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As soon as Tan Zhe asked this question, Xu Xiaotian felt that he immediately had a strong desire to rush out.He really didn't know how he could bring the topic to the relationship between Tan Zhe and Mr. Xu when he came to explain yesterday's absenteeism.

However, if he must answer this question truthfully, the topic will definitely develop in a more uncontrollable direction, because he really feels that the relationship between Mr. Xu and Tan Zhe is not as simple as superior and inferior.

"I... don't think so." Xu Xiaotian pressed his forehead, but still didn't dare to tell the truth. No matter how familiar Tan Zhe was, he was not a friend, but his direct boss.

"Actually, every time I work the night shift or sleep in the office, he will come to the hotel." Tan Zhe said lightly, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he was waiting to see Xu Xiaotian's reaction.

"I don't know what to say..." Xu Xiaotian held back for a long time and only said one sentence, "Mr. Xu is with you on duty?"

"Ah, I've been on duty with me for several years." Tan Zhe smiled, resting his chin in his hand, his expression couldn't tell what he was thinking when he said this.

"Just tell me about this, isn't it good," Xu Xiaotian replied truthfully, "I'm just an ordinary employee."

"Is this a secret?"

"Of course it's a secret."

"That's okay." Tan Zhe blew out a smoke ring, laughing until the dimples that were not obvious at all came out, "Let's count it as an exchange, if you tell my secret, I'll tell yours."

"Damn, what are you thinking, tell me a secret..." Xu Xiaotian was stunned for a while, unable to figure out what Tan Zhe meant, "I won't say it... But, is it what I think, you People who have been married for several years..."

"Xu Rui has been married longer than me. If the two of them have children, they will be able to go to elementary school." Tan Zhe flicked the ashes.

"I see..." Xu Xiaotian slapped his leg suddenly, "Damn it, Manager Chen is having trouble with the marketing department because of this, no, it's not with the marketing department, it's with you!"

"Ah, is that right? I have nothing to do with Xu Rui," Tan Zhe looked innocent, and changed his tone after a pause, "I'm just too bored."

"Then are you really..." Xu Xiaotian couldn't take it anymore and asked directly.

"Huh? Do you want to find a comrade in arms?" Tan Zhe put his legs off the table and stretched, "Xu Rui is, you can form an alliance with him."

"Get out," Xu Xiaotian stood up, he always felt that Tan Zhe would go in and tease him if he was not careful, "It's okay, I'm going out, yesterday's client needs to be contacted immediately."

"Sit down, it's rare that I want to chat for a while."

Xu Xiaotian was a little helpless, and sat back on the sofa again: "What are you talking about?"

"I don't know," Tan Zhe squeezed his hand, "How are you doing now, it seems like you had a great time yesterday."

"It's not for fun, it's a friend who has something to help." Xu Xiaotian took cigarettes from Tan Zhe's desk. As long as he is in Tan Zhe's office, he usually doesn't smoke his own. There is a cigarette shop in Tan Zhe's drawer. "I've been doing well recently. Yes, everything is fine."

"Very good, sounds very happy."

"...Well, yes," Xu Xiaotian thought of Tan Zhe's erratic eyes when he was talking to his wife yesterday, and hesitated for a while, "I can't be with someone I don't feel..."

"You mean me and my wife?"

"Well, are you two a loving couple?"

"Obviously not," Tan Zhe said with a very indifferent expression, "It never happened before."

"Then why do we have to be together?" Xu Xiaotian was a little surprised, Tan Zhe's character should be a person who dares to speak and act, why such a marriage can last for several years.

"So what if we're separated? Love is something you can't see or touch. It's with me, and it ranks behind many things." Tan Zhe smiled, "But it's good that you're like this." , really, I won’t have any regrets in the future.”

"Are you right? Are you very old? I'm sorry, you and Xu..."

"I'm not like that with him," Tan Zhe interrupted him, stood up, made himself a cup of coffee slowly, and spoke after a long time, "I'm not interested in other men, and I'm not interested in Xu Rui either. That’s it, he’s been great to me, he’s been great for a few years, I’m dependent on him in some ways, but that’s about it.”

Xu Xiaotian half opened his mouth, looking at Tan Zhe who said these words calmly, a little dazed.

"Do you understand what I mean?" Tan Zhe took a sip of coffee.

"I understand..." Xu Xiaotian sighed, "Haven't you considered his feelings? It's been so difficult for so many years."

Tan Zhe smiled and put down his glass: "Young man, the road is his choice. He chose to get married. I chose to treat him as my most reliable friend. He chose to accept... No one forced Whoever makes the choice, chooses and takes responsibility for himself.”

After coming out of Tan Zhe's office, Xu Xiaotian was in a daze all day, not because of the relationship between Mr. Xu and Tan Zhe, but because of Tan Zhe's words.

Xu Rui and I just didn't make the same choice, but Xu Rui chose to accept the current state.

Some people are like this, must love.

You should be lucky to have found someone who can make the same choices as you.

Xu Xiao called Luo Xuan when he got off work, he didn't want to eat at home today.

"Let's go to the mountain for dinner." He suddenly wanted to go up the mountain with Luo Xuan to see the night view at night.

"Why do you suddenly want to go up the mountain?" Luo Xuan was a little surprised. He just bought a bunch of vegetables and came back to prepare dinner. "It takes daytime to climb the mountain, and you can't see any scenery at night."

"I don't know, I just want to go up the mountain, how about going to the mountain to eat?"

"okay."

Luo Xuan was sitting downstairs by the flower bed on the side of the road, and saw Xu Xiaotian waving to him from the taxi: "Get in the car!"

"I said, what happened to you today, did you get promoted or got rich?" Luo Xuan got into the car and asked in a low voice, "Are you afraid of taking my poison?"

"I'm afraid of farts. I plan to eat them for the rest of my life. Can I be afraid of your little skill with my indestructible stomach?" Xu Xiaotian was delighted. He put his arms around Luo Xuan's shoulders and whispered in his ear, "I'm …I don’t know what’s wrong, I miss you very much, I miss you very much today.”

After saying this, he immediately sat up straight again, looking at the front with a serious face.

The car stopped on the mountainside, and Xu Xiaotian proposed to go up the mountain along the road and have dinner.

"If you're hungry after walking like this, you can eat more when you reach the top of the mountain." Xu Xiaotian pointed his hand forward, "How about it, my dear, can it work?"

Luo Xuan has been laughing from the car until now: "Oh, the car is gone, if you don't go, you have to go..."

"It's okay, if I can't walk, I'll carry you up. I haven't had a chance to carry you. I just want to experience it." Xu Xiaotian walked forward with his arms around Luo Xuan, "There are still many things to experience, such as going on a trip with you. , cook for you, go home to see your parents together, watch the night view on the top of the mountain together...this will be realized in a while..."

"The matter of carrying me will be realized soon," Luo Xuan lazily leaned on his arm, "How we will go down the mountain is a problem, I am not worried, someone will carry me, but you will not be able to handle it It's..."

"Damn, yes, I forgot that there are no cars on the mountain at night!" Xu Xiaotian shouted.

"Back, I'm not too heavy, my dear," Luo Xuan touched his face, and put his hands around his neck half-hanging on his body, "Isn't it that I haven't been well due to my own poison recently?" After eating, I lost a lot of weight."

"To be honest, with your small body," Xu Xiaotian was delighted, stretched out his arms to hug Luo Xuan's waist, and hugged him horizontally without much effort, "If you gain another twenty catties, I can lift you up , even if you can't hold it up, you can carry it up."

The two walked and made noise like walking. It took more than an hour to reach the top of the mountain. There was no one in the restaurant on the top of the mountain. There were not too many guests at night, so the two found a side seat on the viewing platform. sat down.

With a cigarette in his mouth, Xu Xiaotian looked at Luo Xuan who was studying the menu with his head down. Eyes, nose, mouth...every part was so familiar to him, but his heart beat faster every time he looked at it.

"Why do I feel like I've eaten all these two days?" Luo Xuan sighed while scanning the menu, rubbing his stomach, "I found that Chinese people are not ordinary, they are in a good mood and bad, good and bad things are solved by eating... ..."

"Replenish it, I don't come out to eat every day. I will take poison again starting tomorrow. I plan to show my skills and participate in the production. The poison will be upgraded..."

"Let's talk about it, why do you want to come out suddenly today to get nourishment? If you miss me, you don't have to go out to eat. How nice it is to stare at me all night. There is no one at home. It's convenient if you want to play a hooligan or something. "

"Damn it," Xu Xiaotian was happy, and followed his words, "Actually, I want to change the environment. After eating in a while, it would be nice to find a place with no one on the mountain to have a good time. It's so exciting..."

"Mosquitoes all over the mountain, be careful not to bite you." Luo Xuan lowered his head and patted his legs.

"Damn," Xu Xiaotian didn't react for a long time when he said this, he was stunned for a long time before he said, "When did you become such a hooligan..."

"It is said that if you stay with hooligans for a long time, you will become hooligans. This is the truth." Luo Xuan laughed and lay down on the table.

Xu Xiaotian also lay down on the table, face to face with Luo Xuan: "wife."

"Ah."

"So nice."

"What are you calling me for?"

"I'm really lucky," Xu Xiaotian looked into Luo Xuan's eyes, "There are so many people in the world, yet I didn't miss you."

"I almost missed it." Luo Xuan wrinkled his nose and smiled.

"Don't mention this..."

"To put it this way, I'm also very lucky. People say that a good horse will never turn back."

"I'm a bad horse, not a good horse." Xu Xiaotian ticked his face with his fingers, "The key is that the grass must still be where it is, right?"

"Well, that is, it will be eaten by other horses a few years later."

"That won't work, I have to pick you out..."

"Oh, I haven't eaten yet. Is it disgusting?"

After nightfall, the scenery on the top of the mountain is very beautiful. On a cloudless night like this, the moon hangs quietly.There is a sea of ​​flickering lights under your feet. What you see is the prosperity, but what you feel is the tranquility after the hustle and bustle.

Xu Xiaotian was standing next to the viewing platform, Luo Xuan's head was leaning on his shoulder, neither of them spoke, the night wind gently caressed Xu Xiaotian's heart softly and warmly.

"Luo Xuan."

"Ok?"

"There is always someone in this world that you have to love, and you can't let go no matter what."

"Yes, you are the one I must love."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

The author has something to say: Well, I thought about it, let's end it.

This is the third concluding article, and this is the third time I’ve said the concluding speech, and I almost can’t say anything... But every time I finish it, the feeling is still the same. Before, I was in a hurry to finish it quickly, When it was time to finish writing the last word, I felt a little reluctant again.

Fortunately, you are still here, well, I am still writing.

As the old saying goes, thank you for walking with me all the way...

Now let's talk about something unscrupulous, I said, you don't have to use that side story or something, you see, Tan Zhe and Xu Rui are all about that, right...hehe...