enchanting forensic doctor

When Song Weiran returned to the dormitory at night with a cold body, he was haggard and embarrassed, looking like a dilapidated doll.He climbed onto the bed blankly, wrapped his clothes like that, stared blankly at the ceiling with his eyes wide open, without saying a word.

Seeing his appearance, the little rabbit was so frightened that he couldn't speak, and pulled Su Luo's sleeve anxiously at a loss.Ye Minghui put down the book in his hand, looked at the people over there, and frowned.

"Wei Ran, Wei Ran, what's the matter with you?" Finally couldn't help it, and quietly tugged on Song Weiran's sleeve, the little rabbit's voice became crying.

Song Weiran turned his head mechanically, looked unfocused at the direction of the sleeve being pulled, smiled slightly, then turned his head to look at the ceiling in a daze.

The little rabbit was completely startled by that bleak smile, and cried out with a "wow", Su Luo quickly pulled him into his arms to comfort him.Ye Minghui's brows became tighter and tighter, he got off the bed and signaled Su Luo to take the little rabbit out to comfort him, and he came to solve this problem.

After Su Luo took the little rabbit out, Ye Minghui sat by Song Weiran's bed, didn't say anything, just bent down and hugged him gently, his warm palms gently covered his eyes, so as not to let the dazzling The incandescent light irritated the bloodshot eyes.

Song Weiran didn't wave his hand away, but quietly let him hold her, letting herself feel the only warmth.

It took a long time before he said lightly, "Yezi, I'm fine, I just don't want to talk." His voice was hoarse, but there was still a smile on his lips, a heartbreaking smile.The person who said that he was very good, but water droplets slipped from the corners of his eyes.

"Shh, don't talk." Ye Minghui didn't take his hands off his eyes, but still hugged him gently, humming softly in his ear.The gentle melody has a reassuring power.

Maybe it was too tired, maybe it was wanting to escape, maybe it was because Ye Minghui hummed a very hypnotic tune, Song Weiran's breathing became longer and longer, and she just fell asleep peacefully like that.

Carefully covering him with the quilt, Ye Minghui felt distressed when he saw the man who was keeping his lips tightly shut even in his sleep. What could make this man who was always smiling and strong alone show such a distressed side to others?

Wei Ran, no matter what, please be happy.

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The next day, Song Weiran woke up very early, opened his eyes and looked at the gray sky outside, and couldn't help wondering whether everything yesterday was just a broken dream.But whether it's the coat he didn't take off, the sore eyes, or the letter lying quietly in his pocket, they all want him to announce that everything yesterday happened for real.

Zhao Xi said yesterday, "If you want to do it." To put it bluntly, it means doing as you please.Zhao Xi's attitude of not stopping, not holding back, letting things go is tantamount to declaring that - you, Song Weiran and I have nothing to do with each other.

Heart, inexplicable pain, it turns out that it has been his own wishful thinking, it is all his one-man show, and he is talking to himself.That person, never, never cared.

Song Weiran laughed at himself, how could he forget that that person was a veteran in the gay circle for many years, how could he be his opponent.He just said a few specious words to himself casually, and he foolishly took it seriously.He thinks that he is special, that he has feelings for him, that he can get more greedily.Really stupid can!

The heart hurts more and more, but the smile becomes more and more obvious.Somewhere in my heart knew that this was not the case, the tenderness in the eyes of men cannot be faked, but I couldn't stop myself from thinking like this.

The hand that reached into the pocket touched the sharp edges and corners of the paper, and Song Weiran couldn't help sighing, what should be done to minimize the harm to that child.The most urgent task is not to sort out the various entanglements between him and plagiarism, but to deal with Gu Ling's matter well.

As he said that, yesterday he heard Zhao Xi's lukewarm attitude and indifferent words, for a moment he really wanted to be with Gu Ling like this, at least he wouldn't be so sad, and wouldn't be so heartbroken.He knew that as long as he nodded, the boy would put his whole body and mind in his hands and offer it to him.But--

he can not.

He couldn't give Gu Ling unreal feelings because of his selfishness.He couldn't do it if he was asked to take advantage of that boy's feelings.That innocent child deserves to be taken care of by one person, and to love him wholeheartedly. There is already a Chaoxi in his heart, and he has no way to give that boy a complete love.What's more, he couldn't give the boy an illusory answer because of his own selfish desires. It's enough for him to know the exhausted feeling of being tortured by uncertain emotions. He doesn't have the right to put that kind of pain on the boy.

After secretly making a decision, he sent a message to Gu Ling, "At twelve noon, I'll be waiting for you by the lake."

Song Weiran came to the school's artificial lake early. There were a few dead leaves floating in the lake, and the calm lake surface added a bit of desolation to today's gloomy weather.

When I was sitting on a chair and looking at the lake in a daze, I heard some small noises, it seemed that someone was coming.Looking back, Gu Ling lowered his head not far away, grinding a piece of land under his feet and advancing little by little.

"Gu Ling!"

The person who was called suddenly looked up at Song Weiran in horror, then quickly turned his eyes away, hesitating.Neither of the two took the initiative to move forward, and the short distance between the two of them was like a changed friendship between the two.

Finally, it was Song Weiran who took a step forward, walked in front of him, raised his hand and imagined rubbing his hair as usual, but his hand stopped halfway and slowly dropped.

"Gu Ling."

"kindness."

"I..." Those words were still unspeakable after all.

The boy suddenly raised his head, with an indifferent smile on his pale face, "I understand. To be liked by boys..." He turned his head and stared at the fallen leaves under his feet, "It will make you...uncomfortable."

Such a light sigh, such a humble gesture, and such a look in his eyes that were about to cry, all beat Song Weiran's heart hard.She pulled Gu Ling into her arms fiercely, and hugged her fiercely, "It's not like this! It's not like this!"

Pushing away the person hugging her hard, Gu Ling's eyes were red, "What's that? Don't tell me that you won't be shocked by being liked by a boy?! Don't say you can accept that I like you but can't be with me?! I know You dislike me! I feel sick to myself! I know I’m a pervert! How can I have such feelings for you who are all boys! But I just can’t help myself to think about you! I can’t stop thinking about you! But I... ...I can't help it either!" From the moment the man who was aggressive at the beginning uttered the first word, tears welled up in his eyes, crying and screaming, but in the end he was like a helpless baby looking at him at a loss. He burst into tears, "Wei Ran, tell me, what should I do? Tell me..."

Seeing Gu Ling who was almost hysterical like this, Song Weiran was so distressed that he couldn't speak.This child, this child whom he had always treated like a younger brother, was sitting on the cold ground crying helplessly, and the instigator of all this was himself.

Apart from hugging him tightly, Song Weiran didn't know what else to do.The boy who could only cry silently now was crying like a trapped cub with nowhere to go.Sad and hopeless.

His heart was torn apart, he hugged the person in his arms more and more tightly, his eyes were wet, and he said sorry over and over again in his heart.

The fear that has been hidden for a long time, the uneasiness that has plagued me for a long time, the grievance of being rejected, finally found a gap, and for the first time, I was able to vent wantonly, and burst out with tears.After a long time, Gu Ling seemed to have had enough crying and gradually calmed down.Regardless of his struggle, Song Weiran still hugged him tightly, buried her head on the side of his neck, and spoke slowly.

"Gu Ling, I will never dislike you, and I will never dislike you."

"I...I'm a boy but...but to you..."

Let go of the arms holding him, raised his head, looked straight into those innocent eyes, and said word by word, "Gu Ling, believe me, no matter what, I will never dislike you, never !" Take a deep breath, and slowly and clearly spit out the following words, "And, I'm gay."

"You!" His pupils dilated instantly, and he looked at Song Weiran in disbelief.

"You heard me right, I'm gay and I like boys."

"Is that..." The originally surprised eyes suddenly shone brightly, igniting the last hope.

"No, Gu Ling, no."

Is it possible that we can be together?

No.

why not?I thought gender was the biggest obstacle between them, why is it still not possible after removing this obstacle?Why? !

Before the jumping heart had time to cheer, that little hope was completely shattered, "Is it because I... am not good enough?"

Seeing the boy in front of him lower his head, talking timidly about the inferiority complex in his heart, Song Weiran hugged him tightly again, "No, no. You are fine! You are the most distressing person I have ever seen My child, so I treat you like a younger brother and love you dearly."

"You know, what I want is not my brother." The man buried in his chest cried out loudly.

"I know. But, Gu Ling, I can't promise you. It's not because you're not good enough, it's because. I already have someone in my heart."

The person in his arms seemed to be stunned, and looked up at him blankly.

"You..." The words were stuck in the throat, unable to utter.

Are you together?

Gently stroking his back, looking into the distance, slowly stated, "No, we are not together. He has not given me a clear answer until now, I don't know if everything is my wishful thinking. But, I I like him. I like his cheating appearance, his smirk, and his serious eyes. Even the charm of him flirting with others in the bar makes me intoxicated. He taught me a lot. He took me in and took me Walk out of the shadows and tell me to be strong alone. He is so much older than me, but he loves to play tricks like a child. He is promiscuous and fickle. Until now, I don’t know what I am to him. No passerby, tease when bored, put aside and let it fend for itself when there is something to do. However, I still like him, I can't stop missing him, and want to get all of him. Hearing him with others We get jealous, envious, and lose our temper together. But we curb our thoughts of not wanting to miss it." He lowered his head and looked into Gu Ling's eyes, "I can't give you a complete relationship like this, so, Gu Ling, sorry."