enchanting forensic doctor

Before he opened his eyes, he felt the warm weight on his chest, and the long and warm breath brushed against the side of his neck, carrying his familiar taste.

The thick eyelashes trembled, and he slowly opened his eyes, and what he saw was the man's muscular chest.After a glance, his sleepy eyes slowly closed again.

and many more!

The eyes that hadn't been fully closed widened in an instant.This time, his eyes were no longer blank, but clearer than ever before.He raised his head slightly, and sure enough, he saw the familiar person quietly closing his eyes above his head, breathing steadily.

Moving slightly, Song Weiran found helplessly that his waist was tightly hugged by a man, and the strange feeling coming from the tailbone also reminded him of what happened yesterday.

He and Zhaoxi, did it? !

Staring at the face in front of him that still makes his heart move, Song Weiran stretched out his hand and gently stroked his face up and down with his fingertips, tracing his thick black eyebrows, his eyes with thick dark circles His eyes, his high bridge of nose, finally rested on his soft lips and slid gently.

After hesitating for a moment, she slowly moved her head closer to him, closed her eyes, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, and pressed a gentle kiss on his lips.

Goodbye, Asahi.

Silently read this sentence in my heart, slowly opened my eyes, and left those warm thin lips.

Gently removing the arms clasped around his waist, Song Weiran struggled to get up.A dull pain from an unspeakable place made him frown.

When the quilt covering his body slipped down his waist, he really understood how crazy they were last night.

Shockingly, her white chest was covered with red hickey marks, and there were even some bruised and purple tooth marks.A certain point on the left chest seemed to be bitten by him, and there was a slight tingling pain when the quilt was scratched.

Turning around, she glared angrily at the sleeping person who didn't know tenderness at all.Then he lifted the quilt, naked and ready to get out of bed to find clothes to change.

"what!"

Unexpectedly, before his feet touched the ground, a hand stretched out behind him to hug his waist, and pushed him back on the bed.

As soon as he looked up, he saw the man's dark eyes staring at him.

Song Weiran was uncomfortable being watched by him, lowered her eyes, reached out and grabbed his arm around her waist, and said softly, "Let me go."

"Let go of you, why don't you just watch you go?"

Speechless for a while.

After a while, Song Weiran raised his head, looked directly into Chao Xi's eyes, looked at him calmly, and said lightly, "Chao Xi, we have already said goodbye."

So, it's time for me to go.

He felt the body of the man holding him suddenly stiffen.Close your eyes and wait for the storm of his rage to descend.

After a while, Song Weiran, who didn't wait for the blame he imagined, opened his eyes, only to see the man's dark eyes staring at him quietly with some emotion that he didn't understand.

He looked so sad.

Wei Wei opened her mouth, and called him softly, "Zhao Xi."

Zhao Xi didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.After a long time, she wrapped her arms around him and pulled him into her arms, letting him get closer to her, holding him tightly in her arms.

Chao Xi's chin reached the top of his head, and the light scent of shampoo wafted from his hair.Sighing slightly, Chao Xi spoke slowly.

"Little cat, you once asked me when was my first love, do you still remember the answer I gave you?"

I don't have a first love.

The man's words echoed clearly in his ears, but Song Weiran didn't say it, but just lowered his head and let out a muffled "um".

"You didn't believe it then, did you?"

Song Weiran didn't know why he suddenly mentioned this, he didn't say anything, it was a tacit consent.

Zhao Xi squeezed him tightly into his arms again, and the deep male voice sounded again, "I didn't lie to you."

"I've never, ever been in love."

"When I was very young, my father and mother separated. I was basically in a free range state and I rarely saw them. And seeing them together would cause endless arguments. My father was a total alcoholic. He Never cared about me, he never even hugged me in my memory."

"My mother lived a life that was almost monastic, so cold that there was no warmth. She hated me. She said that seeing me was like seeing my stupid self and that disgusting man. Therefore, she would not care about me even more. As long as you see me, it's like seeing a spider, and you're afraid you won't be able to avoid it." As he said that, Zhao Xi laughed softly, with a hint of sarcasm.

Song Weiran looked up at him almost in disbelief.

I saw that man who always existed forcefully, always looked indifferent, and always smiled naughtily, his eyes flashed with loneliness and sadness that he had never seen before.

Suddenly, I felt that the man at this time was a little fragile.

Song Weiran opened his eyes wide, opened his mouth several times but didn't know what to say.Zhao Xi smiled, didn't say anything, just reached out and took him into his arms, rubbing his chin lightly on the top of his head, he didn't want him to see his current appearance.

Song Weiran didn't know what to do for a while, he wanted to comfort him, but he didn't know what to say.After hesitating for a moment, he slowly stretched out his hand, and gently hugged the man beside him.

This unexpected hug made Zhao Xi's body stiff.Sensing his stiffness, Song Weiran suddenly felt that she was too abrupt, and wanted to withdraw her hand in embarrassment.Unexpectedly, as soon as his hand moved back a little, it was grasped by the always wide palm and pressed against his waist.

Chao Xi buried her head on the side of his neck, and rubbed it lightly, with an emotion called satisfaction.

For a while, neither of them spoke, they just hugged each other quietly.

After a long time, Zhao Xi finally spoke slowly.

"I knew my sexual orientation when I was in the sixth grade of elementary school. I was very scared at the time. I felt that the fact that I liked boys was too scary and too difficult to talk about, but there was no one I could talk to. At that time, I was almost on the verge of Crazy, I can only get information about homosexuality from various sources. When I went to the city library to borrow books on this topic, the strange eyes of the library aunt made me want to escape involuntarily."

When Zhao Xi said this, his tone was very calm, as if he was telling a story about a stranger who had nothing to do with him.But Song Weiran felt distressed inexplicably, and couldn't help but hug him tighter.

"Later, I gradually realized that this was not a disease. It was just a niche choice different from the mainstream society. So I gradually let go of my heart, from the initial panic to full of curiosity about the unknown field ...and then at 15, I met the first man in my life."

Obviously feeling Song Weiran's body tense, Zhao Xi patted his back with the hand holding him in a comforting manner.

"It was a man about 30 years old. We met in a bar. After we finished that night, he left the hotel. He told me that in this circle, you can trust anything, except feelings. Actually He doesn't need to tell me that seeing a miserable couple like my parents, I still have no reason to believe in that illusory thing."

"Since then, I have started a life of luxury and luxury. I slept with different men but never gave any affection. After seeing all kinds of joys and sorrows in the circle, I don't believe in the so-called affection even more. In my opinion It's nothing more than a gigantic hoax with a fancy halo."

"Anyone who knows me knows that here in Chaoxi there are only sexual partners, not lovers."

Song Weiran's body stiffened involuntarily, and he struggled slightly, wanting to leave the man's embrace, but he didn't expect that the man not only did not let go, but the hand around him was even more forceful.

She lowered her head to enclose his earlobe, and whispered in his ear, "Little cat, listen to me, okay?"

Hearing this, Song Weiran temporarily stopped struggling and became quiet.

"I used to think that I would continue to live in such a degenerate way until I was 40 years old, and let myself leave this chaotic world quietly."

Song Weiran was startled, but she didn't expect the man to suddenly lower his head and press a soft kiss on his forehead.

"But I didn't expect that I met you."

"I never cared about other things, but it was as if I had taken the wrong medicine that day. Not only did I become 'Lei Feng', but I also brought you back. Then you settled down at my house as a matter of course."

"At the beginning, I was very unaccustomed to your arrival. I always felt that my territory was being invaded. But I don't know why, but I never thought of letting you go."

"Later, I gradually got used to the days with you, to the warm meals when I go home every day, to the warm yellow light every time I come home late, to your presence, and to the things you bring. the warmth."

"For the first time, I felt at home; for the first time, I realized how happy it is to be cared about by others. I suddenly felt that going home is such a relaxing and beautiful thing."

"After you left, you suddenly felt that the room you had lived in for so long was empty, without the warmth of home. So, you started to stay in the office or the bar more, just to avoid—"

"I miss you more and more."

At this time, Song Weiran was stunned by his words, she didn't know what expression to use to face him, so she just stared at him like a goose.

Zhao Xi smiled and kissed the top of his hair, and the deep male voice continued to sound, "Later, on the phone, you said you liked me. I was really surprised at the time, but it should be more of a surprise. But , you are still so young, you have just stepped into this circle full of temptations, and you have not met other boys of your age, will you think that liking me is just a momentary youth and frivolity? So, I retreat .”

"But I can't stop myself from thinking about you."

"Later, something happened to you. When I received the call, I was almost insane. When I saw you mourning so much, I felt very distressed. At that time, I finally knew that I could no longer let you go."

"Wei Ran, I'm in love with you."

Zhaoxi ignored the phone call that brought them to a stalemate, and skipped the "goodbye" on purpose.He didn't want him to know that at that time, he worked desperately, spent all day in the bar, and had sex with people crazily, just to divert his attention and not care about the sudden emptiness in his heart.

Zhaoxi stretched out her hand and gently pinched Song Weiran's forehead and chin, looked into his eyes, and said seriously and sincerely, "Little cat, I don't know how to love others, and I don't know how to express love. So, you teach me, okay?"

Song Weiran stared into the man's eyes, and after a long time, lowered his eyes and said softly, "Okay."

"So, you're not leaving, are you?"

"Ah."

"Maybe I will be slow in this regard, and I will have such and such problems, but, can you please be patient and don't give up on me because of this."

I've never seen a man look so humble. Thinking that it was because of me, that arrogant man who has always been so proud, that said such a thing, Song Weiran's heart ached, she hugged him tightly, and answered with a choked voice, " good."

Before the child's promise could completely dissipate in the air, someone grabbed warm lips and kissed him gently.

It was not as brutal as yesterday's ferocious beast eating people, but a soft, tender kiss with pity and love.

After the kiss, Zhao Xi's hand, which had been on the child's waist, slid down slightly, pressed gently on the tailbone, pressed against his slightly red and swollen lips from the kiss, and asked softly, "Does it still hurt?" ?”

Suddenly being asked such a question, Song Weiran remembered the madness of last night, blushed immediately, and slipped into his arms without saying a word.

Zhao Xi smiled, lowered his hands a little, touched a place that was overused yesterday, and asked, "What about here?"

Song Weiran's face was so red that it was about to catch fire, especially when that unruly hand was stretched in, which made him feel even more ashamed and angry.Unexpectedly, the man kept asking himself, pinching here and there.

Embarrassed and annoyed by his question, Song Weiran had no choice but to stammer, "No...it doesn't hurt anymore."

Someone straightened up maliciously, and Song Weiran felt something hot pressing against his lower abdomen, "Since it doesn't hurt, why not..."

Seeing the man's smiling eyes, Song Weiran instantly understood the man's intentions, and suddenly became angry from embarrassment, kicked him, and angrily said, "Get lost!"