But please be me

Because of Liu Xuan's words, Zou Momo's eyes wavered a bit. He never got the news from Zou Sheng that Liu Xuan was looking for him, but judging by Liu Xuan's appearance, it was impossible for him to lie. concealed from him.

Although he already knew the answer in his heart, Zou Momo still defended Zou Shengdao, "Don't blame him, I said that I would never have anything to do with the Liu family again, and told him not to tell me anything about the Liu family. Make me sad and won't let me answer the phone."

Liu Xuan frowned and muttered for a while, wanting to say that Zou Momo hated the Liu family so much, and did he still have his brother, but he didn't ask after all.

He just said, "I put that book in the safe of the bank. Here is the address and password. If you want to read it, you can get it yourself. If you don't want to read it anymore, then I don't think I can force you."

Zou Momo didn't answer, but just took the piece of paper he handed over.

Seeing him accepting the paper, Liu Xuan felt relieved, and said, "Momo, you and I are brothers after all, are you really unwilling to recognize me as an older brother?"

Zou Momo looked up at him, eyes dodged a little, Liu Xuan felt so sad that Zou Momo had to soften his heart to him, and said, "No. Even though I don't want to recognize you as a brother, but you and I are brothers, aren't we Can it never be changed? Don't think about it. "

Liu Xuan stretched out his hand to hold Zou Momo's hand, Zou Momo didn't struggle, Liu Xuan said, "I went to see a doctor who treats sports injuries and spinal paralysis. He has treated many athletes before, and the results are very good. Can you give me this Opportunity, let me take you to the doctor for treatment?"

Momo Zou took his hand out of his hand and said, "No need. Uncle Sheng found me a doctor, and they are all very authoritative. I don't need you to find a doctor for me. You are also very good at work. Don't worry about me any more."

There was originally another sentence later, I don't need your worry now, but seeing Liu Xuan's gloomy expression, it is not easy to say it out to hurt him on purpose.

Liu Xuandao, "Go and have a look, maybe there will be better progress with this doctor."

Zou Momo said, "No need, I have been with Uncle Sheng for so many years, and I have visited all promising places, and now I have a doctor who is giving me regular treatment, which is very good, and my physical condition has improved .”

Zou Momo's words were loud and impatient, so Liu Xuan had no choice but to stop talking about it. After a while of silence, he said, "Okay then." Then he softly called Zou Momo, "Momo, don't reject me again in the future. How about outside the door? Don't answer my call, I just want to know your situation. Can you please give me another chance? Make up for the mistakes I made to you when I was a child. "

Zou Momo said, "What did you do wrong when you were young? You just ignored me and walked away when you saw me. You didn't feel sorry for me. Why do you say such things now?"

Liu Xuan looked at Zou Momo silently, and seeing the sadness in Zou Momo's eyes, he suddenly felt his heart ache, reached out and covered Zou Momo's eyes, and said, "It's my fault, I should have taken care of you, I should have been here Picked you up when you called my brother, caught you when you ran to me, but I didn't do that, I hurt you. I regret it now, I regret it, but time doesn't go back , won't give me another chance."

Liu Xuan's voice was slightly hoarse. Zou Momo wanted to hold back all his emotions, but he was defeated by his words. Tears welled up in his eyes, and he cried, "You regret it now, so what? You regret it now. I don’t know, the first sentence I remember is that the nanny told me to get close to my brother, only he will treat you well; you don’t know, the first picture I remember is that you approach me and look at me One glance, but you left immediately; every time I looked at you at that time, I wished that you could get close to me, you could call my name, or touch my head; you don’t know, I ran to you When I went there, I was so apprehensive, afraid and looking forward to it, I thought I called you brother, you would always like me, I thought you would hug me like Sanger hugged his sister, and kiss my forehead... ..., but you didn't do anything, you left every time, I could only watch you go away, you don't know, how uncomfortable I was at that time..."

It was the first time for Liu Xuan to know Zou Momo's feelings towards him. When he heard it, his eyes were red, and the tears rolled in his eyes, but he suppressed them so that they wouldn't flow out. His heart throbbed, so he could only hug Zou Momo, dumbfounded. The voice said, "I'm sorry,...I'm sorry, Momo. I never thought of you being so uncomfortable at that time. I'm sorry..., never again, never again. If there is an afterlife, I will definitely be your brother again , and took care of you since childhood,...I'm sorry for you."

Zou Momo didn't speak anymore, he was sobbing, the only sound left in the room was his crying.For the first time, Liu Xuan felt what it was like to break his heart in pain.

He still remembers that when Zou Momo looked at him from a distance when he was a child, the longing in those black grape-like eyes was so fierce, like a fire that could burn people, but he was afraid, Can only escape.

Liu Xuan took out a hand towel to wipe Zou Momo's tears, Zou Momo was very embarrassed, turned his face away, grabbed the hand towel he handed over and wiped it, and turned the wheelchair away, with his back to Liu Xuan, Liu Xuan watched Looking at his back, he wanted to reach out to touch his hair, but in the end he didn't reach out.

Zou Momo's voice was a little muffled, and said, "I'm sorry, I lost my composure just now. I will go to see what is left of my father. You can go first."

Liu Xuan was silent for a while, and then asked inquiringly, "Momo, can I still visit you in the future?"

Zou Momo nodded, "If you want, you can come. I will live in K City most of the time in the future, and I will work there."

Hearing what he said, Liu Xuan showed a happy expression, and asked again, "I heard that you are here, are you here to shoot your MV?"

Zou Momo drove the wheelchair and took a tissue to blow her nose. After adjusting her mood, she replied, "That's right. I forgot to tell you something just now. I am a singer because I like music, no? I want to be famous, and I don’t want something else to insult my music. You don’t want to use our brotherhood to heat me up, I don’t think it’s necessary, and it makes me feel bad.”

Liu Xuan was stunned for a moment because of his words, and then said, "I just want to be able to help you to a certain extent, and I don't want to deliberately publicize the relationship between you and me with great fanfare. You know, because last time you and I were in We were secretly photographed and exposed together, and some media even called you and me a relationship, saying that you and I are both homosexuals. This is really ridiculous, and it is an insult to you and me, homosexual? How can people say that about you."

Liu Xuan frowned, looked at Zou Momo intently, and said, "I have to disclose the identity of your brother and me to prevent the media from guessing and damaging your reputation. Moreover, I don't think your brother relationship is known to others. There's nothing wrong with that."

Zou Momo saw that Liu Xuan frowned slightly at the word homosexuality, so he said angrily, "What's wrong with homosexuality? I don't think it's a big deal. I always like men, and I can't be with women."

Liu Xuan looked at him in surprise, a little unbelievable, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses, still a little at a loss, as if he was worried that what he said just now would inadvertently hurt Zou Momo, he stared at Zou Momo for a while, and apologized, "I'm sorry. I don't discriminate against homosexuals, nor can I not accept homosexuality." Speaking of this, he pretended to be relaxed, "You like men, and that's okay. Really, I know that sexual orientation should be free for everyone. Yes, it's okay if you like men, I don't feel anything because of that, you are my younger brother, and you won't change because of your sexual orientation..."

Zou Momo looked at Liu Xuan's long series of words, and didn't know who he was talking to, but it was more like persuading himself.

Zou Momo then said, "Brother, you don't have to do this. If you can't accept it, you don't have to come to me in the future."

Liu Xuan looked at him, "How come. I can really accept it. You know, there are many such things in the circle. Although I reject them, I don't discriminate against them, and I don't think of interfering."

Zou Momo looked at Liu Xuan, and thought that Liu Xuan's reaction was so strong, it must be because of some stimulation, so he also remembered the scene he saw in the KTV bathroom last time, thinking of the stimulation he had received at that time, he Sympathizing with Liu Xuan again, he said, "Oh, I see. Thank you for understanding me."

Liu Xuan smiled.In fact, it was Zou Momo who wanted to blame, and Liu Xuan was not stimulated. At first, he thought Zou Momo hated homosexuality, so he said the words to avoid suspicion. Unexpectedly, these words offended Zou Momo. Afraid of Zou Momo's wild thoughts, he had to explain quickly, lest Zou Momo would relapse. There is a rift against him, thinking that he discriminates against him.

Liu Xuan saw that the conversation with Zou Momo became more relaxed, and then he became a parent again, and started to ask Zou Momo, "How did you determine your sexual orientation? Is it because you have someone you like? Are you dating him? What's his name?" Names? Have you ever had sex? How was the sex?"

Zou Momo turned black because of his series of words, and retorted loudly, "This is my private matter."

Liu Xuan was taken aback by his reaction. To be honest, he didn't think there was a problem with his question, because his mother contacted him and didn't ask much else, just asked this, and when he got home, his grandfather would do the same. If you ask like this, even when you go back to Liu's house, your grandfather will ask, so Liu Xuan thinks it's completely normal to ask, but he doesn't know, it's because of his indifferent appearance and being mixed in the fashion industry, Unexpectedly, there has never been a scandal, the elders are worried about his frigidity, and he is not too young, and marriage can be put on the agenda, how can the elders not worry and ask.

However, he didn't know that he couldn't ask Momo Zou like this.

Liu Xuan looked at the angry Zou Momo, and looked at him with distress, "Well, I respect your privacy. But, you must know that most men are very bad, so don't let him do everything just because you love him. In fact, love, sometimes, you can also talk to your brother or father..."

Momo Zou stared at him, making Liu Xuan unable to speak any more.

Zou Momo looked at his watch and found that more than an hour had passed since talking with Liu Xuan, so he said, "We've been talking for so long, don't you have anything else to do? You've been here all this time?"

Liu Xuandao, "I pushed back some work, so I'm not busy. In fact, I came to you today because I wanted to tell you that if you shoot the MV, I can make a cameo. I know you won't accept it, However, I really hope that I can support your work and career with action."

Zou Momo said in surprise, "Do you want to transform into an actor?"

Liu Xuandao, "I didn't mean that. I'm already busy with work now, and my grandfather has something to entrust to me. How can I be so busy as an actor? I just hope that I can make a cameo appearance in your MV. In this way, it can be regarded as me. Support my brother's career."

Zou Momo looked at him speechlessly, wanting to refuse, but looking at his expectant gaze was just like when she looked at him when she was a child.He thought to himself, it's really a turn of events.But he said in his mouth, "All my MVs are handed over to the director. If you really want to make a guest appearance, you can contact the director or my agent!"