The school grass I taught became my fanboy

Not knowing what happened that day, Zhu Xiaohui obviously felt that Tian Yao's attitude towards him gradually became indifferent, and he ignored his answers, and even didn't want to contact him.

Even if Zhu Xiaohui kept asking, Tian Yao still didn't say anything, just said that he was fine and nothing happened, maybe he was in a bad mood recently.Using this kind of reason to prevaricate Zhu Xiaohui, Zhu Xiaohui sighed, since he couldn't get out, there was no need for him to ask.

He didn't want to think of their relationship as bad, so he only treated Tian Yao so coldly when he was really in a bad mood and under a lot of pressure.

But this situation is getting worse, Tian Yao is already bored with him.Zhu Xiaohui looked at the swear words on the screen of the mobile phone, and the loss in his eyes was not a little bit.

He said: [Let's eat hot pot together today?Where have you been? Why don't you often go back to the dormitory? 】The other party did not reply to his message for a long time.

Zhu Xiaohui tapped the input method a few times, and sent it again—a sentence: [Why don't you reply to the message?Is your phone on silent? 】He was about to put away his phone, thinking that Tian Yao would not return him, so he went to the library to return the book first.As soon as he took the book out of the shelf, the phone on the desk rang. Zhu Xiaohui immediately picked it up to look at it. There was a smile on his face at first, but after seeing the message, the curvature of the corner of his mouth slowly disappeared.

The other party said: [Is it annoying?I don't have time recently, let's talk when I have time. 】In the past, Tian Yao was very gentle, and he would never be so aggressive towards him, whether as a couple or as a roommate, he would never be aggressive towards him... But now, why did their relationship suddenly become like this?Zhu Xiaohui was very sad, but he didn't like to talk about his thoughts with others, and he always put it in his heart to bear and digest silently.

Zhu Xiaohui suppressed the discomfort in his heart, and obediently sent a word: [Okay. 】Recently, Tian Yao often doesn't go back to the dormitory, and doesn't tell him when asked, or he just doesn't want to talk to himself.But Zhu Xiaohui still chooses to believe in Tian Yao, he will not do anything to be sorry for himself, Zhu Xiaohui has always thought so.

Finally, after a week, Tian Yao finally returned to the dormitory, Zhu Xiaohui didn't ask anything, but thoughtfully helped him with his clothes, and tidied the bed and desk together.

Tian Yao looked at him with a cold expression, and he said casually: "You don't need to clean up, I can do it myself."

The hand that was moving the book paused, pursed his lips, and sighed very lightly, which was imperceptible. "The table is a bit messy, and I was wondering if I could help you."

"No, it's more troublesome for two people to tidy up together." Fang Ming took away the book that Tian Yao touched just now, put it aside, and kept tidying up the whole time with a cold face.

Zhu Xiaohui stood at the side helplessly, he suddenly felt that he was so humble in their relationship.Tian Yao is his first love, and he really doesn't want to end this relationship easily, even if he is at a disadvantage in this relationship.

"Tian Yao... Let me ask you something." Zhu Xiaohui suppressed the sadness that was surging up, and his voice trembled a little, "You don't want to continue talking with me, do you? You feel for me Bored, right?"

Tian Yao's throat was choked, and he sighed speechlessly, straightened his bent waist, and looked straight into Zhu Xiaohui's eyes with a bit of glaring in his eyes.

"Why do you think so? When did I say that I'm bored with you? Are you so interesting?" Tian Yao's tone was very impatient, he looked at Zhu Xiaohui's aggrieved look, and scratched his hair irritably, "Don't I like to think about it, I should hope that there will be more personal space."

Zhu Xiaohui was stunned for a moment, he never restrained Tian Yao too much, why... would he say that about him?

"But, I really didn't think about it... I just..." Zhu Xiaohui's nose was sour, and Tian Yao interrupted him before he could finish speaking.

"Don't fuck with me anymore!" After yelling at Zhu Xiaohui, Tian Yao suddenly felt that he was too emotional, and his voice slowed down and softened a lot, "I've been very tired recently, so don't think about it too much. This will be fine."

Because of that roar, Zhu Xiaohui's heart suddenly sank, and he was even making excuses for Tian Yao in his heart, "Did something happen in your family? I am your object, share with me, I also hope to solve the pressure with you. Don’t underestimate my determination to bear the pressure with you, I’m really not someone who gives up easily.”

Tian Yao was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "Just take care of yourself."

After finishing speaking, he continued to pack his things, and ignored Zhu Xiaohui who was standing beside him.

Zhu Xiaohui raised his head slightly to look at the roof, fearing that his tears would fall uncontrollably, so he tried hard to control his emotions.He looked at Tian Yao's back, and said in a gentle voice: "If something really happens, you must remember that I am behind you, and I am willing to accompany you to carry it together."

After finishing speaking, Zhu Xiaohui also left the dormitory to sort out his emotions, and Tian Yao was the only one left in the room.

Hearing what Zhu Xiaohui said just now, Tian Yao couldn't help sneering in his heart, and he murmured in a low voice: "But the root of this problem is you, how can you accompany me to carry it together?"

On that day, when he heard an aunt laughing at their relationship, he already knew that homosexuality like them would not be accepted by others and would be spurned by some people.He is not a Buddhist person, he is very concerned about what others think of him.When the aunt looked at him with contempt and said those words in a disgusted tone, he felt extremely uncomfortable.

He can't accept other people looking at him with contempt, it's totally unacceptable.But if there was only this one thing, he wouldn't want to give up this relationship either.

When his family members found out that he had talked about a man as a partner, Tian's father almost didn't die of anger. The family scolded him from morning to night, with vicious and merciless words.

"Do you want our Tian family to have no sons and grandchildren? Are you worthy of our ancestors? You are shameless, we still need this old face!" Father Tian picked up the mop at home, gritted his teeth, the expression on his face wished to kill this evil person. barrier.

For more than a week in a row, he was dragged home and scolded every day. He didn't know what was holding him up and not giving up.But he thought, it shouldn't be too far to give up this relationship...

From then on, Tian Yao began to deliberately alienate Zhu Xiaohui, and slowly he found that he was indeed a little tired of Zhu Xiaohui, and felt that this relationship was nothing more than that.

But he didn't mention breaking up, it should be cold and violent forcing Zhu Xiaohui to take the initiative to talk about breaking up, in this case he doesn't feel any guilt at all.

……

A few days later, Zhu Xiaohui couldn't stand Tian Yao's attitude towards him, and the two had a huge quarrel, and finally they broke up. Zhu Xiaohui proposed to break up, and Tian Yao readily agreed.

This matter, other people do not know.

There was news from the school that Zhu Xiaohui double majored in two professional courses, and the other major was a computer course.Because of Zhu Xiaohui's excellent performance and the best grades in his age, the school is going to give Zhu Xiaohui a chance to study abroad and specialize in computer science.

Zhu Xiaohui was still depressed because of the breakup, but after receiving the school's notice, he couldn't tell whether he was more happy or sad.

Tian Yao had hurt him a bit, and he might be able to recover his state through this opportunity.

Originally, he was still thinking that if Tian Yao came to keep him, he might still think about whether to use this rare opportunity.

But after waiting for one day, two days, three days, and hesitating for a while, he didn't receive any call or message from Tian Yao, this time, Zhu Xiaohui laughed at himself: "People don't care about you, what are you waiting for them to do? Aren't you committing a crime?"

In the end, he decided to take this opportunity.The school bought a plane ticket for Zhu Xiaohui, and the time was set for the day after tomorrow. Because he was in a hurry, Zhu Xiaohui could only pack his things as soon as possible.

The next day, Zhu Xiaohui had just packed his things. Fang Ming and the others were celebrating Zhu Xiaohui's opportunity to study abroad. Everyone's faces were filled with happiness, except Tian Yao who was absent.

At the dinner table, Fang Ming asked in an unhappy tone: "Why didn't that kid Tian Yao come?" At this time, Fang Ming didn't know that Tian Yao and Zhu Xiaohui had broken up, but thought that there might be something wrong between them.

Zhu Xiaohui's smile remained on his face for a second, he lowered his eyes and drank the wine in the glass, and when he looked up again, his original smile had returned, "It's okay if he doesn't come, maybe he has his own affairs to deal with? "

Fang Ming muttered, "What crap is more important than Xiaozhu's study abroad?"

Zhu Xiaohui's eyes darkened when he heard this sentence, suppressed the bitterness in his heart, and smiled again, "Cheers! I will never forget you in the future!"

The glasses collided with a crisp sound, and everyone's faces turned rosy from the alcohol.

Yu Cheng and Fang Ming returned to the dormitory first, and Song Jingshui and Yan Gu also returned to the dormitory.Zhu Xiaohui chose to sit outside for a while, letting the night breeze blow away the confusion in his mind. Fortunately, the night breeze was cool enough, and the alcohol quickly subsided, and his mind gradually cleared up.

The night wind was almost blowing, and his thoughts were almost gone. Zhu Xiaohui stood up from the lawn of the playground, and just as he turned around, he saw a familiar figure walking towards him.

It's Tian Yao.

Zhu Xiaohui's heart hurt instantly as if being grabbed by someone, he walked straight forward with cold eyes, as if he didn't know that person.

Just when the two passed by, even Zhu Xiaohui felt that the two of them would remain in each other's world as strangers in the future, his arm was suddenly grabbed by someone, and he had to stop, wrinkled He looked at the person holding his hand with displeasure.

"What are you doing? I think I have a clear conscience and this relationship. What are you trying to express by grabbing me now?" Zhu Xiaohui's brows were filled with displeasure, and his voice was even colder than usual.

Tian Yao originally lowered his head, but he slowly raised his head to look at Zhu Xiaohui's face, and finally his eyes fell on that cold gaze.

Zhu Xiaohui thought he would still be the same, talking to himself in that annoying tone.If Tian Yao really still talked to him in that tone, he would have already thought about how to get back, - he would have thought about getting angry and quarreling.

"I was wrong, I want to make up. I can't accept your leaving, let's make up, little pig." Tian Yao's tone was a bit begging, his voice was very low, really like a child who admitted his mistake I am bowing my head and apologizing seriously.

Zhu Xiaohui didn't know how to vent the anger in his stomach, his mind went blank, and he never thought that Tian Yao would keep him.

"Is it possible?" Tian Yao asked again, waiting for Zhu Xiaohui's answer.