born workaholic

"Dad, it's like this every time. I'm not there every time you need me most."

Duan Yu sat beside Duan's father's cold and stiff body, talking in a low voice, without tears or expression.Chi Hanqiu was with Duan Yu, and he didn't do anything to stop him. He knew that Duan Yu needed to vent.

"Dad, I haven't had time to tell you so many things. Dad, I have already saved 11 yuan in the bank, and there is still a shortfall of [-] yuan. I can replace another kidney for you. At that time, you don't have to lie on the bed like this. No. Dad, I'm really useless, my kidneys can't help you survive. These days, I will dream about you..."

Duan Yu buried his head next to his father's, and continued: "A lot of things happened when I was a child. Do you remember? I was naughty when I was a child, and I always liked to run to the east of the river. You are very worried. Latte You beat my leg so hard that I didn't even dare to go east to throw garbage? You laughed at me when you knew it. Dad, you are stupid, I know, you can see that my calf can be pumped by you Hong Yin, gave me medicine in the middle of the night, and even cried by myself, you said you were sorry for me, you couldn’t play with me, you could only let me stay at home alone. Dad, I am the one who is sorry for you.”

"Dad, do you remember? You took me to the dim sum shop to make buns. I put boogers in the buns. After you found out, you didn't scold me and said I was creative."

"Dad, do you remember?..."

"Duan Yu, cry out." Duan Yu's constant memories made Chi Hanqiu unbearable.

"Crying?" Duan Yu looked back at Chi Hanqiu, and said, "I want to cry, I really want to cry, but I can't cry." At this time, Duan Yu actually started to laugh. Chi Hanqiu's whole heart was tangled up.

"Duan Yu, the person has already left, you..."

"I know, I want to be with him again, I know what to do." Duan Yu glanced at Chi Hanqiu calmly, then turned his head to look at his father's face.

"Dad, have I ever told you I'm sorry? It's all because of me. You got to where you are today. Without me, wouldn't you be so miserable? "

"Dad, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, this time, I still didn't guard you by your side."

"Dad...I'm sorry...for always leaving you alone."

... Duan Yu, who kept saying sorry, didn't cry until the end. Before leaving, Duan Yu touched his father's eyebrows, brushed his father's hair, and said, "Daddy, goodbye."

Yan Hui followed Chi Hanqiu and Duan Yu silently all the way, as well as Wu Ming who accompanied Yan Hui.At this moment, the two were waiting quietly outside the morgue, thinking about their respective concerns.

Yan Hui is always persuading himself these days, learn to give up, learn to cherish, and go far, but once he knows what happened to Duan Yu, his whole heart hangs on Duan Yu.However, he found that there was no room for other people between Duan Yu and Chi Hanqiu at some point, and Duan Yu relied on Chi Hanqiu as if there was no one else.

Couldn't help but want to smoke, Yan Hui found himself very disturbed.

Wu Ming ran up to borrow the fire, but said nothing, and kept staring at the door of the morgue.He hadn't recovered from the shock after his father told him what happened to Duan Yu, but he had witnessed Duan Yu's painful, speechless pain and sorrow when he lost his father, and he felt sorry for Duan Yu.

After Duan Yu and Chi Hanqiu came out, Yan Hui immediately went up to meet him and said, "Duan Yu, I know you are sad, but you must not collapse. There are still many things waiting for you to do."

"I know, I understand." Duan Yu squeezed out a smile, very bitter and tired.

"Duan Yu..." There was not much to say, Yan Hui stopped talking.

"Thank you." Duan Yu looked at Yan Hui, then turned to look at Wu Ming: "Thank you too."

"I'm so tired, I want to go home." Duan Yu looked at Chi Hanqiu in confusion, and said.Why?Why couldn't he cry, he felt so uncomfortable, bursts of crying hit his heart, but where did his tears go?

Duan Yu felt as if he was stepping on a cloud when he was walking, unconscious and light, he needed a fulcrum, he needed a reason to live.

"Let's go, go back and take a good bath and sleep, everything will be fine." Chi Hanqiu clearly felt Duan Yu's weakness, and stepped forward to support Duan Yu's body.

"Ah."

The two walked slowly towards the parking lot.

Chi Hanqiu knew about Duan Yu's tenacity, but in the face of his father's sudden death, Duan Yu was so calm and indifferent, in Chi Hanqiu's view, it was obviously abnormal.He was worried that one day, Duan Yu would not be able to bear the backlog of grief, and would not be able to pull himself together again.

His father has always been the reason for him to live so hard, now that his father is dead, Duan Yu must have lost his direction.

"I feel a little cold." Duan Yu crossed his arms and shivered uncontrollably.

"It's almost autumn." Chi Hanqiu pulled Duan Yu to speed up his pace, and told Duan Yu to go back to rest quickly.

"Oh... is the weather going to change? In the past, my dad would start making soup for me at this time, saying that if this is the case, I won't be afraid of the cold in winter." Duan Yu said lightly.

"No wonder it's cold, the weather is going to change."

Chi Hanqiu put more strength on Duan Yu's shoulder, hoping to pass his support to Duan Yu.It is said that a child who wants to raise a child without a relative will make people regret for life. Chi Hanqiu didn't feel this way. When his mother passed away, he felt that his mother was liberated, and he was also liberated.But Duan's father's death made him believe in the truth of this sentence. The father and son get together less often and leave more, but they have deep feelings for each other, and they have figured out their mutual feelings.He had heard the phone calls between Duan Yu and his father, it was very homely but very interesting, very trivial but very warm, the kind of warmth between relatives can be infected even by others.

Overnight, the fulcrum of life disappeared, but Duan Yu was still standing there. This made Chi Hanqiu worried. Once it collapsed in the future, he might not be able to get up again.

When I got home, it was already night.Chi Hanqiu carefully "put" Duan Yu on the sofa, went to the kitchen to boil hot water, and then called to order takeaway.

When everything was done, Chi Hanqiu found Duan Yu ran to the balcony and squatted in front of Ugly's den in a daze.

"Duan Yu?..."

"Chou Chou is gone. I can't find her anywhere. She's gone and won't come back."

"Maybe she accidentally followed us out when we opened the door, and she will come back." Chi Hanqiu squatted beside Duan Yu, watching Chou Chou's nest with him.

"I know, she's gone and won't come back. My dad said that when the cat leaves the house, the family will be broken up." Duan Yu looked at Chi Hanqiu with empty eyes, "She left with my dad, won't came back."

Chi Hanqiu didn't know what to say.

"Chi Hanqiu, I have no strength, please help me up." Duan Yu said stupidly.

Chi Hanqiu suddenly hugged Duan Yu, and due to too much inertia, the two of them sat on the ground together, Chi Hanqiu's body covered Duan Yu's body, and he simply kissed Duan Yu's cool lips lightly.

"Duan Yu, I still have me in this family, you can rely on me." Chi Hanqiu said seriously.

Duan Yu stared blankly at Chi Hanqiu without any response.

"Alas..." Chi Hanqiu sighed, "Or, I have to rely on you, Duan Yu. I don't know how to wash clothes, clean the room, cook, or make tofu soup." Chi Hanqiu tried to say something happy Yes, it can be found that the words were spoken without taking into account Duan Yu's feelings at all.

Unexpectedly, Duan Yu took the initiative to rush forward to kiss Chi Hanqiu, breathing chaotically, "Chi Hanqiu, am I still alive?"

Chi Hanqiu bit Duan Yu's lips, exerted a little force, and then said, "You're alive."

"Prove it to me." Duan Yu roughly unbuttoned Chi Hanqiu's shirt, and then ripped off his own.

"Duan Yu..."

In the past, Chi Hanqiu wished Duan Yu could do this, but today's situation...

Don't allow Chi Hanqiu to hesitate, Duan Yu has already stripped himself naked and pressed on Chi Hanqiu's body.So the two had a fight on the balcony floor.

Afterwards, Duan Yu fell asleep feebly.

For several days in a row, Duan Yu didn't mention his father anymore, he calmly managed his father's funeral, he ran around to buy all kinds of things needed for the funeral.He insisted on commuting to and from get off work, and even Dark didn't slack off at work.

Many colleagues felt that Duan Yu was strong and dedicated, but only a few people close to Duan Yu knew that something was wrong with Duan Yu's situation.

Chi Hanqiu went in and out with Duan Yu almost every day, for fear that Duan Yu would lose control of his emotions and there would be no one to take care of him.Chi Hanqiu became more and more worried about Duan Yu's situation, and even called Bai Yi to ask what to do. Bai Yi's answer was very simple, just talk to him until he burst into tears.However, Duan Yu seems to have taken dumb medicine, cherishing words like gold.

At night, Duan Yu would take the initiative to pester Chi Hanqiu, which made Chi Hanqiu even more worried.Because, in the past few days, Duan Yu couldn't carry out the sex/love to the end at all. He seemed to deliberately provoke Chi Hanqiu's interest, and then drifted with the tide like a dead fish, without any consciousness.Even, sometimes he didn't ejaculate.

Once he fell asleep, Duan Yu began to dream and talk in his sleep. He had only slept for a few hours, but he was sweating a lot, and his sleep was extremely restless.In just a few days, Duan Yu became thin and pale.

All Chi Hanqiu can do is to guard Duan Yu, guarding him firmly.Tang Corporation's acquisition was just about to come to an end. Xu Shenglan called Chi Hanqiu a lot because of this, but Chi Hanqiu decided to postpone Tang Corporation's acquisition plan, so Duan Yu must pay close attention to it at this moment.

He treated Duan Yu as usual, and if Duan Yu didn't mention Duan's father, he didn't mention it. He still roguely grabbed Duan Yu to make him tofu soup, and would take Duan Yu to take a mandarin duck bath, so that Duan Yu It is better to have something to do than to have nothing to do.

Just the day before Duan's father's funeral, after Duan Yu got home from get off work in Dark, he found that there were two more cats in the house, one that looked like Chou Chou, and the other, a tiger cat, seemed...pregnant.

Chi Hanqiu was clumsily making food for the two cats.

"Look, isn't Chou Chou coming back? It just went out to abduct his wife and came back." Chi Hanqiu said happily.

Duan Yu knelt down and looked at the two cats that were devouring hungrily, looked at Chi Hanqiu and said, "Chou Chou is a girl."

Uh... Chi Hanqiu pushed his glasses and said, "Is that so?" It seems that his plan to fool Duan Yu with two cats has been exposed, and Duan Yu is not confused.

Duan Yu nodded, then lowered his head and stroked the ugly cat: "Let's call it Chouchou." Then, he took a deep look at Chi Hanqiu and said, "Thank you."

Duan Yu moved closer to Chi Hanqiu and offered his lips, which could almost be described as pious, kissing Chi Hanqiu's thin and sexy lips.

"Duan Yu, remember, I am your reliance, this home is still here."

"Well, it's still there."

Duan Yu closed his eyes and leaned on Chi Hanqiu's shoulder, but his mind was full of complicated black shadows and messy voices.

Duan's father's funeral was both solemn and simple. The grandeur lies in that Duan Yu spent all his savings of [-] yuan to buy a good cemetery for his father, built a beautiful wooden coffin, and chose the best white lilies to surround his father's. around.The simplicity lies in the fact that only a few acquaintances attended the funeral, and there were no excessive blessings or condolences, but only their respective sorrows.

After the funeral, Duan Yu asked everyone to leave first, saying that he wanted to accompany his father again.After everyone left, Duan Yu hugged his father's tombstone and finally cried, "Dad, I'm sorry... I'm sorry... In the end, I still leave you alone."

If he can shed tears, it means that Duan Yu already has the heart to continue living, this is Bai Yi's words.Looking at Duan Yu crying alone at his father's tombstone from a distance, Chi Hanqiu was really happy.

Not far from him, a familiar figure appeared. It was a woman in plain clothes, looking at Duan Yu from a distance, her clasped hands trembling slightly.

Chi Hanqiu couldn't help frowning, why is she here?

The author has something to say: ah. . . . .Why are you so busy at the end of the year, so busy

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