my friend is a monster

All the words hit his heart, and there was a panic in his heart, didn't he!Is he really that bad?

Short, ugly, can't make money, cry?

No no no no no... how is it possible!

Raphael hugged his head: "You are talking nonsense!"

"Humph."

"You are talking nonsense!"

"Listen or not, I'm telling the truth anyway."

"I don't listen!"

Kanter raised his eyebrows and said sarcastically: "Don't worry, anyway, you don't have to think about whether there are girls who like you in this place where there are no humans. You stay by my side honestly, and don't think about those who are not of."

Raphael was completely depressed, and he didn't listen to Kanter's words at all.

He never knew that he was so bad, that he was not loved at all, and that he had so many shortcomings...

But, hadn't he been courted by a male mermaid just now?Cough cough, this shows that he is not that bad...囧~

Raphael thinks that he likes beautiful women very much, but Kanter criticized himself like that. After thinking about it, he felt that even if he hadn't been to this barbaric place, in the Prufance Empire, there really wouldn't be girls who would like it. he.

No one likes it... This kind of thinking is really depressing!

Rafael still wanted to have a child very much, and he had determined to marry a beautiful woman since he was a child, but now his dreams were all shattered, and his whole person became black and white.

However, Kanter still despised him. Uncharacteristically, he was usually silent and didn't talk much. This time, he was chattering endlessly. He kept sending messages to Raphael, all of which were to scold him.

What kind of mecha operation is bad, weak, unmanly, cowardly, dare not strike up a conversation with women... In the end, even the incident of Rafael peeing his pants when he was a child was brought out...

Raphael was disgraced by what he said, so he naturally refused to let it go, and was very unconvinced to save face for himself, and continued to bicker with him: "Okay, okay, even if what you said is true, I will fight it! Since Girls won't like me... Big deal, me, me, me, so what if I find a man in the future? Isn't Senior just with Max? It's not too difficult for me to find a man to accompany me? Even if I don't Max is so good... Anyway, I don't mind if the other party is useless..."

"What did you say?!"

The mental power transmitted by Kanter was so deafening that Raphael's head had circled stars, and he was stunned.

Why does Kanter have the expression of wanting to kill someone?

He just said that there are no women who are destined to be gay in the future. Prufance Empire is so open, same-sex couples abound, and Kanter also has a crush on his good friend Senior, who is also a man, why is he so shocked? expression?

And is it worth looking at him with that horrible look?

What to do, he is so scared~

Raphael sinks to the bottom...

25 He just wants that guy to stay

Kanter was really pissed off.

And he was very angry, his lungs were about to burst out of his chest cavity, and his head also hurt, as if he had been cut by a chainsaw.

This is the second time he's been this angry.

The first time Kanter was so angry was when the army base was attacked. Raphael insisted on staying with Senior, but because he was angry for a while, he simply ignored him and took the spaceship to retreat to the rear line of defense first. As a result, he What I received was the news that Senior and Raphael were killed in battle!

When his subordinates came in to report, Kanter was expressionless, but in fact he could not hear any sound, the time had expired, and he just stood in the office of the command post until his subordinates After calling him a lot, he finally came back to his senses.

killed.

Killed?

No, it can't be!

Kanter stubbornly believes that this is by no means true, absolutely not true.

Two days later, he came to the former battlefield in person and saw the devastation all over the ground, as well as the medical team's report that Senior and Rafael were determined to have no bodies left due to the explosion.

Kanter was almost expressionless. He directed his subordinates to re-deploy strategically as usual. He was calm, calm, wise, and tenacious.

It seems that nothing can shake his heart, because he is the most hard-hearted lieutenant general in the empire.

Kanter's appeal is the highest level in the empire, which also shows how hard he is to be moved and how easily he can control his emotions. At that time, almost all his subordinates relied on him and regarded him as the most important thing in their hearts. Strong backing.

Whether it is an officer or a soldier, in their hearts, anyone can be crushed by a brutal war, but Lieutenant General Kanter, that cold and tall young commander, stands on the battlefield like a living war obelisk , will never fall.

However, Kanter knew it himself.

He was finished, just a living humanoid machine, just a coward who refused to believe in reality.

Endless remorse, and anger at himself, he lived in hell every day.

He dreams of them sometimes.

In the dream, Senior and Raphael hooked up, talking and laughing, the two of them are such good friends, every time Kanter saw the incomparable intimacy of these two people, there would be a feeling of sourness in Kanter's heart. Astringent emotions.

When he was a boy, he thought it was just that he saw that Raphael's good-for-nothing had friends, and his friend was a pariah, so he couldn't see it.

Later, he and Senior had disputes and misunderstandings, and Senior showed that inexplicable, seemingly sad expression, which made him feel at a loss.

It took a long time before Kanter suddenly understood his daze and confusion, because when Senior showed weakness, his expression was very similar to that of Raphael when he was bullied by him when he was a child.

It's just that Raphael became poorer and poorer when he grew up, and he was no longer afraid of him.

As time went on, Kanter's impression of Senior gradually changed, and when he saw the picture of these two people together, his mood became more subtle.

Sometimes he wants to destroy this friendship between the two, and sometimes he feels that he really envies this friendship.

……

"The person the young master likes is Senior, right?"

Kanter's most capable subordinate, Kex, once inspired him: "Isn't the young master the most important thing about Senior? Could it be that the young master pays so much attention to them, not because he likes Senior, but because he likes Master Raphael?"

When Kex said he liked Senior, Kanter didn't feel too much, didn't feel happy, didn't feel angry, just a little surprised.

But when Kex got to the last line, saying he liked Raphael, he nearly jumped out of his chair and yelled.

Who would like that guy!

But why do I always have a grudge against these two people?

He didn't like to deceive himself. In the military academy, he even sent someone to follow Senior, and for Senior's excellence and specialness, he couldn't deny his excellence.

In fact, the reason why Kanter pays attention to Senior is very simple. There is a spirit he admires in Senior, which is indomitable.

As a pariah, Senior dared to challenge him, and he always had a way to walk ahead of others. He was strong, brave, and not stupid, especially in terms of fighting skills. Senior was uninfected by accident. He is so powerful that he is not affected by Kanter's appeal at all, and he can compete with Kanter on a par. This has never been seen among Kanter's partners since he was a child.

The two were enemies from the beginning of their acquaintance. Gradually, Kanter felt that he and Senior were a bit like those in novels, rivals and friends.

Kanter really wants to be friends with Senior.

Because it's worth it.

So, he should like Senior.

The person Senior likes is Max, the patriarch of the Hastings family. The two have a heart-to-heart bond. Kanter was a teenager at the time, and he scoffed at this matter. Later, when he matured, he didn't care about this result. There is nothing to say, and I have never felt sad or sad.

In fact, he never thought of pursuing Senior at all.

What he asked for was to be friends with Senior who would not quarrel or fight when they met, and then they would have time to fight together and practice their fighting skills.

From the beginning to the end, Kanter didn't understand that liking and liking are not exactly the same.

After learning the news of the deaths of Senior and Raphael, Kanter reflected countless times, and he hated himself.

Why didn't he leave more troops for Senior?Why do you believe so much that Senior can save the day?Why didn't he take Raphael away by force?Why get angry with him and leave him there?

In fact, when he was thinking about the first two questions, he was thinking more about his negligence as a commander, but when he was thinking about the last two questions, he didn't know anything in his mind...

All he knew was that Raphael was dead, and he didn't believe it.

Never believe it!

He even had a paranoid psychological disorder for a time, and then he received three months of psychotherapy before he gradually recovered.

Lieutenant General Kantor has become a role model in the army. He is energetic and strict with himself. He works all the time and only sleeps for three or four hours.

In fact, Kanter understood that he was afraid.

He was afraid of dreaming, afraid of dreaming that they were still alive, and afraid that when he stopped, he would think wildly.

He always thinks of some fragments of Raphael's childhood.

When he was a child, Raphael was deceived by him, scared to cry by the toad, hugging his arms, with a small face like a cat, and hiding himself on him... Raphael was forced by him to wear a flowery skirt, with his little mouth pouted, The skin is so white, like a doll... Raphael was awkward when he unbuttoned him, and Raphael's hand was burned... Raphael insisted on staying behind...

Do not!

It hurts like a sawed head,