Rebirth Night Talk

Zhao Xuejun sat in the first position on the right in the second row from the front of the class, which was next to the window.The classroom was noisy, but Zhao Xuejun was upset, and his brain kept giving bad results, intimidating and comforting himself.He remembered one thing, Aunt Gaixia was the one who could clean up the mess the most, what if she opened that cabinet, what if she opened that bag?

Shivering all over his body, Zhao Xuejun stood up, looked around blankly, then turned around and ran outside, at this moment the class bell just rang.

"Hey... Hey, Zhao Xuejun, class is over, where are we going!" The teacher shouted at Zhao Xuejun's back.

From the street, I bought an extra-large lock that is specially used in the warehouse of a big factory, and I also bought a very long and thick iron chain.Zhao Xuejun ran home quickly, regardless of how surprised his grandma and Aunt Gaixia were when they saw him in the middle of the morning, he ran directly into grandma's room, first tied the bedside table with iron chains eight times, locked it, and pulled it again. After confirming that it was safe, Zhao Xuejun muttered in his heart: "Uncle, please stay honest for a few days, my nephew is also helpless, don't blame it, don't blame it..."

Zhao Xuejun ran all the way back to school, and one and a half classes were over.The teacher didn't call him into the classroom, but told him to stand in the corridor.The teacher can't suppress the mistakes of the beloved "Good Baby" brand students, and even more intolerable.In front of so many students, he couldn't stand down for himself, and the boss of the old class finally got angry: "Stand in the corridor! Stand until school is over! Don't you like to stay outside? Stay enough! Call the parents in the afternoon! If you don't call, tomorrow Children are not allowed to enter the classroom!"

As soon as the teacher finished speaking, the students burst into laughter.Zhao Xuejun did not feign disdain or excuse himself like other children.He stood up obediently, leaned against the wall and slid his back to sit on the ground.The teacher, who was worried about him, regarded this behavior as confrontation, so he covered his forehead and decided to have a good talk with the student's parents.

Zhao Xuejun is now full of thoughts. Since graduating from elementary school, he has not enjoyed the benefits of standing in corridors for many years.It was very cold in the corridor, and Zhao Xuejun felt a little abandoned by the whole campus.Although, his eyes didn't reveal too much emotion... Well, to be honest, he is pretty stupid when he comes back to school now, why is he so stupid, wouldn't it be better to just say that he has a stomachache and ask his family to take a vacation in the afternoon?

Hey, when I used to do things, most of them were small things. This time I played a little big, and I couldn't handle it.That is not a small amount of money collected from the countryside, it is a person, his elders, his relatives.Even if he turned into a handful of ashes, he has left rich emotional lines in this world, and people living in this world will miss him and mourn him.He is dead, no matter what he has done, he will become a wound that this family dare not touch...

Those who uncover this scar will definitely become cannon fodder and die miserably... Father has a bottom line, and grandma also has a bottom line.Back then, Zhou Rui was not called in, which shows how strong grandma's clan consciousness is.Chinese people have a strong sense of family, if it is implanted forcibly, it will reveal the matter of the third uncle... the white-haired man will give the black-haired man!And his father's attitude towards his third brother?Now that Zhou Rui is not dead, what is his father thinking?

How to describe it, like when he and his second brother got angry because of that little money, for a while, seeing him was annoying, and the more annoying he was, the more annoying he wanted to put a sack on him and throw him in the stinky ditch under the North Bridge of the square .I can't even hear his name, and when I hear it, I want to kick him to death.However, once it comes to life and death, or after being forgiven because of family affection, the relationship between the second brother and himself is closer than that with the eldest brother.At home, the second brother is better than the eldest brother, and his parents spoil him.This person's emotions are cultivated, especially relatives, and the relationship inside is very delicate, and it is also the most difficult to handle.

Ah, ah!It's so annoying... It's tiring to be a qualified and ideal reborn person. Is this just a matter of my own family?Doesn't this save the planet, save all of humanity?

The mischievous ghosts in other classes who were punished to stand, squat, and do small movements.When the famous naughty ghosts see the famous good kids also stand up, they think... ah!You have today too!You guys are on the same level as us!

In order to show welcome, the young man over there quietly squatted over and gave Zhao Xuejun half a lighted cigarette, but Zhao Xuejun refused. He held Zhao Xuejun's hand and said with tears in his eyes, "Welcome! Welcome!" ! A warm welcome!"

Zhao Xuejun raised his head and looked at his back sincerely: "Principal?!" Then he stood up immediately.The cigarette boy puffed his mouth, twisted his head and looked back, and then spewed out a puff of cigarette, and the half of the cigarette in his mouth fell to the ground, and the cigarette was still smoking.The cigarette boy ran away in embarrassment, covering his mouth and rushing towards the school water pipe.

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the teacher went out with the teaching aids in his arms. Seeing that Zhao Xuejun was still in a state of indifference, he added angrily: "Stand up! Stand up straight!"

"Uncle San, did you see it in the Spirit of Heaven? I have been tricked by you!" Zhao Xuejun complained in his heart.

A few teenagers came from the corridor, Song Chang'an, who took the lead, clasped his fists and turned around: "Master! I saw Ba... quit."

Zhao Xuebing moved over, a little wanting to laugh, but a little bit unbearable: "Bajie, what did you do to make people angry? Why did you come here?"

"Brother, do you know..."

"what?"

"I'm really a pig."

"Brother, don't dare. If you were a pig, our mother would not want to."

"Things in this world are always endless. I really want to be shocked!"

"A beard?"

"Brother, it's nothing. Someone laughed at you for not growing a beard? Tell brother, brother will beat him to death for you."

Scratching his forehead with his hands, Zhao Xuejun turned around and left the school depressed. Zhao Xuebing yelled several times, but he pretended not to hear him.

"What happened to you?" Song Changan ran over and asked Zhao Xuebing.

"I don't know, the little bastard is getting more and more tempered. If you don't grow a beard, you won't grow it. We don't want to be Zhang Fei!" Zhao Xuebing was so depressed.

Song Chang'an looked at Zhao Xuejun's back thoughtfully.Last night, he talked with Zhou Rui all night.Maybe he has more information than Zhao Xuejun.Zhou Rui's mother remarried, and the reason for the remarriage was very simple. Zhao Xuejun's third uncle attributed all the misfortunes after marriage to the derogatory word that was looked down upon by others.He wrote letters to his hometown one by one, and each letter was returned.

The initial passionate love was consumed by life. He wanted to have another son, a son surnamed Zhao, so that he could explain to the elders in his hometown, but his wife secretly underwent a sterilization operation.Zhou Rui's mother is a new woman. She thinks that women should not be overwhelmed by family life, and women should live more on their own.The stomach is my own, and I can give birth when I want to.

Thus, the husband and wife battle began, they quarreled every day, and finally moved their hands.That love that was once an oath of eternal love, the determination to sacrifice for the other party for the rest of his life, even to the point of death... soon followed the family's quarrels, and the daily necessities were gone.It's just for Zhou Rui, just for Zhou Rui to have a family with both parents, and they barely make do with each other, both sides are suffering.

After Zhou Rui's father died, his mother quickly found a second spring.Zhou Rui doesn't judge his parents' right and wrong, he just wants to fulfill his father's wish.He has been here several times by himself in the past few years, but the old lady's attitude is very tough, let alone talk to him, she doesn't even see him.

Song Chang'an felt that this time Zhao Xuejun did a little too much, you are just a child, how dare you take care of such a thing?It's getting annoying now, you know it's difficult?Should!

When Zhao Jianguo came home from get off work, he bought a catty of pork and three catties of pork ribs at the farmer's market.This dresses, eats and hangs the household belongings.With the price increase last year, pork rose from one piece to eight pieces.Tofu rose from [-] cents to [-] cents.Zhao Jianguo is a [-]th-level cadre with a monthly salary of less than [-] yuan. In his salary slip, there are two kinds of subsidies every month, which are two bicycle subsidies and two laundry expenses.

This year, it is said that the pig farmers have made money. In fact, according to Zhao Jianguo's analysis.Those who raise pigs should be at a loss. The price of pork is so high that ordinary people can't afford it.The problem of farmers' sales, and the problem that citizens can't afford to eat pork should be discussed at the next meeting.His own family has a lot of meat, and there is no shortage of anything. It is because of the loss of oranges that he has earned more and more in the past few years.But what about others?Why……

Carrying a vegetable basket, Zhao Jianguo returned home with a head full of work. As soon as he entered the door, his old mother waved to him in a very mysterious way, and even pursed her lips to laugh at him.Over the past few years, this old lady has become more and more like a child.Zhao Jianguo followed his mother to the bedroom and smelled a sour smell as soon as he entered the door. He looked at his mother depressed and said, "Mother, don't wipe the carpet with a wet cloth. It will be sour if you don't wipe it clean."

The old lady glared at Zhao Jianguo, and Zhao Jianguo immediately stopped muttering.

"Junjun bought a big lock and locked my cabinet. Did he hide some treasure... Can you open it for mother, and mother can have a look..." The old lady thought that her grandson was interesting, so she quickly put the lock on Share it with your son.

Looking at the exaggerated cabinet tied up, Zhao Jianguo felt inexplicably flickering and distressed!I don't know what's wrong.

At dinner that day, Zhao Xuejun was sitting at the new dining table, eating ribs without a bite, and Zhao Jianguo suddenly said: "Did you pick up some garbage again as a baby? You locked your pile of stuff in your room." Li Cheng, why did you lock your grandma's cabinet?"

Zhao Xuejun's hand holding the rice went stiff immediately.

"Junjun, show grandma, grandma doesn't want your baby. Just take a look, don't you see it? Isn't it bad!" Grandma smiled and teased. Since this spring, all grandma's teeth have been retired.Now the old lady is eating and talking, she is afraid of being ugly, so she has learned to purse her mouth for fun. Sometimes when there are too many people, she even covers it with her hands!

"Grandma, let me take you to the dentist. You can get some dentures." Zhao Xuejun changed the subject.

"Zhao Xuejun, let me tell you that now the country has documents, and many cultural relics have been restored and protected. You'd better be careful when you buy things with your godfather. It's his business that he has brain problems. You can Don't get me into trouble, do you understand?"

"Understood." After pawing the meal a few times, Zhao Xuejun stood up and went to grandma's room.

"Our army only ate one bowl of rice, and the ribs only ate three yuan. Brother, isn't it right, is the baby sick?" Gaixia looked at the big plate of sweet and sour pork ribs, and couldn't help but worry.

Zhao Jianguo stood up and followed Zhao Xuejun to his mother's bedroom.In the bedroom, Zhao Xuejun was holding his chin with one hand, looking at the bedside table with a worried expression on his face.Zhao Jianguo sat next to his son, and after thinking for a long time, he began in a very gentle tone: "Junjun, father and son, how about our heart-to-heart talk?"

Zhao Xuejun lay on his back on the carpet with a tired tone: "Dad, I have a question for you."

Zhao Jianguo immediately sat up straight, with the air of a life mentor who knows everything and understands everything: "Say it."

"Dad, if there is a son, he has never stolen or robbed anyone, he has never hurt anyone, he has never hurt anyone. He makes money by his skills, and every penny comes from hard work. He has great influence on society. Contribution, love for the country and family, and willing to give everything for them.

One day, this son...he found out that he was in love with...someone he shouldn't be in love with.He rebelled against his father, mother, and tribe, and went with others.Is the whole son a good person?Still a good son?Can his family forgive him? "

As Zhao Xuejun said, he sat up and looked at his father seriously.Zhao Jianguo looked confident. After hearing his son finish speaking, he immediately said in a very firm tone: "Of course I can forgive you, why not forgive me! There are parents who don't care about their children, and they oppose their children's marriage. It’s just that they have lived a few more years, and they can see the childishness of the child. In the final analysis, it is because they are afraid that the child will hurt. Sometimes, being a parent is the most unflattering..." Zhao Jianguo was talking happily, and suddenly stopped, Subconsciously slammed his mouth: "I said Junjun, who are you talking about? Could it be your puppy love?"

Zhao Xuejun looked up to the sky and sighed: "Dad, I don't have one...you answer my question!"

"I said it, of course I can forgive you, my own child! Why do you have a child? It's to collect debts. It's to make adults angry. Just looking at you like this makes you angry! What is it?" What about parents... Parents have been correcting their children's mistakes and forgiving their mistakes all their lives. This is parents, who else would do this except parents? You go to the street and give someone two dollars and say: Brother, I will give you two dollars. You money, tell me a few words. Look who said you! Parents said you, because they are afraid that you will make mistakes. Look at your current appearance, locking grandma's cabinet, losing your temper and not eating. Seeing this ..."

"Zhao Xuejun, come out!" Gao Juzi yelled at the door and came in. She walked around the room a few times, and after finding Zhao Xuejun, she grabbed Zhao Xuejun by the ear and walked out of the house.

Zhao Jianguo looked distressed, he wanted to follow, Gao Juzi turned his face and stared at him: "Don't follow, this is the grievance between our mother and mother!"

Zhao Xuejun was dragged by Gao Juzi to the No.11 floor, Zhao Xuejun was walking, feeling frightened, my mother hadn't been so angry for a long time...

In Song Changan's house, Zhao Xuebing and Zhou Rui stood obediently against the wall. Song Changan had regrets on his face, but also other meanings.Gao Juzi brought Zhao Xuejun in, and slapped him in the face with a "smack!" as soon as he entered.Zhao Xuejun covered his face and said nothing, Song Changan was stunned.

"You are getting more and more courageous, why do you dare to decide everything?" Gao Juzi looked resentful, and grabbed the broom that Song Changan's house put behind the wall to beat him.Song Changan went up to stop him, but was pushed away by Zhao Xuejun.

"It's none of your business!"

Gao Juzi held his broom very high, seeing Zhao Xuejun let her beat him motionless, the more he watched, the angrier he became.Finally, Gao Juzi's anger was aroused, and the big broom beat Putian Gai. Zhao Xuebing went up and hugged his younger brother, and took a lot of blows for him.

Gao Juzi vented for a while, and finally turned off the fire. Panting, she sat on the sofa beside her and contemplated for a long time before choking out a sentence: "You think you are right, what do you know about your children?! How do you know?" How dare you be such a big master? Not to mention that you don’t know much about your third uncle. Let’s just talk about it. How old are you, you bastard, and you dare to bring your third uncle’s ashes into our house? Family, do you know that the old mother is in the church and cannot see the body of the younger generation, and the white-haired person does not send the black-haired person, do you think your grandma has lived a long time?"

Zhao Xuejun didn't say a word, but looked down at the ground.

"You are kind, I know, but you don't think about it. For such a big matter, you made the decision without saying a word? Are you going to turn the world upside down in the future? Why can't you ask your dad, okay? , you can’t ask your father, you ask your mother? Ah? Talk!”

"Ask him what? I'll listen! What can you ask him? Let me just say, why did you ask such a weird question? I thought it sounded familiar..." Zhao Jianguo listened at the door for a while.

Gao Juzi fell silent, and her first reaction was to jump up, stand in front of her son and shout: "Old Zhao, I beat you."

Zhou Rui hurriedly stepped forward and knelt down for his little uncle: "Uncle, it's not my brother's fault, it's my fault for not thinking about it."

Zhao Jianguo stared at his nephew for a long time before choking out a sentence: "Your father...is your father gone?"

Zhou Rui wanted to cry, so he suppressed it: "Ah, it's gone... It's been four years, uncle... My dad made a mistake, but he wants to come back."

Zhao Jianguo opened his mouth and was speechless, pointing to his yard, Zhou Rui nodded.

Zhao Jianguo staggered and ran into the house, ran to the gate and did not dare to cry, he held his breath so hard that he almost exploded his lungs, he had been brewing for a long time, and then he stopped his tears and went into the house. Yes... Zhao Jianguo came out holding the bedside table.

"Open." Zhao Jianguo roared at Zhao Xuejun in a low voice.

Zhao Xuejun took out the key to open the lock, and opened it slowly, Zhao Jianguo kicked his ass.

"hurry up!"

The moon was dark and the stars were sparse, and the old Zhao's family was tossing around quietly. Except for grandma, everyone outside the house was in a hurry.Zhao Xuejun followed the adults to help without too much expression.

Zhao Jianguo carried his third brother back to the old house, Zhao Xuejun followed all the way, and Song Changan followed Zhao Xuejun carefully.

"Xuejun, I'm sorry, I said this. I just think that we are all students, right? It's up to us." Song Changan kept apologizing.

Zhao Xuejun stopped, looked at him, and nodded: "Well, I know, the matter has been resolved, that's it, thank you."

"Are you angry?" Song Changan asked carefully.

"Angry? Should I hate my mother? Or should I hate my father? Hate my dead third uncle? Or hate... Forget it, I tell you I'm not angry, really."

No one believed that Zhao Xuejun wasn't angry. Zhao Xuejun was good at everything, just a little... He was narrow-minded and his reputation for holding grudges had spread far and wide.

Song Changan stopped and watched Zhao Xuejun go away with his father. He stared blankly for a while and comforted himself: "I'm right, I'm for his own good. I'm right..."

Some things that are big in the eyes of children are really not that big in the eyes of adults.real!Even if Zhao Xuejun lived for two lifetimes, he didn't understand Zen thoroughly, and he didn't want to comprehend the truth of it.The old man didn't want his grandson to come into the house, because he wanted to force his son to come.The cemetery of Lao Zhao’s family did not leave room for the descendants who were recruited out, but the grandfather quietly took the two sons of the family and dug a small hole in his own cemetery in the middle of the night (the cemetery in Shanxi is cave-style).His son is standing in Lao Tzu's place, the clansman has no objection at all, right?

The next day, Zhao Jianguo deposited his brother's ashes in a columbarium in the Martyrs Cemetery.Zhao Jianye has made meritorious service and can enter there.He can rest assured that he can stay in his hometown well until grandma is buried with grandpa a hundred years later, and grandpa's grave will be opened again, and third uncle can be with his parents at that time.