Water Moon Mirror Flower

Mr. Kondo did not give her time to ask questions, but continued with a slightly heavy topic.

"That's right. But, I should have stopped the soldiers before they became frantic. Before Tsunamichi-san disappeared... I should have stopped the shogunate's actions. Because I didn't have the research to stop... From Tsunado-san to Shannan-kun, the scope is constantly expanding."

The reason why the headmaster became a Rakshasa was not because of Mr. Shannan's change, but because of Mr. Tsunamichi...Mr. Tsunamichi was handed over to him through the people of the shogunate and his elder brother who is related to Xiao Qianhe by blood.So, it's not Mr. Kondo's fault.

"If I could have stopped the research earlier, Tsunamichi-san would have been able to return to Yukimura-kun. It's all my responsibility... I'm really sorry. I took away from you the responsibility of being a girl Some happiness."

I guess not all women look forward to that.I have had unimaginable happiness from the Shinsengumi.Happiness is not just about being married to the one and only person.

There is no exact definition of human happiness, it is the feeling of the heart that only you know.

Just like the happiness of being united with someone you like, meeting everyone in the Shinsengumi and being with your friends is also happiness.

But, happiness is not forever.The times... have been too cruel to them.

If only we could be together forever...

As a guilty person, I am not qualified to pursue happiness beyond that...

However, even so, there is still excessive desire...

It's like seeing in a dream...

In the courtyard of the garrison, the laughter of Mr. Nagakura, Mr. Harada, and Mr. Hirasuke came to my ears.Looking at the three from a little distance away were Saito-san and the Souji.Then, Mr. Inoue, Mr. Yamanan and Mr. Kondo, who interrupted this bright topic in the middle, also had smiles on their faces.Mr. Hijikata stopped a little far away, with a sullen expression on his face.Shimada-san and Yamazaki-san are also...

At that time, how happy it was.

Laughing, arguing... It's like participating in a festival...

"...Thank you. In your gentle dream, we are still so happy." Mr. Kondo's voice seemed to be tinged with a nostalgic smile, and it became softer. "Hey, Sakura-kun... can I ask you something?"

what's up?

"I hope you can send a message to the general manager... and everyone in the Shinsengumi that you can meet." Mr. Kondo's words came to his ears softly, and Yuzakura listened to it, and then smiled.

If this is Kondo-san's wish... as a disciple, I can't do it if I don't obey...

Although there is no direct apprenticeship, everyone in the Shinsengumi is all disciples of Mr. Kondo.

"Ah, you are my last disciple...thank you."

There was a faint determination in the words, Xiying still noticed it, and then changed her words suddenly.

But, hold on till the end!Then, those words, even after me, teacher, please convey them to everyone personally!

"...Yeah. Even if I know there may be no way, but I will try my best." Mr. Kondo's tone was a little mischievous for his age, but he was so helpless.

yes!Because, everyone, admires you very much...and so do I...

Xi Ying desperately wanted to get rid of the bad premonition and panic in her heart, and used very formal terms, as if she had made an agreement.

A lonely promise that no one promised.

"I also like everyone the most. You, and everyone, have nothing to do with age, they are my most important sons and daughters. Ying-kun, no matter what... the chief executive is counting on you. I hope you can always be with him Guard him by your side."

...if that's allowed...

Father.

The voice faded away, and the hand gently stroking the hair left.The heartbeat suddenly stopped, and a sense of fear emerged spontaneously.The bad premonition is expanding, like a bottomless black hole, empty and lonely...

That is, knowing that you will never be able to touch these hands again, the fear and loneliness of losing an important person.

"Mr. Kondo!!" Yuzakura let go of her voice and shouted, calling the name of the first person in the world whom she recognized as her father.

But that warm voice did not respond...

Opening his eyes, he was in a familiar room, surrounded by...no one...

"Mister Kondo..." Sitting up abruptly, he called the name of the person who was stroking his hair earlier.

Impossible here.Mr. Kondo should be locked in a prison somewhere right now.

So... was the great tenderness I felt just a dream?

It always feels more than that.

In the dream, Mr. Kondo was very sad.Still worried about the person she was with.

Is that the thought of Mr. Kondo who is alone in prison and worried about everyone?

The words he wants her to convey to everyone... are his wishes...

The fear of never seeing each other again spreads throughout the body...

"Sakura? It doesn't matter if you're already up?" Before she had time to think about it, the chief executive's voice dispelled her anxiety.

For a moment, Xi Ying actually shed tears.what to do?what to do?Just by his side, just by hearing his voice, she will feel so at ease.Isn't this, can't do without him? ...

Xi Ying bit her lip, holding back her sobs.Then try to stand up. "Don't worry about me anymore! I already..." I don't want to bring you misfortune anymore!

Before Xi Ying finished speaking, she was already choked up so that she couldn't speak the complete words, and rushed out the door, the sun hurt her eyes.The worries and palpitations about Mr. Kondo have not disappeared, and the appearance of the general manager is equivalent to adding salt to the wound.

She wanted to be with him so much, and wanted to stay by his side, but from the short communication with Mr. Kondo just now, she made it clear that her existence brought only pain and pain to the chief. Sad, if she wasn't dragging her down, he should have walked at his own pace, maybe he would have found Mr. Hijikata and rescued Mr. Kondo together... As long as she is gone... As long as...

"Ah! Ms. Yuzakura! Your body..." Dr. Matsumoto watched as Yuzakura ran out of the room, but the chief executive did not chase her out. "Mr. Okita, what's going on?"

"It's okay. If she wants to leave, let her go." The chief executive recalled a day when she quarreled with him in the garrison, and rushed out crying like this.

At that time, Hirasuke sat beside him and said to him as if talking to himself, "But after all, she is different from people like us who live in blood. Her hands have never been stained with blood. Don't be too strict with her." Yeah."

Hearing this sentence, he suddenly laughed, and tapped Heisuke's head, "Don't think she is so innocent, okay? That child may become a more terrifying evil ghost than us."

That may be the first time he noticed Xiying's feelings for him, or maybe it was the beginning of his feelings for Xiying.

On that day, he still felt that it was just a joking conversation between his partners, but he never thought that the bad premonition that flashed by at that time had all become reality now.

It was his harshness that drove her to the bloody road of killing.That was equivalent to ruining her purity with his own hands.But at this time, he couldn't even catch up with her and bring her back like that day.He didn't know what his future would be like, let alone promise her a bright future.You can't even talk about life and death with Zicheng, so how can you talk about holding your hand and growing old together?

Maybe, it's time to let go.

Recalling the time when the cherry blossoms were snowing, she invited him to enjoy the flowers together in the future. That may be the only thing that can be called a "promise" between them.

But even such a small wish, such a simple agreement, can no longer be realized now.

It was as if she had cried and begged him not to leave.Like, he once hugged her and told him that no matter what happened, he would protect her.

The fact is that she chose to leave.When she needed him most, he failed to stand in front of her and protect her from harm.

Then it will be like a flower and a beautiful family member for you, but it will end like a year gone by like water.

No matter how deep the relationship is, now that I failed to keep the promise, I still choose a different road, hoping that the other party will be far away, and the years will be quiet and the moon will be full.

The author has something to say:

This chapter is a manuscript... Then the poster was abused by tutor 407, so I didn't feel in the mood to write anything for a while...

The host doesn't want to lie to you... so I just threw the manuscript up here...

Update or something, let’s talk about it after the host calms down... Well, maybe Amano-niang changes her mind, maybe the host’s mood will be fine all of a sudden...

Ah... If the host just gets depressed like this... You can also treat this chapter as the end or something...

Although the plot of the landlord's evil humor has not yet come out...but the whole Two-dimensional is really the most important person...I won't tell you who it is! >皮<[Actually, you all know it==

In short, the host decided to be a good baby for the time being and not stay up all night... Maybe I don't want to touch the computer too much... Ah, I want to learn programming... Forget the homework...

Although you may think it's cheating, but the host really takes that relationship very seriously... The host fell in love with someone who shouldn't be loved... and the host may soon lose love...

Today the host started crying in English class, but it was just a sign, the host didn’t understand why he cried.

In fact, the host wants to ask for comfort or something... Sincerely... QAQ