The prime minister is so charming

Jiangnan, you asked me to dress up as a woman, I only wore it for you to see, it doesn’t matter if you don’t know; when I received a letter from Xiao Hei that night, I thought you were teasing me and didn’t go, but the next day I received the news that you were seriously injured Worry about regret!I'm afraid you're really dead, it doesn't matter if you die, it doesn't matter to me who owns the world, but if you die, where can I find someone who loves me so much!I thought that if you died, I would not live alone and follow you. You held on to your injury and acted like it was okay to make me feel at ease. How much I love you, how uncomfortable, how self-blame and how much I like you, do you know that!you do not know! "

"It's not that I don't want to go to bed. It's just that I hesitate when I think about the consequences. What does it matter if I'm a minister? At worst, I won't be an official. But you are the emperor, you know what the consequences will be if you make a wrong move. I don’t know! The country has changed hands, and the subjects have scolded the history books for a dishonorable king, and you will be infamous for thousands of years!”

"It doesn't matter if you provoke me, it doesn't matter how you provoke me, I know you like me, and I understand my love for you, I like you! I, Mo Yixuan, like you! In the future, we will overcome difficulties together !"

"I am older than you, and I am your courtier. He should be more sensible than you. I have the responsibility to lead you back to the right path when you are on the wrong path. But even so, even though the Queen Mother and my mother put a lot of pressure on me , I finally decided to be with you! I dare not say that I have wronged and worked hard, thinking that as long as I understand, it will be enough, anyway, the days are still long. But today you--so your love is also Can't stand a little wind and rain."

"It's ridiculous that I came here today to tell you that I love you, and I plan to live with you firmly from now on..." Mo Yixuan's words were a little incoherent, and he looked up at the exquisite carvings in the palace. on the roof of the roof, stubbornly widening his eyes to prevent tears from overflowing.

"I'm a worthless person. I love to cry since I was a child. I didn't know that I liked you since I was so young. After I knew it, I was worried about this and that. I finally became firm and wanted to love you. When I turned around, you were gone. ..."

Mo Yixuan smiled, speaking softly, slightly tilting his head up and exposing the arc of his fragile side neck, which made people feel a little distressed.

The matter of love, especially two men, is easy to say, but if you really want to go on, there are thousands of difficulties.With Mo Yixuan's temperament, it is enough to say these words today to reach this point.

Long Yan leaned against the door and listened quietly. After listening, after a long while, he said softly, "Why do you think that as long as you turn around, I should stay where I am? No one in this world will always Keep it, and turn around for one person."

He didn't smile, his pale pupils reflected the faint candlelight, behind him was the fluttering snow, and Lin's voice was also ethereal, with a special kind of loneliness and melancholy, "You tell me, I'll talk to you This is the past."

"In the past, I liked you and pestered you like a slut, but you didn't want to look at me at all. You tried every means to please you, but you only pushed me away. How many days and nights, I looked at the place in your Xiangfu's study room. Lantern is in a daze, and only feels at ease when he sees you sleeping, you don’t understand this little sense of happiness, and if I tell you, you’ll still laugh at me as a fool.”

"Later on, although you still pushed me away, you also tacitly allowed me to be by your side. Occasionally, I didn't get annoyed when I took advantage of it. I thought you liked me. Jiangnan and his party, I am very happy to see your changes. You finally understand. I like you, and I never mind you knowing, I like you in my own way, I don't take credit or invite favors, and I don't want to say more to move you, this is the way I like you, Xiaoxuan."

"But you still let me down in the end."

Looking at the snow outside, Long Yan spoke slowly, in a soft voice, with the coldness and sadness of the snow, "Hunting in the snow mountain, Yi Heng blocked the arrow for you, but I dare to say, only you at that time There is danger, if you and I are in danger at the same time, he must save me first, Yi Heng is a very loyal person, he will definitely do this."

"The imperial doctor said that although the situation is dangerous, there is great hope. Don't worry and insist on taking care of him until he returns to the mansion. But do you know that he was injured and poisoned, and I was also poisoned."

Mo Yixuan frowned slightly, he had given him antidote beforehand...

Long Yan laughed at himself and continued, "Yes, you gave me medicine beforehand, but Xiaoxuan, apart from the poison this time, I was also poisoned when I was in Jiangnan last time." He tilted his head to look at him , and continued, "Indeed, it was good that the poison was cured that time, but there was one kind of medicine left in the body. This time, under the attack of the bear, the two medicines worked together, and the poison was released together. I almost died."

Mo Yixuan stared at him with wide eyes, but he didn't receive any news.

Long Yan said quietly, "The fate of the Holy Majesty is a major event, and it is usually announced in secret. It is a good thing if it is cured, and there is an arranged time if it is not cured, so you don't know. During those three days and four nights, Yi Heng It's dangerous, and my life is at stake."

"Yi Heng has you by his side, and by my side...only Li Hongfu."

Long Yan smiled, turned his head and glanced at him, "Yi Heng walked around the Palace of the King of Hell, and I really died once. The blood in my body has been replaced by more than half. Now I have lost all my internal strength. , if I don't rely on the protection of the hidden guards, I may die if I am assassinated. But I can go up to the court, and I can sit here today, but I can barely support it." After finishing speaking, he turned his head and looked at Mo Yixuan, "I'm hurt like this, are you satisfied?"

"I..." Mo Yixuan took two steps back and closed his eyes, "Your letters..."

"You really don't understand me, Xiaoxuan." Long Yan sighed quietly, "Since Jiangnan's life was in danger that time, I was afraid that you would worry about pretending to be fine. This time it is so dangerous, how could I want you to know? Those letters, It’s just that I insisted on writing it before I fainted, and asked Xiao Hei to hand it over on time.”

"Look, Xiaoxuan, I know you so well. I knew that you would never come. So you really didn't 'disappoint' my expectations. It's a pity that I still have a small hope in my heart, hoping that you can come Look at me, but I didn't see you until I was able to go up."

"When I woke up, my body was in pain, and there was no place where it didn't hurt. The bedroom was huge. The imperial doctors were afraid of disturbing my rest. Except for dressing time, they basically would not come. The maids and eunuchs would not come in without orders. I was alone. Xiaoxuan, I am alone, lying on a big bed in a big bedroom, looking at your portrait stuck on the roof..."

"I'm very lonely, Xiaoxuan. In this world, I'm afraid it's very rare to like someone like me. If you like someone this much, the person you like won't even pay a visit to him, and it's rare. Right. So I laughed, loudly and sadly, because the voice was not good when I just woke up, and the maids and eunuchs thought the palace was haunted."

"I...don't know." Mo Yixuan took two steps back, tripped and sat down on the stone bench behind him.

"Yes, you don't know. Xiaoxuan, you always don't know about me." Long Yan laughed at himself, and then said, "After I woke up, the Queen Mother heard about me and you from somewhere. , came with the tablet of the first emperor, and forced me to make an order to choose a concubine."

"In order to prevent the empress dowager from worrying about another illness, the emperor's uncle concealed my illness. The empress dowager only thought that if I caught a cold by chance, it would be fine if I was cured, and my body would not be so weak, so I knelt down in front of the memorial tablet. All night."

"You still haven't come to see me."

"When I went to court the next day, even Haiyan from Dali Temple came to ask me why my complexion was so bad and whether I was feeling uncomfortable, but Xiaoxuan, you didn't even look at me, and went to see Yi Heng in a hurry."

Speaking of this, Long Yan paused, and drank the wine in the glass with the red plums blooming outside the window, and the fire in his eyes went out.

"I said this, not to want you to be moved or sympathetic, and I'm not jealous that you take care of Yi Heng and not me. I never mind you expressing kind thanks to others, but I do, you don't care about me."

"I thought that liking you was my own business, as long as I liked you in my own way. At first, when you kept a cold face and didn't let me approach, I thought it would be fine as long as I looked at you from a distance. Even I It can also help you choose a girl to marry and watch you live happily ever after. But after we got together, no matter whether you are sincere or not, I found that my bottom line is different. "

"I can't stand that you don't care about me."

"Xiaoxuan, I love you the most, and I still love you until now, but I'm tired..."

"Xiaoxuan, you are very good, really good, but I don't want to love you anymore."

After a while, Long Yan breathed a sigh of relief, as if letting go of some burden, showing a relaxed expression.He looked at Mo Yixuan and smiled slowly, the smile was so gentle that it pierced the eyes, "I decided to find someone who loves me very much and love me. I want to choose a concubine, no matter whether the woman I choose loves me or not. Their status is still honored pets, as long as they love me, that's enough."

"Let's go." After Long Yan finished speaking, he was about to call someone in and give the order to evict the guests.

"If..." Mo Yixuan felt pain in his heart when he saw him ruthlessly let him go, he couldn't help biting his lip, and prayed in his voice, "If I can... you..."

At this moment, he very much hopes that the next moment Long Yan will wink at him slyly, then quickly kiss him on the face, hug his waist and put his chin on his shoulder, and say, Xiaoxuan who lied to you, I like you, and finally I like Xiaoxuan, I love you the most...

Long Yan likes to joke so much, maybe this time too...

but--

"Mo Xiang is a smart person, why bother?" Long Yan laughed loudly as if he had heard some joke, "There are many people in the world who can love, Mo Xiang should not implicate me anymore, why don't you find someone else?"