The afternoon sun is always so gentle and warm, lightly filling the whole room, with a bright breath and a soft temperature.

Song Weiran sat quietly on the sofa, staring at an envelope on the coffee table, silent for a long time.It was a white envelope printed with: S's name.

He had already read the contents of the envelope and was admitted.Still his favorite profession.However, he just smiled when he learned that he was admitted, and then there was a long silence.

Along with the admission letter came the notice of high tuition fees, but now, how can he spend so much money to pay for all this?

That deep sense of powerlessness, as well as the sadness that had been hidden in his heart for a long time, wrapped him up layer upon layer on this sunny afternoon, making it a burden for him to even breathe.

Before he knew it, he had been at Chaoxi's house for more than three months. During this period, he had walked downstairs of his house many times, quietly looking at the familiar window. Many times he had seen his mother carrying Cai walked back, still looking radiant, as if his departure did not cause any trouble to them, or in other words, his departure brought such a smile to their faces.

Heh, the bitter taste spread from the bottom of his heart to the corners of his mouth, every taste bud was telling him what is sad.

Suddenly, as if he had made a decision, he quickly put away the envelope on the coffee table, put on his clothes, changed his shoes, and walked out the door with the affirmations he had earned in decades of hard work...

After getting off the bus, I walked to the familiar yard with slow steps, walked to the familiar window that I can no longer be familiar with, and watched quietly.

"Hey, Xiaoran, long time no see." The grandma upstairs greeted Song Weiran familiarly, "How is it? You did well in the exam, right?"

Nodding lightly.

A pair of wrinkled hands took Song Weiran's hand, and those already cloudy eyes shone with joy, "Oh, I said that you have always been so good, and you can't miss the critical moment. The old Song family is blessed, It's a college student. Is it a famous school?"

She smiled awkwardly, "Grandma Wang, it's not as good as you said. It's just big S."

"University S, that's a good school. You're a humble kid. When you go to grandma's house, grandma will cook for you." As he spoke, he lovingly pulled Song Weiran upstairs.

Song Weiran raised the envelope in his hand with some embarrassment, and said apologetically, "Grandma, I haven't come home yet."

"Oh, look at me being an old fool," the old man patted his trouser legs, "Of course you have to go home to announce the good news for such a thing." Gently stroking Song Weiran's hand, "Good boy, I'll come to grandma's house another day. "

"En." Nodding, Song Weiran sent Grandma Wang to her home, said goodbye to the smiling Grandma Wang, turned and went downstairs, and stood at the door of her own house.

After standing quietly for a while, he raised his arm, "dong dong dong", and knocked on the familiar door.

"Here we come." The long-lost voice sounded from inside the door, and Song Weiran also heard the sound of "da da da" Ji walking with his slippers on.

"Click", the door opened.The woman in the door was stunned when she saw Wei Ran's face.The eyes that were originally smiling slowly closed, and stared at Song Weiran at the door for a while, then carefully looked around, and after making sure no one was paying attention, he turned slightly sideways, "Come in first."

Song Weiran entered the room with a sideways body, looked at the petite middle-aged woman with her head lowered and eyes flickering, and called softly, "Mom."

The woman didn't answer, but looked at Song Weiran's chin in a panic, and said hesitantly, "You...what are you doing back here? It's not good for people to see."

Heh, I haven't seen you for more than three months, the first sentence is actually this.Bitterly pursing the corners of her lips, she said slowly, "Mom, are you... all right?"

The woman raised her eyelids, glanced at Song Weiran, and then quickly lowered her eyes, "Well, we are fine. You... If you have nothing to do, go away, let people see, no... Not very good."

"Mom..." Biting the corner of her lips fiercely, the envelope in her hand gradually became wrinkled, and her shoulders trembled slightly.

At this time, Song Weiran didn't know what it was like, it turned out that he was the only one who was missing, only he was nostalgic for the past.

Hearing the call suppressed in his throat, he instinctively backed away, glanced at Song Weiran out of the corner of his eye in a panic, and stammered, "I...we have...no...it doesn't matter anymore. You... stand far away, the disease... will... be contagious."

Looking at his mother in disbelief, is that his mother?The mother who used to love her so much?Song Weiran couldn't believe it.The man in front of him avoided himself like a plague.

Song Weiran looked at the familiar but unfamiliar woman in front of him, a sense of sadness began to spread, and there was a soft sound, it was the sound of a broken heart.

long silence.

"Mom, are you... are you that scared?" Song Weiran spoke very slowly, with a slightly trembling voice, it could be seen that he was suppressing himself, but the corners of his eyes were still red.

The woman suddenly raised her head, "What are you talking about, don't you know how terrible that disease is?"

His eyes were full of disgust and resentment.

Song Weiran couldn't say a word, and looked into the woman's eyes quietly.

"If you have nothing to do, go away and don't come again." The woman said this without the slightest hesitation, unlike the hesitation just now, it can be seen that this has been stored in her mind for a long time.

The nails dug into the palm of the hand fiercely, and the edges and corners of the envelope cut the palm of the hand. The self who had a little longing in his heart before seemed so ridiculous at this moment.

It turned out that I had already become a germ in their eyes, and it was still fatal.

Twitching the corners of his mouth, he laughed without warning.I don't know whether to laugh at my innocence or the timidity of women.It wasn't that kind of gentle laughter, nor that naughty and mischievous smile, but that piercing mocking laugh, and those reddish eyes that made Song Weiran look so weird at this moment.

The woman seemed to be frightened and began to tremble slightly.

Squinting his eyes, he took one last look at the woman and turned to open the door.

Just before stepping out the door, with his back turned to the woman, Song Weiran raised his arm and showed the woman the bloody envelope, "I was admitted to S University." Turning his face to the side, squinting his eyes, "I'm sorry, I embarrass you .”

Straightened her back and walked out, leaving the woman alone with her eyes wide open looking at the closed door, and the four words scattered in the air——

Mom, goodbye.

Almost as soon as he walked out of the yard, his straight back collapsed.Staring blankly at the endless traffic and the crowded road, Song Weiran suddenly looked like a lost child, not knowing where to go.

Where should he go?Where is his way...

When Zhao Xi returned home, the room was pitch black.Strangely, I turned on the light, but there was no sign of a child.

"child?"

No one should.

"Kitty?"

No one answered.

Finally, he called out the title that the child had been demanding all along, "Song Weiran?"

Still ignored.

Zhao Xi, who poured a glass of ice water, muttered while drinking, "Damn child, you ignore me." When he went to the kitchen, he saw that there was not even a single grain of rice, "You actually went on strike?!!!"

"Click", amidst the sound of Chao Xi grinding his teeth, the child walked in.Zhaoxi left the kitchen, and said as she walked, "Child, you didn't cook..." The word "饭" at the end couldn't get out of her throat, because the child at this moment looked so—sad .

He stopped and looked at him.

He walked towards the sofa with his head down, lay down on the sofa, covered himself from head to toe with a blanket on one side, and never raised his eyelids from the beginning to the end.

A crumpled envelope slipped to the floor, with stars and blood on it.

Walk over, pick it up gently, open it and see it instantly.

The little wild cat is probably going home.Seeing the child hiding herself like an ostrich, Zhao Xi shook her head lightly, but she still didn't realize the reality...

Song Weiran hid himself in the blanket, not knowing what he was thinking or saying that he didn't think about anything.He just lay there quietly, his eyes wide open, looking at the faint light that came in through the blanket.He gently raised his hand and scratched at the light in front of his eyes, but there was nothing.

Self-deprecatingly raised the corners of his mouth, really couldn't even catch this little bit of light?

With a "wow~", the blanket on his head was completely lifted, and the too bright light made him unable to open his eyes for a moment.

After getting used to it, I saw a cup of coffee on the coffee table.A rich aroma filled the room.

The monstrous man sat aside, looking at him with a slight smile.

The slender eyes blinked - drank it.

He gave the evildoer a weak look, closed his eyes, and rested his arms on his eyelids.

The arm was removed, and the monstrous face came into view again.

Impatiently, he patted off the hand that was holding him.In a very bad tone, he said, "Go away."

Zhao Xi's eyes narrowed slightly, looking at him dangerously.

Looking into those eyes, Song Weiran suddenly felt a little sorry, turned her face away, and looked elsewhere, "I'm sorry, I... am in a bad mood."

Hearing the child's subtle apology, Zhao Xi's face softened a little.He held out his hand and gave it to him.

The child looked at the hand with well-defined joints and slender fingers in front of him, hesitated for a moment, handed it to him, and sat up according to Chaoxi's strength.

Zhao Xi looked at the child and at the coffee on the coffee table.Song Weiran was speechless, this person just made a cup of coffee, why is he so pissed off? !

It seems that if you don't drink it, the fascists will not let themselves go.He picked up the quilt and drank it in one gulp, then——

He spit it out in one gulp.

Although I have given up hope and don't demand how delicious it is, but this one is actually - astringent! ! ! ! ! !

Instead of adding sugar, the fascist added salt to his coffee! ! ! ! !

Seeing the child's distressed appearance, Zhao Xi laughed very unkindly.

This smile completely annoyed Song Weiran.

"Is it fun to bully me?! Is it fun to humiliate me?! Does laughing at me make you happy?!" Song Weiran stood up and shouted at Zhaoxi, "Yes! How funny Ah! My own parents are afraid that I will infect them with AIDS, and treat me as a plague. It’s ridiculous! It’s fun! Laugh, laugh, laugh hard! Is there anything else? Do you need me to drink a few more? I promise a drop Drink what’s left, it’s ok. Have you had enough fun?”

Zhao Xi looked at the trembling child with a smile, and the smile on his lips gradually faded away. He looked at the kitten with furry hair all over and said nothing, did not refute, did not reprimand, just stood up, gently He took the child into his arms.

Song Weiran pushed him away forcefully, "Don't touch me! Come on, keep going, isn't it fun to see me in a mess?"

She pulled the child into her arms again, hugged him tightly, and gently stroked his hair.

At first Song Weiran struggled vigorously, but then gradually calmed down, leaning against Zhaoxi's chest.

The child was very quiet, except for the slightly trembling shoulders and the increasingly obvious wetness on his chest, he didn't make any sound.

Zhao Xi didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, but just hugged him gently.

A long time, a long time, until the child's trembling shoulders gradually stopped, and a magnetic and slightly sexy voice slowly sounded...

"Do you regret it?"

Song Weiran knew that Chaoxi was asking him if he regretted coming out.This is the second time Chaoxi asked herself this question.

no answer.

"Since the choice has been made, there is no possibility of retreating." Zhao Xi stepped back a little, looked into the child's eyes, "touch this place, ask it." She held the child's hand and placed it on the child's chest. "Is the heart you insisted on at the beginning the same heart as it?"

He looked down at his hand, which was always beautiful, and pressed against his chest.

After a long silence, a hoarse voice sounded softly, "She is... Mom."

"Sometimes, cows don't admit that yogurt is still their own baby, just because they think they are contaminated by bacteria." Zhaoxi looked at him, "But there are still many people who like yogurt, don't they?"

Song Weiran looked at Zhaoxi for a long time, then smiled softly...

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Monster: I'm going to sleep.

Child: Go away.

Monstrous [raises eyebrows] Kitty, are you crossing the river and tearing down the bridge? ! !

Child: [Stare] Humph! [Glanced at the coffee stains on the ground out of the corner of his eye]

Monster: [smirk] Yeah, remember to clean it up.

Kid: [glaring]

Monster: Didn't you do it?

Child: [loud] Who did it!

Monster: Tsk tsk tsk, I still don't believe you are stupid.If I don't irritate you, can you vent it? [Painful and aggrieved face] It's really good intentions that don't pay off.

child:……

Monster: [Looks down at his clothes] It's dirty. [Take off clothes casually] Wash it for me.

Child: [grinding teeth] Don't push yourself too far.

Monster: [grievance] But, if it weren't for you, it wouldn't be dirty.

Child: [Blushing with reluctance] Let it go.

Monster: [putting down the clothes cheerfully] Good night.

Child: [grinding teeth] Yes.

Monster: [Turns around and smiles badly] Oh, I forgot to mention, kitty, you look so ugly when you cry.

Child: [grinds teeth and fingers tightens and then tightens and roars] Go to hell...

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