sin city redemption

If you go to that tree, you can meet him—”

"Chen Chuan, shut up, shut up! What nonsense are you talking about?!" Lu Xuan yelled anxiously.He didn't expect that Shen Chuan would agree to such a thing as Qi Shaoyang.

Following Shen Chuan's line of sight, Qi Shaoyang turned around and looked at the strangely colored tree not far away, which was so red that it was dazzling.

"That tree won't last long. Before it withers, you must make a decision. Then, you and your brother will have a chance to be reborn—"

"Shen Chuan, you are not allowed to continue talking! What kind of nonsense are you making up?! Fuck you—" Lu Xuan rushed to him in a few steps, grabbing his collar angrily.

He felt that Shen Chuan was hypnotizing Qi Shaoyang, and even hypnotizing each of them. It was not Lu Xuan who was best at controlling people's spirits, but this man named Shen Chuan.

This man even took control of his life so far.

"I didn't lie to him, you know." Finally looking down at him, Shen Chuan gently wiped the corners of his eyes with his thumb, then raised his head to look at the angel in front again.

"Believe me or not, this is your only chance. You can do as I tell you, or you can leave now."

"Qi Shaoyang, get out of here!" Lu Xuan turned around and wanted to catch Qi Shaoyang back, but just as she took a step, Shen Chuan hugged her waist from behind, unable to move. "Let go!" He yelled, but Shen Chuan turned a deaf ear.

He struggled a few times but couldn't break free, so he could only look at Qi Shaoyang while struggling, and the latter was also looking at him, but his face had the expression he least wanted to see.

That was even more desperate than the first time he saw Qi Shaoyang appear from the fire scene.

"enough."

Seeing Qi Shaoyang shaking his head and speaking softly, Lu Xuan couldn't utter all the curse words for a moment, and could only stare at him blankly.

"I've already decided before coming here, it really doesn't make sense to go on like this." Frowning, Qi Shaoyang smiled wryly.

"You're right, I went to you again and again because he said in my heart that he missed you—"

Hearing this, Lu Xuan's heart throbbed even more suddenly, and she almost had to rely on the man behind her to stand.

"So I want to see you, I want him to see you, I know he is gone, but in fact he is always by my side. Now... I don't even know who I am, Qi Shaoyang, or Qi Shaowu? "Lowing his head, he finally couldn't help but began to sob softly.

"You know Lu Xuan, I feel like I'm replacing Qi Shaowu even when I breathe, not for myself or for Qi Shaoyang." At the end, Qi Shaoyang looked at Lu Xuan and said, "I know, I will never I can't get rid of him."

Lu Xuan had thought about this sentence a long time ago, but it was a different feeling to hear Qi Shaoyang say it himself.

"No..." He immediately shook his head, "You are Qi Shaoyang, don't think about anything else, you are Qi Shaoyang."

"Qi Shaoyang..." repeated it softly, and Qi Shaoyang smiled, "Yes, I am Qi Shaoyang."

Staring at his smile, Lu Xuan only had a bad feeling.

After Qi Shaoyang took one last look at him, he turned around and walked to the tree step by step.

"Qi Shaoyang!"

Soon, when blood spurted from Qi Shaoyang's neck, Lu Xuan couldn't even scream.

The branches hanging down from the trunk were like the tree's hands, and quickly wrapped around Qi Shaoyang's neck and limbs, his flesh was torn instantly.

It's just that the blood didn't seem to satisfy the monster anymore, when Qi Shaoyang's body was slowly dragged into the tree at the last moment, he turned his head to look at the already sluggish Lu Xuan, and smiled.

"Lu Xuan, you are right, without Qi Shaowu, I will never be complete."

At that moment, Lu Xuan felt that he already knew who he loved the most.

He didn't see what happened later, because Shen Chuan covered his eyes from behind.It's just that even if the eyes are dark, the sound of something biting the food can still be heard in the ears.

After a while, feeling tears overflowing from between his fingers, Shen Chuan lowered his head and leaned against the ear of the person in front of him and said, "Okay, it's over." The comfort like coaxing made people feel inexplicable clam down.

"He has no way to live like this anymore. He starts to regret and even rejects himself. If he doesn't do something, he will never feel at ease. Instead of letting him live in self-blame and pain, it is better to give him another chance——"

"How? What will you give?" Lu Xuan's voice became louder and louder, and finally she almost yelled through gritted teeth, "He's dead, how can you give him a chance?!"

"I didn't give it to you!" Shen Chuan let go of his hand suddenly, pulled his body forcefully to make him face himself, and said word by word: "You gave it to him, and everyone's opportunities are in your hands. "

After a blink of an eye, Lu Xuan understood, turned her head and sneered, "You are forcing me, are you trying to cut off my escape?" Knowing that he couldn't give up on everyone, so he used everyone to force him.

Looking at his tear-stained face, Shen Chuan remembered the first time this person cried in front of him, and now he seems to understand that he likes that feeling, being appreciated, trusted, and depended on... Laughing in front of anyone, but can only cry in front of him, as if it was doomed from the beginning.

"I just don't want you to feel sorry for them and live with you," he said, like a promise.

What he wanted to do from the very beginning was to make them no longer lonely, because they couldn't live like ordinary people after all.

Lu Xuan stopped talking, and Shen Chuan also looked at him. After the two were silent for a long time, Shen Chuan said: "I'm sorry, I thought about giving up on you and making you disappear from this world. Maybe you won't be in such pain. After all, if you can’t live according to your own wishes, is there any meaning to living like this? But you are not wrong, even if everything is wrong, you are innocent.”

"...Because we can't be like ordinary people, so you want us to have more companions?" Lu Xuan didn't think this idea was ridiculous, but sad.

Shen Chuan did not deny it, "I thought that as long as someone reached out to help you, you would be able to live in this world like normal people, but I was wrong——I failed to realize this wish."

He never denied the mistake.

"Using your genes to cultivate new supernatural beings has failed, but it has not completely failed. Just like Sen said, this tree "has a chance" to regenerate them, that is to say, there may be others in those fruits, Even some monsters."

This is what Lu Xuan was afraid of. If they turned into monsters, it would be better to just let them go.

"But it's not that there is no chance." Shen Chuan stretched out his hands to grab Lu Xuan's shoulders, preventing him from going back, "Listen to me and believe me, Lu Xuan, as long as—"

"No!" Lu Xuan stared at him and slowly shook her head, "I can't." He couldn't accept such a risk, it was a blasphemy against the dead!

"You can!" Shen Chuan held his face, gently persuading, "You can."

He originally thought that the soft-hearted Lu Xuan would make the decision to bring his partner back to life without hesitation, but he didn't know that he would be entangled in deeper issues, which made him unhappy because he didn't want to see this person suffer like this.

"No!" Lu Xuan shook off his hand and took a step back, "I can't let them be your experiments again! They have already died once..."

"I want them to live again now!" Shen Chuan stretched out his hand towards him, "Lu Xuan, give it to me, then they can continue to live, the dead will return to this world, you will not lose anyone--"

"and then?"

Shen Chuan frowned.

Lu Xuan looked at him and smiled mockingly, "And then? Have you ever thought about their feelings?"

You Hao couldn't fall asleep all night, and he couldn't even sleep like an ordinary person; You Zuo's body was under load several times higher than that of ordinary people, and it might disappear at any time; Yun Chuyang has been repenting for what he did all his life , can't be with the person he loves, and in the end Guan Junyan can only choose to die with him...

He didn't want to do this anymore, he didn't want to be like a fire, he had to bury his companions with his own hands but still envied them.

"You're wrong," Lu Xuan looked at Shen Chuan and slowly shook her head, "What they want is never eternal life, they just want to live with the person they love according to their own wishes."

"...What about you?" Shen Chuan asked.After all, what he wants to do now is to let them live together without regrets in the future, and he doesn't want Lu Xuan to think about others in the days to come.

I don't know how to answer him, but Lu Xuan knows that time can no longer be turned back.

The white snowy sky, the white sky, the man with a gentle voice asked him if he would go with him——

It was those hands that pulled him back from the brink of death, and from then on, everything about him belonged to that person——

This scene that has always appeared in his dreams has really become a dream now.

Lu Xuan didn't know what it meant until You Hao told him that he would give half of his life for You Zuo; Yun Chuyang told him that he was waiting for someone without any reason, but he just didn't want to leave again, maybe because he was too lonely. After a long time, he began to ask himself, is this the so-called love?

Letting go of everything, nothing, nothing, leaving only the other party, is the so-called love?

He felt he couldn't do it.

Shen Chuan frowned, and reached out to hug him into his arms, but stopped suddenly. "Who?" He turned around.

Lu Xuan also raised his head.

"Am I bothering you two?"

"...Zhuo Wenxin?" Lu Xuan was really stunned.

I saw Zhuo Wenxin walking towards them while smiling.

Shen Chuan immediately took a few steps forward, blocking Lu Xuan behind him.

Seeing his actions, Zhuo Wenxin had a hint of anger in his eyes, but it disappeared quickly.

Walking in front of him and stopping, Zhuo Wenxin looked at him carefully, and after a while, he said with confidence: "I can feel that you are him! It is definitely him!"

Shen Chuan didn't say anything.

"Since you took away our memory, but I will always remember you!" He laughed happily, he had absolute confidence in himself.

"You are very smart." Finally, Shen Chuan nodded, "Even if you have no memory, you can analyze it by yourself."

Indeed, he took away part of their memories, and also blurred their impression of his appearance. Although Yun Chuyang also noticed it later, but at that time the latter was already blind and lost the ability to predict, so it has been impossible to be sure that he is Who, and others may find him familiar, but that's all.

"You also admit that I'm smart?" Zhuo Wenxin laughed, but immediately changed his expression, "Then why did you hand over the organization to Sen?! What am I worse than him?"

This is something he has been unable to let go of.This man left, but did not hand over the organization to him. He thought that no one could match his loyalty to him. He adored this man because he saw strength from him, a power that could almost dominate everything.

Maybe this is just a kind of morbid worship, but to him, except for the man in front of him, no one in this world is worthy of him.

Facing his questioning, Shen Chuan just replied indifferently, "You are excellent, but Sen is more suitable to be a leader than you." If possible, Zhuo Wenxin would be a very good military adviser, but he obviously didn't want to be like this That's all.

Naturally, Zhuo Wenxin would not accept this perfunctory reason in his opinion.He looked at Shen Chuan and shook his head in disappointment, "You won't see me in your eyes...you will never see my excellence——"

He'd seen it, from the beginning, otherwise it wouldn't have brought him here.But Shen Chuan didn't want to explain anything.

Zhuo Wenxin was even more dissatisfied with his silence, gritted his teeth, suddenly turned his head to look at Lu Xuan who had been beside him all the time, pointed at him angrily and shouted, "You only have him in your eyes! A half-baked trash!"

Lu Xuan didn't make a sound, he didn't care about Zhuo Wenxin scolding him, but he couldn't believe that the other party would look at him with such hatred. They used to be companions...

"Enough." Shen Chuan scolded in a low voice.

First, he withdrew his hand angrily, and then Zhuo Wenxin quickly laughed again, but there was a little more weirdness in the smile, which made Lu Xuan feel bad again.

"I know why you care about him so much." Zhuo Wenxin looked at Shen Chuan again, "Because there are seeds in his eyes, but now, I made a substitute." He stretched out his right hand and slowly covered it Then, under the surprised eyes of Shen Chuan and Lu Xuan, he dug his right eye hard, and the blood sprayed on the ground in an instant.

"Zhuo Wenxin!" Lu Xuan exclaimed, he couldn't believe that he would do this!

Even Shen Chuan, who was always calm, was stunned for a moment, frowned and looked at him laughing, with blood dripping from one eye socket, as if he didn't feel pain, he lifted the thing in his hand in front of him.

"See? I can do this. Do you believe in my ability?"

Looking down at the eyeball in his hand, he regained his usual calmness.

"It won't work." He said, "Except for the one in Lu Xuan's eyes, there will be no other seeds."

"You lied to me!" Zhuo Wenxin, who was denied, couldn't help roaring.He lost one right eye and his face was covered with blood, his appearance was horrifying, and even his roar became even crazier. "Why? Why don't you believe me..."

He didn't have any special abilities, so he always worked hard, absorbing all the knowledge like a sponge, just to get the approval of this man one day and truly occupy a place in the organization.

He wanted to prove to everyone that he had the brains to lead them, and to prove to this man in front of him that he was the best and only successor.

"Zhuo Wenxin—" Lu Xuan wanted to comfort him.

"Shut up!" He snarled at him in an ungrateful voice, and then stared at Shen Chuan with one eye, while the latter's face was still indifferent and calm.

"I have completed your experiment. This seed can definitely keep the tree alive. At that time, I will be its owner, and everyone's life will be in my hands!"

Shen Chuan listened to him quietly, then shook his head. "You are too smart, so you are too proud. You have never failed until now, so you think that there is no failure in your world. You are wrong."

Zhuo Wenxin stared at him blankly, his body shook violently.The symptoms of excessive blood loss became more and more obvious, and his eyes began to blur.

"Zhuo Wenxin, stop the bleeding quickly, don't go crazy!" Lu Xuan yelled anxiously, wanting to knock him out.

Shen Chuan looked at the person who could not stand still, "If you want to survive, stop the bleeding."

"No..." smiled, Zhuo Wenxin shook his head, "I'm not crazy, I'm sober, it's you who are crazy—you don't believe me."

Lu Xuan frowned, and wanted to step forward, but was stopped by Shen Chuan.

"You all don't believe me, I just have to prove it to you." Clenching the things in his hand, Zhuo Wenxin looked up at Shen Chuan, "I want you to know that I can surpass you, and choosing me is the right choice !” After speaking, he strode towards the tree.

"Zhuo Wenxin!" Lu Xuan thought Zhuo Wenxin was a mental patient before, but now he thinks he is a lunatic! "Zhuo Wenxin, stop for me!"

He was about to rush over to grab Zhuo Wenxin, but Shen Chuan suddenly grabbed his arm.

He turned back anxiously and angrily, only to see Shen Chuan shaking his head at him, "Don't let him go, he won't want to live, you don't understand the feeling of living like a walking dead."

Hearing this, Lu Xuan was stunned, and stared blankly at the person who had already arrived under the tree.

"Let him try it, if it succeeds—" Shen Chuan didn't say any more.

"No..." Lu Xuan shook her head woodenly.

He felt it, he felt the breath of death—

When Zhuo Wenxin walked to the tree, he could no longer support himself and staggered to the ground.

The whole tree reacted to his approach, and the leaves rustled. Listening carefully, there seemed to be children's laughter mixed in, thinly.

Zhuo Wenxin climbed two more steps forward, looking at this weird and magical creature.He once read Shen Chuan's research records, which recorded everything about this tree in detail. No one but him could understand the confidential information, so he believed that the "seed" he made with his right eye It will definitely work.

If he wants to succeed, he can only succeed!

Trembling, he stretched out his hand and spread out his palm. The bloody "seed" was made by him at the cost of his right eye, and he knew that he had no way out.

The laughter in his ears seemed to grow louder, and he frowned.

He hated that kind of laughter, like it was mocking him.

Holding the "seed", he slowly put his hand on the tree trunk, so nervous that he didn't even dare to take a breath, until his hand went into the tree without hindrance, he was relieved and laughed.

It worked!

"Successful!"

Lu Xuan's heart tightened, while Shen Chuan looked at him blankly and turned around and laughed at them.

"See, I succeeded! I succeeded... ah!"

Turning his head, Zhuo Wenxin stared at the tree covering his entire arm, like a membrane, which was slowly spreading.

"how come……"

It turned out that what the tree wanted was not the "seed", but him, but by the time he realized it, it was too late.

"Zhuo Wenxin!" Just as Lu Xuan was about to rush over, Zhuo Wenxin's whole body was already wrapped by the tree.

At that moment, Lu Xuan froze for a moment, as if she saw the embryos wrapped in the red film, just like the current Zhuo Wenxin—or they in the future—

For a moment, he seemed to see Zhuo Wenxin smiling at him, and at that moment, he knew better what he didn't want.

None of them wanted to.

Chapter10

To be a detective, even if you want to degenerate, you have to be handsome and squirt some blood first.

Watching Zhuo Wenxin disappear, Lu Xuan's mind went blank, as if she had witnessed too many deaths and finally became numb.

But when Shen Chuan hugged him from behind, he realized that hot tears had already slipped from his eyes.

Not for others, but for himself.

Because he was abandoned—

Freedom, the word never came to mind at first, because he thought that there would be no one else in his life, and staying by Shen Chuan's side all his life was the reason for his life.But after living outside the organization for more than two years, he realized that he could live alone, and that little memory was enough for him to survive.

He thought about whether it would be better if he and Shen Chuan met for the first time in the hotel, and the answer seemed obvious.

"Don't cry..." Shen Chuan wiped away his tears with his fingers.

Lu Xuan thought, even if he could choose, he might not choose to forget the days when he was with this person. At that time, Shen Chuan taught him how to live.

Finally, he smiled, even a little relaxed in his smile.

"Lu Xuan?" Shen Chuan didn't know why.

"In the past, I listened to you about everything, but after you left, I listened to my senior brother—" Lu Xuan stepped back as she said, "Later, I also left, met Chen Chuan, and was tricked by Chen Chuan There was no room for parrying, I was still not convinced at first, but after knowing it was you, I understood it, but—”

"Lu Xuan, come here, come to me, and say it in front of me!" Seeing him getting further and further away, Shen Chuan wanted to pull him, but he raised his hand to stop him.

"Listen to me." He said, "It's just that I have lived for so many years, and have been a junior and a junior for so long, so I have to make my own decisions in my lifetime, right?" He said with a smile, and turned Turned around and took two steps forward.

Shen Chuan frowned and called him, and was about to catch up, but saw Lu Xuan's feet suddenly go limp, and knelt down on the ground.

"Lu Xuan!" He quickly rushed over and half-kneeled beside him.

Lu Xuan knelt on the ground, the blood on her face ran down like tears, making Shen Chuan even feel pain in breathing. "What’s wrong with you?"

Lu Xuan lowered her head, covered her right eye with both hands, blood dripped down her chin, and her right hand on her knee was tightly clenched into a fist, even the knuckles were white.

Suffocating for breath, Shen Chuan stretched out his hand and raised his face carefully. "Let go of your hands! Hurry up—" His hands were shaking, but he still insisted on gently pulling away Lu Xuan's hand covering his right eye.

As soon as the hand was removed, the empty right eye appeared in front of his eyes like a bloody hole, which made him completely stunned.

After living for so long, this was the first time that he felt his body was bitingly cold like being immersed in ice water.

He knew how painful it would be to forcefully take out that thing, and even felt like dying once, because he had already become a part of Lu Xuan's body.

Lu Xuan panted slowly, feeling that the picture in front of her was gradually distorted.

Without his right eye, he can still see things, but in addition to the severe pain, there are other sensations, which are indescribable.

Maybe it's just pain, he won't die, he will only live in pain.

Stretching out his hand, he handed the things in his palm to Shen Chuan, his blood-stained eyeballs exuded a faint red luster like pearls.

But suddenly he shook hands again and said, "I'm going to destroy it."

This was his final decision, or rather his first.

Shen Chuan didn't respond, and he didn't intend to take back the seeds, because he couldn't bear to look at the sight of the person in front of him losing his right eye.

He never thought of taking out that seed in this way, if he did it, he would never let Lu Xuan lose his sight, and now...

"Why... do you want to do this?" Frowning, he stretched out his hands and pressed Lu Xuan's head on his chest, feeling that his chest was soon soaked with hot liquid, but Lu Xuan's blood or tears could not be distinguished .

"...You don't know us, you never did." Lu Xuan whispered while lying on his chest. In his memory, he had never been so honest. "You don't understand me either, people change."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Shen Chuan apologized over and over again, "I'm sorry, but you only need to believe me in one thing, just one thing, you must believe me!"

"I asked you if you would like to die with me," Lu Xuan ignored his words, just looked at him and said, her face was pale and her lips were bloodless, "I'll ask again now, are you willing? "

Shen Chuan didn't answer, just looked at him quietly, and then held his clenched hand.

Feeling his silent response, Lu Xuan laughed, and suddenly became a little shy to make a joke. "Am I ugly now?"

After being stunned for a moment, Shen Chuan raised the corner of his mouth, "Very cute."

"……nonsense!"

"Really, the first time I saw you, I thought you were cute."

"How old was I at that time? You are a pedophile!" Hearing him say that again, Lu Xuan once again scolded him for his special hobby.

"Maybe, anyway, I saw you, skinny and small, hiding in the corner, looking up at me and then running away in fright like a little mouse. At that time, I thought, this child is so cute."

It's like a small chat between ordinary lovers. It's the first time for them, and it may be the last time.

After an unknown amount of time, the conversation between the two finally stopped.Shen Chuan stretched out his hand and tore off the vine that was trying to climb onto Lu Xuan's arm, burning it to pieces in an instant.

At this time, Lu Xuan was no longer bleeding, but there was no way to fill up the empty eyeballs.He lowered his head and looked at his clenched right hand.

"Burn it?"

Hearing Shen Chuan's question suddenly, he raised his head, and saw that Shen Chuan was holding a few vines connected to the trees in his hands. Those things seemed to have feelings, wriggling and struggling in his hands, and they were alive just by looking at them. scary.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Shen Chuan smiled, and then a fire ignited in his hand, and quickly burned towards the tree along the vine branches.

The whole tree quickly turned into a ball of fire, and the raging fire almost illuminated the entire basement, more dazzling than sunlight.

This was the first time that Lu Xuan saw Shen Chuan's flames at such a close distance, the brilliant colors were like a work of art.

The fruit on the tree made a shrill cry, like a crying child, shaking like fallen leaves in the wind.

Looking at the burning tree, Lu Xuan suddenly thought of what Sen once said, there might be their companions on it——

It was as if something had been taken away from my heart.

"What's wrong?" Shen Chuan walked behind him and hugged him, and the two looked at the burning flames together, as if they were witnessing something.

Lu Xuan stretched out her hand to cover Shen Chuan's on her chest, waited for a while, then pulled it up and put it on her lips.

Shen Chuan didn't move, didn't ask, and quietly let him manipulate him.

The lips opened and closed slightly, like a thin kiss, which was numb and itchy on the back of the hand, and accompanied by a soft bass, it was transmitted to the heart.

"One line of heaven, one line of hell, whichever is closer to you, I will find you there, because you owe me a word."

Although the voice of the person in front of him was very small, Shen Chuan still heard it.He smiled silently, stroked Lu Xuan's head, then turned his head and pressed a kiss on his cheek.

"This time, let me wait for you."

end

The sins of the past will one day be repaid with the color embryo...

The rain at the end of this season is a bit inexplicable.

When the seasons turn, it's time to mess around with clothes.

Some people wear long-sleeved clothes in a standard manner, even if it is hot, they just take off their coats, while younger people put on short-sleeved clothes long ago, and girls even wear short skirts. The bright and cute candy colors that are popular this year are also It is a beautiful scenery on the road.

In the early morning, the trees that have just been washed by the rain are lush and lush, and the color of the leaves is much brighter. The dewy flowers in the garden are even more beautiful, and even the air is full of the unique fresh smell of plants.

In the hospital building, in the corridor, two young nurses pushed the medicine-changing trolley past the door of each ward, talking softly as they walked.

"Are you going to change the medicines of the patients in the VIP room again?" one of them asked.

"Yeah." The other nodded, lowering his voice. "The headmaster has ordered you to take good care of him."

The patient in the VIP room was not seriously ill. Although the entire right eye was gone, it was a serious injury, but other parts were normal, but the director repeatedly asked them to take good care of that patient.

"Wow! So difficult to serve?"

"It's okay, that patient..." The nurse thought for a while. "To be honest, don't bother us too much."

Hearing this, the other asked again, "I heard that the patient is very young?"

"Well, the medical record says he's 26 years old, and he looks pretty good, but—" the nurse hesitated for a while, and then continued to speak subtly after being repeatedly questioned by her colleagues. "He seems to be mentally disturbed."

In the end, amidst "it's a pity", the two walked further and further apart.

On the sixth floor of the hospital, in a spacious and quiet ward, the white walls and sheets looked monotonous, but against the bright red camellias blooming in the vase on the window sill, it became fresh and elegant.

This is a ward located in the corner, the location is very good, few people usually pass by, the window is facing the garden, and you can see a good view by standing in front of the window.

Doctors and nurses will come to round the room every hour, just for the patients who should be of great background.

On the hospital bed, the man was wearing a light blue patient suit and was sitting half-lying on the head of the bed, with his upper body leaning on the thick cushion, looking sideways out of the window in a daze.

His right eye and head were wrapped with white gauze, which covered almost half of his face, and the other eye reflected the sunlight outside the window, showing no emotional fluctuations.

Not long after, the door was pushed open from the outside, and a young nurse came in pushing the dressing trolley.

"Mr. Lu, are you feeling better today?"

Lu Xuan blinked her left eye, turned around a few seconds later, and smiled slightly.

"not bad."

"Is today's lunch to your liking?" The nurse picked up a bottle of medicine jar and poured it into the small cup according to the dosage. Soon, the small cup was almost filled with all kinds of colorful pills and capsules .

"Not bad." After a while, Lu Xuan replied with a smile.

Seeing him like this, the nurse sighed slightly, but still kept smiling, and handed the small cup to Lu Xuan, "Then take the medicine."

After taking over, Lu Xuan just fiddled with the medicines with her fingers, like a child playing with something novel.

"Mr. Lu, stop playing, obediently take the medicine." After pouring water, the nurse coaxed him nicely.

Looking up at her, Lu Xuan obediently took the water glass and finished the medicine in one go.

Seeing this, the nurse smiled and breathed a sigh of relief.Although this Mr. Lu has some mental problems, it is not serious, and he is basically very well-behaved.

It's just a pity, even though he is so young, he has a mental problem and is blind in one eye. Otherwise, he must be a young master of a rich family to be able to live here and receive such good treatment.

After receiving the water glass, the nurse packed up the things and asked again, "Do you want to go for a walk?" After finishing speaking, she added, "Only in the small garden!"

The corner of her mouth raised an almost invisible arc, Lu Xuan shook her head, then turned around, and continued to stare out the window in a daze as before.

"Then I'll be leaving first. If you need anything, just press the red button on the bedside, remember!" The nurse pushed the cart and was about to leave——

"Paeonia, is it blooming?" Lu Xuan asked suddenly.

The nurse was taken aback by his question, then frowned. "I don't know much about this, but it's already this season, so it doesn't seem to be open."

Lu Xuan blinked, turned her head and smiled at her, one eye was full of a smile, which made people feel like a spring breeze.

The nurse also smiled at him before leaving.

In the following time, Lu Xuan was like a bird in a cage, staring at the floating clouds outside the window in a daze. It took an unknown amount of time before she slowly looked back.

He stretched out his hand to cover the gauze over his right eye, the tightly wrapped wound was still painful.The wound healed very slowly this time, but it was still healing bit by bit, as if the wound healed as fast as he wanted to live.

He finally knew that his desire to survive was also one of the conditions for living.

He hated his cowardice a bit, but he didn't regret it, because he still couldn't give up those people after all.

The door suddenly opened again, but it was not a nurse who came in.

Lu Xuan didn't look back, but just quietly looked out the window.

Shen Chuan looked at him, smiled, walked to the window and took out the camellia from the glass bottle, and then inserted the flowers in his hand.

Lu Xuan took a look and was slightly taken aback.

It was a bright red peony, blooming like a ball of flowers.

After putting the flowers away, Shen Chuan turned around, went to the bed and sat down, reached out and touched Lu Xuan's head, and asked softly, "Did you behave well today?"

Lu Xuan still looked at the peony, not answering his words.

And as if he was used to his silence, Shen Chuan didn't care, just put his arms around his shoulders, sat on the bed with him intimately, talked about trivial topics, and stayed for a whole morning.

When Lu Xuan closed her eyes, as if about to fall asleep, Shen Chuan suddenly asked, "Can you stop playing dumb with me?"

He still didn't move.

Shen Chuan sighed, "You can do whatever you want, but there is no point in confronting me silently like this."

This time, Lu Xuan finally opened her eyes, looked at him and laughed twice, "You think too complicated."

This is the first sentence that Lu Xuan said to him in so many days. Before Shen Chuan had time to rejoice, he heard another sentence from him——

"I'm just too lazy to talk to you."

It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it, or you don't want to say it, as long as you speak.Shen Chuan put away the helplessness in his heart and asked, "Then what do you want to do in the future?"

This is also their first serious topic in so many days.

Lu Xuan raised the corners of her mouth and replied nonchalantly, "Probably go back and grow flowers for my brother, or continue to open a detective agency to catch rapes for women and find lost cats and dogs."

"what about me?"

Lu Xuan turned her head away, looked at Shaoyao on the window sill, and naturally thought of that person.

"...When will they come back, I will reconsider you."

"Is this unfair to me?" Shen Chuan asked half-jokingly.

Lu Xuan just glanced at him, pulled her lips and said nothing.

fair unfair