kill the fox

My name is Jiang Ququ.

I heard that I had a very tortuous life before I was seven years old. I thought this name was unlucky and I wanted to change it. My dad said that the Ququ is not the Ququ, but the Ququ of the lotus leaf.

My father is a big demon and I am a little demon. Although we have the same surname, I was not born by him. I was picked up by him and my brother, and my brother was not born by him. His surname is not Jiang, his surname is Ning , I treat my brother very well. He is the only one in this family whose surname is not Jiang. He is more like a pick-up than me. I sympathize with him very much.

I remember how twists and turns I was before I was seven years old, but I forgot when I was a teenager. Once people are happy, it is easy to forget some things.

One day, my dad came to talk to me, I don’t know why, I grew up day by day, but my dad didn’t grow old at all, he said, don’t let my brother wash my socks anymore, I’m already grown up.I said, okay, that's easy to say, if you take me out for a while, I won't let him wash it.He seldom takes me to play, and rarely hugs me. He insists on waiting for me to hold me dryly, but the more he is like this, the more I want him to hug me. I like to torture him. There is a pleasure in forcing him.

My brother has never been like this, he always hugs me before I reach out, and I sit in his arms, very stable.

Later, I thought, it might have something to do with his blindness, he couldn't see my expression, he couldn't understand my thoughts, so he took the initiative to hug me before I asked him, from childhood to now.

Dad promised me, and I got my wish. At night, I said to my brother, I don't want you to wash my socks, I have grown up.He was suddenly stunned and very disappointed. Dad was puzzled and looked at me very carefully. It was all his fault. He caused trouble, but I had to take the blame. To destroy our relationship.

My brother is very fragile, in my opinion, he is just pretending to be strong.

He is gentler than daddy, and more indulgent than daddy, I know, I know behind all his sadness, he just wants to please me, so that he can have a place in this family, so I try my best to be nice to him and ask daddy to treat him as I am my own, and treat him the same as me. Facts have proved that I did succeed under my persecution. They are very good, very good, and I am very happy.

My brother's fragile appearance makes my heart ache. He is blindfolded and looks like anyone can bully him. Daddy wants to protect us both. I take it for granted. He should be very sad, but he just doesn't show it. I looked very happy, I saw it, and my heart was depressed.

One day, they thought I was asleep, and my brother carried me back to the room. After I came out, I heard him talking softly with my father.

"Why do I feel that this little girl is different from other children?" My brother is very sensitive, he has noticed it, and I should be more calm in the future.

"She prefers you." Dad must be jealous.

"I always feel that she is more obedient in front of me. I obviously dote on her more. Why can't she be bad?" You see, my brother still wants to please me. He hopes that I will treat him badly. He unconsciously humbles me. It's so uncomfortable, he is being humbled by others, and it's because I didn't do a good job.

"She's so thoughtful, she doesn't know what's going on in her little head." My father doesn't understand me, and I don't blame him.

"I think it's too lack of love, she seems to be testing you..."

I fell asleep without hearing the words behind.

My brother has a false title. He is the head of Hengqing Mountain. People say that he killed many people. I don't believe it. Who can he kill with his appearance?I haven't even seen him kill a chicken.I don't know how he got this title. Anyway, it should have no deterrent effect. It is all supported by my father. My brother's sensitivity and fragility are probably related to the unforgiving mouth of the world. What do the world say?They said that my brother did not hesitate to sacrifice his life to unify the two worlds of humans and monsters. He and the previous demon king did the same, and the previous demon king died at the hands of my brother. My brother found my father. apply.

What nonsense, my brother is very careful at home, dad is his safe haven, how could he harm dad?People in the world say this about my brother, but my brother doesn't care at all. He laughs and laughs every day, hugging me firmly.

I cherish my brother even more, I want to love him, fill in the vacancy in his heart, he can no longer wander, he is my family, I have to protect him.

There is a hard bed above my head. I have been lying in ambush here for two hours. I have been preparing for this matter for half a month. I want to see if my father is pretending to be nice to my brother in front of me, or if he is behind his back It’s not good for him. For this reason, I started to practice holding my breath half a month ago. Although my brother can’t see it, he will know my exact location as long as I am alive. This has to be done secretly. I don’t want to Let him know that I worry about him, he is so much older than me, it would be embarrassing to be worried about by a child.

The room was large, and I heard the door opening from a distance.

They should have come in, the door was quickly closed.

I breathed lightly, and held my breath as they approached.

Their footsteps were a little heavier than usual, a little unsteady, a little staggering, as if they were drunk, and the sound of their footsteps was winding, from far to near.

It got closer and closer, and my breathing became lighter and lighter. After waiting for a while, the footsteps became louder and louder. The moment they entered the door, I held my breath.

The first thing I saw was the hem of Dad's clothes. His dark green clothes were very distinctive, with ugly patterns on them, always reflecting the cold light of silver threads, very scary.Looking up again, Dad's hand was on my brother's waist.

I opened my eyes wide, not daring to make a sound, a great sadness welled up in my throat.

Their figures overlapped, sticking together as they walked this way.

I saw my father pressing my brother against the wall effortlessly. They were very close, their heads touching each other. Even though my father was taller and blocked my brother's face, I knew that he must be aggrieved With such an expression, I covered my mouth hard, and tears fell down.

My first thought was, don't let my brother know that I found this out, he's hurt and I can't let him down.Sure enough, Dad is too sinister. He used his identity, his ability, and my brother's kindness and no way out to force him to do such a thing. He still pretended to be nice to my brother in front of me. He is too bad up.

They entangled and approached me step by step, I tried not to sob, I would leak air when I sobbed, I tried my best to hold back, getting more and more anxious, I really wanted to die immediately and didn't want my brother to find me, I'm not afraid of Daddy, No matter how bad he is, I am not afraid, I am afraid that my brother will be sad.

The footsteps stopped two meters away from me.

"Wait." My father spoke, and the hem of the two people's clothes separated a little.

"What's wrong?" My brother's voice was short of breath.

"There's someone under the bed."

I'm obviously not breathing yet!I was shocked, I hated my father to death, tears flowed out, my front was wet and cold, I took a sharp breath and then sobbed hurriedly.

In my blurred vision, I saw my brother kneeling on the ground, lowering his head to the same height as mine, the white cloth behind his head hanging in the air along with his slanted head posture, he stretched out his hand to me, and gently called my name.

"Ququ?"

I saw some anxiety, some panic, and some confusion on his face, as if he was afraid of something.

He fished me out and held me in his arms, very stable, I cried so hard that I gave my father a vicious look, in the blurred vision, he seemed to be a little at a loss, my brother has been coaxing me, he thought I was Being scared, he patted my back to comfort me while talking to me, I was very guilty, I lay on his back and hugged him tightly.

I fell asleep crying and crying, and woke up suddenly in the middle of the night. The moon squeezed through the window and looked at me coldly.

In the second half of the night, I kept thinking about what my brother should do. He must not be able to sleep well tonight, and it was all my fault. If it wasn’t for me, he would at least be able to sleep tonight. I kept thinking about it until dawn.

Before the meal, they brought me to the small stone table, and I knew that it was time for a formal conversation.

Daddy's complexion is not very good. I don't care if he is good or not. He will not get better in the future. Now that things have been revealed, I want to settle the score with him.

"Jiang Shuyuan." I called him directly, aggressively.

I might die, but I'm not afraid, the demon people are respectful to him, he might have been arrogant long ago, the one who decided to bring me back must be my brother.

My brother was facing me, as if he was trying to say something, with a serious face on his face.

Dad looked at me with dim eyes, I stared straight up and shouted, "What did you do to my brother?!"

His momentum lost more than half, he lowered his head slightly, and looked at my brother unconsciously.

Of course I don't allow him to pass the responsibility on to my brother, I stood up, let him pay attention to me, he looked at me again, I can speak to him: "How can you do this?! We are not as strong as you, but Don't forget, who has been with you for so many years! If you continue like this, sooner or later there will be no one around you! Even if you go fishing in the street, you can find a few people who treat you sincerely like us..."

They seemed to be at a loss again, thinking that I hadn't seen it, and secretly pulled their hands under the table, I was even angrier, my brother is still spoiling him, he is being bullied because of his soft heart.

I was still criticizing Jiang Shuyuan, my brother stopped me.

"Ququ."

I looked up at him, he beckoned, and I obediently ran over to snuggle into his arms.

"Ququ, brother wants to tell you something."

His hand touched my head, and I nodded vigorously to let him feel that I was listening to him carefully.

"My brother and my father are very good friends. We are of the same generation. He didn't bully me. We like each other, and we both love Ququ very much. What happened last night is something only people who like each other can do. Don't be afraid, Ququ, we are just expressing our love, but you can't imitate, you are still a princess now, and a princess can't be like others."

I knew they were of the same generation. I deliberately called Jiang Shuyuan older. He corrected me, but I still called him the same. I was hostile to him from the beginning, and I wanted to make him angry on purpose, but he never fell into my trap. , I have been unsuccessful.

I didn't want my brother to make up nonsense to enlighten me, so I deliberately shifted the focus: "After that, I won't be a princess?"

"When you grow up a bit and become a queen, then you can allow the person you love to hug you. Before you become a queen, only your brother and dad are allowed to hug you."

Even if he didn't tell me, I wouldn't let other people hug me. I nodded obediently and hugged him tightly. I feel so guilty and love him dearly.

Afterwards, my father set some rules for me not to hide under the bed secretly, and I nodded in response, deliberately yawning again and again.

When spring comes, they always carry me to a place, and my brother will be sad for many days after returning.

This time, I decided to follow them.

I had no money, so after they left, I sold the Crescent Stool and set off with a generous sum of money.

They walked very slowly, and I didn't dare to get too close to them. Fortunately, it was a busy market, and I wasn't afraid of being discovered. I could just go out and buy candied haws.

In order to be able to talk nonsense anytime and anywhere, I really bought bunches of candied haws.

In the end, I couldn't eat anymore, so I bought the hawker's stall and asked him to follow me with candied haws.

After walking for a while, a very young demon came over.

"It's not for sale, it's all mine," I said.

The man raised his hand to take the money back, raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Can you give me one?"

I anxiously stared at my brother's figure, and said indiscriminately, "Take it yourself, and leave as soon as you finish."

There was a crowd of people in front of me, Jiang Shuyuan was laughing and talking to my brother, my brother's blindfolded white cloth was hanging down, and a sword was pinned to his waist, I was thinking about what my brother would look like if he had a pair of eyes, when suddenly a Tight, I came back to my senses, lowered my head, and grabbed me with one hand, with strong fingers and well-defined joints, so ugly, not as good-looking as my father.

I raised my head and scolded: "I asked you to hold candied haws, not my hands."

"Take your hand for money?" When he laughed, I really wanted to jump up and punch him.

"You can't afford it." I am the princess's hand, can you touch it?

"I can afford it." He was determined like a bandit.

His grandma, because there is no one around me, right? I glared at him fiercely: "Damn it! Let me go!"

I said something bad, I didn't stop, and shouted loudly, the peddler next to me was so shocked that his face shrank into a ball, and his wrinkles were trembling.

Not only was my wrist not loosened, he saw that I was unwilling to cooperate, and he played the nature of a bandit and wanted to run when he pulled me up. I immediately sank down and wanted to roll on the ground so that he could not drag me, but Before I could squat down, a sharp sword edge struck, and the strength on my wrist was suddenly withdrawn. I was about to fall down according to the inertia, and a pair of hands firmly caught me.

I didn't move when I saw the situation in front of me.

It was not my elder brother who supported me, but my father.

It's my brother who goes out with a sword and defeats the enemy with one move.

I stared wide-eyed, unbelievable, he can't even kill a chicken, but he can hold a sword so steadily.

I still want to protect him.

He turned out to be so powerful!It seems that I can rest assured in the future.

A little lost, it has always been my cognition that has been biased.

Suddenly very happy, my brother is so powerful, it seems that it is not he who is blind, but I who is blind, I am so relieved.

"Why are you here?" Dad helped me up to check if I was injured.

"I'm out to buy candied haws."

I looked around, and the peddler had long since disappeared.

"Ququ!" My brother walked over with that monster in his hand. I can only see him now. How can my brother be so chic? I love him even more.

The unlucky guy in his hand had a gloomy expression on his face. His face turned greener when he saw the father standing behind me. His eyes begged me for help. I deliberately stuck out my tongue to mock him. Ha, I didn’t expect that the princess’s hand is so Easy to touch?

"Brother, he..." I looked at the bandit and smiled sinisterly. I deliberately paused to see the tortured and terrified look on his face. Sure enough, I succeeded. He should really be scared to death.

"What did he do?!" My brother asked anxiously.

"He snatched my candied haws."

We met eyes and smiled.

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It's a long way to go, so let's say goodbye.