[Twilight] Bright sunshine

I thought it was impossible for this name to appear in my life again, let alone occupy my life so easily again.Tears slowly slid down my face, I looked at him so seriously and stubbornly, observing him.It's as if a person who lost his memory paid all the price just to remember, where did I see this man.

Tears from slow to fast, confused my sight, my world was blurred.I suddenly stretched out my hands, pressed my eyes with the cuffs of my sleeves, wiped away the tears all over my face in darkness, and slowly soaked my sleeves.No, I told myself, this suspicion is nasty, just a coincidence.My eyes were about to be crushed by me, and I gasped in pain and waited, waiting for his answer.He will definitely be puzzled, angry, rebuttal, and even question where the bastard Caius came from.

Isn't this an occasional love affair between lovers?

Disprove me, idiot.I didn't dare to open my eyes, tears were pouring out, and I heard a small sob, which was so sad that it made people feel hopeless.

"Claire."

His voice sounded close at hand, with the same depression and sadness as mine, without condemnation or anger, let alone asking who Caius was.

Don't call me, the tears are completely out of control, I dare not move my arms from my eyes, and weep silently, you uninterested guy, why don't you ask me which bastard Caius is.

Cold fingers touched my arm, and delicately touched my tear-stained chin with the palm.The smooth fingertips did not have the warmth and fragility that humans should have, like stones just taken out of the ice and snow.I finally know the temperature under his glove, it's so cold it makes me sting.

No longer afraid that I would doubt the cold, he grabbed my arm and slowly and carefully pulled it away from my eyes, allowing me to face the real answer after the lie was exposed.I stared at the man in front of me with tears in my eyes. Under the light, he had golden hair, pale skin typical of vampires, thick black eyes, and the fragrance of his body.

How blind I was, I just realized how long I had been blind.

There is no doubt that his body has no temperature, not even a little human heat.He does not have the so-called hypothermia, nor does he have any skin diseases, let alone interpersonal communication disorders, and he is afraid of being touched by others.

He was just maintaining his own lie, a lie that could be exposed so easily.

I took a step back, some strength clenched my heart, the pain made me gasp.Very hard, with a force close to hatred, stubbornly trying to take his hand back from his imprisonment, as if he wanted to escape from here immediately.

I think it's so ridiculous, it's unbelievable that Rick and Caius are the same person, no, they are bloody vampires.

This fact drives me nuts, he shatters all my purpose in life, my courage and my emotions.

"Let me go." I almost screamed, his hands were stronger than any handcuffs, and my strength was nothing in his eyes.

He grabbed me expressionlessly, his indifference approaching ferocity, "Impossible, where do you want to go?"

I don't know, and can't calm down, when your lover suddenly turns into another, liar you think you'll never fall in love with, it has become fact and slapped me in the face.It's more of a shame that I'm being played on.

It makes me want to get out of here, rush out and escape to any corner.

"Well, Claire, you already know."

He became a little cautious, holding my arm tightly with one hand and stroking my tear-stained face with the other.He was a little hesitant, but also with inexplicable pleasure, which made him look like a villain, like a devil who finally succeeded in his plot and wanted to reap the fruits.

Tears turned cold in his fingers, and I looked away in shock at the familiar cold.But he followed and pressed his face to my neck, the blood flowed faster and trembled under the warm skin of the neck.His light breath carried a unique freshness and coolness, and he was close to me.

I heard his low, gentle voice sound out, as if trying to appease my disbelief. "Yes, you already know who I am, the lie is unraveled, my wife."

It's a spell that breaks at twelve o'clock, the princess becomes Cinderella, the carriage becomes a pumpkin, and Rick is... Caius.

All the memories that should be forgotten surged in his sighs, the deep shattering of the night, the sun shining on the thick books, I saw C holding a red tulip, his skin shone brightly under the light.He was so different, I sighed in my heart the first time I saw him, even though my instinct was urging me to flee.

All the things that disappeared are returning one by one, and I think of his voice, which is more strange and sweet than any world famous song I have heard, even if he only uses this voice to intimidate others.His face was never bloodless, perfect in the shadow of the hood under the sky of Volterra.

I don't know how I forgot this man, just like now, my eyes are empty, and everything that belongs to him quickly occupies my brain without any warning, and I don't understand how I remembered him.

My heart almost stopped for a moment, the whole world disappeared in front of my eyes, only his cold breath and the temperature close to my skin were so clear.Everything is silent, the end of this world has come, and we are the only ones left to die together.

I can't breathe, my blood seems to be congealed, my vision is out of focus, Caius, it's Caius.

His hair was cut short, he was young and fashionable, no longer dressed in aristocratic and pedantic clothes, like a student from a big city.

Then, we fell in love.

I slide down slowly, losing all strength.No one told me I was in love with a vampire, and no one warned me that he was Caius.

Caius grabbed my hands, a victor, looking down at me with cruelty and tenderness in his eyes.I sat on the floor and looked up at him blankly.My hands are still in his, and I want to take them back, together with my love.

But he has already bent over, like a polite English gentleman, holding my hands.Then he bowed his head silently, his golden hair scattered on the back of my hand, his lips were roses carved from ice, leaving a kiss on the back of my hand that was enough to freeze my body temperature.

This is more like a vow ceremony, and even my fingertips are numb.

"My love for you will never change, Claire."

Said Caius seriously, he was looking at me so patiently, with warm love in his eyes.

This kind of love made me unable to concentrate on thinking. I even felt happy when I heard this kind of confession, and I was so happy that I started to tear my heart.

This man is the one I want to spend my life with, I never doubted it.

I never doubted him, I didn't.

The hand held by him couldn't move, but I started to use so much force, so stubborn that even if I hurt myself, I would break away from his grasp.

The warmth in his eyes faded slowly, and I left his palm one by one indifferently. He didn't dare to use too much force, for fear of crushing my finger bones.

I struggled to free his hand, then stood up from the floor panting, feeling dizzy.It left me with less energy to imagine what I would do next.Maybe I should get some sleep and everything will be fine tomorrow, it's just a dream worth laughing at.

Damn April Fool's Day, the holiday I hate the most.I turned and walked towards the stairs, I was going to bed, I was overwhelmed with so many things tonight, I didn't even have the strength to maintain a normal breathing rhythm.

Walking too fast almost tripped, the fatal Swan family genetic imbalance.A pair of cold hands stretched out from behind me and dragged me back forcefully. The hard arms wrapped around my waist tightly. I didn't have any expression, and I was about to break it.It's a pity that it's useless, my nails can't even scratch a scar on his skin.He made me feel so weak that no matter how mad I was, I couldn't shake his hand.

This is not the power of a normal human male, this is a bastard whose appearance is human but has nothing to do with human beings at all.

"As long as I'm not human, will you give up?"

He pressed me into his arms so hard that I almost hit a rock.There was no heartbeat in his chest, it was like a dead thing.This hug was not good at all, I could hear the anger and irritableness in his tone.

The temperature of his body reminds me all the time that this guy is not human at all.

"Your love, your love for me is so vulnerable."

The familiar ridicule appeared in my ears again, the posture in which he hugged me was too confining, making it impossible for me to look up at him, but I knew his expression must be dark and terrifying.

I didn't say a word, and returned to that autistic and depressed woman, who was silent about everything she saw.I stretched out my hands to support his stone-like chest, my nails curled up and I wanted to tear out his heart, it must be cold, there is no warm place on his body.I tried desperately to push him away without saying a word.

"You're so tired, we're fine like this, there's no difference." He slowed down his tone, suppressed all his aggressive anger, and became affectionate and gentle.

I continued to struggle, not listening.

"Claire." He whispered, as if begging, but he didn't let go of his hand.

Shut up, I'm getting vicious.

"Are you going to reject me?" His gentle appearance has been shattered, and the murderous look in his voice overflowed.

You liar, I pushed him hard.

"Don't piss me off." He began to threaten, his rage couldn't be suppressed.

"Let go of me." I finally couldn't bear it and said loudly, you bastard.

The next second I was pushed down by a huge force. The moment I fell, he grabbed my arm and threw me onto the sofa. My head hit the corner of the sofa. Although it was made of leather, it was still soft. Let my eyes go black.I hurriedly braced my body with my elbows to remember, and one hand pressed me down hard again.I frowned uncomfortably, and wanted to continue but couldn't gather so much strength for a while.Before I could recover, my hands were clasped and pulled above my head, next to the edge of the sofa.

I raised my eyes in bewilderment, only to realize that Caius had already pinned me down.He has been controlled by hatred, and the tyrannical madness has completely crushed all his tender side.I clearly saw strong hatred and passion in his black eyes, and even his facial expression was viciously twisted.

"You must be a conspiracy, a punishment for me, you are torturing me while you are alive." He whispered softly, and his harsh tone made people tremble.

I shivered as his cold hands dug into my clothes, and not for a moment did I realize that the bone under my skin was so fragile he could crush it without force.

"Caius, let me go." I said in fear, he was mad.

"You brought the most important color in my life, but took away my love, and even treated it with disdain." He smiled coldly, evil and cruel, and there was something close to despicableness clearly in his eyes. of darkness.

"Stop it," I yelled, my voice bordering on despair.

"My goddess came with an ax, but only to behead her admirer. Do you think I will sit and die? You make me suffer, mad pain, you make me humble and cowardly, without cost Destroyed me with nothing." Caius laughed, so wickedly.The fence in his heart was pushed away, and all the vicious and selfish factors rushed out.He said coldly: "I want to take revenge on you, and I want to make you suffer with me."

The last sentence was roared out, accompanied by the sound of clothes being torn, mixed into some kind of violent scene.

I was a little slow, and I couldn't react to what happened for a while, so I asked strangely, "Caius?"

He tore apart my top and bottoming shirt, which was easier than ripping a piece of paper.His fingers kept coming down, grabbing my jeans with ease, and I stared at him with wide eyes, belatedly waking up to what he was doing.

"Calm down, Caius." I said in horror, I remembered, but he could hold me tightly with one hand, and there was no possibility of breaking free.

Impossible, I don't believe he would do those things.

But he didn't care about me at all, he was more like an executioner in charge of torture, tearing open my pants without even trembling fingers.The warmth of his hands caressed the skin of my legs, and goose bumps popped up uncontrollably.

His eyes were completely black, but looked more like they were burning than when they were red.The fragrance of his body is stronger than ever, and the air is taken away by this breath. I long to breathe, but find it more painful, suffocated by drowning.

I became dizzy and shivered from the cold, the cold pressed against my skin everywhere, and I didn't know why I wanted to call someone to save me. "Rick..."

"Here I am," he replied, leaning his head close to my lips.

I was so restless that I was about to spasm, and even my toes were shaking.I opened my mouth unconsciously, wanting to get some fresh air, and Caius visibly trembled, as if something had been destroyed.His hand immediately left my body and placed it on the back of the sofa chair, which was immediately scratched by his strength.The exposed cotton fluttered away, and I was choked and coughed, but even this opportunity was taken away. His cold lips were close to the corner of my mouth, holding my lips. I was frightened by his strong desire to attack Don't dare to move.

Our breaths mingle and I can feel each other shaking.He was so excited that he went crazy, but I was surrounded by his cold, in a world of ice and snow.

What else was torn up by him, his only rationality was not to touch me easily, but he held my hand too hard, so hard that I moaned in pain.My tongue was held by him, as if an ice cube was stuffed into my mouth, and the wet, cold liquid was forced to swallow. Is it... venom?

Crazy... Crazy Crazy Crazy Crazy!

I want to scream, I want to struggle, I want to kill this bastard no matter what.

He is serious, not to scare me at all, I can feel the passionate lust under his cold body, he is almost out of control.

The nasty lunatic, bastard.Didn't he know it was a murder?

He kissed me fiercely, and the touch drove him even more frantic and out of control.I was so confused that I didn't know how to stop him, and wept without daring to move.I was intimidated by him, something like this has never happened to me.

Tears slid down the corner of his mouth, swallowed by him and licked into my mouth, it was a bitter taste.Caius stopped, he panted violently, his lips were moist and red, but he immediately held his breath again, the excitement made him unable to stop at all.He was still on the verge of collapse, and the trembling forced him to indulge himself.

He just left my lips, and the fierce clamor was about to rush out, from his pupils.

I looked at him with tears all over my face, the hands that were pulled to the top of my head by him were unconscious, it was so cold, I said weakly, I love you.

Caius was still, as if frozen in time, and he stared at me incredulously.

"I love you." I cried, sobbing.

"Claire." He finally knew what he was doing, and the viciousness gave way to shock.

"I love you, Caius." So don't hurt me, I sobbed bitterly.

He let go of my hand, and I immediately curled up like a baby, curled up desperately on the cracked sofa.Only then did the bruises on my wrist begin to ache. I trembled weakly, and tried to curl myself into a ball sideways.

I was completely naked with my side facing his back, and the torn clothes were tightly hugged to my chest. I could clearly feel the traces he left on my body, and the places he touched were starting to ache. .

A coat without warmth was put on me, it was the smell of Caius, and I was even more afraid to raise my head.

"It's all right." He said in pain, so painful that I thought he was the one who was about to die.His reassurance was so awkward and rude, he stroked my hair and whispered, "I won't hurt you, Claire."

I dodged weakly, my limbs were limp, and I had difficulty breathing.I struggled to keep my eyes open, everything was blurry, like I was in another world I didn't know, it made me feel very insecure, I suddenly felt that this was not the place for me, this ridiculous hell .

I fell from the sofa to the floor, Caius stretched out his arms to embrace me, and pushed him away without any hesitation, but my strength was meaningless to him. "Don't touch me." I resisted helplessly.

He was stabbed hard by my rejection, looked at me sadly, and finally let go of his hand slowly.

I staggered clutching my coat and rushed up to the second floor, running up the stairs so hard I thought I was going to roll down.I closed the door of my room, opened the closet, and threw Caius's clothes away, almost losing all courage in pulling the broken clothes.I paused in confusion for a while, then quickly changed into my own clothes, put on another pair of pants, and pulled out a long coat to wrap myself tightly.My brain is blank, I want to get out of here, this is the only belief that supports the body and does not fall.

I opened the door and ran down the stairs recklessly, when a gust of wind blew, Caius came to me, he hesitated to speak.

I yelled viciously, "Shut up." You bastard.

I opened the door and ran out with all my strength. There was light rain in the sky, and the insignificant cold couldn't beat me.I run in the dark, with the heavy night on my shoulders, I hear the mournful protest of my own heart, and I feel helpless in pain.

Caius followed me, his steps soundless, but I knew he was coming.

I can't see the light ahead, only the boundless Fox rainy night.I heard something running in front of me. They were in a hurry and swiftly. I finally saw clearly. The first one to rush out of the darkness was Edward. When he saw me, his eyes became intensely sad.Then Emmett and Rosalie, I passed them, no one stopped me, I ran straight past, I saw an embrace, so warm, I almost smashed my internal organs in it.

"Oh baby, I'm sorry." Esme hugged me tightly, her voice close to crying.

I threw everything away and hugged her cold body, and finally lost all my strength.Drowsily I heard Carlisle say to him, "Let her calm down, Caius."

"Go away." Caius shouted brutally.

Esme kept apologizing in my ear, "I hurt you, I hurt you."

I want to tell her that I'm fine, that this little pain doesn't matter, I don't know if I said it, the darkness before dawn turned into a huge vortex, and I was sucked into it, I couldn't see any sunlight, so I fell asleep.

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