But please be me

The development of Zou Momo's body will definitely prevent him from singing like before. Zou Sheng knows this very well.

However, for Zou Sheng, whether Zou Momo can sing well is not a must, but he hopes that Zou Momo can have a sound body, which is something he eagerly desires.

In order to cure Zou Momo, Zou Sheng spared no effort. He invited many top doctors to work for Zou Momo. Not to mention, he even let people find some folk remedies.

Zou Momo's post-treatment is basically a combination of traditional Chinese and Western medicine. Zou Momo doesn't like to drink bitter medicines, and that's okay. Every time, Zou Momo makes pills for Zou Momo to take with her.

After three or four years of Chinese medicine treatment, Zou Momo's health improved a lot.

At first, this improvement did not affect Zou Momo's voice, so Zou Momo was not particularly vigilant.

Until one day, he had to practice his voice every morning when he got up, and suddenly found that he could not control and reach that level of a certain voice freely, which surprised him a bit. At first, he thought he was going to catch a cold.

Zou Momo cared more about his throat than anything else. He never let his throat get inflamed, so he immediately asked the housekeeper to make an appointment with a doctor to see a doctor.

Zou Sheng, who had just started working in the company, received a call from the housekeeper. Knowing that Zou Momo had made an appointment with a doctor, he became very worried and concerned. He immediately called Zou Momo and asked him what was wrong.

Zou Momo only said a few words briefly, to the effect that he had a cold and his throat was not feeling well, he had to see a doctor, and he didn't want to use his voice too much anymore, so he didn't want to talk to Zou Shengduo, so he hung up the phone.

Zou Sheng told him to pay attention, but he was still worried. He explained a few words to his assistant, and then left the company and went home.

The doctor checked Zou Momo and said that he didn't have a sore throat and no symptoms of a cold, so don't worry.

Zou Momo frowned and said, "Really? I always feel uncomfortable in my throat, as if I'm out of breath, and I can't control my high notes."

The doctor is the doctor who has been treating Zou Momo, so he smiled and comforted him, "There is no problem with your throat. Maybe you used your voice a little badly before, so this problem just happened today. You should have a good rest before using your voice. It will be fine, if it still doesn't work, then you have to check it carefully."

Zou Momo's cheeks blushed involuntarily because of his words, so she had no choice but to nod first.

He thought, maybe the affair with Zou Sheng last night was too much, and he used his voice too much.

So when the doctor came out of the room and Zou Sheng came to comfort him, he frowned and got angry with Zou Sheng for a while, and complained to him, "It's all you, I called you yesterday, and you didn't stop, making my voice so loud today." not good."

Of course, Zou Sheng could only make an apology, "It won't happen next time, it's okay, baby, it's my fault, it's up to you how you want to punish and vent your anger, okay?"

Zou Momo glared at him shamefully and angrily, "There is no sincerity at all, you always coax me like this."

Zou Sheng kissed him on the face several times, and said, "There is no sincerity. When did I fail to meet your requirements? You are wrong to blame me."

Zou Momo snorted softly, and then said, "Next time you carry me to climb the mountain, don't play tricks. It's all right now, I don't want to talk anymore, I want to keep my voice up."

Zou Sheng responded, brought him some tea to protect his throat, let him have a good rest, and then went out again.

Downstairs, he talked to Zou Momo's doctor in the study.

Every doctor of Zou Momo knows about Zou Momo's situation, knows that he is an unborn genius musician, and the importance of his voice to him, and every doctor also knows that if Zou Momo's male function recovers and his testosterone increases, it will be great. affect his singing.

The doctor didn't talk to Zou Momo about these things, because Zou Sheng asked them not to talk about this aspect with Zou Momo.

At this time, the doctor told Zou Sheng about Zou Momo's situation. Now he is slowly feeling the changes in his throat. Although the changes in Zou Momo's voice were very slow before, even Zou Momo himself didn't feel much. However, the doctor said It seems to be speeding up now, maybe Zou Momo won't be able to sing like before.

Zou Sheng knew what music meant to Zou Momo, but if Zou Momo was to be able to sing, he was absolutely unwilling to be a eunuch, so he asked all the doctors to lie in front of Zou Momo to hide his the truth is.

Zou Sheng frowned at this time, and still said to the doctor, "I know, I can't just let him sing, so I can't just treat his illness."

The doctor sympathized with Zou Momo, but there was no way to have the best of both worlds, and it was Zou Sheng who paid them and was their boss, so they could only follow Zou Sheng's request in the end.

It's impossible to say that Zou Momo doesn't know about his throat problem at all.

With his sensitivity to sound, he discovered some time ago that his voice control was not as good as before. However, because it was not obvious at that time, he was not vigilant to a certain degree, but this day, He already found out that the problem was very serious. Although he didn't show it in front of Zou Sheng, he was actually very worried.

He sat in front of the window, looking at the green and verdant trees outside the window, he couldn't help frowning and thinking.

He tapped lightly on the armrest of the wheelchair, humming his new tune.

He knew that even if his voice could no longer be as good as before, he could still sing, but he could no longer reach the original height.

And to maintain his voice, he had to sacrifice his body.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help feeling sad, feeling helpless and sad that his fate made him unable to choose.

Deciding between his favorite music and his own body, and he has to do it as soon as possible, otherwise, he will never have the chance again, when his voice has completely changed, even if he wants to change in the future.What a cruel thing it was for him.

Zou Sheng went upstairs to accompany him, and talked to him about some light topics. Zou Momo also tried hard to appear happy, but after all, he couldn't completely hide the sadness in his heart.

Zou Sheng was able to find any problem in Zou Momo's body, how could he not know that he was not in a high mood.

Zou Sheng held Zou Momo in his arms, stroked his legs gently, and asked, "Why are you so unhappy?"

Zou Momo buried her face in Zou Sheng's chest, and said in a muffled voice, "I know you are always good to me, but Uncle Sheng, I'm sorry, I want to always have a good voice, and I can't accept that I can't use it. The voice expresses the music it wants to express.”

Hearing what he said, Zou Sheng understood. Although Zou Momo hadn't said it before, he, who has always been sensitive and delicate, probably kept everything in his heart. Zou Momo understood everything.

Zou Sheng's voice was a little rough, he hugged Zou Momo tightly, and said, "I know that if I let you choose, you must choose your voice, so I don't want to give you a chance to choose. I hope your health is good , a good voice is not necessary at all.”

Zou Momo said, "I don't blame you for making this decision for me. However, for me, losing my voice is equivalent to losing my other pleasures besides you. Uncle Sheng, would you like to see me like this ?"

—Would you like to see me like this?

Zou Momo's rhetorical question is that there is no room for Zou Sheng to object. Zou Sheng is very sad. He even regrets why Zou Momo hired so many music teachers to teach him when Zou Momo was young. If Zou Momo was not allowed to sing at that time If so, there would be no such difficult choice now.

But after all, there is no regret medicine in this world, so Zou Sheng finally had to answer Zou Momo, saying, "I just hope you can be healthy and happy. Regarding this matter, no matter what choice you make, I am willing to accept it."

Zou Momo's eyes were slightly moist, and she stared at Zou Sheng silently. It took a long time before she spoke, and said softly, "Uncle Sheng, I have thought about it, I know there are medicines to control it, I want to keep my current voice, and wait a few years. , I won’t sing anymore, and live a good life with you, okay?”

Zou Sheng wanted to say that taking androgen-altering drugs would have a great impact on his body, and maybe when Zou Momo no longer wanted to sing, his body would no longer be able to change back.

However, looking at Zou Momo's pleading and sad eyes, he had no way to object to him, he just said, "Let's discuss it with the doctor, okay? As long as you decide to do this yourself, I won't let you do it , you know, I love you, I hope you can live happily."

Zou Momo shed tears because of his words, raised his head to kiss Zou Sheng's lips, and said softly, "Thank you, Uncle Sheng, I love you too."

--I love you too.With just these four words, Zou Sheng could no longer do anything to stop Zou Momo from behind the scenes.