The protagonist of the white lotus is set to collapse

"Of course they came to see you." Seeing that the situation was wrong, Zhuo Fei hurriedly stepped forward and whispered to Zhuo Qian, "Brother, I brought so many things here, don't show your face."

Zhuo Qian glanced at Zhuo Fei.

Zhuo Fei's scalp was numb from Zhuo Qian's cold eyes, and she was too scared to speak immediately.

Zhuo Qian walked up to Yan Shuyang, and repeated the words just now with a cold face: "What are you doing here?"

"You have been avoiding me in school, and you have blocked my phone and WeChat, so I can only come to your house to find you." Yan Shuyang said with a smile, "I hope I didn't disturb you."

Zhuo Qian looked at Yan Shuyang's smiling face, and felt that Yan Shuyang's smile was so eye-catching for the first time, which made him feel extremely uncomfortable.

Zhuo Fei was still watching helplessly. At this time, Zhou Wenya and Zhuo Jungui may come back anytime.

Zhuo Qian pursed his lips stiffly, hesitated for a moment before saying: "Come with me."

After speaking, he walked towards the bedroom.

Yan Shuyang obediently followed behind him.

After walking a few steps, Zhuo Qian suddenly remembered something, turned around and told Zhuo Fei who was already squatting in front of the tea table drooling at the birthday cake: "Don't touch the things on it."

Zhuo Fei instantly wrinkled her bitter face: "Ah? Why? I want to eat cake!"

"No." Zhuo Qian said, he seemed worried that Zhuo Fei would steal food behind his back, so he walked over and took a picture of the coffee table with his mobile phone.

Zhuo Fei asked in confusion, "Why are you taking pictures?"

Zhuo Qian put away his phone and replied calmly: "Later, we will play finding fault."

Zhuo Fei: "..."

She was shocked by Zhuo Qian's miraculous behavior, and couldn't recover for a long time.

I don't know if Zhuo Fei's bewildered expression on the spot was really funny, Yan Shuyang who watched all this suddenly burst out laughing.

Zhuo Fei's whole face was flushed with embarrassment in an instant, she was angry and annoyed, but she didn't dare to say anything to Zhuo Qian, she could only turn her complaining eyes to Yan Shuyang.

"Sorry, I couldn't hold back." Yan Shuyang quickly controlled his expression, and in order to express his apology, he made a "please" gesture to Zhuo Fei, "If you want, please feel free to bring whatever I brought."

Zhuo Fei, who was still full of resentment last second, was suddenly surprised and happy, and wowed: "Really?!"

"Fake." Zhuo Qian frowned, "Don't touch those things."

Zhuo Fei's face collapsed again.

"It's okay. I brought some food. If you don't want it, I can just throw it away. Isn't it a waste?" Yan Shuyang explained gently.

Hearing this, Zhuo Fei also looked at Zhuo Qian with bright eyes.

"If you say you can't do it, you can't do it." Zhuo Qian was firm and warned Zhuo Fei, "If I come out to find fault, you can wait for me to find fault in the future."

Zhuo Fei looked desperate.

Zhuo Qian took Yan Shuyang back to the bedroom, closed the door and locked it, he put the backpack on the desk, turned around and saw Yan Shuyang standing at the door, looking at his bedroom calmly.

When he brought Shen Jialan back before, Zhuo Qian was nervous and apprehensive. He was worried that Shen Jialan would dislike the environment here, and at the same time, there was a little inferiority complex that was not easy to detect.

However, facing Yan Shuyang now, his heart is as calm as a lake without any waves.

This is where he lives, and this is the environment in which he lives. He is not a rich young master, nor is he a distant relative of his rich aunt. He is just an orphan who lost his parents and lives in another family.

Zhuo Qian didn't speak, just looked at Yan Shuyang quietly.

After Yan Shuyang finished looking around, he said, "How did you find my house?"

"Someone told me your home address." Yan Shuyang said, with a look of disbelief in his eyes, "I didn't expect you to live here. When I found you not long ago, I thought I came to the wrong place."

"Didn't you come to the wrong place?" Zhuo Qian folded his arms and leaned against the desk, looking at Yan Shuyang sarcastically, "This place is very shabby, it's not suitable for you as a young master to come here."

In the end, Yan Shuyang nodded solemnly: "It's very shabby."

Zhuo Qian: "..."

He suspected that he had been with Shen Jialan for too long, and his first thought at this moment was to use violence to solve the problem.

No, no, it's not his problem, the main reason is that Yan Shuyang deserves too much beating.

"Did Shen Jialan live here the whole winter vacation?" Yan Shuyang walked to the bed and asked seriously, "Your bed is so small, can the two of you sleep in it?"

The nameless anger in Zhuo Qian's heart went straight up, he clenched his fists, and raised the corners of his mouth to Yan Shuyang with a smirk: "You will know when you fall in love, don't talk about such a small bed, half a meter bed It can also hold the two of you."

Sure enough, the smile on Yan Shuyang's face distorted as soon as these words came out.

Zhuo Qian taunted him while the iron was hot: "You came all the way here, maybe just to care about the details of my relationship with Shen Jialan?"

The smile on Yan Shuyang's face could no longer be maintained.

"If you are really curious, I can also tell you about it." Zhuo Qian comforted him, "People who have never been in a relationship are curious about this, I can understand, after all, spring is here, and everyone has some thoughts in their hearts."

"..." Now Yan Shuyang directly sank his face, Zhuo Qian seemed to have this ability, two or three words can control his emotions, he said, "I just want to see what kind of place can attract people. Shen Jialan doesn't even want to go home."

Zhuo Qian sneered: "Did you see clearly now?"

Yan Shuyang said: "See clearly."

"Now that you have seen it clearly, you should also answer my question." Zhuo Qian paused and asked, "Who asked you to come?"

Yan Shuyang was taken aback by asking this question.

Zhuo Qian had no intention of going around in circles with him, so he said, "Shen Jialan's family asked you to come?"

Yan Shuyang didn't seem to expect that Zhuo Qian could guess this, and couldn't help showing a surprised expression: "How did you guess it?"

Zhuo Qian unceremoniously swept Yan Shuyang from head to toe, all of them sarcastically said: "Who made you listen to them like that? They asked you to come, and you will definitely come."

This sentence seemed to hit a sensitive point in Yan Shuyang's heart. He was so stiff for a long time, but finally he suddenly laughed: "That's right, it was Grandpa Shen who asked me to come to you."

Zhuo Qian asked vigilantly, "Why are you looking for me?"

"Just let me take a look." Yan Shuyang shrugged, turned and sat on the chair, his slender legs crossed, and said with a relaxed expression, "Grandpa Shen found out that your parents died early, and you lived with your uncle and aunt since childhood. Your uncle and aunt used to do business in City Q, but later they lost a lot of money and owed a lot of debt. They moved to City D to avoid debts. Your uncle and aunt don’t like you, and they can’t afford your high consumption, so you not only put All the money that your aunt gave you has been spent, and you have borrowed foreign debts."

Yan Shuyang calmly revealed Zhuo Qian's past, no, to be precise, it should be the past that the original owner hid and didn't want people to find out.

The original owner didn't want Yan Shuyang to know these things, but no matter whether it was the original owner or the previous host of this body, they probably didn't expect that one day Yan Shuyang would reveal their past to the bottom of the sky.

Even if Zhuo Qian didn't care about Yan Shuyang's thoughts anymore, he was still a little nervous at this moment.

Before, he never thought about the gap between himself and Shen Jialan, but what Yan Shuyang said made him face up to that gap. If he hadn't heard Yan Shuyang tell his past with his own ears, he would never have imagined that he was such a bad person.

Vanity, greed, full of lies, borrowing usury/loans for their own endless desires.

"Oh, that's right." Yan Shuyang's voice pulled back Zhuo Qian's wandering thoughts, and he looked up at Zhuo Qian, "Your debts were also settled by Shen Jialan for you, right?"

Zhuo Qian's face turned pale, he squeezed his fingers until he felt the pain, and then forced himself to remain calm, he didn't deny it: "Yes."

Yan Shuyang asked: "Do you know how much trouble that incident caused Shen Jialan?"

Zhuo Qian took a breath: "I know."

"Your creditor found Grandpa Shen and tried to blackmail Grandpa Shen with that matter. Of course, he failed." Yan Shuyang said, "Grandpa Shen checked you at that time, but he didn't expect Shen Jialan to do it for you..."

Zhuo Qian stared at him closely: "What for me?"

Yan Shuyang didn't answer his question, but continued: "Although Grandpa Shen doesn't like you, but considering that Shen Jialan has a bad temper and doesn't have many friends, he just turned a blind eye."

"Yan Shuyang!" Zhuo Qian couldn't help interrupting him, "What exactly do you want to say?"

"What I want to say is—" Yan Shuyang stood up from the chair, and faced Zhuo Qian face to face. He was taller than Zhuo Qian, and looked down with his eyelids downcast with special focus, "You and Shen Jialan are not suitable."

Zhuo Qian chuckled: "I'm not suitable for him? Then who am I suitable for?"

"Me." Yan Shuyang smiled softly, "We are quite suitable."

Zhuo Qian suppressed his smile, his eyes turned cold.

Yan Shuyang didn't seem to notice the coldness in Zhuo Qian's eyes, and said to himself: "Don't you think we are very similar? We have no close relatives and survive in the cracks. We are different from Shen Jialan. Shen Jialan was admired by the stars since he was a child. We can get what we want, but we can only rely on ourselves, I used to be lonely, I thought I would go on like this forever, but in front of you, I seem to be able to let go of my defenses."

I don't know if it was because they were too close, but Zhuo Qian felt the familiar pressure from Yan Shuyang again, and he subconsciously took a step back.

"I don't mind what kind of person you were in the past, as long as you are willing, we can get to know each other again." Yan Shuyang stood still, his voice became softer and softer, and finally there was a bit of pleading.

However, Zhuo Qian was not moved at all, he said: "Yan Shuyang, do you know what liking is?"

After finishing speaking, he didn't give Yan Shuyang a chance to speak, and continued, "You don't like this kind of feeling for me, it's just that you found someone who you thought was in the same boat, and you said that you can let go of your defenses in front of me, it's just because I have no conflict of interest for you, if I were any one of Ning Feng and those people, maybe you would hide deeper in front of me."

Yan Shuyang was stunned, and it took him a long time to find his voice: "I..."

"Instead of waiting for me to rescue you, why not try to save yourself first." Zhuo Qian sighed, "If you don't like the environment you live in, why don't you try to change it? People need to make friends and do things, but they can't have complete control over your life."

Yan Shuyang opened his lips slightly, but he still couldn't make any sound.

"To put it bluntly, you have imprisoned yourself. You have listed a bunch of rules to restrain yourself. You think that doing so will make your life more comfortable. In fact, your life is more tiring, but you don't want to admit it."

"I..." Yan Shuyang lowered his eyes and showed a bitter smile, "Is this how I am?"

"Whether you are such a person, you know very well in your heart, don't you?" Zhuo Qian said, "I may have a little affection for you before, but now I don't have that kind of meaning for you, and getting along with you is too tiring."

Yan Shuyang opened his lips slightly, and stared at Zhuo Qian in a daze for a long time, as if he had figured out something: "I see."

Zhuo Qian didn't know what he knew, but looking at him like that, he couldn't say any extra words, he pursed his lips, nodded and said: "It's good that you know."

Xu figured it out, Yan Shuyang's face gradually recovered a smile, he glanced at the tidy desk, on which were Zhuo Qian's first year textbook borrowed from Zhuo Rui and the notes left in the homework book during previous review .

Zhuo Qian's handwriting is beautiful, smooth and smooth, and it will not look too messy even on draft paper.

Yan Shuyang looked at the notes in the exercise book and suddenly said, "Your handwriting has also changed a lot."

Hearing this, Zhuo Qian's heart skipped a beat. He was worried that Yan Shuyang would see something, so he strode forward, picked up the textbook beside him and blocked the homework book.

Fortunately, Yan Shuyang's attention didn't stay too long on this. He looked up at Zhuo Qian, with complex emotions in his eyes that Zhuo Qian couldn't understand: "Do you know? After you fell into the water last year and were rescued, you forgot Something very important."

Zhuo Qian blocked the desk with his body, he stared at Yan Shuyang without blinking: "What's the matter?"

"You were dragged into the water by Ning Feng."

"Ning Feng?" Zhuo Qian was extremely surprised, but he quickly realized, "How do you know it's him?"

"He told me that he wanted to teach you a lesson, and I didn't stop him at that time." Speaking of this, Yan Shuyang seemed to have thought of something interesting, and the corners of his mouth turned up, "You two were scuffling by the lake Don’t say anything, Ning Feng hasn’t hit you yet, he was pushed down by you, but before he fell down, he grabbed your clothes and dragged you down, but he can swim, and he went ashore before the teacher passed by gone."

Yan Shuyang said it lightly, but Zhuo Qian felt a cold sweat.

He couldn't believe that this was the reaction a high school student should have. If there hadn't been a teacher passing by, I'm afraid he would have died in that lake...

No, it was the death of the last host that allowed him to come to this world.

Yan Shuyang seemed to see his thoughts, and explained helplessly: "I'm sorry, I was really annoyed by you at that time, and you also did a lot of excessive things to Shen Jialan."

He thought for a while and added: "Actually, Shen Jialan's parents and grandfather are not difficult people to get along with. They always feel that they owe Shen Jialan a lot, so they try to satisfy Shen Jialan as much as possible. At least they won't tear you apart just because you are a boy. and Shen Jialan."

Zhuo Qian: "..."

Yan Shuyang said: "What really made them not accept you was what you did to Shen Jialan."

Zhuo Qian's voice trembled a little: "What did I do?"

Zhuo Fei coveted the birthday cake for a long time, but in the end she didn't have the guts to do it. Out of sight and out of mind, she simply lay on the sofa and played with her mobile phone.

When Yan Shuyang came out of Zhuo Qian's bedroom, the clock on the wall had already moved towards eight o'clock in the evening.

Zhuo Fei hurriedly got up from the sofa, poked her head, only saw Yan Shuyang alone, and asked, "Where's my brother?"

"Inside." Yan Shuyang said with a smile, "He's a little uncomfortable."

"What's wrong with him?"

Yan Shuyang didn't answer, just said: "Let him rest alone for a while."

Seeing that Yan Shuyang was about to go out, Zhuo Fei chased after him and said, "Are you leaving? Don't you want to stay for dinner? Today is my brother's birthday, and my mother will come back to cook later."

Faced with Zhuo Fei's enthusiastic persuasion, Yan Shuyang politely declined: "No, if there is no accident, someone will come to your brother soon, so I won't delay your brother's time."

Zhuo Fei said: "Ah? Who else is coming?"

Yan Shuyang said, "It's also a brother you know."

Zhuo Fei scratched her head: "You mean my brother? But he hasn't come back for a long time."

Yan Shuyang smiled and didn't speak again. Before going out, he suddenly remembered something, turned around and said to Zhuo Fei: "By the way, say happy birthday to your brother for me."

The driver was waiting downstairs, and when he saw Yan Shuyang walking out of the apartment building, he led Yan Shuyang out.

There is little greenery in the community, the situation of littering is serious, and there is an unpleasant smell in the air.

Yan Shuyang was particularly sensitive to these smells, couldn't help but sneezed, raised his hand and waved it in front of his nose.

Seeing this, the driver couldn't help complaining: "What does this smell like? It looks like something is rotten."

Yan Shuyang said casually, "Maybe."

The driver said, "Be patient, I'll get on the bus soon."

"It's okay." Yan Shuyang said with a smile, "This smell is better than the smell of disinfectant."

The driver fell silent after hearing this.

He has worked as a driver in the Yan family for more than 20 years, and almost watched Yan Shuyang grow up. He can't remember how many times he sent Yan Shuyang to the hospital. Whip, Yan Shuyang, as the most unfavored son under Mr. Yan's knees, was a child born outside, and he has been whipped by Mr. Yan since he was a child.

But the whip was taken, and Old Man Yan had never treated Yan Shuyang badly, and now he sent almost everything good to Yan Shuyang.

Among so many descendants, only Yan Shuyang is the most obedient and the most pleasing to Mr. Yan.

After getting in the car, Yan Shuyang opened the window despite the driver's dissuasion.

A gust of night wind blows in, and it is now the beginning of spring, and the night wind blows on the face, bringing a cool feeling.

Yan Shuyang turned his head and saw that the neighborhood shrouded in thick night was getting farther and farther away from him, and finally he couldn't even see a little light.

He thought, he is indeed different from Shen Jialan, maybe this is the first and last time he stepped into this kind of place.