enchanting forensic doctor

Maybe he's busy.

Song Weiran comforted herself.It's just that the heart is inevitably lost.

Walking back slowly, bits and pieces of the past kept reappearing in my mind.

In the end, there is only one image left in my mind, that sunny afternoon, that familiar home, that once gentle mother, speaking in horror——

"I...we have...no...it doesn't matter anymore. You...stand far away, the disease...will...be contagious."

"What are you talking about, don't you know how terrible that disease is?".

"If you have nothing to do, go away and don't come again."

"Stay farther away, it will be contagious!"

"It's contagious!"

"Never again! Never again! Never again! Never again, never again, never again, never again..."

Nightmare-like echoes struck his heart one after another, torturing his nerves.

He strode forward with big strides and ran wildly with both legs, letting the night wind whistle past his ears. At this moment, he didn't think about anything, just ran, it seemed that only by running non-stop could he get rid of the unbearable past. Far behind, out of mind.He doesn't want to listen, he doesn't want to listen to anything, those words, those scenes he doesn't want to be remembered again!

With a "bang", the dormitory door was suddenly pushed open.

Su Luo and the others were startled, Xiaotu sat up directly from the bed.I saw Song Weiran standing at the door profusely sweating, gasping for breath, eyes full of horror.

"Wei Ran!" The little rabbit got off the bed, walked over and helped him to sit down, "What's wrong with you?"

Hearing the voice of the little rabbit, Song Weiran suddenly realized that those things have passed, already passed...

After calming down for a while, he patted his hand comfortingly, and forced a smile, "It's okay, I ran too fast. I'm sorry, I'm leaving you alone."

The little rabbit was furious, his eyes widened and he pinched him vigorously, "There are ghosts chasing you at night, why are you running, I jumped!"

Song Weiran didn't say anything but just smiled lightly and changed the subject, "By the way, where did you bring me the rice? I haven't eaten yet, I'm so hungry."

"Have you eaten yet?! Do you know what time it is?!" The little rabbit's eyes were wide open, his eyebrows were raised upright, and he looked like he was going to eat people.Ever since Song Weiran was reading a book in the library and forgot the time, and came back in a cold sweat with a stomachache in the evening after not eating for a day, the little rabbit reminded him to eat on time every time.Of course, he didn't tell Zhao Xi about this, he didn't want him to worry.That night, he was in so much pain that he didn't even have the strength to speak. No one had to ask the little rabbit to answer Zhaoxi's phone call, saying that he was asleep.Later Zhao Xi laughed at him for going to bed so early.He just smiled and didn't say anything, just take care of some things by himself.

"There's something wrong." As he said that, he went to the table to get the rice bowl, but was slapped away by the little rabbit.

"Here, drink milk." Su Luo stood in the way of the little rabbit and Song Weiran, and kept the little rabbit and Song Weiran at a safe distance. Only after getting along for a long time did he realize that when Xiao Yanfei was in a good mood, he was the obedient little rabbit. When you are in a bad mood, tsk tsk tsk, that is a cat whose beard has been plucked—it has sharp claws!

"Su Luo, I have biscuits in the cabinet, you can take them out to him." Ye Minghui who was lying on the bed threw the key to Su Luo, he vaguely felt that Song Weiran was a bit strange today.

"No, no, didn't the rabbit bring me food, I just eat that."

"It's been frozen for a long time, what to eat!" He snatched the biscuit from Su Luo's hand and threw it to him fiercely.

He caught it by surprise, and muttered in a low voice, "The fierce rabbit was caught by the wolf."

Seeing that the little rabbit was about to explode again, Su Luo hurried forward, "Hey, I just found a funny manga, let's read it together, hurry up!" Then he dragged him to the computer without waiting for the little rabbit's objection. next to it.

After Little Rabbit and the others turned around, Song Weiran lowered his head slightly, looking at the biscuits and milk in his hands, the forced smile on the corner of his mouth faded away little by little.It turns out that some scars are not "erasers in the mind", they will disappear when they are wiped off. Even if the wounds on the heart are healed, there will be scars, reminding you of the pain that has been hard to remember.

I desperately want to hear the man's voice, want some comfort, want some support strength, and want him to tell me that he is not alone.

Putting down the things in his hands, he took the phone and quietly walked to the balcony, but he didn't see a person on the bed over there looking at his back thoughtfully...

The late autumn has brought a chill, closed the balcony door, and dialed the number that I remembered so badly.

There was an unhurried sound from the microphone, "beep~beep~beep~beep~" inexplicably irritated.

Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up, okay, but there is still no one answering the microphone.

"Sorry, the number you dialed was not answered, please wait..."

Hang up and dial again.

"Sorry, you..."

Hang up and dial again.

"Isn't it..."

Hang up and dial again!

Hang up again and again, and press the number repeatedly.Song Weiran did not press the dial button, but stubbornly entered the number over and over again, as if he was competing with someone.

I don't know how many times I hung up the phone, Song Weiran finally stopped the almost crazy behavior.

The hand holding the mobile phone hangs down weakly, looking at the stars in the dark night, silent...

Lying on the balcony, looking at the night sky, my heart slowly sank.

Chaoxi, why didn't you answer the phone?Do you know how much I need you now.

It seems that from the day we met, you will always be by my side every time I encounter trouble; you will give me strength every time I feel helpless, although in such a bad way; every time I am sad, you will always lend me your shoulders. I rely on.But Zhaoxi, why are you not here tonight, when I am so helpless?

"It's the end of the month."

Ye Minghui, who appeared on the balcony at no time, suddenly made a sound, breaking the silence of the air.

"Waiting for a call?" Without looking at his expression, looking at the night sky in the distance, he asked casually.

no answer.

At this moment, Song Weiran didn't want to talk, he just wanted to be alone and settle down slowly in this quiet night.

Ye Minghui didn't mind his silence, he still looked into the distance, and said slowly, "Wei Ran, do you know that among us, you who look gentle are actually the most difficult to get close to?"

Still didn't answer, just listened quietly.

"Little rabbit is the simplest, kind, innocent, awkward and self-willed. Generally speaking, he is a broken child whose mind is not yet mature!" Even if he just talked secretly, Ye Minghui still glanced at his mouth unconvinced, let him boast That poor kid feels really bad!

"Su Luo is a typical sports boy. There is nothing wrong with smiling all day long. As long as his bottom line is not violated, he can discuss anything. But you," Ye Minghui paused, turned his head, and looked at him. "It's the one who hides the deepest."

Song Weiran turned around and faced him.

"You never talk about your own affairs, you always hide yourself very deeply, have you ever told anyone what is in your heart? It seems that you are very gentle with everyone, always smiling so lightly, in fact You keep a safe distance from everyone so that you are well protected and no one can touch your heart."

He narrowed his eyes slightly.He said word by word, "Song Weiran, what secret are you hiding?"

Suddenly being asked such a question, Song Weiran was caught off guard.It turned out that Ye Minghui had already seen through himself.So, do the little rabbits feel something too?If this is the case, how much harm will the protective layer established by oneself do to them who completely trust themselves? !

Neither admitting nor denying, the two looked at each other quietly.

"Wei Ran," Ye Minghui's tone softened, and he was no longer so aggressive, "If you carry it alone for too long, you will get tired."

Something in my heart was touched.

After a long silence, Song Weiran finally spoke slowly, "Yezi," with a slight smile, and said clearly, "I'm gay."