Rebirth has a wife

, but was once again cut off by Shen Mo, "What are you staring at! Why are you staring at me! It's just telling the truth, am I wrong? Is it too much? Even if it's too much, you forced it !"

Originally, the eyes were already so angry that they were about to burst into flames, but after Shen Mo's repeated questioning, two clusters of raging flames burst into Qin Jin's pupils in an instant.However, facing Qin Jin whose eyes were burning with flames, a pair of dark pupils were wide open, but Shen Mo stared back without showing any weakness.

And under Shen Mo's strong aura, he couldn't help but slightly looked away, Qin Jin couldn't hold on anymore.

But it didn't give him any room to breathe. It didn't count if he stared back. Shen Mo's knife-like mouth started to work again while staring at Qin Jin in front of him. Then he was beaten just now. The broken words went on.

"I haven't finished what I wanted to say just now! That is Qin Jin. I also know that you are wronged, painful and uncomfortable now, but please clarify one thing. You are wronged, you are painful and you are uncomfortable, but that is all You created it yourself, and it has nothing to do with me from the beginning to the end, and I am not meddling in it! And from the beginning to the end, I was kept in the dark about your crap, even I don't know any news, so even if you are wronged or frustrated, you don't have to show your face in front of me. Who will you show it to? No matter how bad I am, Shen Mo, it was you who agreed at the beginning, I didn't ask you What are you going to do to me!"

Such a long paragraph of words finally expressed all of Shen Mo's thoughts, and all the words were spread out, as if the strength of the whole body was drained and as if he had just completed 5000 meters. As if sprinting, she held on to the armrest of the sofa, and Shen Mo began to pant heavily.And while panting, Shen Mo's gaze that had been on Qin Jin's body unconsciously turned away with the movement of his face to the other side, and his dark eyelashes also fell down, covering his shiny eyes. .

A little silent, disheartened feeling.That appearance seemed to be quietly waiting for what Qin Jin would say next, and it seemed that he was already tired of everything in front of him.

And following Shen Mo's movement of turning his head away, the shirt that was tightly covered by Shang Fei's suit just now, which was torn by Du Zimu in the afternoon but had not been replaced all this time, was also slightly exposed. The fringes of torn threads.

That's right, he was originally a straight-forward temperament, but now he is trapped in such a deep and shallow quagmire, how can he not be bored or bored?What's more, he is just an innocent child, how can he bear the burden of these messy things?

The feeling of distress and sadness began to spread in Qin Jin's heart uncontrollably.

With a gentle tone, Qin Jin said in a hoarse voice, "Yes, Shen Mo, I know you are right, the matter between me and Geng Luo really has nothing to do with you, but it is all in the past Son, it’s not the two of us who are together now! If this is the case, why mention those things that are not there!”

The voice was originally gentle and hoarse, but because Shang Fei and Geng Luo had left at some point, that kind of tone seemed even more desolate and depressing in this huge room, and the depressing person could hardly breathe.

But unexpectedly, as soon as Qin Jin's voice fell to the ground, Shen Mo on the opposite side immediately picked it up.The body trapped in the sofa sat up straight and tense, and shouted at Qin Jin's disintegrated Wu with a much sharper tone than usual, "Why mention him! Did I mention it?" I'm not being mean, I'm just looking for fun with these old things of yours!"

"If Geng hadn't called me this afternoon, would I have gone to that place by myself? I was full! Then, and then I didn't pinch Geng's nails and it was nothing, so he just Crying in front of me and saying that I want me to fulfill you, to fulfill you, wow! I can't wait! Even if I, Shen Mo, have nothing to do, I'm still Shen Xun's son. I can't find a girl and follow me! Let's have a good time, but why do I have to be caught between the two of you and suffer all this trouble, why do I want to be gay and be poked by others, why can't I find a woman to have a son later Have a good time!"

With a sharp and piercing tone like a saw, Shen Mo spoke out of breath, at first she just held back her breath and refused to make a sound, but at the end, she finally couldn't continue.All words were interrupted by sobs choked in his heart.

Curling her body and burying her furry head on her knees, Shen Mo began to cry loudly.But even if he cried loudly, the crying sound was not loud, just like a small animal about to die, sobbing and choking, his thin shoulders shrugged along with the crying, which made people feel distressed.

They treat him as heartless, and he really feels heartless, and really thinks those things have passed and forgotten, but even if he is heartless, he still knows the pain.

He was only 15 years old when his parents had an accident. A 15-year-old child doesn’t understand anything, but knowing nothing doesn’t mean that those things can be skipped.

The old people on both sides passed away early, and those so-called relatives have not moved around for many years because they did not live in the same city. With the help of my colleagues in my mother's unit, I finished it hastily.

Losing two relatives who loved him the most in the world overnight, Shen Mo was about to die in pain at that time, so he naively thought that this was the most painful thing in the world.But in the following time, with the passage of time, as the pain of the loss of his relatives gradually faded away, he really gradually realized what is the most painful thing in the world.

No, in fact, those trivial, subtle, and trivial things can't be regarded as pain, but can only be said to be torture, but it is the little bit of grind that drives people to a corner and forces them to die. There is no way for people to go to heaven and no way to go to earth.

—He has no money.

It turns out that relying on the two salaries of his parents, although the family he lives in is not considered rich, it is still considered well-off. At least under the love of his parents, clothes, snacks and toys have not been broken.

But when parents die, they have nothing. They have no savings and no wages. They only rely on the tens of thousands of pensions they have lost. Conceptual, he had to learn how to save money in such a situation.

And no matter how much he saves, he still has to spend what should be spent. Those tuition fees, the reference books assigned by the teacher, and the mouth on his face are all forcing him.And not only at the moment, but as long as he still wants to study, as long as he still wants to go to university, the situation will not change in ten or eight years.

Not only can't save it, but I also have to think about how to make some money in different ways.

——He is no longer loved and loved by anyone.

In the past, when my parents were around, the best food on the dinner table was always my own; the best food at home was always for myself; when watching TV, the remote control was always in my hands .

Looking at the sunny days on weekends, my mother would take all the quilts in the house to the top floor to dry, so when I went to sleep at night, the quilts would smell of sunshine; the clothes I wore and the sheets I slept on since childhood When I grow up, I don’t need to speak by myself, my mother has already washed it clean. Every time I walk downstairs and walk by my house, as long as I look up, there is always a brightly colored pole hanging on the balcony of my house; The hair is also taken by the mother to take care of herself, not only the hair, but also every piece of clothing, every piece of stationery, those schoolbags, those pencil cases, those rackets and sneakers, all are also taken by the mother to choose by herself of.

But now, nothing, nothing.

The delicious food is gone, the bedding with the smell of sunshine is gone, the clothes are gone, the stationery is gone...

No, no, more than nothing, now even if the clothes and quilts are left there and become moldy and have maggots, as long as I don’t do it myself, no one will move it; no one will take me to cut my hair, as long as I don’t When I think about it, it will keep growing and become a savage, and no one will remind me; the remote control is also left there, and no one will give way anymore, but this kind of opportunity that does not need to be given up, Shen Mo I would rather not have it for the rest of my life.

No one loves her, and no one loves her. Really, sometimes Shen Mo can't help but think, even if she dies one day and rots into a puddle of pus in the house, no one will find out. How are you doing?

Of course, they shouldn't be interested in finding out!

So from that time on, in those lonely nights curled up in the cold quilt, in those happy scenes of peers who walked past me one by one hugging their parents' arms and acting coquettishly, Shen Mo made an oath, and made an oath to himself, that he must marry a wife like his mother, and must have a home of his own and a child of his own. In that case, he would not be lonely anymore. When I die, no one should know.

And I must work hard to earn a lot of money in the future, so that my children will not have to eat this kind of food in the future.