my friend is a monster

Liao often came to see him for shopping. As friends, Raphael knew that they were sincerely treating him well, but as a subordinate, he had the duty to urge Kanter about the heir.

Probably they were also very guilty in their hearts, and when they came to see themselves, they felt a little sad.

Lieutenant Jesse seemed to have nothing happened, and his attitude towards Raphael hadn't changed much. Regarding the conversation between him and himself, Raphael hesitated for a long time and did not tell Kanter.

Kanter became very busy. He had to deal with a lot of family affairs, arrange work to return to the imperial capital, and the power of the army, etc. He could not stay with Raphael all the time, but often took Lieutenant Jesse with him.

The scene of two people coming in and out together hurt Raphael's eyes.

Jesse seems to be doing it on purpose. He often discusses some deployment arrangements with Kanter in front of Raphael. Kanter has always been very involved in handling fortifications. His admiring gaze made Raphael even more dissatisfied.

Raphael didn't want Kanter to see that he was jealous, so he tried not to explode. Kanter had only one tendon in this regard, and the relationship between the two took a turn for the worse.

Once when discussing the latest strategic deployment and Jesse's suggestion, Raphael interrupted unwillingly.

Who knew that Kanter put his arms around Raphael's shoulders, and said to him briskly: "You don't have to worry about these things, my subordinates are not dry food, you little idiot is still far behind!"

Lieutenant Jesse's expression remained unchanged, he smiled slightly, and occasionally glanced at Raphael, as if he was demonstrating.

Raphael sat on the bed, clenched his fist under the quilt...

Seeing Kanter in a good mood, Rafael felt sour. You think he is good. Why do you praise him in a way that belittles me?

What do you take me for?

It's only been a few days, why did your attitude towards me become like this?Is it because the person you like is actually someone like Jesse?

In fact, Kanter simply didn't want Raphael to worry about it, just to tease him, but what Raphael felt was a completely different meaning.

(Sorrowful Kanter, you really don't know what to say and what not to say in front of your wife...)

Although Kanter did not treat Rafael badly, he has always been reticent except for discussing business matters. In the past, Raphael was used to taking the initiative to talk to him. Raphael talked a lot, quarreled with him, and the two got along very well. .

But when Lieutenant Jesse was around, they discussed business, and Raphael didn't speak.

As soon as Lieutenant Jesse left, Kanter naturally fell silent. Kanter felt that he would be satisfied as long as he looked at Raphael, but Raphael mistakenly thought that he was unwilling to talk to him.

Kanter's praise of Lieutenant Jesse inadvertently hurt Raphael's self-esteem and made his sense of crisis even worse.

Coupled with the limited time Kanter came to visit, Rafael really thought that he was deliberately indifferent to himself.

This growing feeling of despair spread throughout his body, and Raphael had to admit that what Lieutenant Jesse said to him had a lot of bad influence on him.

Sometimes seeing him and Kanter together, they look very well matched, not only does Raphael think, if Lieutenant Jesse was there on that savage planet at that time, would Kanter choose him instead of him? What about yourself?

He is not confident that Kanter will definitely choose him.

So it's just the two of them there and there's no way to pick, so Kanter is with him?

Lieutenant Jesse was more in line with Kanter's preferences than he seemed in all aspects. Kanter sent him to the pantry and chose him as his secretary.

Jealousy gnawed at Raphael's heart bit by bit, he was very distressed, he was always optimistic, he didn't understand why this dark emotion lingered.

At night, Kanter hugged him to sleep and felt his warmth. Raphael would sometimes let out a low sigh. Kanter is not a fickle person. He is still kind to himself now because he has had such a long time Emotional accumulation?

Or is it just responsibility...

Raphael didn't want to hear the word...

If neither he nor Kanter had fallen into the crack of space, but lived safely in the empire until now, after thinking about it, he and Kanter would never have any further intersections, and the two would always be at odds.

Even if Kanter likes men, there are many good men like Lieutenant Jesse who are willing to be his lover.

But he fell in love with Kanter, what a helpless thing, if he had known that loving someone is such a pain, he would rather die on a different planet.

Whenever Kanter and Jesse discussed affairs and left him alone, whenever he was alone with Kanter, Kanter was very silent, which made his heart ache like a knife, and he couldn't help it every night. Sleep peacefully, even being hugged tightly by Kanter, I still feel very cold...

In the past few days, Colonel Kex has come over frequently, chatting with Raphael, and telling him something about what happened in the empire.

Raphael probably knew the recent situation of Senior and his brother Siegfried.

Although he missed them very much, but now he was very anxious, thinking that he should wait until he returned to the imperial capital to meet them again, so he would not let Kanter notify them.

In fact, it was Kanter who saw that Rafael's complexion was not good, so he asked the doctor to nourish his body in private, and asked Kesto to chat with him, but it didn't seem to work.

Kanter's heart is also very heavy at the moment. What his subordinates said is not wrong, and they are also thinking about the Nisha family.

After all, in their view, even if they married another noble lady, they would not be sorry for Rafael. Many of the former patriarchs of the four great holy clans also married multiple wives.

But Kanter is not going to marry any noble lady to intervene between him and Raphael, and he is very distressed about this matter.

He is the head of the clan, facing many subordinates, he must think of a good way to explain himself, and at the same time, he has to use other methods to solve the problem of family inheritance, such as making a virtuous person or a side branch, all of which still need to be planned.

There are many things to think about, and Kanter's expression becomes more gloomy day after day.

He was only interested in solving the problem, and didn't want to tell Raphael about it to make him worry, so he kept keeping it a secret. Who would have thought that the more he kept it secret, the deeper the misunderstanding would be.

Seeing Kanter's expression becoming more and more serious, and the way his lips were often tightly closed, Raphael not only wondered if he was really wavering between conscience and responsibility as Lieutenant Jesse said. ?

Maybe Kante can't be blamed, it's not his fault.

You can't blame them either. They don't have any prejudice or badness towards themselves and their children, they just tell the truth and face reality.

The inheritance of the Nisha family is related to many, many people in many aspects. Rafael was born in one of the four holy families, so how can he not know the importance of the heir?

There are other people in the direct lineage of the Haokexie family and the Hastings family within three generations, but Kanter is the only direct lineage of the Nisha family. This is also impossible, right?

Even if these can be overcome, does Kanter like Lieutenant Jesse more than himself?

Raphael is really sad.

He even sometimes thought, how wonderful it would be if he could live forever under that barren planet?

The cabin built by Kanter himself, those primitive and clumsy tools, fur clothes, the two of them stay together every day, quarreling or playing...

Those memories that were not good at first, are so nostalgic now, but when I think about it, it seems to be something from the previous life...

If you don't abuse, you can all talk, and if you abuse, you will come out to complain for Raphael, ^_^～

The little abuse is entirely to satisfy my own habit of bullying the protagonist, and will never cause any real abuse... 囧

Spoiler alert: Another chapter will be abused tomorrow, and then we will enter the easy journey of Kanter's journey to chase his wife. By the way, we are really kind... Sweat...

(10 fresh coins) 51 Rafael decided to run away with the buns

For his son, Raphael began to learn to hold him, feed him, change his diaper and so on.

At the same time, he secretly observed that although his son does not lack arms or legs, nor does he have any IQ problems, he really does not have the slightest bit of mental power in his body. He is a complete "blank board" with no mental power in all aspects.

He sighed, but he was more attentive and gentle when treating his son.

Raphael seldom had such patience in doing things. After he was able to walk on the ground, he almost insisted on taking care of the child by himself without any help from others.

Kanter was worried that he would be exhausted, so he persuaded him: "You can just hand him over to the caretaker, and don't always take care of him yourself."

Kanter originally meant to care about Rafael, but in Rafael's ears, it became another meaning. He bit his lip and said, "I am willing to take care of my son, and you don't have to worry about it."

"Why are you so capricious?"

Kanter snatched his son from him, and said distressedly: "Look at your face, how bad is it?"

Raphael stared at him motionlessly, and Kanter was a little jealous: "Why do you spoil this kid so much? Children can't get used to it. When I was young, no one loved me so much. Besides, the boy is very skinny, so I don't need to do this." You are so spoiled, I have never seen you so gentle..."

"Give me back the child!"

Kanter saw that Raphael cared so much about the child, and he was so possessive, he frowned, looked at the serious little guy in his hands, who was neither crying nor fussing, and didn't understand why he was treated so much worse than his son, Raphael So fierce to him, but so kind to his son.

He lowered his voice a little aggrieved: "He's better than me, he can only eat and sleep, but it's useless, you don't have to be right even if you like it."