Mu Chen

4. Confession

Muchen was woken up by Sister Chen's phone call.

Sister Chen told him excitedly that when Lin Lan woke up just now, Director Xie looked at it and said that she was very conscious, but now she fell asleep again.According to the doctor, as long as he continues to improve, he can be transferred to a general ward soon.

Mu Chen's left forearm was injured, and he would use his right hand to answer the phone. He forgot for a moment and wanted to prop up the bed with his left hand, but fell down on the bed again due to the pain.He hung up the phone and checked the time at four o'clock in the afternoon. It turned out that he had slept for more than an hour.

Yu Yong was not in the room, Mu Chen got up slowly and walked out.The living room had been tidied up, the sofa cover was hung on the drying rack, and the TV was turned off.The room was very quiet, filled with the smell of porridge.

When I looked again, I found Yu Yong standing in front of the stove, looking sideways at him.

Yu Yong hasn't spoken to him since last night, neither explained nor apologized.

Mu Chen's heart felt cold.

He felt that he couldn't face Yu Yong at all at this moment, otherwise he would definitely not be able to resist cursing and beating others.He didn't want to do anything that he would regret later in his anger, so he poured himself a glass of water first, then took out the medicine from his coat pocket, walked to the sofa and sat down sideways.

Seeing him sit down, Yu Yong brought over a bowl of porridge and mustard greens in a small bowl, put them on the small coffee table, and put the coffee table in front of his lap.

The anger in Muchen's heart subsided again.Realizing this, he couldn't help laughing at himself: You are really cheap, do you really think of yourself as his parents?He can hurt you in any way, as long as he shows kindness to you, you will be happy and forgive him.

Muchen fell into deep self-loathing.Dazed for a moment, he picked up the chopsticks and said lightly, "Let's eat together."

Yu Yong didn't move, Mu Chen looked up at him.

Yu Yong paused for a moment, then went to serve another bowl and put it on the tea table, then took a small plastic stool and sat down opposite.

Mu Chen took a spoonful to see that Yu Yong didn't make a move, and then glared at him again. Then Yu Yong picked up the spoon and ate a few mouthfuls.

Seeing his strange movements, Mu Chen held down his spoon, "Open your mouth."

Yu Yong didn't move at first, and only opened his mouth after seeing Mu Chen staring at him.

A mouthful of white blisters.

Yu Yong hasn't done anything yet, but Mu Chen was very angry, "You can't say it's foaming! You can't wait for it to cool before eating! Aren't you very good! How can you still be foaming?!"

Yu Yong saw that he was so angry about himself, and thought that he was injured like that yesterday, but he just looked at him coldly. For a moment, he felt that his heart that was tightly held by despair seemed to loosen a little.

Such a person, how can he let go?

Yu Yong's appearance is a combination of his parents' strengths. He has Lin Lan's melon-seeded face and high nose bridge, followed by Yu Jianguo's eyebrows, with sword eyebrows flying obliquely into the temples. The whole face is sharp and angular, which is a sharp appearance.In addition, the proportion of the figure is good, the golden section, the shoulders are wide and the legs are long, and it looks very tough.

But the most extra points are his eyes, which are black and white, lively and energetic, and seem to contain a thousand words when looking straight at him.Since he was a child, Mu Chen had no power to resist his cuteness. Now seeing him sitting on the small bench so aggrieved, looking at him without blinking, he sighed unconsciously.

He wanted to stand up, but his body was inconvenient and his movements were clumsy.Yu Yong got up to help, and when he was about to touch his left arm, Mu Chen hurriedly sat down, "Don't touch me!"

Yu Yong's hand stopped suddenly, and Mu Chen also hurt the affected area from his heavy sitting down, and wanted to cry out in pain, but he still gritted his teeth and held back, only the corner of his forehead unconsciously twitched a few times.

When he looked again, Yu Yong had already retracted his hand, his eyes were looking at the porridge bowl, his expression was gloomy.

Mu Chen didn't respond, "There is a pharmacy to the left of the east gate of the community, go and buy some bezoar detoxification tablets, watermelon cream spray, etc., drink this glass of water first."

Yu Yong hesitated for a moment, drank the water, put down the glass and went out.

The water had been cooling for a while, and he hadn't had a sip of water since noon yesterday, and with such a glass of water, he seemed to come back to life.

When Yu Yong went out, he only closed the door carefully and did not lock it. He didn't have the key yet, so he didn't dare to rummage through Mu Chen's pocket.When he came back, Mu Chen had already finished his bowl of porridge and was taking medicine.

Yu Yong put down the medicine, and saw that besides the bowl of porridge he had served at the beginning, and the casserole on the heat insulation pad on the coffee table, they had obviously been turned over, and he knew it was to cool down.

He picked up the porridge bowl and ate it in big mouthfuls, as if the blisters in his mouth didn't hurt anymore.Muchen looked at the manual and ignored him, but he was already too satisfied.

After finishing the whole pot of warm porridge, the body that seemed to be unconscious since last night came back to life.He put away the bowls and chopsticks, went to the kitchen to clean it up, and wiped the kitchen again, dawdling before he dared to go to the living room.

Muchen waited impatiently - he couldn't sit still for a long time.This will see if the person has not come out, slowly get up and walk to the door of the kitchen, "Come here to take medicine first."

Yu Yong put down the rag and followed him to the living room. There were a few pills and a glass of water on the small coffee table.

Seeing Yu Yong take the medicine, Mu Chen picked up the spray, "Sit down. Open your mouth."

Yu Yong sat down obediently, opened his mouth, and watched Mu Chen spray the medicine on him seriously, until Mu Chen put away the medicine, he didn't take his eyes off him.

Muchen stood opposite him, "Why?"

Yu Yong finally came. He thought of many answers this day, but at this moment his mind was blank.

Mu Chen saw that he didn't speak, "Sister Chen called just now and said that your mother has woken up this afternoon. The doctor has seen it and said that she is sane. She will be transferred to the general ward in a few days. You don't have to worry too much."

Yu Yong's eyes did not change, nor did he speak.

Mu Chen finally couldn't bear it and said, "I understand that you are frightened, you are under too much pressure, blame me for hiding her real situation from you, your emotional breakdown is my own fault. But, I, I"

Muchen originally wanted to say, "I'm very disappointed, you really disappointed me."

But he has never said a real serious word to this person for so many years: he always feels that his words have weight, so he always encourages expectations, and when he does something wrong, he just points out the wrong thing on a matter-of-fact basis, letting him Improve.Not once was he given a fuck.

At this moment he is still, still

Muchen couldn't bear to scold Yu Yong, so he could only scold himself in his heart that he was really cheap, and he was still protecting other people's self-esteem, while his own self-esteem had been trampled to pieces long ago.

Yu Yong's voice was very dry, this was the first time he said since last night, "No."

Muchen didn't understand what he said, so he didn't make a sound.

Yu Yong raised his head, his eyes were calm, "It's not because of my mother's illness, it's not because you kept it from me, I know you are doing it for my own good."

Seeing Mu Chen's even more puzzled expression, Yu Yong said in a deep voice, "It's because I love you. Mu Chen, I love you. I've wanted to do this for a long time."

Mu Chen's eyes widened suddenly, his face full of disbelief.

The most important sentence was said, but Yu Yong didn't care.

"Mu Chen, I know I shouldn't, and I'm not qualified now, but seeing how close you were with someone yesterday, and how hard you prepared the new house...I couldn't hold back...I'm hurt You are like a white-eyed wolf, no, you are a white-eyed wolf. You will not forgive, and I will not ask you to forgive. When my mother's matter comes to an end, I will die to apologize. "

Muchen felt the thunder on his head explode one after another, he hadn't woken up from the shock of the confession, when he heard the assailant say that he would apologize with death, he was calm and serious, not like a perfunctory sentence at all.

Much more anger than disappointment surged in Mu Chen's heart, he sternly stopped, "What did you say? Tell me again!"

Yu Yong's eyes were determined, "I love you."

Muchen choked, "It's not this sentence, what did you say in the end?!"

Yu Yong's expression remained unchanged, "When my mother's matter comes to an end, I will apologize with death."

Mu Chen raised his hand and really wanted to hit him twice, but just like yesterday, he couldn't do it for a long time.In the end, he pointed at Yu Yong as if giving up, although this was something he would never do normally.

"I use you to apologize with death? I have worked so hard to raise you so that I want you to apologize with death? You take your own life so lightly?! Is this how you treat me? I really want to smoke kill you!"

Seeing Mu Chen's anger, Yu Yong's hands trembled, but he was shocked by the reason of his anger: after he treated him like that, did he still care about his life or death?Do you care about getting so angry just because of your own words?

I also thought of his two tantrums after the incident, one was just a few bubbles, and the other was just a word from him... Thinking of this, the emotions accumulated since last night can no longer be contained, Tears flowed down.

Mu Chen looked at Yu Yong looking straight at him, tears welled up.Yu Yong's eyes were big, and his tears even fell in four lines, but the crying person didn't say a word.

He suddenly remembered the tears that fell on his back last night, and for a moment it seemed that his back began to feel hot, and he stepped forward and hugged him to his chest, and his voice choked up, "What is wrong with you, you It makes sense..."

The one who answered him was Yu Yong's embrace that seemed to be able to strangle him to death. Mu Chen had mixed feelings for a while, but he still couldn't overcome the soreness in his heart. He wrapped his right hand around Yu Yong's back, and gently stroked his short hair with his injured left hand.

But after a while, his chest was wet, and the person in his arms didn't make any sound, but his body trembled slightly.

Mu Chen suddenly remembered that on the day of Yu Jianguo's death, Yu Yong cried silently in his arms like this. At this moment, he no longer cared about his grievance and disappointment, and only pity, boundless pity remained in his heart.