let me fly

"Darling, tell me, what's the trick? Once you arrive in Australia, the two of you are progressing like a rocket!" Zhao Huiru lay down on the bed, adjusted to a comfortable position and began to listen to the story.

"What, I still find it strange. Issac and I are the only ones at school today, and he said he would take me to the beach for a stroll, but he suddenly said... just..."

"I just kissed you? Wow, I didn't expect Tang Yifeng to be quite romantic. What happened next?" Hui Ru obviously became excited.

"There's no more." He Nianxi suddenly seemed to be discouraged, puffed up his mouth and said, "There really isn't any more."

"No, he already kissed you. Tang Yifeng is not that kind of playboy. Could it be that you are too dull? Did he say anything to you? It's impossible to just leave the text like this," Hui Ruru blazed. "Hey, I'm your best sister, I can't believe he didn't say anything, tell me quickly."

"It's true, and Kate," Nianxi sat up from the bed, "when he kissed me, he seemed to be crying. Oh, I don't know how to say it, it's weird anyway."

"Hey, are you alright, are you hallucinating?" Hui Ru laughed out loud, "Tang Yifeng was crying because he was moved to tears when he finally achieved success."

"Kate, I'm telling you seriously, I..."

"Okay, okay, anyway, this pursuit went smoothly. I hope Comrade Chen Wanning will continue to work hard. I can't wait to call Tang Yifeng's brother-in-law. Oh no, I really want to call Aunt and the others. I have to let your mother know that you finally You can get married! Ah, why don't I go and tell Coco first..."

He Nianxi knew that the call tonight was wasted.Originally, she wanted to ask Huiru to advise her, but now it seems that this girl can't calm down at all, and is even more excited than her.Forget it, I have to solve my own affairs, so let's go to bed first.

"Kate, I'm going to take the mock cabin test tomorrow morning, so go to bed first."

"Alright, alright, good night. I'll keep talking, my dear, sometimes girls have to take the initiative, so hurry up and confess your love to your family, Ah Feng."

After Zhao Huiru hung up the phone, her face was still full of spring breeze, and she looked up to see Zhuo Zhi standing outside the door, looking at her with interest.

"What makes you so happy." Zhuo Zhi climbed onto Hui Ru's bed with a curious expression on her face.

"Coco, do you feel a smell of love coming from Australia..." Huiru's eyes lit up.

"You mean holiday and issac?" After 2 minutes, Zhuo Zhi's eyes lit up.

After three days, it seems that there is really no more text.

In fact, He Nianxi had been waiting, but Tang Yifeng's attitude was even more unclear.He seemed to be avoiding her these days, even though they greeted each other, ate, went to class and practiced as usual, and did anything that was as natural as usual, he avoided making eye contact with her.

That day's intimacy was exchanged for dodging alone, He Nianxi couldn't help but think, was she wrong?

In fact, Tang Yifeng didn't want to avoid her either.He didn't say a word about that day because he didn't know what to say to minimize the damage to Wan Ning.He had been hurt and heartbroken.Many years ago by the beach, he saw Ah Xin's brows turn from anger to despair, but he was still weaving lies. He hurt Ah Xin's heart severely with his selfishness.Until later when Ah Xin was with Hao Cong, he also tasted that kind of taste, but it was all asked for by him.Now all the dust has settled, but he is still sinking in the vortex of the past, and now He Nianxi is involved, causing her even deeper harm.

only the guy drinking water knows it's cold or hot.

He is not He Nianxi, but he unknowingly dominates her feelings in a bastard way.

Tang Yifeng punched the table, but he didn't know that his heart ached inexplicably.

Flying School Yifeng Room

"issac, what's the matter with you recently?" Lihao already felt that something was wrong with Yifeng these few days, so he wanted to chat with him.

"Ah, no, it's still not the same." Issac smiled casually.

"Hey Tang Yifeng, is that brother?" Li Hao sat down, "I guess it's because of the holiday."

Tang Yifeng's heart was shocked, and he looked up at Lihao.

"We can all see that Holiday likes you. But I know you can't let go of Zita. You've been single for the past few years, which shows how important Zita is to you. But since Holiday appeared, Issac, you are really different from before You never talked about your relationship before. You didn’t even want to meet girls introduced by Coco. But now you let Holiday live in Feiyingzhai, eat and chat with her, and even go out with her alone like that day .holiday, she's making you slowly change, isn't she?"

"You have been so absent-minded these days, maybe it has something to do with her." Seeing that Yifeng remained silent, Lihao continued to ask, "issac, have you fallen in love with her?"

"I, I don't know," Tang Yifeng lowered his head and said dejectedly, "I still have a place for zita in my heart, and I know I haven't let it go. But for the holiday, that day I..."

"What's the matter with you and holiday? Tell me," Lihao pushed Yifeng when he saw that he hesitated to speak.

"That day at the beach, I treated holiday as a zita, and I... I kissed her."

"what?!"

"What?!" The same astonished voice suddenly sounded from the other side of Hong Kong, "What do you mean no more, issac has never been so silent." Zhuo Zhi frowned, as if she couldn't figure it out.

"I'm also surprised, this kind of thing has to be explained clearly," Huiru who had just put down the phone pursed her lips, "I told Holiday that I must make it clear to Issac tomorrow, and the matter of feelings can't be ambiguous. Right coco. Hey, coco, coco!"

"Ah?" Zhuo Zhi came back to his senses, "No, I was just thinking that Issac hasn't been dating in the past three years because of Zita. Feiyang hasn't hired a female pilot for a long time, but Holiday is a female pilot, then Isn't it the same as Zita... Could it be..."

"Coco, what are you talking about, what kind of female pilot, what kind of Zita? Who is Zita?"

"Kate," Coco suddenly understood something, and looked at her with a heavy face, "There is something you need to know."

"issac, Holiday is a good girl. Since you can't let go of Zita, then you should make it clear to her that you will only make her misunderstand deeper."

"I know, but I can't say it. I really don't want to hurt her again."

"Whether you say it or not, the damage has already been done," Li Hao said with serious eyes, "What you have to do now is not to let the damage continue," Li Hao patted Yifeng on the shoulder, "Holiday, this girl is very Be strong, and she will understand."

"Well. Tomorrow, I'll make it clear."

"Brothers will support you," Li Hao stood up, "It's late, go to bed early. Issac, you must think clearly about what is the most real feeling in your heart."

How do you feel?If Tong Xixin had never appeared in his life, maybe he could definitely tell He Nianxi his feelings for her.

Unfortunately, no if.

flight school hallway

Tang Yifeng stood at the door of He Nianxi's dormitory, unable to raise his hands for a long time.He stood there, not yet able to sort out the emotional thread.Mingming felt that Nian Xi treated him differently from others, and knew that she had always cared and cared for him, but he kept suppressing those inexplicable emotions.He blindly told himself that he couldn't forget Ah Xin, he still couldn't let her go, he couldn't let go of that precious period of youth, even if he had fallen in love with another person at all, he would never admit it.

Blinding his eyes and blinding his heart, he is still holding on to that feeling of nowhere.Tang Yifeng, you are such a fool.

He wandered back and forth in the corridor outside her room for a long time, and He Nianxi was watching him not far away.She knew clearly that he was looking for her, but she couldn't make it clear.She was afraid, afraid that what Tang Yifeng was going to say was not what she wanted to hear.

Maybe we are all afraid of having, because we are afraid that the beautiful moment we once had will become lost from the next second.

"issac."

When Tang Yifeng turned around and saw He Nianxi standing behind him, she called him, her eyes full of stubbornness.

"Holiday, you are back, I, I came to you because I wanted to say that I was at the beach that day..."

"issac," the girl interrupted him bluntly, "listen to me first, next time, I don't know if I can still say these words." She raised her head, with a different color in her eyes, "issac, I have liked you since the first time I saw you. I admit that I like the profession of a pilot and the feeling of flying to the sky as you said, but the biggest reason why I come to fly is because of you. Singapore came to Hong Kong because of you, I moved to Feiyingzhai because of you, everything I do is because of you. Issac, I like you. I want to be with you!"

She finally said it all.This is not impulsive, no matter whether the result of the matter is as she expected, she will not have the slightest regret.

His heart was torn by the girl's words.Tang Yifeng didn't know why this happened, the pain in his heart even surpassed that of the past, he suddenly wanted to step forward to hug Nianxi, rub her into his arms and hold her quietly, but he couldn't do that.The scene on the beach many years ago came to his mind. He once hurt a girl, and today he continued the hurt.

"I'm sorry, Holiday, I can't be with you," his eyelashes fluttered with a hint of sadness, "there is some distance between us that cannot be overcome."

Tang Yifeng can only give such an answer.He couldn't tell her that he was distraught that day and that she was a double in his memory, which was not fair to her.

"Distance? What do you mean by distance? Is it because you are the coach and I am the student? Do you mind the identity?"

"not like this."

"What is that? Is there anything insurmountable?"

Tang Yifeng only knows that until he can't completely forget Ah Xin, there will always be her between them.But he always wanted to give her an answer.

"holiday, I admit that I like working and living with you, just like I like coco, I feel very happy every day when you get along. But this kind of love will not become a relationship between a man and a woman, maybe we are not suitable " He paused and continued to explain, "Can you understand, I mean maybe getting along with friends is more suitable for us, and we can be good friends forever."

Sometimes, we don't lie deliberately, but lie too much, and we get used to it.Once the feelings in the heart are occupied by uncertainty, love or not love will naturally become a choice between can and can't, and continuation of lies becomes the best excuse.

He Nianxi couldn't figure it out.Isn't love to be pursued?She didn't want to go around with him anymore, she didn't want to love him but be a secret lover forever elsewhere, she wanted to hold his hand, laugh at him and cry at him, but when she summoned up the courage to take that step , but he cruelly brought their relationship back to the starting point.

It's a good friend.Those cares after coming to Hong Kong, gently scratching her nose when teasing, cooking porridge when she was sick, and kisses on the beach, do all these represent, my friend?

Tang Yifeng, there is no beginning and end, it's ridiculous, isn't it?

He Nianxi lowered his head.

She lowered her head for a long time, Tang Yifeng stood in front of her and looked at a loss, he wanted to comfort her, but found that the person who had the least position to comfort her was himself.He smiled when he saw her raise her head again, until tears came out.

"Well, I get it. Then, let's be good friends. Issac, be good friends forever." With a smile on her face, she pushed Tang Yifeng's shoulder brotherly, then turned and ran away.Feeling that he couldn't see her, he dared to cover his mouth forcefully, ignoring the tears welling up in his eyes.

"holiday..." Tang Yifeng looked at the body that was still trembling while running, as if a part of his heart had been pulled away all of a sudden, and he couldn't find it no matter what.

In fact, the heart will hurt, not only him.