Comprehensive Immortal Sword

I give up the next life, and wait for him to hold hands with me. I give up the next life to keep him lonely without regret.The absurd things in the floating life are just a few times of infatuation and anger, and it is difficult to tell the right from the wrong;

I have been wandering and searching for a few years, and I have traveled to many places. I never dare to think about those things in the daytime. Like it never ends.General suffocation.

And these things that I dare not recall during the day always reappear in my dreams.

In the dream, I didn't leave, I stayed with my senior brother, I seemed to see a different senior brother, he smiled at me, he was really happy, but he was inexplicably aggrieved.

In the dream, when I uttered that sentence, the senior brother was taken aback, sometimes it was assertively rejected, and Man Qionghua, who had taught me a lesson from Xi and Yangyan, ran wildly, and sometimes I answered after pondering for a while, and then I took Watching him run around all over the sky.

In the dream, I was like waking up from a big dream, and I told my brother with aggrieved face, about the demon world, about leaving, about being frozen, but in the end, I was taught a good lesson by my brother, beat me up until my nose was bruised and my face was swollen, and I laughed foolishly.

It's a pity that every time I wake up, I'm still where I should be.There is no Qionghua's quilt, no sword stand in the room, no senior brother Xuanxiao.

In the end, he was called back to Qingluan Peak by a summons from Senior Brother Xuan Zhen.

I haven't found the negative side of Yin Yang Zi Que yet, but from Suyu's relapsed symptoms, I knew that even if I found it, it was fruitless.

When I saw Senior Brother Xuan Zhen and Junior Sister Suyu this time, I almost couldn't recognize them.Junior Sister Suyu was originally fair and beautiful, but now I don't know if it is because of the cold air of Wangshu, her face is becoming paler, as if frost has condensed, and the meridian has a light blue color.

Senior brother Xuan Zhen looked better than her, but he was also much weaker, even his palms were icy cold, and his lips were bloodless and white.

Long time no see, Yun Tianhe, who has grown up a lot, stands by the bed, with a confused expression on his face which is very similar to Suyu.He is young and doesn't understand what these things mean, but he is also surprisingly sensitive, he is instinctively unwilling to leave, he is tired of Suyu all day long, and he doesn't even care about the wild boar that he loves to chase and play with on weekdays.

After the death of Junior Sister Suyu and Senior Brother Xuan Zhen, I stayed at Qingluan Peak and took care of Yun Tianhe who was rather heartless.

When that little guy followed me to bury Junior Sister Suyu and Senior Brother Xuanzhen in the Shichenxi Cave, he asked me curiously if there was so much ice, would his parents not feel cold when they slept, it was amazing.

I didn't answer his words, watching the cold air of Wang Shu overflowing because of Suyu's death out of control, sealing the whole tomb in a thick layer of ice, I suddenly remembered what Suxin told me.

…Senior Brother Xuan Xiao, I really want to see him now.

I want to say to him personally, I'm sorry...

Regardless of whether the senior brother can hear it or not, he must tell him.

Then, no matter what they say, I'm going to hang on to it, even if my senior brother stands up from Xuan Bing with a tiger's face and beats Xi He at me, I won't leave!

Wherever my senior brother is, I will be there, and I will not leave even if I am killed!

However, seeing the child beside me, reaching out to hold my clothes, in the end, I stayed.

This child, I watched him be born, with short arms and short legs, and he is only four or five years old now, and he knows nothing, except running all over the mountain to bully little wild boars and being bullied by big wild boars by the way.

This child, after the deaths of Junior Sister Suyu and Senior Brother Xuan Zhen, began to stubbornly insist on calling me Daddy.

The days in Qingluan Peak were very peaceful, except for being irritated by Yun Tianhe every day, there was nothing to say...

The longer I spent with this wild boy, the more I felt that my idea of ​​staying at first to enlighten him and educate him by the way was a big mistake, there was no need for it at all!

He could run wild all day and come back in the evening rolling in the mud dragging a howling half-sized boar cub, grinning foolishly.You can also just sit on the side obediently all day long, just keep your eyes open and stare at me all the time. Very innocent.But I was the only one who felt the thorn in my back like a thorn in my throat, and it made me uncomfortable to be watched by him.

Sometimes, I also think about it bitterly, whether Senior Brother Xuan Xiao is the same as I feel now, no wonder he always has no good looks towards me.

Occasionally, I would tell him something about my past in the Qionghua Sect, and that kid listened attentively, although the questions I asked made me feel the urge to hide my face directly.

I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, until the wild boy asked me who the "school brother" I was chanting at night, I suddenly realized that I had mentioned everyone, even a certain trial that even lasted for a while. Everyone who has never been in the past has mentioned it once, but alone, there is no Senior Brother Xuanxiao.

I don’t remember what I said to that wild boy at that time, I only remember that day, I built a tree house on the big tree next to the cabin, and after opening the casement windows, there was a distant, faint , seems to be able to see the outline of Kunlun Mountain.

The wild boy never asked me about senior brother Xuan Xiao, but his timid expression every time he heard me talking about the past showed that I probably called the senior brother unconsciously again.

I don't like this expression, so later, I gradually stopped mentioning those past things.All in all, this child is still young, and when he grows up a bit, and no one mentions it after I leave, these things will be forgotten.

And Qionghua... There will also be new disciples joining the door, and time will slowly wash away the traces of our existence, long after we leave or disappear from everyone's sight.

Only, I won't forget.

……can not forget.

When Yun Tianhe was seven years old, he was already able to rely on his unique system that he didn't know how to grow, and waved Wangshu to dominate the Qingluan Peak. Except for a few particularly fierce wild boars, he couldn't beat the rest of the piglets. He almost heard his voice, turned around and ran.

As for those ferocious wild boars... I have always believed that even ordinary beasts are somewhat intelligent, let alone Qingluan Peak, a place with beautiful mountains, clear waters, and good geomantic omen.So, I went to have a good chat with them.

The result is very satisfying.

I think it's almost time to leave.

Even, I have already thought about how to go back to Qionghua, what kind of reaction will Senior Sister Suyao who has become the head of the sect, and then what I will say, how to get her to agree to let me go to the forbidden area and see the frozen senior brother What to do next.

However, it has always been that heaven does not follow people's wishes.

After all, I am not that wild boy who is simply a monster. During the days when I helped Senior Brother Xuanzhen, whose spiritual power was fading, to sort out Suyu’s meridians, Wang Shu’s cold air also eroded my spiritual power. When it was discovered, there was no room for change.

As the cold air in my body eroded my meridians step by step, my physical strength became weaker and weaker. Let alone Yujian flying, now I rely on the wild boy to fetch three meals a day.Faced with barbecuing meat for days and days... I deeply feel that bigu is really necessary.

I spent more and more time staying in the tree house, overlooking the direction of Kunlun Mountain. Sometimes I looked at it, and I was fascinated. I don’t know what I was thinking, but I just came back to my senses. At that time, it is often already dusk in the western mountains.

I slept peacefully at night, as if I had a very good dream, but I couldn't remember the content of the dream but I was always unwilling to wake up. I coughed so hard again and again, but I still closed my eyes and didn't want to open them.

Later, I lost the strength to even go up to the tree house, so I changed my habit and stood on the edge of Qingluan Peak all day long, watching the white clouds and dogs disappearing in a flash.

after that……

And then, I died.

When he arrived in the ghost world, senior brother Xuan Zhen hadn't left yet. He and his junior sister Suyu had been doing well in the ghost world for the past two years, and they didn't plan to reincarnate, they just wanted to stay in the ghost world for life after life.

Not wanting to be separated from each other is one part, and the other part...Senior Brother Xuan Zhen and Junior Sister Su Yu looked at me and said sorry, they never regretted it, they just felt sorry for the two of them.One is me, and the other is Senior Brother Xuan Xiao.

I brought the blame on myself, so, in fact... the only one they are sorry for is Senior Brother Xuan Xiao.

……Me too.

Junior Sister Suyu's mentality has been adjusted very well, she is now talking about that kid Yun Tianhe dying early to accompany her every day...

I thought about it, but in the end I still didn't tell her. With the weird system that your son doesn't know how to give birth to, it might be very difficult to get him down early.

Moreover, I deeply thought that if the wild boy came down in the end, he might be tossed by himself...

By that kind of way of thinking that I don't know if I should say that I am wise or stupid, or that I have no roots at all.

Brother Xuan Zhen asked me if I wanted to reincarnate, but I refused decisively.

What's so good about being reincarnated, who knows if I'll be as handsome, handsome, young and promising in my next life as in this life...

Before he finished speaking, Senior Brother Xuan Zhen had already slapped him. Since he arrived in the ghost world, Senior Brother Xuan Zhen's temper has become more and more casual, which is not good.

What's more, I don't know what will happen in the next life, but no matter what, there will be no Senior Brother Xuan Xiao in the next life.

Senior Brother Xuan Zhen and Junior Sister Suyu can wait here to say sorry to Senior Brother, so naturally I can.

I don't want the next life, I don't want the next life, I just hope that on the side of this reincarnation, I can still see the face in my memory.

...I can still see the senior brother frowning, looking over with a bit of impatience, but calling me lazily with a trace of indistinct helplessness in his tone.

——"Azure."

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