Reborn with you

After finally dispelling her parents' thoughts, Shan Qiang was exhausted and depressed because of this incident. After returning from the walk, Chen Yishui was unusually silent, and didn't pay much attention to it, so she went to bed early.It was dark and late in summer, and there was still some light in the sky when the two of them slept, so they could barely see things in the house.After confirming that the person next to him was asleep, Chen Yishui stood up, taking advantage of the blurred light, and carefully traced the person's eyebrows and eyes with his eyes. How could he have such bad desires for his junior brother?

When he took Shan Hui for a walk today, he kept imagining the scene after Shan Qiang got married in his mind. Those cool lips would be occupied by another woman and become his untouchable territory; Confidential love words, the tenderness contained in them will make women blush; those amber eyes will from now on reside in an existence that is different from them...

"Brother Chen, you're hurting me." Shan Hui's cry of pain brought back Chen Yishui's thoughts of going further and further away. He had just squeezed his hand tightly just now, but he forgot that he was holding a child. Shan Hui's small face was wrinkled for a long time because of his strength, and then he relaxed under Chen Yishui's comfort.On the surface, Chen Yishui gently comforted the child who was hurt by him, but there was a huge wave in his heart. Just now, why, because of the picture he imagined, he felt so strong anger and jealousy towards that unfounded woman?Why, he didn't want another person to touch Shan Qiang, and he didn't even allow him to occupy his sight?Why, what my mother once said, the feeling similar to this is said to be called love, the object is a man, his younger brother?

If I remember correctly, this person has been with me for eight years, and I should be very familiar with this person, but now it seems that Chen Yishui is not so sure.

It turns out that the corners of this person's eyebrows are no longer the gentleness of a teenager, but have some edges and corners, making them look more mature and resolute; the closed narrow eyes contain a pair of brown pupils, which are as clear as amber, especially in the sunlight. , so clear that one can see into the depths, but it is covered at the moment, and the corners of his eyes are slightly raised, which adds a hint of temptation. This should be what the old people said. The phoenix eyes that can charm all living beings, but such a pair of eyes, there is no trace of charm on this person, the gentle smile in his eyes is enough to make people ignore his brilliant eyes, only occasionally, inadvertently, That trace of amorous feelings flowed out, making the people around couldn't turn their eyes away. Chen Yishui knew how fast his heart would beat at that time.With such a pair of eyes, but with a gentle and generous nose and lips.Compared with Chen Yishui's, the low but straight bridge of the nose is a little small. Chen Yishui was fascinated and stretched out his free left hand to touch the nose of the person next to him. Unexpectedly, the person next to him turned over suddenly, which scared Chen Yishui. With a jump, his right hand flashed back like an electric shock.After realizing that the people around him were not awake, but turned over, Chen Yishui let out a long breath, only to realize that he had been holding his breath unconsciously, fearing that he would wake up the people around him.

Chen Yishui's mind was in a mess, and he couldn't fall asleep. After thinking about it, he simply put on his coat, got out of bed and put on his shoes, and gently opened the door, and the sound of footsteps gradually faded away.After he closed the door, the person who was supposed to be asleep opened his eyes, looked at the carefully closed door, and sighed softly.He was in a bad mood tonight, so he lay on the bed early and closed his eyes to rest his mind. Just when he was about to fall asleep, the sound from his side woke him up, thinking that Chen Yishui was not asleep, and Shan Qiang didn't wake up either He opened his eyes, but immediately felt the strong gaze on his face, which made him subconsciously feel that it would be better not to open his eyes. After a while, Shan Qiang suddenly felt a warm breath towards him. His face approached slowly, and Shan Qiang panicked. He didn't know why Chen Yishui did this. He pretended to be asleep and turned over to avoid this movement. Sure enough, Chen Yishui didn't continue. The room was silent for a while, and then the sound of wearing There was the sound of clothes rubbing against each other, and then Shan Qiang heard someone walking away gently, and the sound of the door closing gently.While Shan Qiang breathed a sigh of relief, he also inexplicably felt a trace of melancholy.

Waking up early the next morning, both of them were listless, and Shan Qiang only said that it was because of the hot weather when Shan's mother asked.On the way back to Ye Zhai, both of them were silent by coincidence. Chen Yishui was not in the mood, and Shan Qiang didn't know what to say. After the dragon dance competition, Shan Qiang vaguely felt that Chen Yishui's feelings for him were not just as simple as his senior brother. , if it was still speculation before, then Chen Yishui's actions last night proved that what Shan Qiang thought was true.

If you feel that a person likes you, no matter what feelings you have for him, you will subconsciously observe him and pay attention to him.Shan Qiang originally had a good impression of Chen Yishui, although this favor was not the other's, but long-term attention also made Shan Qiang have some strange emotions towards Chen Yishui.Regardless of his family background, Chen Yishui is also very good. It can be said that his handsome appearance, hearty and generous personality, and the confident and steady temperament brought by his outstanding cultural accomplishment are enough to make a group of young people girls are addicted to him.The only shortcoming is the frivolity and impatience caused by being too young.But these minor flaws will be worn away with the passage of time and experience. At that time, Chen Yishui must have grown into a refined and refined gentleman.Such a person should not be destroyed because of unrealistic feelings. Even though Shan Qiang has a good impression of him, it is not to the point where this person is necessary. Perhaps time can slow down such feelings. Slowly disappear, perhaps with the marriage of any one of the two people and die naturally.No matter what, he couldn't ruin Chen Yishui, and he could only say nothing to Chen Yishui's silence.

Afterwards, perhaps Chen Yishui was also startled by this fact, thinking that going on like this would produce very bad results, he didn't want Shan Qiang to deliberately distance himself from Shan Qiang because of any harm he had suffered.When Shan Qiang was discussing with Zhou Sheng, Zhou Sheng was too close, he endured it, no longer intentionally went over to penetrate, separated the two of them, just turned around, and left here; the time spent talking and chatting with Shan Qiang was also greatly reduced , It’s a big deal to go to bed early, although I often fall asleep very late.

Shan Qiang's nerves are not so thick that he can't even feel Chen Yishui's deliberate alienation. He understands the reason why Chen Yishui did this, but watching the two drift away like this is uncomfortable, but what can be done? Is the best solution.

After more than ten days like this, both of them are quite haggard, especially Chen Yishui, who has lost more than ten catties in just half a month. Anyone with eyes can see such an obvious change, and they are definitely the same as Shan Qiang related.Both An An and Ye Shilan were worried about Chen Yishui's situation. Ye Shilan was an elder and it was inconvenient to ask, so An An took the lead and found Shan Qiang and asked Chen Yishui why he didn't think about eating and drinking recently.Recently, Shan Qiang was secretly observing Chen Yishui's situation, and she was also the first to notice that Chen Yishui was starting to lose weight, and she was very anxious. The power of breaking up a relationship must be too great.Regarding An An's question, he wouldn't say that it was because Chen Yishui found out that he liked me, and the blow was too big to cause him to lose weight?So in the end I didn't tell the truth.An An couldn't find the reason with Shan Qiang, so she had to ask herself.Seeing this calm-looking person in front of her, An An felt a pang of sadness in her heart. How big of a deal could it be for the originally lively and cheerful senior brother to become like this?

"Senior brother, has anything happened recently? Can you talk to An An?" An An felt that she had never spoken to senior brother in such a cautious tone.

"Oh, An'an. Recently? Nothing happened recently?" Chen Yishui smiled bitterly in his heart. What happened was not his desire that he couldn't express.

An An put her hands on the table, her head on her palms, and she said firmly, "Brother, we have lived together for so long, is there anything we don't know about you? The master and the second brother are also very worried about you."

Is that person worried about him too?But he always feels that without his approach, Shan Qiang's life has not changed much from before, and he is still gentle and kind to everyone like a spring breeze. He has to endure the depression caused by alienation from Shan Qiang, he feels that he can't get excited about doing anything, his appetite, which has always been good, has disappeared, and he often suffers from insomnia at night.He didn't know, since when, that person has become so important in his heart, so important that leaving him is like losing his soul.

Seeing that Chen Yishui's expression was a little moved by her words, An An quickly continued: "You don't know, the second senior brother also doesn't think about food and drink recently, not much better than you are now. You see, everyone still cares about you. Daddy Brother, you also know that An An has lost her home since she was a child, but you see that An An is doing well now. Uncle Ye said that there is no big deal in this world, no matter how big it is, the sky is falling? The sky is falling You don't need to hold it against me, it's better to relax in everything." An An stuck out her tongue secretly, it's hard for Uncle Ye to say such a reasonable thing, when he just lost the protection of his family, Uncle Ye said this sentence to himself with a smile, At that time, she was inexplicably relieved. She felt that it might be useful to tell the elder brother this kind of words.

No big deal in this world?

Yeah, what could be bigger than the sky falling?Maybe what seems big to me is just an ant's unfounded worry in the eyes of heaven.Why do you force yourself to stay away from Shan Qiang?Making myself so miserable is just for some possibilities that haven't happened yet.If it happens, it's a big deal and we'll figure out a solution when the time comes.

Chen Yishui's mood suddenly became bright because he had figured this out. He picked up An An and quickly spun around twice, causing An An to scream in fright.

"An'an, you're right. No, the master is right. It's really not a big deal. Let's go and play with your second senior brother. What do you want to eat? The senior brother treats you." The mood was because I thought that I could continue to be with you Shan Qiang became excited to get close, and Chen Yishui wanted to run over to see the person he hadn't seen for many days.

An An laughed loudly, "I want to eat the pastry you bought last time." It's great, the elder brother has returned to his original appearance.