Brother Control's Comprehensive Journey

Only when Itachi completely disappeared from Bai Zai's sight did this proud man allow a trace of fragility and injury to appear in his eyes.

Leaning back a little against the wall behind him, Bai Zai's face at this time neither had the usual coldness nor the rare childishness when facing Atobe just now, but was replaced by deep pain and...confusion.

Yes, confusion, that kind of emotion that Bai Zai thought would never appear on him since he was an adult.

Bai Zai unconsciously stretched out his hand and grabbed the clothes on his chest. The pain in his heart was so obvious that it felt like being torn apart. Although it was different from the despair when he learned that his brother had disappeared, this pain was just as uncomfortable for Bai Zai.

However, what made Bai Zai most at a loss was that he didn't know why his heart hurt so much, so he didn't object to Atobe's move of taking his brother away, because Bai Zai wanted to figure out what was going on with him recently. up.

To be precise, it started when my brother came back and learned that he was now reincarnated as a human being and had a human younger brother, and that tense and uncomfortable mood didn't break out until tonight.

In the past, Byakuya would feel tightness in his chest because of Itachi's closeness with Urahara, Yoichi, and Unohana; he would feel sore because Toshiro called Itachi "brother Itachi"; His eyes were full of anger.

However, it was only to that extent at that time.

Until Atobe appeared in front of Byakuya, he saw Itachi's pampering and affection for Atobe with his own eyes, and even put his own feelings behind him (Actually, Byakuya, you misunderstood, you and Atobe are in a relationship. Itachi's heart is just as important).

When the two of them clasped their hands and stared at each other silently, Bai Zai felt a surge of anger rising from the bottom of his heart, which almost made him forget that as a god of death, he couldn't attack ordinary humans and wanted to pull out Senbon Sakura.

Why, why do I have this desire to kill?

Why, why can't I see my brother getting close to anyone else?

Why, why do I only want my brother to only look at me all the time?

Why, why does he go crazy with jealousy when he thinks that his brother will form a family with a woman in the future?

Why, why, as long as I think of the slightly doting eyes of my brother when I look at me, it seems that my whole body is soaked in warm spring water, and every pore is moaning with comfort and joy!

Is this the feeling that a normal younger brother should have for his elder brother?

For the first time, Bai Zai thought deeply about what kind of emotion he had towards Itachi.

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As a god of death who has lived for hundreds of years, even if he is emotionally slow and pays no attention to the emotions between people, Bai Zai also finds that his feelings for his brother seem to be a little abnormal.

There are also many pairs of brothers around Byakuya. The closest ones to him are the dead Shiba Haiyan and Shiba Kanju. The relationship between the two brothers is also very good. Shiba Kanju worships Shiba Haiyan as an idol.

However, Byakuya has never found in Shiba Kanju that he has such a strong desire to monopolize Shiba Haiyan. It can even be said that he is very happy to see his brother make more friends, and he can also make friends with Shiba Haiyan. Get along very well.

It's completely different from my own feelings of wanting to lock my brother by my side so that no one can see it!

Thinking about it seriously, my feelings for my elder brother are not so much my younger brother's attachment to my elder brother, but rather... a man's desire to possess his lover...

Bai Zai's body trembled suddenly, he was frightened by the thought that suddenly appeared in his mind.

lover?How could I think of that word?Brother, it’s just a brother, and it can only be a brother!

Leaning limply against the wall, the fog in Bai Zai's mind finally dissipated, and a fact that was closest to, no, the truth emerged, that he, Bai Zai, fell in love with a man, and that man was still his brother. Brother of the same father and mother!

Thinking about it this way, many problems were immediately solved, and a reasonable answer was found. To my brother, it was indeed love between lovers rather than pure brotherhood.

Bai Zai is not a hesitant person, the moment he discovered his feelings, he accepted the fact that he fell in love with his own brother almost without any struggle.

So what if it's a man?So what if he is his own brother?The Kuchiki family never deceive themselves or hide their desires!

but……

A deep despair wrapped around Bai Zai's limbs and bones together with the deep love at the moment of discovering his feelings, and discovering his feelings is sometimes not a completely good thing.

When I was in Jinglingting, even if I didn’t read the gossip magazines created by the Women’s Association, the ambiguous relationship between my brother and Uzhihuali still kept spreading to Bai Zai’s ears, making him unable to ignore it even if he wanted to. .

My brother likes women!

This is a matter of course, everyone would think it is very normal, but at this moment, it is like frying Bai Zai's heart in oil, it hurts so much that Bai Zai wants to tear open his chest and pain the heart inside. Heart out!

My brother is a normal man, no matter how indifferent his character is, even if he is no longer a real god of death, we cannot deny his charm among the female gods of death in Jinglingting.

What's more, my brother also has a pink confidant known to all gods of death, Unozhihuali.

As the captain of the Fourth Division, Uzhihua has a beautiful appearance and a gentle personality. Even though the Fourth Division belongs to the least valued team in the entire Jinglingting, Uzhihua's strength makes her dignity in the entire Jingling No one in the court dared to challenge.

It can even be said that most male Shinigami are flocking to it, and being able to marry Captain Unokana as his wife is the dream of most male Shinigami in Jinglingting.

But such a perfect woman who is gentle and strong is only in love with her elder brother, Kuchiki Itachi, who has a bad personality and not strong strength, only looks handsome.

Until now, in Bai Zai's heart, Itachi is still the ordinary god of death who is not powerful, even though there are many signs that the current Itachi is no longer the one in his memory.

However, maybe I don't want to admit that my brother has changed in places I haven't seen, so regarding the obvious changes in Itachi, especially Captain Yamamoto, he seems to have concerns about him, but Byakuya seems to be really slow to a certain extent , completely ignored.

As soon as I realized my feelings, I immediately realized that this feeling is completely hopeless... This world is really cruel, so what if I tell my brother, can I make my brother feel embarrassed because of my abnormality?

Bai Zai slumped over his face with one hand, covering up the indescribable fragility and unwillingness, and more... It was the pain that was doomed that this feeling could not be responded to.

210 [-]. The Enlightened Byakuya