【Wen Ye】Osamu Dazai is wrong

Sorry for the late introduction.But in fact, self-introduction is not necessary.After all, it's my own soliloquy.

I'm in this city... Ah, that's not quite right... Hold on, let me organize the language...

Well, start over.My name...unknown.Unknown age, about ten years old.Unmeasured height, sound limbs, alive.

It's been about a week since I've been living here for unknown reasons.Well... Although I have no clue, and my memory is blank, apart from my tenacious vitality, I have no other special features, and I can survive in this strange world as a normal person.

"Bang!" The child who was punched and flew out drew a perfect parabola in the air, rolled a dozen laps after landing, hit the garbage pile, made a small hole and stopped.

Ah... ah, the fist hurts... The skinny kid who "served" me didn't seem to understand that it was very rude to interrupt someone's train of thought.

It rained heavily and was very cold in the winter night. In order to maintain my body temperature, I quickly withdrew my hands and stuffed them into my arms.

Strange to say, people in this place seem to love physical communication.Just now this...well, the way the children "greet" me from behind is one way. Most of them like to hold sharp weapons such as knives, or wooden sticks and iron bars.Use different numbers of people, either from the front or from the back, to "show goodwill" to me.

I know maybe most people will think this is an attack.But look, the kid who just "greeted" woke up from a faint, stood up straight like a newborn cub, and bowed to my back, bowing his head deeply.Putting down a small piece of black bread hidden on his body, he quietly retreated to the side.

Ah, what a friendly and kind child... very cute, right... Their kind "greetings" every day allowed me to live in this ruin for a week.

It is thanks to the support of these lovely children and uncles that we will not starve to death.It's really hard to be fasting, and I'm grateful for their care of me.

But when I woke up for the first time, I stretched out my hand and said that I was hungry. Not far away, my uncle found me and sent me a knife to make tableware.

Although it was a bit painful to put it directly in the palm of my hand, under my kind "greeting", the uncle still left the few biscuits in his pocket as an apology.Soon, the uncle climbed down the ruins and left in a hurry. I also survived because of these biscuits.

It's nice here.I am so emotional...

I judged it would be easy to survive here.That's right, it's good to be alive.While that's not particularly cause for celebration for me, I'm optimistic.

In the huge ruins, in the black-gray world, and under the dark and wet rain this week, the sense of disobedience that I feel from time to time reminds me that this is a strange new world.I never had the real feeling of living here.The memory is blank, so I can't find a way out.

I am a foreign object, out of place.

You should be able to see that I am a mediocre person.Since waking up on this ruin, I haven't moved anywhere.

It is very lively here, even in such a bad weather, the neighbors often communicate with each other, making daily "greetings" so noisy.Unfortunately today, it seems that it will be affected.

"Boom! Kara... Kara..."

The ruins were hit hard by foreign objects flying from a distance, my "home" was collapsing, well, I had to move and change places.

I escaped from the ruins before the collapse, and saw a group of black dots rushing towards here in a straight line in the distance.

Under the shadow not far away, someone is looking at me vaguely... The gaze is light and erratic, but it has a strong sense of presence.I looked down...

It was a well-groomed boy covered in a lot of dirt and dust, with fluffy clean hair that didn't belong in this place at first glance.He was also wrapped in white cloth strips.Ah, it should be a bandage.The moment my eyes collided, I was convinced that I needed these bandages more than he.

"I want."

I decided to jump off the ruins and meet him face to face to make a peace deal.

The blank memory after I woke up, and the minimal verbal communication required, made me stretched hard for my inarticulate self.But I followed the local social skills I acquired this week.

After landing, he quickly approached and hit the opponent's abdomen with a punch.The moment it hits, the energy layer that has been attached to the whole body melts instantly.It is natural enemy! ...

Subconsciously, I jumped back and opened the distance. After feeling that the energy layer had recovered, I took out the knife and held it tightly, and calmly organized the social language.

"Bandage, give me..."

"Cough cough cough... I thought it was some kind of beast, but it was just a brat... Then, next... deal with this kind of brat..." He took out a fully packaged scarce item from his pocket and flicked it between his fingers Shake "Look this way, kid, this is food~ Do you want it?"

"Food..." Survival experience made it easy for me to understand his intentions at this moment. "Give me."

"Oh, what an impolite brat. When you ask someone, you shouldn't say, please~ Please give me the food and let me do whatever~ That's right..."

The man squinted one eye and talked so long.Is wasting time.

"So slow! You finally... barely caught up"

The large group of men in black that I saw before surrounded us at this moment, and the moment we were aimed at by many weapons, a sense of crisis enveloped me very quickly.They are a gang.

It is not suitable to stay for a long time.

I squinted my eyes to shake off the rain that kept dripping from my hair, arched my body, and tried to break out.

"Wait, step back. I'll do it." The man was talking again. He was drenched in the rain just like me, as if it didn't matter, he sat back on the ground again, smiled and threw the food on his hand About one meter in front of me on the ground.

I couldn't help being relieved for a moment, this is... is the transaction going to continue?I hesitated and blinked my eyes that kept sliding down the rain. "Look, the food is here for you. If you want food, I have a lot, come with me?"

It's a deal of feeding, of following, of obedience...

His tone was as ethereal as his gaze, but I smelled something similar, something hidden under his lure, something I'd known long ago, the same scent.

Someone's words in the distant memory gradually came from the mist, "...Rin, do you know? Only common interests are eternal in this world..."

Yes, I want to live.They have plans for me, and this is what I need to live better.This seems to be the rule of survival engraved in the bone marrow, which prompted me to make an important decision that will affect my future life.

I slowly picked up the food on the ground in front of everyone, and walked towards this black-haired boy in black.Since he is of the same kind, let's go with him.

The words coming from the memory are intermittent "We never refuse anything, so don't take anything away from us."...

That's right, as I thought about it, I broke the food in my hand into two equal parts, one was put into my pocket, and the other was carefully avoided by the rain and put back into the opponent's pocket, uttering the words that had been organized for a long time " I'll go with you. Food, share with your companions."

He laughed suddenly after I finished speaking, stood up briskly to shake off the rainwater accumulated on his body, put his hands into his pockets, and brought the half of the food hanging by the side of the pocket into the deepest part of the pocket.

His eyes fell on me again with the sudden cold wind blowing in winter, but when I looked at him, he retracted his eyes, turned to the people in black, took brisk steps, and said in a tone with a raised tail, "Go Go! Mission accomplished! Hurry up and go back, I want to take a hot bath, this place is too dirty! Ah ~ Mr. Mori is too much, always on the field, my bandages are almost used up..."

Accompanied by the back of his turn, the rain that had been raining for a whole week suddenly cleared up at this moment, and the sunshine pouring down from the scattered clouds was soft and warm, casting a golden halo on the back of the boy in black...

Ah, long time no see, the sunshine is so beautiful and warm...

I have remembered this scene for a long time, although it seemed a bit funny compared to my disconsolate appearance.But I have to admit that this black back with skylight is the first beauty in my short memory.

Also, the crab flavored yum stick is so delicious...