wrong to think about it now, not to mention that this era no longer needs national scholars. You are somewhat smart, but you lack the killing decision of a national scholar. This For a while, I have been observing you. Although you are small, I always feel that you can understand.

In terms of personality, you think more than others, so you will be more involved. I don't know where to start, whether it is from you or from me. "

Zhao Xuejun looked at his godfather, not knowing what he was going to say, Lao Chang looked at him for a while, and finally laughed: "Okay, okay, let's start with this country, let me tell you first, why it doesn't need you .

We Chinese people have always had an indescribable emotion. This emotion is an inexplicable, proud, and superior big country emotion.Before, I have been asking.Why, people in this country can live so proudly.

At first...he was bullied by the Eight-Power Allied Forces, and then he was bullied by the Japanese.Even we ourselves spoil each other, so backward, so corrupt, after all, what can we be proud of?

When the Eight-Power Allied Forces came, we called them foreign devils. After the Japanese came, we called them, Japanese devils.In short, they are all low-status devils.No matter how miserable and helpless one is bullied, he still despises the other party. Some people say that it is the unyielding soul of China.For me, it is something that we inherit from our blood, something in our human nature that cannot be separated from this nation, and I call it national blood.We have inherited the pride of our ancestors.However, we have not inherited the true essence of our ancestors, and sometimes we don't know where the pride comes from and why we are proud of it.

After all, where do we start?Let's talk about the law.Our first legal code in China is called "Tang Code".It is engraved on the stone tablet, and there are real objects to test.Although this canon cannot be called the number one in the world, this legal canon was born in the heyday of the Tang Dynasty. It was very important to a country and a nation at that time. As you can imagine, at that time , Whether it is Japan, North Korea, or Vietnam, or even more distant countries, they have all traveled across the oceans and come to us from thousands of miles away.

Those foreigners learn our laws, our paintings, our characters, and our techniques.They worship infinitely, so much that they worship their own things that they don’t have to. Just like that, they completely moved our culture and art back to their own country, sealed them as fetishes, and turned them into a class boundary.Our big country sentiment started at that time.Qin Huang Han Wu, Tang Dynasty prosperity... proud, flying, active, uninhibited, at that time, of course we can be arrogant, because at that time we were number one.

I don't know how many years have passed, the world is changing, and the national level is also changing.What cannot be changed is that we can still be called a big country, even if we are invaded, occupied, our technology is backward, and we stand still.We are still a big country.Why do you say that?Because we have too much wealth in this nation.Do you know Shakespeare?William Shakespeare. "

Zhao Xuejun nodded: "The one about Romeo and Juliet."

Lao Chang smiled appreciatively. In this era, there are several teenage children who know the outside world and are willing to learn about literature.Zhao Xuejun knew it was already great.Really, in this day and age, it's remarkable.

After taking a sip of tea, Chang Chang continued: "England has Shakespeare, so the whole of England will serve this playwright. They will build his former residence, create folk stories, build memorial halls, build universities, and even set up disciplines. That A nation seems to be serving one thing. Serving Shakespeare and being proud of him.

We can't do the same thing.These things are not applicable in our country.We have things that are older than Shakespeare, and even plays that we have much, much earlier.This country is too big, too big for us to serve as a whole for a certain famous authority.Just like painting, one kind of painting is divided into: learning, appreciation, and taste.And painting is not just painting, it distinguishes landscapes, flowers and birds, figures, grass insects, and animals.Let's separate these things again, pick up a brush, and paint on paper with various painting techniques, such as coloring, ink painting, fine brushwork, freehand brushwork, boundary painting, and blue and green.

Some people paint monks, others paint ladies, Xu Beihong, Bada Shanren each have their own merits.Take any one out of here, it's all great, and put it abroad, it's also suitable for a city, a small nation to be proud of and serve it.

However, in Huaxia, this is impossible.There are too many such people. No matter where you go, if you open a subject at will, there will be countless such great men who are closely related to history and promote the advancement of the nation and even the art of the nation.Therefore, when the Eight-Power Allied Forces came, we had pride, and when the Japanese devils came, we still had pride.No matter how many people die, there will always be a voice telling you that it is nothing special, it is just a process, and there is nothing to be afraid of. "

Zhao Xuejun's head was muddled, and he didn't understand at all, what is he going to do as a godfather?Are you taking politics class?

The godfather who became addicted to talking no longer cared about whether Zhao Xuejun could understand or not. He began to recall, recalling the past that he had buried for this 11-year-old boy.

"I was born in Zhejiang. I borrowed Cao Gong's words: Although I belong to the family of Zhong Ding, I am also a family of scholars. I will not talk about the things in my old life. I will tell you about my father. In fact, sometimes I I think your temperament should be like my father's. Especially those eyes, the first time I saw you, I felt that the light there was the same."

Zhao Xuejun was dumbfounded, what should be like?

"Before my father was born, my grandfather dreamed of a deer. The deer was white, shining, and swimming freely in the mountains. After he woke up, my father was born. My grandfather gave him He gave it a name, Chang Lu, nicknamed Liu'er.

My father was born naughty and didn't do anything about production. In his whole life, all his energy was spent on having fun.The six sons of the Chang family renovate the yard, dig holes, repair canals, and erect pavilions in order to save their lazy thrushes.When the garden was built, he greeted his friends and played the music himself.After the song is over, the father of the garden will order someone to tear it down.

He can spend a year doing one thing just to listen to one piece of music.Restore an ancient taste.My grandfather loved his father and was almost obedient to the young son.Many people don't understand why the grandfather dotes on this young son so much?Grandfather has only one explanation for this: Chang Liu is a sensible person.

My father is wayward, his whole life is for fun, I didn't understand it before, and even I underestimated him.If a person does not produce, he will only ruin the family business.Later, the Republic of China came, war broke out, and the country was broken.My father took me to the countryside of Zhejiang and taught me in person.He taught a lot and knew a lot, but I only learned to fake.

I don't teach you to fake, you don't need to.Junjun, what you need is to accept what I understand, learn to live like my father, and be a happy and understanding person.This kind of understanding is not a personal behavior, but an understanding of what to leave for the country and the nation.Some things cannot be lost, they must be inherited.This is an understanding that a living person must understand. Don’t wait until you are about to die to realize that you have many things that you didn’t do and didn’t work hard, and you regret it.

Many years later, I realized what my father was pursuing all his life.What he is pursuing is to appreciate the world, the country, and the nation.He has been working on a culture of recovery, a culture of rooting.

This nation is very large and contains many things, such as astronomy, geography, religion and philosophy.Father likes to understand those ancient things, restore them, and tell others what is the most real thing in China.For example, Kunqu Opera, architecture, art, and pursuit. He knows that his talent is limited, and he will not be able to surpass the ancients in this life.So he learned one word 'play' all his life!As a person's whole life, he is truly alive.I even think that the pursuit of my father is beyond the reach of ordinary people.I like a piece of music, I want to appreciate it, I want to savor it, I have to figure out how to perform this piece of music in order to present the most perfect original state.In ancient China, the so-called great artistic conception was like this.

what do you want?Junjun, I think you still can't understand what you want until now.Maybe in a few decades, I'm dead, and you'll understand.Starting today, I will teach you how to appreciate and how to play.Living in this world, it is safe and peaceful, and your withdrawn personality is not suitable for communicating with others.Then, spend your whole life, give yourself a goal, appreciate the world, appreciate our nation, and find the meaning of its existence.To understand the nation is to understand yourself, and you, don't you always have this question?To live happily, this is also my expectation for you.Before you become a human being, learn to... play! "

Zhao Xuejun sat up holding his chest and looked at Lao Chang: "Godfather? How do you play? Why don't I understand what you mean? Otherwise, you can find another daughter-in-law and give me a younger brother. I'll see how you teach me How is he playing?"

Old Chang smiled: "You bastard, you still teased me. Besides you, who else can I teach? My wife died when she was pregnant. Chang Liu's branch is considered broken when it comes to me. Yes, now, I understand somewhat that the country in the future will focus on economic development. This era will take off.

However, while taking off, there will inevitably be some negative things.For example, there will be no sense of belonging, happiness, nationality, or value.For the country, the people will gradually have a concept of being managed.However, this passive concept is not good for the development of the nation.The prosperity of a nation is not reflected in economy, but in culture.A nation that loses its cultural individuality and national individuality will experience a decline in the overall sense of well-being of the nation.These words are not scary, maybe you don’t understand them now, but time flies, and 15 years later, Junjun, you will understand…”

Zhao Jianguo went to pick up his son a week later. He saw that his son was holding a piece of paper with ink all over his body and was seriously patting it back and forth against a large stone tablet.He wondered and asked Old Chang: "What is Junjun doing?"

Lao Chang looked satisfied, sipped his tea with a smile and said, "Play, you can't even see this?"

Zhao Jianguo wondered, is this just for fun?Is this the expression a child should have?He pointed over there speechlessly, with a face full of accusations.

Lao Chang put his hands behind his back, looked over there, and said with emotion: "Childhood, what a yearning, I haven't seen this scene for many years. When I was young, my father and I were like this. I remember that time, I played every day. Very happy! Look at him, how happy he is playing!"