The prime minister is so charming

Her dark eyes were bottomless, so quiet that she was almost focused.It hurts my heart to see, I am so so, I want to hug you.

At that moment, we were so close, yet so far away.

I remember the first time we met when I was six years old. I forgot what you were doing and what kind of clothes you were wearing, but I never forgot those dark eyes and red lips.I remember I introduced myself to you, saying that my name is Yan Qi, and I will be the best knight in the future.

I really don't remember when I started thinking about you, and when I realized it, I was already longing for you.

If you were a girl, Xiaoxuan, I think I would easily say, Xiaoxuan asks you to marry me, I want to be with you.

I want to grow old with you and have children.

I hope they are girls, caring enough to make us forget the cold in winter.

They want to look like you, with rosy lips and black eyes.

As long as this is good, we will be the happiest family.

If we were a man and a woman, nothing would be so complicated, but we are all men, and one is a ruler and the other is a minister.I actually have no regrets at all, what I love is you Xiaoxuan, I love your pride and cunning, I love your tenacity and coldness, I can't imagine being someone else, no matter if it's a man or a woman.

I have always been domineering, and I will take on everything and try my best to solve it.If Xiaoxuan, you don't like me, you don't have to face the consequences that are more serious than rumors, and you can be your prime minister freely.I will give you such a big stage in the world, you can play however you want, as long as I can see you at any time, that's enough.

But Xiaoxuan, you agreed, you said you liked me.

I was very happy in my heart, I had never been so happy in my life, but I was also faintly worried.If you really agree, you will definitely face those, I... can't bear it.

Xiaoxuan... You really don't know how much I love you, you will laugh at me, an emperor, a person who has all the decision-making power, worrying about gains and losses to such an extent...

Sure enough, you are right, I really don't look like an emperor anymore.

I remember that one night, I caressed your face and asked you worriedly, do you know what you promised, and really thought it over?You only raised your eyebrows, the light in your eyes flickered, your black eyes were also incredibly gorgeous, with a bit of provocation, you asked me, why, you dare not?

I really love you to death for your appearance, I wish I could rub you into my arms, crush you and swallow you up.

At that time I swore, I will love you to the bone, this life will be the same.Xiaoxuan, as long as you want to be with me, I will support you.

If I really die, Xiaoxuan, don’t be sad, just be sad for a day or two, if it’s too much, I’ll feel bad, so promise me, don’t be sad, okay?

I told Yi Heng that if something happens to me, please ask him to take good care of you, you... don't refuse, okay?

Life is very long, even if we can't grow old forever, we can count as having gone through the best years together, those memories are so beautiful, so beautiful, enough.

But Xiaoxuan, every year when you come to see me in the imperial mausoleum, can you... come alone?

Although I don't want you to be alone, I want you to be accompanied, but I still want you to visit me alone, I don't want to see you side by side with others.

Please forgive my selfishness, in front of you, I have finally been self-willed once, so, Xiaoxuan, you promise me, okay?

There will be a day when you will completely forget me, so, when you haven't forgotten me, play a song for me.

After reading this letter, whether I'm by your side or not, give me the song "Recalling the Old Man".

That night I was in the Northwest battlefield, the moon was very bright, and suddenly I heard the sound of flute, for the first time in my life, my eyes were moist.

Because this song belongs to us.

The moonlight flows between my fingers, tossing like waves, I miss you so much, but I can't give you the moonlight.

You said that we have been practicing smiling all the time, and finally become people who dare not cry.

Then Xiaoxuan, stop crying after playing this piece.

In this life, I only love you, Xiaoxuan.

In this life, I love you the most, Xiaoxuan.

If there is an afterlife, I hope that I am not a king and you are not a minister.

81

81. Someone stole the corpse...

The thin silk is very short, but the letter is very long.

After reading every word, Mo Yixuan's chest heaved and he couldn't calm down for a long time.He sighed, covering his face with his hands, covering his eyes.

Since Long Yan said he didn't want to see him cry, he just didn't cry...

The dancing candlelight reflected his side face, his nose was tall and straight, his jaw line was firm and beautiful, even if he only looked at the lower half of his face, he was unparalleled in beauty.

It's just that the candlelight, which always seemed gentle in the past, is a little cold today, and the people behind it are also a little thin and fragile.

Even though he was accompanied by the person he loved the most, Mo Yixuan's figure was so lonely.

"This is really a letter you can write."

After a while, he moved his hand away and looked at Long Yan quietly.His eyes were red and sad, but there were no tears on his face.

He caressed Long Yan's face, "You deliberately said that you like so much love so much to make me sick, and your intentional understatement of your plans is to make me feel that everything is your fault, it's too far-fetched. .I deliberately wrote this letter to be neither affectionate nor easy, just to make me feel at ease. You always... think of me. "

"Actually, I don't care, really. As long as you are thinking about me, it doesn't matter what you do. If you want to disgust me, it's better to come back to life and say you love me dozens of times a day like before... I avoid it because I'm shy, isn't it?" I don't like it, really, these words, I really like you to tell me..."

He looked at Long Yan tenderly with his eyes, and his expression became more and more picturesque, "It's so stingy to be an emperor, you want me to see you alone..."

He chuckled and held Long Yan's hand, "You don't even think about it, why would I show others to see you? I like you so much..."

"Don't worry, I'll go with you when I finish what I'm doing, I'm not like you, I want to leave the person I like and go on the road alone..."

"Look, I still like you more... You think I will forget you and grow old with someone else, but I am not. Regardless of life or death, I would like to be with you."

"If you are still alive, you will definitely jokingly say that I am dead, not you. Tell you, if I am going to die, I will not die like you. I will hold my breath and see you , and then drag you to die with me..."

"Look, how bad I am, how unlucky you like me who is so bad..."

Mo Yixuan was a little tired, he bent down, leaned his head on Long Yan's waist, held his hand with one hand, and tugged at the hem of his clothes with the other, and began to whisper to him about the past years, "Long Yan, you Do you know, since I was very young, I have liked you..."

When he was six or seven years old, Long Yan was pure and passionate, and he would fight for him. A child beat several half-grown children who were a head taller than him, and pointed at him with a colorful face and said: This is my brother. Although he is sick, he is human. The smartest, anyone who dares to bully him will kill the whole family!

When he was nine years old, he saw eye pain while reading a book. Long Yan secretly brought out a huge night pearl from the palace and randomly stuffed it to him. The oil lamp is good, no need to waste your eyes, and ran away after speaking.He always remembered that awkward and concerned shy look.

In his teens, Long Yan came out of the capital, and he ran around with a certain expert, always looking energetic and busy, but seeing him every New Year's Eve, the enthusiasm and concern in his eyes, the yearning and nostalgia, were never fake .

Later, Long Yan came back.He ascended the throne as the emperor, carried out the new government vigorously and resolutely, eliminated the traitors, and never forgot when he was the busiest and the most tired, and sneaked into the prime minister's mansion to deliver exquisite snacks.

Long Yan uses his own way, a bit ruffian, a bit hooligan, a bit stalking but he will never let go, and loves him stubbornly.

In a deep and clear voice, Mo Yixuan talked about the years since they met when they were six years old, and when he ascended the throne as emperor. To put it a little bit, it was like a long scroll, with sunny days and bloody storms.Their accompanying figure has never been separated.

The change in feelings was unexpected, and he didn't dare to refuse subconsciously, but it was not what he wanted.

Mo Yixuan has always remembered how Long Yan treated him all these years.

"I remember that I didn't like to cry before I was six years old. It was only when I met you that I cried a lot. But I have never cried in front of others. I understand Long Yan," Mo Yixuan's eyes rolled, "Probably because of you, I don't need to be strong anymore, I can rest assured to be weaker, and I don't need to be so brave..."

Because of you, I am really pampered and coquettish, and I push everything to you, and shrink into a shell of course, relying on you not daring to do anything, I become more and more presumptuous.

"Long Yan... Am I... the worst?"

The world's infinite pill and green hands, a piece of sadness cannot be painted.

The sweetness of the past is vivid in my mind, but now we meet again, it is a fleeting change, and everything is changed.

Mo Yixuan sat with Long Yan for a whole day. When it was dark, he got up, helped Long Yan straighten his clothes, and said to him with a smile, "Long Yan, wait for me."

He still has a lot to do.

When he returned to the camp, he asked someone to bring food over, and when Yisu trotted over and saw him, he was in good spirits, and exhaled, "I'll make you some of your favorite side dishes right away, and I'll bring them over in a while."

Mo Yixuan smiled, "Okay."

He beckoned to Mo Ying, and stroked his head, "Xiao Hei, the emperor was very kind to you when he was alive, so you go and guard him, okay?"

Mo Ying obviously understood the situation, wiped his eyes with his sleeve, and trotted away.