let me fly

He Nianxi's room at the flight school

"Ah, how long has it been since the two of us lie on the same bed like this?" Zhao Huiru and He Nianxi were lying on the bed chatting, the desk and lamp were emitting orange light, and the whole room was warm.

"It's been a long, long time. Since you made a boyfriend, you don't pay much attention to me."

"Hey He Nianxi, is there anyone who calls you such a good sister!!"

"Aww, aw, kate, don't pinch me, I surrender!" Nian Xi pursed her lips, touching her face pitifully.

"I came all the way here, but the thing I want to help you the most is your boyfriend. Holiday, tell me the truth, what's going on with Issac now?"

"I..." Nian Xi suddenly closed her eyes, turned her back to Hui Ru, and sighed softly for a long time.

"Just now in the corridor, why didn't you talk?" Hui Ru moved closer to the girl.

"I do not know what to say."

"At least say thank you." Kate blinked, "The head coach didn't rush you back to Hong Kong today because of Tang Yifeng's presence. Even if you are a stranger with no feelings, thank you is the way to go, let alone..."

"Kate, sometimes I really hate myself," He Nianxi interrupted Huiru, turned to face her, and said lightly, "I used to think that love was a very sacred thing, so I Very firm, I am persistent in pursuing what I really want. When I truly love someone, I will love without hesitation. No matter what I have experienced, that love will not change. But slowly I found that In fact, I am very cowardly. Issac rejected me, so I told myself, He Nianxi, you give up, give him freedom, let him find his true love, that is the way you love him, but you just can’t let him go; After you told me that I knew I was just a stand-in, I hated Issac for putting me in this position, I hated him for being so right, but the next day I wanted to see him again, to argue with him by flying homework, Even if we broke up in the end, at least I know that he still cares about my safety, that's all good. Today I am flying alone in the air, but my mind is full of his shadow, the person I want to see when I return to the base It's him, even if he didn't show up in the end. I told myself, He Nianxi, don't be stupid, he doesn't care about you at all, don't love him anymore, but in the end I still can't do it, I can't help but want to Thinking about him and thinking about him, kate, I really hate me who is so entangled, I'm afraid I won't be able to get back the old He Nianxi."

"Holiday..." Huiru felt sorry for the girl in front of her.When she was not by her side, the girl was thinking about these things, how many nights would she toss and turn until dawn.

"But Kate, you know, in the office today, Issac vouched for me with his career, he begged Elliott to give me a chance to get over it, and if something like this happened again in the future he would never fly. Airplanes, airplanes are His life, he used his life as a bet in exchange for a chance for me. Kate, I'm just his friend, I don't deserve what he does for me, right?" He Nianxi's tears rolled down the corner of his eyes It slipped down, and the moment it touched the pillow, it was soaked away and disappeared.

"Whether it's worth it or not is up to you." Huiru helped He Nianxi wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "holiday, you have to understand, this is Tang Yifeng's own decision. If he thinks it's worth it, it's worth it. Now I finally understand why Chris Will tell me the secret of issac, in fact, you are very important to him, but even he hasn't discovered it yet. You two..." Huiru smiled and continued, "Anyway, you believe me, Tang Yifeng is right You definitely have feelings, and you have to have confidence in him. Just hold back now."

"I don't know. I'm almost losing confidence in myself when it comes to love."

"Well, since you don't want to get entangled with Issac anymore, then choose Ray. He likes you so much, I feel relieved that you are with him, and I'm not afraid that no one will love you."

"Kate, stop making trouble, Ah Ray is a good brother."

"Oh, neither this nor that. He Nianxi, let me finally ask you, who is the person you like the most in your heart?"

"I..."

"Who is it, three two one!" "issac!"

The truest responses in our minds are often within three seconds.Maybe He Nianxi has never thought about it, no matter how much you try to hide its existence, it will still come out inadvertently and occupy all your thoughts and cells.

"Well, as long as you know. I'm sleepy, go to bed first." As long as you know.Well go to sleep, I'm sleepy. "

"Hey kate, kate..." Shaking the people around her, she fell asleep in three seconds like a child, snoring lightly.He Nianxi stopped calling her, and slowly retreated into the bed, falling asleep.In the dream, she seemed to see a silver eagle flying towards her, hovering in the sky above her head.

Zhao Huiru had to fly back to Hong Kong after two days at school, even though she was very reluctant to leave.Reluctantly, Jialu made several long-distance calls to urge her to go back, as if she couldn't make it even if she wasn't on duty in the Solar ground area.But seeing that He Nianxi was fine, Huiru obediently booked a plane ticket and prepared to go back tomorrow morning.It seems that tomorrow will just catch up with the tvb crew to go to the mainland to shoot scenes. This time, I must get Wu Zhuoxi's autograph!Huiru thought happily.

On the night before leaving, Huiru suggested that everyone have a drink to relax, so a group of people went to a small bar in the urban area they often went to.

"Hey, let me tell you, you must be so bored. I'm leaving tomorrow. I shouldn't go home without getting drunk today. Waiter, I'd like to trouble you for two beers. I want ice!"

"Hey, wait a minute, just half-tie," Lihao quickly interjected, "Kate, why don't you work so hard, we all have class tomorrow, even if you don't fly on holiday, you still have to go into the simulation cabin to practice."

"Didn't you agree to see me off, two pistols are not enough first." Huiru dismissed the waiter and complained about Lihao by the way, "Please, Coach Xie, don't be so disappointing today, right Roy."

"Hey, you can't say that. Besides, I agree with Chris, you still have to control alcohol during training, so as not to cause a catastrophe."

"Coward." Hui Ru cursed in her heart, and turned to look at Zihang, "Ah Ray, you don't want to drink with me?"

"Miss, how dare I make a mistake in front of the coach, you'd better enjoy it slowly by yourself."

"One or two of you is really boring, holiday, we two women drink," Hui Ru stuffed a bottle of freshly served beer to Nian Xi, "Cheers, let's have a good drink!"

Nian Xi held the wine bottle and was embarrassed to touch it, but Tang Yifeng took the initiative to take a bottle and said, "Since you're here, let's drink it. So many things happened before, it's time to relax." He remained calm He glanced at Nian Xi calmly, and only took a sip of beer, and most of it was gone.

"Wow, Issac is refreshing, do it!" Hui Ru also proudly raised her head and drank.

"Issac has already spoken, so I'm not welcome." Zihang also came over, "Everyone also congratulate He Nianxi, congratulations that she can continue to fight side by side with us, cheers!"

"Cheers!" "Cheers!"

He Nianxi was a little embarrassed, and lightly touched Zihang with his arm to signal him not to mention her, but accidentally noticed that Tang Yifeng had already emptied a bottle.

"Issac, you can drink so well." Zihang followed He Nianxi's eyes, as if he had discovered a new world, "Hey, how about we guess the boxing game, the loser is fined to drink!"

"That's a good idea!" Huiru's eyes lit up, "Drink if you lose, and double if you lose in a row. Coach Xie, do you dare to play?"

"Of course we play, who is afraid of whom!" Lihao raised his eyebrows, and said to Huiru with his eyes, it's not certain who will get drunk first.

After several rounds of playing like this, He Nianxi lost the most.The girl could hold on to the first few drinks, but then her head became more and more dizzy. Seeing that she seemed to have drunk too much, Zihang took the initiative to help him drink, and drank He Nianxi's glass of wine directly.Seeing them drinking like an "indirect kiss" completely annoyed Tang Yifeng. He became jealous and had to take advantage of the alcohol to fight with Zihang alone, but I don't know if it was bad luck or a bad mood. The more Yifeng drank, the more he drank. In the end, Lihao dragged him into the bathroom and vomited a lot.

Tang Yifeng stood by the sink and took a deep breath.He felt much better after vomiting, but his head still hurt deeply.The last trace of sobriety in his mind was still asking him what happened to him.

I never wanted to get myself drunk, and I never lost my temper like this, but today, it all happened to Tang Yifeng.

Why on earth is he doing this.

Tang Yifeng supported the wall and walked out of the bathroom. He staggered, and when he was about to fall accidentally, he was suddenly held firmly by a pair of hands.The man's arms were slender but did not feel weak at all. The faint scent of her body brushed over the tip of Tang Yifeng's nose, and a familiar warm breath rushed over his face, very much like He Nianxi's smell.For some reason, he wanted to hide in such an embrace. During this period of time, his heart was exhausted, and he realized how difficult it is to understand other people's thoughts, and it is even more difficult to understand his own.

Tang Yifeng stood up straight, and suddenly hugged the person in front of him with all his strength.He didn't open his eyes, but buried his head deeply in the man's neck, greedily absorbing the warm power, the power that made me feel at ease.He murmured to himself, "zita, I'm sorry... I seem to be in love with someone... I love her very much..." Tang Yifeng's voice became softer and softer, he seemed to be asleep, his breathing was steady, and his body and mind relaxed.

In fact, He Nianxi had been waiting in the bathroom early in the morning.She was worried about Tang Yifeng's health, so she found an excuse to leave.Now she is holding him like holding a three-year-old baby. She can't hear what he is saying, but she knows that he is leaning against her quietly, very at ease and stable.

Maybe that's enough.

The lights are feasting, and the luxurious bar interprets the blurred desolation, but Tang Yifeng and He Nianxi embrace each other, and they live in a pure land.The lucky ones know and obey their fate, while the less lucky ones still need to wander a little in love.

You see, it turns out that love is complicated, but also so simple.

Maybe He Nianxi will never know that at that night, in that bar, at such a blurred time, a man was leaning against her and whispering softly.He said, zita, sorry, I seem to fall in love with someone.I love, love, that person named He Nianxi.

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