longing

Even if Duan Hefang could understand Xu Wei's love by calculation, he still couldn't guess the emotions that his actions brought to Xu Wei. He stared at the WeChat message sent by Xu Wei for a while, and then silently pressed Turned off the phone.

Even if he pretends to be an ordinary friend to reply to Xu Wei's message, Duan Hefang will feel like a capitalist with a remote control of his emotions, and use a despicable mentality to be the winner of this game. Duan Hefang is unwilling No matter how much it affects Xu Wei, if it will end up in vain, then he would rather not give even a little sweetness of joy.

He couldn't give the response Xu Yu wanted, Duan Hefang thought to himself.

Duan Hefang finished packing his luggage, bid farewell to Ayun, and got in the car to go home.

"Did you have fun?"

Duan Hefang closed his eyes and meditated: "Happy."

Duan's mother looked at his slightly frowning eyebrows through the rearview mirror, and asked softly, "I think you have something on your mind."

Duan Hefang sighed: "I have a friend who is always worried."

"you like her?"

Duan Hefang laughed: "On the contrary."

"Then I think you are more likely to like her." Duan's mother joked, "I haven't seen you being so sad for someone yet."

Duan Hefang shook his head and sighed: "I don't like him, but I can't help but pay attention to him."

"How can a person with worries have fun? You lied to me."

Duan Hechen smiled: "You found out."

Duan's mother let out a few cheerful laughs, and steered the steering wheel to drive in the opposite direction from home. Duan Hefang didn't know the way home at all. It wasn't until Duan's mother stopped the car that he asked in a daze. : "Where is this?"

"Have afternoon tea with mom." Duan's mother gracefully opened the car door and got out of the car.

The soothing music and the unique charm of the window sill slowly calmed down Duan Hefang's mind. Europeans and Americans shuttled between the red buildings with the windows open, and old cars drove through the streets, reminiscent of the streets of America in the pictorials.He took a small sip of the coffee in his hand, and suddenly remembered the corner of the familiar package exposed in the photo Xu Wei sent yesterday, and couldn't help but bend his lips. The taste of his coffee was strange, and Xu Wei might not be used to it at all.

"I guess you're thinking about your friend again."

Duan Hefang was startled: "Nothing can escape your eyes."

"I'm so curious about her, oh yes, is it a girl?"

Duan Hefang licked his lower lip, rolled the coffee stains around his lips into his mouth, let the mellow coffee beans ferment between his lips and teeth to produce a long taste, he shook his head: "It's a boy."

Mother Duan raised her eyebrows.

"Is it Xu Wei? The friend you helped choose from school."

"……Yes."

"He should be very different from your other friends."

Duan Hefang nodded: "It's really different."

"Let me guess, he should be handsome."

Duan Hefang shook his head.

"He has a very good specialty."

Duan Hefang shook his head again.

"He has a great conversation with you."

Duan Hefang smiled dumbly and shook his head.

"He is neither handsome nor outstanding, and the number of times he took the initiative to talk to me is very small."

Duan's mother took a sip from the coffee cup, then put the cup down, and clasped her hands gracefully in front of her chest. Whenever she did this posture, Duan Hefang always had the feeling that any thought was completely seen through.

"There must be something different, so that you can never forget it."

Duan Hefang raised his eyes, deep and deep, as if he had returned to those afternoons, in a noisy classroom, surrounded by girls chatting together, boys who gathered because of some topics, were caught by the teacher in class and died The thorny bosses who are extremely reluctant and perfunctory in cleaning, every time Duan Hefang thinks of someone, he can piece together the fragments of their appearance in high school, but Xu Wei, before making friends with him, Duan Hefang felt that there was no such person in his world, except for two slightly familiar words, he couldn't touch any memory about Xu Wei.

Xu Wei seemed to be hiding in an unknown corner, licking his wings carefully.

Xu Wei has been staying in his corner for too long, he put on short sleeves, and still takes the dangling bus to go to school every day, the last row can be seen and there is still some time to memorize words As a senior high school student, Xu Wei's pressure doubled. He closed his eyes lightly, feeling as if he couldn't bear it any longer.

The days are always spent without hope. Fortunately, there is enough meat floss in the pancake fruit in the morning, which makes Xu Wei feel a little better. She stuffs the last bite of the pancake fruit into her mouth and throws the garbage into the school gate. In the trash can, Xu Wei stepped into it lightly.

Today's bulletin board has new content, and Xu Wei's hasty pace paused a little here, because he saw Duan Hefang's name appearing among the outstanding student representatives above.

Xu Wei silently read a long series of introductions about Duan Hefang, and finally his eyes settled on the handsome school uniform photo, the facial features were drawn more three-dimensional by the slightly poorer pixels, and the young man smiled brightly, showing through the bottom of his eyes The light seems to want to spin in all the gentle and clean things, and the face that has appeared countless times in dreams and imaginations makes Xu Yuhu's nose sore. The real feeling of being together for two and a half years made him somewhat make up for the loneliness and missing of not seeing Duan Hefang during this period of time.

But this kind of desperate and frenzied longing can't be cured, Xu Wei's heart is dull and painful.His longing took root in one summer, like a river lantern floating in the distance, in the dark and lonely night, everything is endless and immortal.

Xu Wei sorted out his emotions and went back to the classroom to continue his review. Cen Suisui brought him a bottle of milk. The three of them didn't have much time to get together to play recently. The college entrance examination was only more than ten days away. Xu's mother had already asked for leave. Prepared meals and snacks for Xu Wei every day, Xu Wei only felt huge pressure on his shoulders, as if his shoulder blades would be crushed if he tried to stand up.

Xu Wei finished copying the wrong questions on yesterday's test paper, then took out his English book and began to recite English words.

He really hates English, but there are only twenty or so letters, and he has to recite them hundreds of times in his mind.

Xu Wei paused, took a sip of milk, and raised his head to get out of the boring English words. Sitting in the last row, he saw the backs of countless people who were studying hard, and Xu Wei's heart trembled slightly.

He took a deep breath, buried his head and continued to carry on.

The sycamore trees outside the window were rustling by the wind, and the butterfly bones on the backs of the teenagers inside the window seemed to tremble slightly, ready to fly.

Xu Wei was rarely nervous, but he was relieved after packing up all the books. Cen Suisui straightened up with his back: "Why do I have so many things?"

Xue Mo glanced at her, and then at the books piled up in front of her: "Have you not counted the books you bought but didn't use? You put them away first, and I'll help you move them later."

Cen Suisui waved his hand: "It's okay, I can do it."

She hugged the box with her slender arms and lifted it up.

"Sorry, I can't."

Xu Wei couldn't help laughing at her along with Xue Mo. Everyone in the school was almost gone, and the students in the first and second grades were already on vacation. It's rare that the campus is so empty, and even the setting sun that falls on the ground can only outline The leaf shadow of the sycamore tree is gently swayed by the summer evening wind, romantic and gentle.

"It's finally the last day, and I wanted to give up several times." Cen Suisui followed Xu Wei and Xue Mo with a lollipop in his mouth.

"After learning, you will find that the more you don't study, the less you know what to do."

Xu Wei nodded and agreed: "Yes, I will feel very guilty just by looking at my phone."

"Me too. My dad doesn't have to supervise me anymore. I supervise myself."

"Then where are we going to play after the exam?"

"I don't know, it's been more than two months, can it be over soon the day after tomorrow, woo woo woo."

"You have survived for three years, is there still one or two days left?"

"makes sense."

Xue Mo and Xu Wei helped Cen Suisui stuff the books into the trunk of their car, then patted the ashes on their hands, and went back to the classroom to get their own books. Cen Suisui had already closed the car door, and stuck his head out to ask : "Send it to you?"

"No need, go home quickly, miss." Xue Mo raised his chin.

"Come on for the exam tomorrow!" Cen Suisui said with a smile.

"come on."

"come on! Come on."

Just like every time he cheered up in the past, Xu Wei silently absorbed his strength.

The day before the exam, Xu Wei slept so soundly that he missed the sentence Duan Hefang sent at night to cheer for the exam, but somehow Xu Wei felt unprecedented peace of mind and had no dreams all night.

When he woke up and saw Duan Hefang's WeChat, Xu Wei almost screamed with joy. He couldn't suppress the smile on his mouth. The refreshing morning was infused with fresh enthusiasm and energy. Xu Wei was in a good mood and had more breakfast Ate a sandwich.

Xu's mother is very pleased. Xu Wei did a good job in reviewing in the sprint stage. It may be a little clumsy for poor students, but he really works hard. Sometimes when he gets up at two or three o'clock in the evening to go to the bathroom, he can see it. The light leaked from the crack of Xu Yu's door.

The two-day exam passed quickly for the college entrance examination students on the field, but it was very torturous for Duan Hefang who was far away in America. He was always paying attention to the papers that came out after each exam, and then he quickly Do it again, explore the difficulty, and recall whether there are any questions that you have won in the key points of your drawing, and worry that Xu Wei has not mastered the key points of the drawing, which is more uncomfortable than not knowing that you will take the test.

Duan Hefang was worried that Xu Wei didn't review the knowledge points, but also worried that Xu Wei would not be able to write after reviewing, which would affect his performance in the next exam.

The two long days of exams were finally over. The three of them should have eaten together after the exam. The once deserted group became lively again in the evening. Duan Hefang licked his lower lip and silently peeped at the screen in the group.

[Cen Suisui: Oh my god!Finally finished the exam!Let's go to the movies tomorrow! ! 】

【Xue Mo: Are you going to have a party tomorrow? 】

【Xu Wei: Screenshot】

It was a notice of the meeting time sent by the monitor in the group.

[Cen Suisui: Do you want to sing? 】

[Cen Suisui: Can we slip away? 】

【Xu Yu: I want to slip too】

【Xue Mo: The teacher will come】

【Cen Suisui:...】

【Xu Yu:...】

[Cen Suisui: If we play the news here, will it wake Brother Duan up? 】

[Cen Suisui: How about we make a small group of three? 】

Both Xu Wei and Duan Hefang were surprised by the words of pulling the small group, and it was only then that the two groups could know about each other's news, and one of them was a class group that would not speak a word for half a year. Wouldn't there be no chance to speak.

But for Duan Hefang, it is reasonable to say that Xu Yu passed the college entrance examination smoothly, so he has no reason to continue to pay attention to Xu Yu. Duan Hefang pursed his lips, thought for a while, and knocked twice send out a word.

【Duan Hefang: It's okay】