However, to put it this way, if emotions are really so easy to control, then the word emotional will not appear.
Shi Yin has never had such an experience.
She is born with a lack of empathy, and it is difficult to empathize with others, even if that person was once her relative. This is different from the naive cruelty of children. As long as those children receive normal teaching, most of them will think that when they were young It's wrong to do those things, but Shi Yin will not.
Not exactly antisocial, but certainly not passionate about anything in the world.
So Shiyin has never repented for anything she has done. Of course, she also knows that this is wrong. Even when she was still young, she tried to ask her parents whether she should be sent to a mental hospital. up.
It's a pity that at that time the parents only thought it was just a way for the child to gain attention, so they didn't take it seriously. Apart from the money, they basically didn't care about her, but both parties also believed that they had fulfilled their responsibilities as parents. It is the kind of parent who will find a way to find someone to take the blame for the child even if he still violates the traffic rules and hits someone.
In this kind of environment, of course, Shi Yin can't get along with good people, and it all depends on one's own preferences and mood.
Of course, Shiyin can grow up like this, and the blame can't be blamed on her parents. Shiyin is very clear about this, because even if someone like Shiyin taught her since she was a child, she would at best put on a layer of 'good person' skin, and then continue to do what the villain should do.
Shiyin doesn't think there's anything wrong with this, human nature is doomed at birth, and she still doesn't feel that truth, goodness, kindness and beauty touch people's hearts, and she feels that those good people and good deeds that Wan Hanqiu once did were pure idleness Looking for trouble, when seeing someone happy, you will maliciously think why you are laughing or crying, but when you see someone suffering, you will want to push the other person into an even more desperate abyss.
She was born with a destructive desire.
Shi Yin knew that this kind of mentality was abnormal.
Fortunately, she lives in a society ruled by law, and she knows what she can do and what she can't do, so Shiyin hasn't been on any social news so far, and at most she's been bouncing around in the gray area a few times. If she didn't have that death, Maybe one day when I feel bored, I can't hold back the whole thing, but I'm dead, and I need to work to pay back my life, so naturally I don't have the heart to play those "games" that used to make me happy.
In fact, even Shiyin didn't realize it herself. After being with Wan Hanqiu for a long time, she has rarely had those negative emotions. It was impossible for her to happen before, because if the hostility is not vented, It will only make Shi Yin become irritable and irritable. A long time ago, she used medicine to suppress it.
But maybe there is the threat of death, and she has become a soul again. On the contrary, she will not have those emotions that she can't control very much, but now Shi Yin realizes that maybe it's not that she doesn't have nothing, it's just that she is in a good mood, so Those emotions don't come to the fore.
But as soon as the mood turned bad, they popped up again.
Shiyin found that she started wanting to destroy something again to gain short-term emotional peace.
But maybe it was because of the state of the soul this time, Shi Yin was surprised to find that there were many dense black silk threads wrapped around her body. She didn't know what it was, maybe it was the demonic energy in the novel, or the entanglement of resentment?
Then after Wan Hanqiu wakes up, he can't kill his wife to preach the truth when he sees her like this?
At this time, Shi Yin still has the mood to think about such inexplicable things. After all, she has always thought that she is sick, so now she still feels that what she sees may be her own fantasy.
After all, many people do things like throwing the pot away subconsciously. By throwing the pot to others, they can pretend that what they do is out of necessity, and it's all good luck.
So Shiyin didn't care about this situation, she just moved her eyes slightly, and after not looking at those oil paintings, her emotions calmed down naturally.
Of course, if given the chance, Shiyin wouldn't mind throwing things at the person on the oil painting and fanning the flames. After all, she's always had a temperament that no one can get over it when she's unhappy. Her true character is revealed, and even Shiyin herself can do it. Accurately understand, it is definitely not pleasing, even disgusting.
"What are you thinking?"
Shi Yin was distracted, but Wan Hanqiu suddenly asked.
Shi Yin blinked, and a smile appeared on his face naturally, with a natural innocence and sweetness: "I didn't think about it."
Wan Hanqiu frowned: "Your smile is fake."
Time tone: "..."
She curled her lips, "Are you serious about laughing?"
Wan Hanqiu glanced at her calmly, and felt that she seemed a little angry, but her smile was really fake, she was obviously unhappy, but she insisted on making herself laugh, obviously what she did yesterday depended on her mood, and she made a bunch of moths.
However, it still makes people involuntarily attracted.
Wan Hanqiu felt that maybe he was really bewitched.
She pursed her lower lip, but she smiled again for some reason. When she smiled, her eyes would bend, but they were still restrained, just like the bright moon, which was bright and bright, but never aggressive, always gentle of.
She felt that Shi Yin would probably like her to smile like this.
Although she didn't understand why she had such an idea.
As expected, Shi Yin was stunned for a moment, but this did not make her shy, but instead aroused her desire to win, and she blinked lightly at Wan Hanqiu, her pupils were moist, and she felt shy about speaking.
"........."
Wan Hanqiu clenched the paintbrush in his hand, looked down at the canvas, as if he hadn't received her signal at all, but heard an indistinct hum in his ear, as if he had won a battle.
Wan Hanqiu felt that she was really naive like a child.
She just said that her smile was fake, but she didn't say that she didn't look good, so should she be worried?
Looking down at the uncolored canvas, Wan Hanqiu randomly laid a layer of background color, looked at Shiyin again, it seemed that he had been sitting for too long, or felt that the chair was too hard and not comfortable enough, and he seemed to want to stand up , and obstinately endured, but the irritability in his eyes was clearly exposed.
For some reason, Wan Hanqiu inexplicably felt that this was a rare thing for her.
She put down her paintbrush and sighed, "If you feel uncomfortable, please sit on the sofa at the back."
Shi Yin glanced at it and asked, "Has anyone else sat there before?"
"Are you a clean freak?" Wan Hanqiu looked at her strangely.
"No," Shi Yin took it for granted, "but I just don't like it."
Wan Hanqiu choked speechlessly, before saying for a long time: "I just moved in today."
It is impossible for her studio to have this kind of thing. After all, no one will ask her for it. For mannequins, it is common to sit for hours and stand still for hours. She signed them at a premium No reason, they don't even have this professionalism.
But after seeing Shiyin's ability to act as a demon, Wan Hanqiu asked someone to move the sofa in. After all, it is only an observation stage now, and she doesn't need to pose, so naturally she came here as she wanted to be comfortable, otherwise Wan Hanqiu I always feel that if her desire is not satisfied, she will come to toss herself.
Shi Yin was satisfied when he heard this, and then said, "I'm hungry."
In fact, it is not hungry, but greedy. I feel that there is no taste in my mouth. I want to chew something to feel better. Although I don’t feel full, the behavior of eating will subconsciously deceive the brain.
So Wan Hanqiu asked the housekeeper to let the kitchen make some desserts and serve them up. The kitchen made something for two people, but Wan Hanqiu didn't eat a single bite, and it all went into Shi Yin's stomach.
Wan Hanqiu frowned and asked, "Is it okay if you eat like this?"
"No way..." Shi Yin paused, and she subconsciously glanced at her lower abdomen. The dessert is only high in calories and small in size, so it looks good. Of course, this kind of small food is actually full of satiety. It's easy to get tired of it, but Shi Yin doesn't have those feelings now, she simply forgot about it, but this doesn't affect her blame, "Didn't you say you want me to gain weight?"
Wan Hanqiu pressed the center of her eyebrows when she heard the words, and felt that she was just greedy, and she was relying on herself. Maybe it was because the manager was usually restrained from eating, so she couldn't control it?
In order to look good on camera, many artists eat very little in private, let alone high-calorie food, and even swear by the foodie persona on the show, and start to vomit as soon as they leave the camera. Wan Hanqiu thinks that Shi Yin It is probably impossible for her temper to do this kind of behavior, but her diet must be restricted, after all, she also looks thin.
Sighing slightly, Wan Hanqiu said: "Go ask the housekeeper where the Jianwei Xiaoshi Tablets are, and go out for a walk to digest food by yourself."
Shi Yin asked, "Aren't you going with me?"
Wan Hanqiu: "I still have some documents to deal with."
Wan Hanqiu felt that she couldn't finish the painting anyway, so the next time naturally couldn't be wasted. Although in order to free up today's time, she worked overtime several days in advance to deal with official business, but for such a big company, things want to be finished. It's all impossible, and it's easy to find something to do.
"Oh." Shi Yin lowered her head, drinking milk tea for a while, even her hair seemed to be weak.
"I still drink it," Wan Hanqiu reached for the milk tea, thought for a while, "Why don't I let my dog accompany you?"
Shi Yin: "Hehe." After a pause, she seemed to realize something, and looked up at her, "Do you have a dog?"
Wan Hanqiu felt that asking this question was like catching rape, which made her feel that as long as she told the truth, the other party would cry in a second, although it was not a shameful thing at all, it was just a dog walking around on the side of the road for the pups. It was just a stray dog asking for help, but she still said, "Grandpa raised it."
Wan Hanqiu, who didn't want to coax the child, told a lie against his conscience.
When Shi Yin heard this, she relaxed. Wan Hanqiu felt that this guy really didn't treat herself as an outsider, and she had to care about such things. She bent down and threw another cup of milk tea into the trash can, looked at her and said, "I don't want to If you go out, you can go for a few laps on the treadmill."
I don't know if it's because ghosts don't like popularity, Shiyin usually prefers to stay at home and play games, so he nodded immediately when he heard this.
So, in the study, looking at Wan Hanqiu who was sitting in the massage chair drinking the coffee just made by the butler, Shi Yin who was standing on the treadmill felt that she must be taking revenge on herself!
Shi Yin has never had such an experience.
She is born with a lack of empathy, and it is difficult to empathize with others, even if that person was once her relative. This is different from the naive cruelty of children. As long as those children receive normal teaching, most of them will think that when they were young It's wrong to do those things, but Shi Yin will not.
Not exactly antisocial, but certainly not passionate about anything in the world.
So Shiyin has never repented for anything she has done. Of course, she also knows that this is wrong. Even when she was still young, she tried to ask her parents whether she should be sent to a mental hospital. up.
It's a pity that at that time the parents only thought it was just a way for the child to gain attention, so they didn't take it seriously. Apart from the money, they basically didn't care about her, but both parties also believed that they had fulfilled their responsibilities as parents. It is the kind of parent who will find a way to find someone to take the blame for the child even if he still violates the traffic rules and hits someone.
In this kind of environment, of course, Shi Yin can't get along with good people, and it all depends on one's own preferences and mood.
Of course, Shiyin can grow up like this, and the blame can't be blamed on her parents. Shiyin is very clear about this, because even if someone like Shiyin taught her since she was a child, she would at best put on a layer of 'good person' skin, and then continue to do what the villain should do.
Shiyin doesn't think there's anything wrong with this, human nature is doomed at birth, and she still doesn't feel that truth, goodness, kindness and beauty touch people's hearts, and she feels that those good people and good deeds that Wan Hanqiu once did were pure idleness Looking for trouble, when seeing someone happy, you will maliciously think why you are laughing or crying, but when you see someone suffering, you will want to push the other person into an even more desperate abyss.
She was born with a destructive desire.
Shi Yin knew that this kind of mentality was abnormal.
Fortunately, she lives in a society ruled by law, and she knows what she can do and what she can't do, so Shiyin hasn't been on any social news so far, and at most she's been bouncing around in the gray area a few times. If she didn't have that death, Maybe one day when I feel bored, I can't hold back the whole thing, but I'm dead, and I need to work to pay back my life, so naturally I don't have the heart to play those "games" that used to make me happy.
In fact, even Shiyin didn't realize it herself. After being with Wan Hanqiu for a long time, she has rarely had those negative emotions. It was impossible for her to happen before, because if the hostility is not vented, It will only make Shi Yin become irritable and irritable. A long time ago, she used medicine to suppress it.
But maybe there is the threat of death, and she has become a soul again. On the contrary, she will not have those emotions that she can't control very much, but now Shi Yin realizes that maybe it's not that she doesn't have nothing, it's just that she is in a good mood, so Those emotions don't come to the fore.
But as soon as the mood turned bad, they popped up again.
Shiyin found that she started wanting to destroy something again to gain short-term emotional peace.
But maybe it was because of the state of the soul this time, Shi Yin was surprised to find that there were many dense black silk threads wrapped around her body. She didn't know what it was, maybe it was the demonic energy in the novel, or the entanglement of resentment?
Then after Wan Hanqiu wakes up, he can't kill his wife to preach the truth when he sees her like this?
At this time, Shi Yin still has the mood to think about such inexplicable things. After all, she has always thought that she is sick, so now she still feels that what she sees may be her own fantasy.
After all, many people do things like throwing the pot away subconsciously. By throwing the pot to others, they can pretend that what they do is out of necessity, and it's all good luck.
So Shiyin didn't care about this situation, she just moved her eyes slightly, and after not looking at those oil paintings, her emotions calmed down naturally.
Of course, if given the chance, Shiyin wouldn't mind throwing things at the person on the oil painting and fanning the flames. After all, she's always had a temperament that no one can get over it when she's unhappy. Her true character is revealed, and even Shiyin herself can do it. Accurately understand, it is definitely not pleasing, even disgusting.
"What are you thinking?"
Shi Yin was distracted, but Wan Hanqiu suddenly asked.
Shi Yin blinked, and a smile appeared on his face naturally, with a natural innocence and sweetness: "I didn't think about it."
Wan Hanqiu frowned: "Your smile is fake."
Time tone: "..."
She curled her lips, "Are you serious about laughing?"
Wan Hanqiu glanced at her calmly, and felt that she seemed a little angry, but her smile was really fake, she was obviously unhappy, but she insisted on making herself laugh, obviously what she did yesterday depended on her mood, and she made a bunch of moths.
However, it still makes people involuntarily attracted.
Wan Hanqiu felt that maybe he was really bewitched.
She pursed her lower lip, but she smiled again for some reason. When she smiled, her eyes would bend, but they were still restrained, just like the bright moon, which was bright and bright, but never aggressive, always gentle of.
She felt that Shi Yin would probably like her to smile like this.
Although she didn't understand why she had such an idea.
As expected, Shi Yin was stunned for a moment, but this did not make her shy, but instead aroused her desire to win, and she blinked lightly at Wan Hanqiu, her pupils were moist, and she felt shy about speaking.
"........."
Wan Hanqiu clenched the paintbrush in his hand, looked down at the canvas, as if he hadn't received her signal at all, but heard an indistinct hum in his ear, as if he had won a battle.
Wan Hanqiu felt that she was really naive like a child.
She just said that her smile was fake, but she didn't say that she didn't look good, so should she be worried?
Looking down at the uncolored canvas, Wan Hanqiu randomly laid a layer of background color, looked at Shiyin again, it seemed that he had been sitting for too long, or felt that the chair was too hard and not comfortable enough, and he seemed to want to stand up , and obstinately endured, but the irritability in his eyes was clearly exposed.
For some reason, Wan Hanqiu inexplicably felt that this was a rare thing for her.
She put down her paintbrush and sighed, "If you feel uncomfortable, please sit on the sofa at the back."
Shi Yin glanced at it and asked, "Has anyone else sat there before?"
"Are you a clean freak?" Wan Hanqiu looked at her strangely.
"No," Shi Yin took it for granted, "but I just don't like it."
Wan Hanqiu choked speechlessly, before saying for a long time: "I just moved in today."
It is impossible for her studio to have this kind of thing. After all, no one will ask her for it. For mannequins, it is common to sit for hours and stand still for hours. She signed them at a premium No reason, they don't even have this professionalism.
But after seeing Shiyin's ability to act as a demon, Wan Hanqiu asked someone to move the sofa in. After all, it is only an observation stage now, and she doesn't need to pose, so naturally she came here as she wanted to be comfortable, otherwise Wan Hanqiu I always feel that if her desire is not satisfied, she will come to toss herself.
Shi Yin was satisfied when he heard this, and then said, "I'm hungry."
In fact, it is not hungry, but greedy. I feel that there is no taste in my mouth. I want to chew something to feel better. Although I don’t feel full, the behavior of eating will subconsciously deceive the brain.
So Wan Hanqiu asked the housekeeper to let the kitchen make some desserts and serve them up. The kitchen made something for two people, but Wan Hanqiu didn't eat a single bite, and it all went into Shi Yin's stomach.
Wan Hanqiu frowned and asked, "Is it okay if you eat like this?"
"No way..." Shi Yin paused, and she subconsciously glanced at her lower abdomen. The dessert is only high in calories and small in size, so it looks good. Of course, this kind of small food is actually full of satiety. It's easy to get tired of it, but Shi Yin doesn't have those feelings now, she simply forgot about it, but this doesn't affect her blame, "Didn't you say you want me to gain weight?"
Wan Hanqiu pressed the center of her eyebrows when she heard the words, and felt that she was just greedy, and she was relying on herself. Maybe it was because the manager was usually restrained from eating, so she couldn't control it?
In order to look good on camera, many artists eat very little in private, let alone high-calorie food, and even swear by the foodie persona on the show, and start to vomit as soon as they leave the camera. Wan Hanqiu thinks that Shi Yin It is probably impossible for her temper to do this kind of behavior, but her diet must be restricted, after all, she also looks thin.
Sighing slightly, Wan Hanqiu said: "Go ask the housekeeper where the Jianwei Xiaoshi Tablets are, and go out for a walk to digest food by yourself."
Shi Yin asked, "Aren't you going with me?"
Wan Hanqiu: "I still have some documents to deal with."
Wan Hanqiu felt that she couldn't finish the painting anyway, so the next time naturally couldn't be wasted. Although in order to free up today's time, she worked overtime several days in advance to deal with official business, but for such a big company, things want to be finished. It's all impossible, and it's easy to find something to do.
"Oh." Shi Yin lowered her head, drinking milk tea for a while, even her hair seemed to be weak.
"I still drink it," Wan Hanqiu reached for the milk tea, thought for a while, "Why don't I let my dog accompany you?"
Shi Yin: "Hehe." After a pause, she seemed to realize something, and looked up at her, "Do you have a dog?"
Wan Hanqiu felt that asking this question was like catching rape, which made her feel that as long as she told the truth, the other party would cry in a second, although it was not a shameful thing at all, it was just a dog walking around on the side of the road for the pups. It was just a stray dog asking for help, but she still said, "Grandpa raised it."
Wan Hanqiu, who didn't want to coax the child, told a lie against his conscience.
When Shi Yin heard this, she relaxed. Wan Hanqiu felt that this guy really didn't treat herself as an outsider, and she had to care about such things. She bent down and threw another cup of milk tea into the trash can, looked at her and said, "I don't want to If you go out, you can go for a few laps on the treadmill."
I don't know if it's because ghosts don't like popularity, Shiyin usually prefers to stay at home and play games, so he nodded immediately when he heard this.
So, in the study, looking at Wan Hanqiu who was sitting in the massage chair drinking the coffee just made by the butler, Shi Yin who was standing on the treadmill felt that she must be taking revenge on herself!
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