black rose of sin city

When a detective meets an old acquaintance, it is [-]% the beginning of a nightmare.

In the remote small garden of the house, the old man was holding a basket full of paper money.He muttered something all the way as he walked, while grabbing paper money and throwing it into the air.Pieces of paper money fell down like snow.

Until the last one was scattered, he stood still and raised his head to look at the sky. It was obviously a night with few stars, but there was a sense of sadness.

After a long time, he lowered his head, wiped the corners of his eyes with his hand, turned around with an empty basket, and left with a staggering pace. Compared with the daytime, he suddenly seemed to be several years older.

Walking to the backyard, he came to a door and didn't go in. He just stood at the door and watched until he found that the copper lock on the door had been tampered with, and his face turned pale in an instant.

He stretched out his hand tremblingly, and as soon as he touched the lock, the lock fell from the door.

After a silent scream, the old man's entire expression turned ferocious.He raised his head and looked around. In the dark night, there was no one else but him. He gritted his teeth and turned around quickly.

It's just that when he hurried back to the main hall, a lamp on the table turned on at some point. He was a little puzzled, and then suddenly found a person sitting on the chair beside him.He was startled, but calmed down quickly.

"Who are you? Why are you here?"

No one has visited this village for many years, except Yun Chuyang, Shen Chuan, and Lu Xuan who came back recently, and now a stranger suddenly came, which made the old man more puzzled than surprised.

In the dim light, the man's tall figure cast a shadow on the wall, and the aura emanating from his body gave people a full sense of oppression.He smiled slightly, "I'm here to find someone."

The old man frowned, "Who are you looking for?"

"Yun Chuyang."

As soon as his face changed, the old man immediately replied sharply, "There is no such person here!"

The man raised the corner of his mouth, with a cold smile in his eyes, "Yes. But there were originally, but you sold him out."

With a "snap", the basket fell from the old man's hand, and his snow-white beard trembled slightly with his body, "We don't welcome outsiders here, please leave immediately!"

As if he didn't hear it, the man in a black windbreaker sat on a chair and looked around, with a sarcasm on his face, "Outsiders are not welcome? But there were only a few outsiders here a few days ago, right?"

"What are you doing?!" The old man finally couldn't help but growl.

"I said, I'm here to find Yun Chuyang." The man still replied calmly.

"I told you he's not here!"

"Yes." The man nodded, stood up from the chair, walked towards the old man, and said, "Because you sold him and exchanged him for the method of absorbing energy from others to maintain longevity. Drain the village dry one by one—"

The secrets of the past were revealed, and in an instant, the old man seemed to have been torn off his mask, his expression became ferocious, and his youthful face became like rough tree lines, with tangled wrinkles extending from the corners of his eyes and around his mouth open.

Indeed, as the person in front of him said, he can survive to this day entirely by absorbing energy from the villagers.A person's life will eventually end, and the energy in the body is exhausted, that is, when a person is about to die, but he wants to live, he really wants to.His ancestors were members of the royal family, and his family was huge. Since he was a child, he was dressed in luxurious clothes and had no worries about food and clothing. He lived in luxury and money. His desire for power and money grew with age. He knew that no matter how happy life is, it is not short. In just a few decades, all the glory and wealth will one day have to be given up.

He was not reconciled, so he began to devote himself to cultivation, and came to this deep mountain to study the way of longevity.

But now that he is in his twilight years, he finally discovered that the so-called "longevity" is just an illusion.People in the village died one by one, but their souls still lingered here. One day he would die too, and then he would pay the price for what he had done.

"Who are you? Who the hell are you?"

"Don't worry, I won't kill you."

The man stood in front of the old man, who subconsciously took a step back, his whole body trembling.

"Your deadline is approaching. If you don't want to suffer, I advise you to kill yourself."

"You!" This is a naked curse!The old man was trembling all over, like a tree branch in the wind, his face was ashen, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

The man sneered a few times, looking at the old man whose appearance did not match his age, as if he was looking at a shriveled and shriveled clown, "You should be very clear about what I said." After speaking, he suddenly reached out and grabbed the old man's neck.

"Ah! You, you—" The old man struggled in a panic, trying to pull his hand away, but no matter how hard he tried, the man remained motionless.

"Look at what you look like now." The man narrowed his eyes slightly, his face full of contempt, "Using other people's lives to keep myself alive, and it turned out to be the person you are now!"

The old man couldn't make a sound, he just pulled his hand, his toes lifted off the ground bit by bit, his breath was rapid, like a dying fish, and his face gradually turned blue.

The man looked at him without any sympathy on his face. Just when the old man started to roll his eyes, he let go and patted the old man's arm at the same time.

The old man fell to the ground, gasping for breath, coughing painfully while clutching his neck.How long has it been since he felt this feeling that he was only one step away from death? !

When he came back to his senses, the strange man had disappeared, the surroundings were pitch black, and there was no feeling that anyone had been there. If it wasn't for the tingling pain on his neck that kept reminding him, he would definitely think that everything just now was just an illusion .

But thinking of what the man said just now, he couldn't resign himself to fate anymore.He didn't want to die, after working so hard for so long, he couldn't let himself get nothing in the end.He really wanted to live, so——

Gritting his teeth, the old man slowly stood up from the ground.

Lu Xuan shivered and woke up suddenly.The window didn't know when it was blown open by the wind, and the leaves hit the glass, rustling.He was lying naked on the bed, only his lower body was covered with a quilt, his body was unbearably cold.

The kerosene lamp on the table has been extinguished, but the moon is in the sky, and the whole room is brightly illuminated by the moon.He turned over and pulled the quilt over his body. His body slowly warmed up, but he never felt sleepy again.

He didn't know how long he slept after Shen Chuan left, it didn't seem long, he just closed his eyes for a moment, but the uneasiness in his heart gradually expanded.

He knew that this place was a bit strange, but because Yun Chuyang brought him here, he didn't want to be suspicious.It's just that his purpose was very clear at first, but now, it's a little unclear.

Sighing, Lu Xuan sat up from the bed, several places on his body were still sore and sore, he couldn't help but sigh that he was getting old.

I just thought about his current physical condition, and didn't know what it would be like when I was really too old to move.

After putting on his clothes, he walked to the window and took a look outside. The air after the rain was extraordinarily fresh, mixed with a coolness, which made people wake up instantly.

At that moment, the things that had been hesitant seemed to have come to fruition.

After thinking about it, he reached out to close the window, turned and left the room.

When he came outside, Lu Xuan walked aimlessly in the house.He has seen through this place. Although there are many houses, there are as few people as rare animals. If you want to meet a living person, you can only rely on luck. Not to mention Yun Chuyang, even Shen Chuan is nowhere to be seen—where did he die? Already?

After walking for a long time, he didn't see anyone. When he was complaining in his heart, he found that he seemed to have walked to a strange place - the back of the house.

Scores of woods are dark blue under the moonlight, and there is a river with a person standing by the river, with a layer of water vapor floating on the surface of the river. At first glance, it is definitely a daunting picture.

But he didn't leave, not because he was bold, but because he saw that the man was Yun Chuyang.

Yun Chuyang also seemed to notice that someone was coming, and turned around slowly.

Lu Xuan didn't speak, and walked towards him stepping on the wet soil. "Why are you here?"

Yun Chuyang smiled faintly, and the moonlight shone on his face, making his delicate face more radiant, "If you can't sleep, come out for a walk."

"I'm not afraid of falling into the river!" Lu Xuan said half-jokingly.Although the moon was very bright tonight, Yun Chuyang couldn't see it. It would be dangerous to wander alone by the river.

"Well," Yun Chuyang unexpectedly nodded, "I almost stepped into the river just now."

As soon as Lu Xuan lowered her head, sure enough, Yun Chuyang's pants were wet for a while, just reaching the knees.

"What are you doing!" He frowned, stretched out his hand to hold Yun Chuyang's arm, "Let's go, go back and change clothes, you still want to dry naturally here?"

"No need." Yun Chuyang shook his head, "Come chat with me here for a while."

His appearance made Lu Xuan feel a little strange, but Yun Chuyang just looked back at the river without any expression.

Letting go, Lu Xuan stood beside him, knowing that there are some things that must be made clear.

It's just that neither of the two of them had the intention to speak first, they just quietly looked at the calm river, the air was filled with the smell of rotten water plants, for no reason Lu Xuan suddenly wanted to smoke, just when he was about to rummage through his pockets , Yun Chuyang finally spoke.

"Did you see that tree?"

He froze for a moment, then nodded, took out a pack of cigarettes with only one cigarette left in his pocket, pulled it out and put it to his mouth, "Yeah." Although it was only in a dream.

The corner of Yun Chuyang's mouth raised a wry smile, and he was silent for a while before saying, "The people you see under the tree are basically dead or dying."

The smoke fell from his mouth unknowingly, Lu Xuan stared at him blankly, "...what?"

Yun Chuyang didn't answer, and ignored Lu Xuan's surprise, and walked two steps towards the river.

Lu Xuan behind her thought for a while and followed.

The moonlight reflected on the river, glowing a deserted white, which also made this sparsely populated village even more lonely.Lu Xuan lowered her head, watching the water waves on the river surface getting bigger and bigger, and the misty water vapor seemed to form some pattern——

"Did you see it?" Yun Chuyang asked.

Lu Xuan knew that this was Yun Chuyang's most basic ability, but she still shook her head, "No."

Without speaking, Yun Chuyang continued to look at the river, and asked again after a few seconds. "What did you see?"

This time, Lu Xuan frowned, he really saw it.

"A tree..." was similar to the one in his dream, but not quite the same.This tree is bigger, full of red leaves, and huge fruit—

"If you still want to see something, just keep thinking about it." Yun Chuyang said, "You will know what you want."

Lu Xuan felt that this was like a dream-realizing game, but her thoughts were out of control.Yun Chuyang said that he could think about what he wanted to see, but he found that the things gradually emerging in front of his eyes were not what he wanted at all, just like that dream, his eyes were covered by overwhelming blood, and he was caught between the blood. In the middle, seeing Qi Shaowu whose wings were torn off was lying in a pool of blood——

The pupils dilated instantly, and Lu Xuan twitched. When he wanted to reach out to Qi Shaowu, the scene suddenly changed.

Pieces of blood red turned white, and in the heavy snow, a small figure curled up under a tree——

His eyes suddenly got wet, just because he saw the man walk under the tree and stretch out his hand towards the boy.

That snowy day is still very real in his heart until today, as if there is nothing else in his memory except that day.

Then, he saw himself running happily when he was a child, and that kind of happiness can still be felt now.Suddenly he fell down and couldn't get up lying on the ground. Tears rolled in his eyes, and he wanted to cry, but he seemed to know that he couldn't cry.

Lu Xuan felt as if he was standing in front of himself when he was a child. He wanted to reach out to him, but another man came from behind him, passed through his body, and hugged the little Lu Xuan who was lying on the ground.

This picture does not exist in his memory, it is like a missing piece of memory, the only thing he remembers about that person is the picture of him reaching out to him in the snow.

The man hugged little Lu Xuan like a kind father, and stretched out his hand to gently wipe away his tears with his fingertips. Lu Xuan could vaguely hear their laughter.He closed his eyes, his ears were filled with laughter, and the voice of a man calling his name over and over again——

Xiaoxuan, you have to grow up quickly——

Do you want to be with me forever?

Then he heard his childhood self say, "I want to be with you forever—"

It turned out that the oath was given to him by himself.

"Lu Xuan? Lu Xuan!"

Lu Xuan opened her eyes suddenly, and the image in front of her completely disappeared, replaced by Yun Chuyang's worried face.

"Are you OK?"

Wiping the corners of her eyes, Lu Xuan shook her head, "What did I see?"

"I don't know, maybe it's your past memory, maybe it's something that will happen in the future, but what those are, only you know." Yun Chuyang said, sighing, "I can only help you so far Yes. I should apologize to you—"

Lu Xuan frowned inexplicably.

Originally, Yun Chuyang wanted to say something, but after all, he didn't know how to speak, so he shook his head with a smile. "Forget it, let's not talk about that."

Lu Xuan looked at him for a while, then suddenly said, "I want to ask you something."

"what?"

"Why can't I die? Can you tell me?"

Yun Chuyang paused, then turned his head to look at Lu Xuan, as if he heard something terrible.

His expression made Lu Xuan even more suspicious, "Do you know? What do you know?! Tell me!"

Yun Chuyang didn't say anything, Yun Chuyang seemed to be thinking about it, but in the end he shook his head twice, "Some things, it's better not to know than to know, just pretend you don't know, don't think so much."

"Do you know Shen Chuan?" Lu Xuan asked again.

Yun Chuyang was not surprised that he would ask, "I don't remember, this time, I really don't remember. And there are too many similar people in the world, even if they look exactly the same, they may not be the same person."

His words hit the nail on the head, Lu Xuan remained silent, her brows were knotted like knots.In fact, he himself didn't know why he suddenly asked Yun Chuyang this question. Maybe he accidentally regarded Yun Chuyang as the one who revealed the answer, but Yun Chuyang obviously never wanted to do this.

"Sorry, I—" Lu Xuan said halfway, Yun Chuyang interrupted him.

"Go back tomorrow."

"Us? What about you?"

Yun Chuyang didn't answer right away, he was silent for a while before he smiled and said, "I still have something to do, so I won't leave. Even if I leave, there's nowhere to go—"

"I—" Lu Xuan was about to speak, but Yun Chuyang shook his head at him again, and stretched out his hand to grope in mid-air, as if wanting to touch him.

Lu Xuan didn't move, let Yun Chuyang's cold hand cover his face, and then moved to his right eye little by little.

After a while, Yun Chuyang put down his hand, and said inexplicably, "If you want to get rid of it, maybe it will be better to be blind like me."

Lu Xuan frowned, not understanding what he meant, and wanted to ask, but seeing Yun Chuyang suddenly couldn't ask.

"It's late, go to sleep." Yun Chuyang said softly.

After thinking about it, Lu Xuan said, "I'll see you off." Then she wanted to hold his hand, but Yun Chuyang shook his head, turned around and walked away slowly.

After only a few steps, he lowered his head and began to cough violently.

Just when Lu Xuan couldn't help but wanted to pat him on the back, Yun Chuyang suddenly said, "Don't get close to that tree."

He didn't know what "that tree" was referring to, if it was the one in his dream, or something else.

At this time, Yun Chuyang, who had walked dozens of steps away, suddenly stopped again. Just when Lu Xuan thought he was going to say something, he continued to walk. Lu Xuan looked at his back, and that feeling was the same as before. It was the same when Qi Shaowu left.

After Yun Chuyang could no longer be seen, Lu Xuan stood by the river for a while, and finally bent down to pick up a stone and threw it into the river.

Hold!Each of them is like this——

Sometimes when people get depressed, they seem to be unable to stop.After half a day of wind blowing by the river, the moon has moved to the other side of the sky, even the sky has turned white, and the water vapor on the river has dissipated a lot. The river water turned out to be extremely deep blue, like the sea , Watching it for a long time will make people fear from the bottom of their hearts.

When returning to the house, Lu Xuan felt that instead of being clear-headed, her mind became more chaotic.Ever since he met Yun Chuyang, everything was like a dream, and he couldn't tell the difference between dreams and reality more and more.Maybe he shouldn't have come at all, not because he regretted it, but he couldn't help but think, what would have happened if he had told Guan Junyan about Yun Chuyang?

Upstairs, Lu Xuan walked step by step along the corridor. Although there was a carpet under her feet, there was still the occasional sound of wood being squeezed.

The huge house was eerily quiet, and there were no lights. If it wasn't for daytime, you might not even be able to tell the direction.

It's just that after walking a few steps, Lu Xuan felt as if something was following him. It's not like he didn't have this feeling before, but it was very clear at this time.

Suddenly there was a sound like a window opening, he stood quietly, and walked to the door of a room not far away.

The door was ajar, he opened it slowly, and a cool breeze blew out from the room.

I saw the man named Xiao Liu standing in front of the window, his face paler in the darkness, his untied hair hanging over his shoulders, and the strands of hair occasionally fluttering in the wind.

In all fairness, seeing this scene all of a sudden, it's good enough not to scream in fright.

Looking at the man in front of him who looked three parts like a man and seven parts like a ghost, Lu Xuan didn't say a word.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Xiao Liu turned around, smiled when he saw Lu Xuan, leaned against the window and looked at him and asked, "It's almost dawn, why don't you go to rest?" He had a smile on his face, It's just that there seems to be something more than during the day. "Is there anything I need? Just give me a small order—"

Lu Xuan narrowed her eyes, looked at the person in front of her, was silent for a while, then suddenly called out, "Liuhuo."

Xiao Liu was stunned for a moment, as if he was a little dazed, but finally he grinned.

"Finally I was recognized by you, Lu Xuan." As if helpless, he stretched out his hand and began to wipe his cheeks. The paleness was immediately wiped off, as if a layer of skin had been shed, and then the whole face changed.

The lifeless pale face became alive until the last layer of camouflage was removed, and Liu Huo returned to his original face with a good-natured smile.

"Unfortunately, I lost weight for a week, and even the size of my trousers was one size smaller."

Lu Xuan frowned, and said earnestly: "With your virtue, if you want others to not recognize you, you can only go for plastic surgery."

"Your mouth is much worse than before, it's really gratifying." Liuhuo smiled and shook his head, "Plastic plastic surgery is a small matter, but being recognized by you is a big thing."

It is absolutely impossible to meet an old acquaintance here. It is absolutely impossible to be as simple as a coincidence. Lu Xuan has already begun to doubt in her heart, but she still looks indifferent on the surface.

"I didn't know you were working here." He shrugged, "Don't worry, I won't tell."

The corners of Liuhuo's mouth twitched twice, and he folded his arms around his chest and glared at him, "I said before, why did everyone think you were a cold guy?"

Probably because of staying outside for too long, the skin is thick.Lu Xuan answered in her heart. "you alone?"

Liu Huo didn't speak, but his expression already showed that it was impossible.

For a moment, Lu Xuan had a bad feeling, very bad.

Liu Huo said again: "Now, do you choose to follow me obediently, or do you want me to pack you up and take you away?"

Lu Xuan raised her eyebrows, "You are the same as before, only what you say is the happiest."

Liu Huo raised his eyebrows, and said a word between his lips, "Hand."

With a "huh", Lu Xuan's left hand burned instantly like a flame meeting alcohol.

Tsk!Lu Xuan gritted her teeth, clenched her fist and swung it twice vigorously to shake off the flames.The hand was not injured, but half of the sleeve was burned off.

Smiling viciously, Liu Huo grinned and said, "Do you want to burn your little brother this time? Burn a hole so that you can do things more conveniently."

The ability of Liuhuo is like a kind of prank. He can make objects burn without using any external force. To put it plainly, he can burn wherever he wants, but the degree of burning will vary depending on the object itself. The better the material, the better it will be. There is also more room to play.

Lu Xuan will always remember that when he was a teenager, his clothes were burned off by the fire, and he ran naked once.Although Liuhuo's fate was not much better later on, the seeds of hatred were often planted in childhood, and since then, the two have disliked each other.

Although half of the man's friendship was formed by typing, the two of them did not meet for a long time after that, and the childlike fun of their youth was also worn down by the cruel life without even a single residue. In the end, only the survivors were left. Thoughts, I can't hold anything else.

"I won't go with you." Lu Xuan said, "If you have the ability, you can put me down, or kill me and carry me back."

Liuhuo burst out laughing, and after laughing, the eyes that looked at him were so gentle that water would drip out.

"I dare not, how could he be willing to kill you?"

Yun Chuyang groped all the way into the room, his fingers became more and more stiff, and his feet began to become inflexible. He had only been back for a few days.

How long does he have left, and can he last until the last second?He didn't want to think about these things anymore.

After walking a few steps, he staggered suddenly. He couldn't support himself, and fell down, his limbs hit the cold ground heavily, which hurt a lot.

He lay on the ground without getting up, and suddenly began to hate himself like this, like a waste.

There was a throbbing pain in his chest, and he slowly sat up from the ground. Just as he was about to reach out to rub his sore knee, the other hand had already covered it.

Warm big hands gently rubbed his knees, just like at that time——

Yun Chuyang's eyes were instantly red, and he quickly lowered his head, trying to stop the tears that were about to burst into his eyes.

He finally came.

"It hurts?" Someone asked, his tone full of love.

Shaking his head, Yun Chuyang didn't speak, and let him continue until the man reached out and touched his head before he sighed.

Obviously waited for so long, but now it's really here, but it's so unreal.

He and Guan Junyan are like creatures in the water and on the shore, they can only look at each other forever, but cannot be together.

"You know I will come to you, why do you keep avoiding me?" Guan Junyan pressed his head to his chest, letting him listen to the heartbeat that seemed to be beating for him.

"I knew you would come..." Closing his eyes, he sniffed the man's breath almost greedily, feeling his temperature. Yun Chuyang knew that he was the happiest only when he was by this man's side, like Like really being alive.He held Guan Junyan's arm tightly, "I have been waiting for you for ten years." His life is not easy for a few decades.

"Chuyang..." Guan Junyan hugged the person in his arms tightly. This might be their last hug.

"I want you to take me away. I know the ending, but I still have this kind of delusion. I thought I could gamble with myself, but in the end, everything is really destined."

"Chuyang, I love you." Very, very much.He never gave Yun Chuyang anything, but Yun Chuyang has been waiting for him, and never asked him for anything. "I love you, Chuyang—"

Yun Chuyang raised the corners of his mouth, tears slowly slid down his cheeks, his pupils didn't have any luster, but they already contained all his emotions.

He had been waiting ten years for this man's hug, and what he finally got was only ten minutes now.

"I really, really want to be free..."

With this body, the sin of destroying the cycle of heaven and reincarnation, waiting for someone endlessly, he can no longer hold on.

"Chuyang..." Guan Junyan tightly hugged the person in his arms.

The only person he loves already knows what he is going to do, their fate, he has known for a long time, Yun Chuyang has endured this pain for too long.

When Yun Chuyang met Guan Junyan for the first time, he didn't know that liking someone could go so deep.

That year, the little Yun Chuyang met Guan Junyan. It was the second turning point in his life, which he would never forget in his life.

Guan Junyan, who was much older than him, helped him drive away the bullies, and then hugged him and sat in the corner. He kept sobbing, like a little girl, and Guan Junyan never comforted anyone, so he was in a hurry and didn't know what to say What, finally said: "As long as you don't cry, I will be with you for the rest of my life, and no one will bully you!"

So he stopped crying, looked at the tall boy in front of him, tears pooled in his eyes, now thinking about it, that might be the happiest moment in his life.

Yun Chuyang smiled wryly with tears in his eyes and said, "I don't even have a chance to lie to myself. The hope I'm waiting for is nothing but despair." The eyes that had lost their brilliance came back to life with the tears. "Why, I love you so much..." The last bit of emotion is already everything to him, and it's all given to the man in front of him.

Guan Junyan closed his eyes, bowed his head and kissed him.He wanted to give his lover the softest kiss to make him feel his love, but the moment his lips met, it seemed as if something had been ignited, his reason collapsed at that moment, and his love flooded like a tide, Can't control.

They kissed fiercely, not even wanting to have a second gap.

Panting, Yun Chuyang called Guan Junyan, his man's name over and over again.As a man, he never thought about whether he should fall in love with Guan Junyan, because there is no one else in his life except him.

After the passionate kiss, in the dark, Yun Chuyang leaned against Guan Junyan's arms, and the two sat on the ground. He held Guan Junyan's hand, and stroked the rose pattern on his palm as before. Those lines were like a man's palm. Same pattern.

Leaning his head on Guan Junyan's shoulder, Yun Chuyang felt that as long as there was this day, everything before would be worthwhile.

He has never had a hug of his own, no lover of his own, and now he finally has one, even if it is only a few minutes is enough.

"It's been a long time since I hugged you like this." Guan Junyan lowered his head and rubbed gently in his ear.

Yun Chuyang chuckled, the scorching breath made him turn his head away slightly, "itch—"

"Don't move, let me hug you well." Tightening his arms to hug him, Guan Junyan buried his head in his neck.

Yun Chuyang didn't move, but he couldn't help crying.He really wanted to go on like this, but no, the longer he stayed in this embrace, the more reluctant he was.

"Why are you hiding from me?" Guan Junyan bit his earlobe lightly as if punishing him, which was the movement they often made when they were lingering.

Everything was so nostalgic, Yun Chuyang forced himself to withdraw from this gorgeous atmosphere, and then said to the person in front of him: "It's okay." He lowered his head, "I know, Sen wants you to kill me. "

As soon as these words came out, Guan Junyan froze, and then hugged the person in his arms even harder.

"No! I won't..."

Yun Chuyang shook his head with a smile, knelt in front of Guan Junyan, and held his hand, "I'm going to die sooner or later, so I'd rather die in your hands—"

"But I don't want to." Guan Junyan interrupted him, accusing in a hoarse voice. "You can't be so cruel and leave me alone—"

"I'm sorry..." Yun Chuyang closed his eyes, bit his lips, and shook his head, "I'm sorry, Junyan."

He is too timid, perhaps too selfish, his talent against the heavens makes him destined to age prematurely, he cannot choose a more meaningful death, and dying at the hands of the one he loves is already his greatest luxury, and he has to forgive his selfishness.

"Do you remember when we first met?" Yun Chuyang asked with a smile while his eyes were full of tears.

Guan Junyan reached out and gently stroked his face, tears slowly falling from his eyes.

"Don't cry. As long as you don't cry, I will be with you for the rest of my life... no one will bully you."

Yun Chuyang lowered his head, choked up, and raised his head to smile at Guan Junyan after a long time, just like that time.

"Well, you can't lie to me."

Turning his head away, Guan Junyan suppressed the cry in his throat, and slowly put his right hand on his lover's chest, feeling the beating of his heart.

The human heart is the most fragile thing.

Yun Chuyang closed his eyes, and the scene he had predicted many years ago appeared in front of his eyes.Cruel, but used to it.