Rebirth has a wife

Pushed away by Shen Mo expressionlessly, "I'm here, just to see how you are doing. Since I see you're fine now, then I'll leave first."

Don't open your eyes and don't look at Qin Jin's expression of being so disappointed that he is almost crying, and don't look at the snow-white fluorescent lamp above his head that makes people feel a little dizzy. say something.As soon as he finished speaking, without waiting to express anything, Shen Mo immediately stretched out his hand to the door lock behind him.

"Shen Mo, don't go!"

The gesture of Shen Mo reaching out to grab the door lock, although it only happened in a short moment, in Qin Jin's eyes, it was as clear and slow as the slow motion of a movie, almost frozen - The hand that Shen Mo stretched out was too firm and decisive, and she could no longer see the slightest hint of nostalgia.

Before, he was overjoyed, but now he was suddenly overwhelmed, Qin Jin almost felt overwhelmed for a while, and his eyes darkened, but he still remembered that the person in front of him was Shen Mo, and he still remembered what he should do, so he hurried In a panic, he clenched Shen Mo's outstretched hand, and pleaded with his lips.

Then it suddenly occurred to him that just now he refused to hug Shen Mo when he wanted to hug him, but now he is holding him like this, is he really going to be annoyed this time, but once he let go of his hand, what if He left again?What's more, after missing him for so long, he was finally able to touch him again. Can he wait a little longer before letting go?

Holding Shen Mo's slightly cold hand tightly, Qin Jin had never felt so nervous and entangled, so in a blink of an eye, a layer of greasy sweat emerged from the warm palm.

It's just that Shen Mo is not as awkward and cruel as Qin Jin imagined, especially when Shen Mo is facing him now, he is so careless, and the voice of pleading is so earnest, Shen Mo naturally can't stop Come and get angry at him and embarrass him.

"Then, I'll just sit for a while, and I'll leave after a while!"

The moment Qin Jin's hand grasped him, Shen Mo's eyes reflexively touched his face, so he couldn't help but murmured a word without thinking about it.However, once he realized what he said, Shen Mo repeated it as if he was nervously supplementing it. In fact, he was silently hinting to himself, don't be greedy, don't go back on your word, really just sit for a while Son, let's go now.

"Okay, sit for a while and go, sit for a while and go!"

Qin Jin was really overjoyed that Shen Mo, who always said that he was straightforward and straightforward, was able to repent and stay. However, he felt more and more unreasonably sad. Qin Jin pulled him and walked towards the edge of the bed as if Shen Mo was afraid of regretting, saying that he didn't like it. Unexpectedly, the child who had received a candy as a reward was flattering and joyful and responded several times, but as he spoke, the tears in his eyes had already overflowed his eyes and fell down.I don't know why.

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72. Forget ([-])...

Once he realized that he was so weak that he even shed tears, Qin Jin quickly held back.It's just that although the tears stopped flowing, the tear stains still remained on the cheeks, which were itchy and tense when the hot air from the air conditioner in the room was blown.I want to raise my hand to wipe it, but I can't bear the slight warmth between the palms of my hands. If I don't reach out to wipe it, I will feel sorry for myself, and I am afraid that Shen Mo will be more disappointed and contemptuous of me if she sees it. That's all.

But it's just a little sick, and it's just that Shen Mo suddenly appeared in front of him, obviously he has made up his mind to perform well in front of Shen Mo, why is he so bad, like a young man who is at a loss what to do?

At this moment, Qin Jin really despised himself and was extremely frustrated.

However, he was still hesitating at the bottom of his heart, Shen Mo's thin white fingers had already reached his eyes, and at the same time, he handed over a box of tissue paper that was originally placed on the bedside table, "Don't do this!"

The two of them had already sat side by side on the edge of the bed covered with snow-white sheets. The voice of the deep foam was also soft and muffled. It seemed to contain thousands of words of emotion at first glance, and then listened carefully. When it rises, it is empty, a complete statement.

Shen Mo is indeed a little empty now, and also a little flustered like a child who has never seen the world. The key is that the Qin Jin in front of him is so strange to him, so strange that he almost has no way to do it.

He thought that Qin Jin's situation would be very bad, but he didn't expect Qin Jin to be so bad; the Qin Jin he saw before was always well-dressed and always high-spirited, even if he hurt him, even if he doubted him. Does it seem so righteous, so resolute, and has never been like what he saw today, without a trace of anger?

Distressed?Maybe!

Are you uncomfortable?Only a little bit, the sadness is really——

Qin Jin, if you had known for a long time that you would end up like this if you left me, then would you have treated me a little better back then, would you not have hurt me so badly and ruthlessly ?

Shen Mo also knows that it is a little bit nonsense and a little ridiculous to talk about it at the beginning, but there is no way, people have bad roots, especially seeing Qin Jin like this, he is really I can't stop myself from thinking in this direction.

And now that the thinking has already advanced here, another more realistic and colder voice can't help but pop up, and it keeps ringing in the bottom of my heart——

Shen Mo, what are you doing here today?Want to see Qin Jin?But what if you see it?What can be changed?In addition to adding one more worry to yourself, looking back, how should you live your life or how will you live, will you continue to be with Shang Fei?

Shen Mo, Shen Mo, you have never been procrastinating, how could you make such a mistake?You are so hesitant to give Qin Jin hope and make him despair, in essence, what is the difference from Qin Jin's previous behavior?It's better to miss each other than to meet each other, didn't you already know it?

Let's go early, don't stay here, give Qin Jin a peace, give yourself a peace, and more importantly, give Shang Fei a peace of mind, a peace of mind!You know he loves you so much!

Shen Mo, do you understand?

His thoughts drifted too far, so when he suddenly realized that he was actually sitting next to Qin Jin, sitting under Qin Jin's eyelids and thinking blatantly, especially when Qin Jin was still like this, Shen Mo couldn't help feeling a little guilty for a moment, and then I was a little flustered, and my face reflexively burned a little bit, but the voice in my heart seemed to have taken root. Not only could it not be driven away, but it became stronger and stronger, and it became louder and louder. It's like sitting on pins and needles.

There is still an intense confrontation between reason and emotion, Shen Mo's hand that was hanging in the air while grabbing the paper box randomly was suddenly grabbed tightly by a pair of big hands that were as scorching as red-hot pokers up.

With a snap, the paper box in his hand fell straight onto the floor in front of the bed, and a piece of tissue also fluttered out as the box fell, like a pale, soulless ghost in the dark night. .

Not only the hand holding the paper box, but also the other hand that was hanging by the side in a daze, was immediately grabbed, and then, a slightly prickly, fluffy and wet thing hung down. When he got down, he pressed against the palm of Shen Mo's opened palm tightly.

It was Qin Jin's head, and Qin Jin buried his entire face in Shen Mo's hands.

Subconsciously struggled a few times, but Qin Jin's grip was too tight, and Shen Mo couldn't break free no matter what, so he calmed down and let him go.

Not any other sentence, but just an empty sentence that doesn't even have a title, "Don't be like this, it's worse than comforting kindergarten children."

Burying his face in Shen Mo's soft palm, feeling the fine lines in his palm, Qin Jin finally couldn't help crying again.

Too many breakups and deep regrets have accumulated up to now, so much so that he has already lost his confidence in whether he can win Shen Mo back.Just let him watch Shen Mo walk away like that, but he couldn't do it.

The moment he opened the door, the dejected and regretful expression on Shen Mo's face had already betrayed everything and explained everything. Qin Jin knew, Qin Jin knew everything, but what if he knew?Can he be allowed to temporarily treat himself as a blind man, to deceive himself and others temporarily, how much he can indulge in the real and illusory scene of Shen Mo appearing in front of him, even for just a second?

"Shen Mo, can't we go back? Have we really reached the point where we can't go back?"

Between crying, Qin Jin asked silently in his heart, but his heart moved at will, so this thought, along with his tongue, was exposed to the dizzy hot air.

The warm, wet and sticky tears kept washing over my palms, and then along my fingers, falling drop by drop onto the shiny floor, my heart was still full of thoughts just now, but this second , it is really empty, like a beach with low tide, there is nothing left.

Especially when I heard Qin Jin's question, which was dull and ambiguous, there was something