enchanting forensic doctor

Tossing and turning all night, opening the inbox again and again, looking at those old messages, I couldn't help laughing.

He said, little cat, Yan Baoer is a villain, and he is oppressing me again!

He said that when he went to eat today, the porridge was really bad.Kitten, come back quickly.

He said, working overtime is really annoying!

He said, why don't you sleep yet?You don't have to go to class tomorrow? !

He said, does the kitten look like you?Attached is a picture of a cat yawning lazily.

He says……

Scrolling down one by one, the phone is full of his text messages, none of which have been deleted.Because, reluctantly.

Every time he sees those characters, he can imagine that man's face either recklessly, helplessly, or joyfully, and his mood also fluctuates accordingly.So many nights, I chatted with him like this and slowly fell asleep, but now...

His eyes stayed on the last message, which was already half a month ago, he said, do you like green or blue?It was very strange at the time, why did he suddenly ask about his favorite color, but he still replied obediently, blue.I couldn't help but ask again, what are you doing?

That person never replied.

Then...

Even now thinking of that person's indifferent attitude, my heart still twitches and aches.I thought that as long as I avoided seeing it, I would gradually forget it, but I found that everything that happened can no longer be erased.I thought I could leave in a cool way, but found that he couldn't stop missing him.It was impossible to find out when the fall began. He only knew that he had a deep attachment to that man.

Flipping through the text message over and over again, without opening it to read, just silently counting how many times the two words engraved on my heart appeared.Counting again and again, repeating the same action infinitely.

Is it okay to cool it like this?Is this really the end?Should we talk about it calmly, give him and myself a chance, if he cares about me even a little bit, then let's be together like this.If, if... in the end... then at least let yourself give up, just... let everything... end like this.

Thinking of saying goodbye to this man and having nothing to do with him from now on, Song Weiran felt so uncomfortable that she was about to suffocate.

If you don't ask anything and maintain the status quo, at least...at least you can stay by his side as a tenant, and at least you can hear his voice occasionally.But, is this what you want?Watching him flirt with others and even go to bed, can he really stay calm?

Thinking of this, Song Weiran wanted to slap himself twice. When did he become so cowardly and have such humble thoughts? !He, Song Weiran, how could he have such cowardly thoughts?How can you forget your pride so easily? !

When he was kicked out of the house at that time, he didn't even frown, but hid his sadness in his heart.That time, being shunned by his biological mother like the plague, he also straightened his spine and left.Why did he actually ignore the arrogance in his bones this time, so worried about gains and losses?

He despised himself fiercely, and pressed the string of numbers one by one on the keyboard with his fingers. It's time to make a decision!

The first time, no one answered.The second time, no one answered.The third time, still no one answered.The fourth time, the fifth time, the sixth time, the first time... again and again, over and over again, persistently inputting the same string of numbers, dialing, hanging up, and dialing again.And so on and on.

This guy I just hooked up with at the bar is so horny I can't even wait for him to open the door.

The man embraced Zhao Xi from behind, stretched his hands directly into his thighs to caress, and sucked marks one by one on his neck with his warm lips.

Zhao Xi opened the door without taking out the key, stretched out her hand to pull the troublemaker who was crouching behind her, threw her down on the wall, and kissed him hard.

The man snorted, then grabbed Chao Xi's shoulder with his hands, and went up to him, entangled his lips and tongue, and sucked fiercely.

After the kiss was over, the man licked his red and swollen lips and muttered softly, "It's so rude."

Raising eyebrows, "You don't like it?"

He squinted his eyes and laughed softly, "No, I like it very much. So, please love me well!"

Pull out the key, close the door, lift his chin with a finger, laugh, "I will!"

Once again, the frenzied lips and tongues intertwined, and the two couldn't wait to tear each other's clothes with their hands. The buttons of the shirts were splashed, and it was unknown where they rolled down.

The two were entangled like cannibals, and their clothes were thrown at their feet.Can't wait to go to the bedroom, Zhao Xi grabbed the man's clothes that were open but hadn't been taken off, and pressed him on the back of the sofa.

Once again, he was thrown dizzily, his bare chest touched the sofa, and the man wailed again, "It's so barbaric!" Then he raised the corners of his mouth and reached out to hook Chaoxi's neck, "But, I like it!"

Ignoring the man's low-level teasing, Zhao Xi only cared about the actions of his subordinates and his eager desire to vent.The man took off his clothes and threw them out casually. With a muffled sound, something fell to the ground.

The phone finally connected.Song Weiran said anxiously, "Zhaoxi!"

No one answered the phone.He looked at the screen of the phone suspiciously, and confirmed again, "Zhaoxi?"

Still no one answered, but the voice from the phone shocked Song Weiran——

The man's groans, gasps, and the sound of body collisions.

Song Weiran put the phone to his ear in a daze, his mind went blank.

No sadness, no pain, no sadness, just numbly maintaining the previous movements, stiff like a puppet.

On the other side of the phone, the passion continued.The man's loud groans, heavy gasps, sweet kisses, the muffled sound of bodies colliding, the subtle sounds of shaking furniture...

Everything filled his brain and smashed hard on his heart.

Tears fell silently.

Raising his hand, by the moonlight, looking at the crystal liquid dripping on the back of his hand, he stretched out his hand to touch his cheek in a daze, and suddenly found that - the place had already been infected by moisture.

He reached out to wipe away the water marks on his face, only to find that there were drops of water passing over the place he just wiped, and he stretched out his hand to wipe it again, and the water drops rolled down again.Erase, roll down, erase, roll down, repeating the mechanical action over and over again, the hand holding the phone tightly held the phone and never left the side of the ear.

After repeating it again and again, he found that no matter how much he rubbed, his cheeks would still get wet again.

Let go of your hands, stop repeating such meaningless actions, and let the tears roll down in big ones, dripping on your hands and hitting your heart again and again.

Compared with its scorching temperature, it is the frozen heart.

Under the moonlight, amber eyes stared blankly at the crystal liquid in the palm of his hand, at a loss for what to do.

The high-pitched groans in my ears are still coming and going...

Chao Xi got up from the sofa exhaustedly, last night was too intense, so tired he just turned sideways to let the man get up from under him and then left, lying on the sofa not wanting to get up.

Rubbing his sleepy eyes, he stepped across the mess underground, but out of the corner of his eyes, he saw an object lying in the corner of the sofa—his mobile phone.

When I picked it up, I found that the flip of the phone was open, probably when it fell to the ground yesterday.I wanted to try to see if it was broken, but I saw N number of missed calls on the screen, which were kittens.

His eyes narrowed slightly, staring at the missed notification on the screen.

Since that day, he has instinctively blocked all information from the child, worked desperately, indulged himself in desire like a madman, just hoping to cover up those sorrows and divert the more and more uncontrollable thoughts.

He didn't dare to ask the result, he didn't know whether the child had agreed to that child, the child's life had just begun, he had the right to choose what he wanted, and he had no right to interfere.

However, letting him make his own choice doesn't mean he doesn't care.He cares!The child's every frown and smile had already left an imprint on his heart, and the warmth that the child gave him that he once longed for but deliberately ignored made him not want to let go.

However, after all, he is not qualified to influence his decision.

After a long time, Zhao Xi still dialed that number, because he desperately wanted to get in touch with everything about children, even if it was just voice.

"Hey, kitty, good morning." The tone of pretending to be cheerful concealed the uneasiness in her heart.

Song Weiran held the phone and didn't answer.

It turns out that being with other people will make you so happy?Then, should I let you go and myself?

"Little cat, are you there? Little cat?" The silence on the phone made Zhao Xi's voice anxious.

Listening to the people over there calling that once intimate nickname over and over again, Song Weiran slowly opened his mouth, and said in a hoarse voice, "Chaoxi, don't look for me again."

Startled.

After a long time, Zhao Xi found her own voice and said three words, "Why?"

A lot of words came to his lips, but were pressed tightly in his throat.He pressed those grievances and grief deeply in his heart, even if he left him, he had to straighten his spine, he would not cry, tear up, blame anything, he just wanted to keep his last The pride, with those good memories, smiled and left.

"Zhaoxi, thank you. Thank you for saving me in that alley at midnight, thank you for taking me in, and those days with you are very happy. Thank you."

She tried her best to smile, but her vision gradually blurred.At the moment when tears fell, Song Weiran said the last sentence to Chaoxi, and hung up the phone in silence.

Looking at the hung up phone, Zhao Xi was speechless for the first time in a daze.

After a long, long time, I slowly bent down and laughed loudly in the empty house. I laughed until my stomach hurt, my eyes were sore, and tears came out, but I still couldn't stop...

Song Weiran hung up the phone, opened the picture file in the phone, looked at the man's evil smile on the screen, rubbed his fingers against him for the last time, and then pressed the delete button.

He said, Zhaoxi, I wish you happiness, goodbye.

We, never see each other...