Sean was stunned for a while, then turned his head and let out a sneer, "You're right, Lieutenant Colonel... I'm really special..."

"So would you like to? I'll give you time to think about it, and you don't need to give me an answer soon."

"Thank you, I will think about it carefully, goodbye, Lieutenant Colonel." Sean turned and left after saluting.

After leaving that door, it was the bright sun of Baghdad, and it was hard to open the eyes when it was sprinkled on the gravel.

Sean closed his eyes, and the knuckles of his clenched fists began to turn white.

He had known for a long time that the relationship between himself and Hawkins was like a mistake, but he didn't expect that the mistake started earlier than he imagined.

He thought it was when he stood in front of Howkins and said I'll be your back, but it was when Hawkins saw his file photo.

At a time when Sean didn't even know Hawkins existed.

That file photo should be very similar to White, not to mention that they both came from special forces.

All Hawkins' stubbornness towards him is more because he wants to keep the figure of that person in his heart by catching Sean.

Shawn reached out and scratched his head, he was sad, it was true.

But he would not allow himself to indulge in such emotions, because a soldier in a depressed mood is most likely to die in Baghdad.He is a member of Hawkins' team. No matter what mood Hawkins feels for him, he will continue to carry out his mission until the last day of his rotation.

As soon as he took a breath, he bumped into someone, and Sean quickly supported him: "I'm sorry! I was thinking about something just now!"

"It's okay, as long as you don't think about things when your team is bombing." Sean bumped into the young translator Eric Kuller, who just raised his glasses and smiled elegantly Looking at Sean, "By the way, your rotation is about to end?"

"Yeah, the last 20 days, if I'm still alive."

Eric's lips curled up innocently, and he took out his notepad, "I'm going back to the United States soon, so I'll leave the phone to you, we can get together when we have a chance."

He tore off that page and sent it to Sean. Sean took it over and looked at it, "Okay, no problem."

In the afternoon, Sean played a game of basketball with the members of the armored company. After returning to the dormitory to shower, he ate a sandwich and went to Jill's dormitory with his military uniform.

That guy has recently been addicted to a very mentally handicapped game, which is to knock down the fruit on the tree. He can lie on the bed with his PSP in his arms without even eating.

"Sean, what's the matter?" Jill sat back on the bed after opening the door without even raising her eyes.

"Sleep with you." Sean crawled to the inner side of the bed, pulled off the quilt and faced the wall without speaking.

Jill's fingers trembled after hearing this, Gameover.

He elbowed Sean, "Don't talk nonsense! My heart is not that strong!"

Sean smiled, "I said I would sleep with you but not have sex with you, why are you nervous?"

Jill threw the PSP on the table and turned sideways to ensure that she would not fall. "What's wrong with you? You came to sleep with me all of a sudden?"

"Because someone will take my bed at night."

Jill clicked his tongue, "You idiot, he took your bed, so you go and take his bed, so that each of you will have a bed to sleep in?"

"Well, he took my bed, and I took your bed, or you go to take his bed?" Sean also elbowed Jill.

"To occupy Hawkins' bed? Do you think I don't want to leave Baghdad alive?" Jill rolled her eyes.

Sean showed a helpless expression towards the wall: "I thought no one could see the shitty thing between me and Hawkins."

"As for your crap... I bet your special forces friend Andrew also saw it, that's why he and Hawkins were so competitive."

"Jill, do you mean that both Andrew and Hawkins are interested in me?"

"Do I need to say that? Don't you know it yourself?" Jill twitched her lips.

"If only I were a woman, then watch them fight for me, and the one who wins can take me away." Sean said half-jokingly.

"Whether you are a man or a woman, you will not be anyone's trophy." Jill said leisurely.

Sean was taken aback, and the corners of his mouth were slightly sunken, "Yes, so I will not be anyone's substitute."

He and Jill lay back to back on the narrow bed like this.

"I want to sleep, go turn off the lights."

"You want to turn off the light, why should I turn it off?"

"I sleep inside and you sleep outside. Isn't it more convenient for you to turn off the lights?"

Jill got up helplessly and turned off the desk lamp.

Two people back to back.

"Hey, Jill...can we just keep turning our backs on each other and trusting each other like we're doing now?"

"Okay, if that's what you want..." Jill smiled softly in the dark, "I won't bother you like they do."

The last sentence was very light, like talking to himself, and Xiao En didn't really hear it.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Hawkins came to his dormitory just as Sean expected.

He knocked on the door several times, but no one answered.

Hawkins continued to knock, but still no one answered.When I came to the window, I could see that the room was dark, as if the owner was not there.He sat down on the steps in front of the dormitory just like the previous night.

Little by little time passed, Hawkins raised his watch and looked at it. It was 10:30 in the evening. He took out his mobile phone and dialed Sean's number. answer.

Howkins lit himself a cigarette, smoked it, then a second, a third... and finally the whole pack.

His posture remained unchanged, with his back leaning against the door until dawn.

When Sean left Jill's dormitory, the other party said in a resentful tone: "Hey, I will never open the door for you tonight. A single bed is enough for one person."

Sean shrugged and walked out.

When he came to the door of his dormitory, Hawkins was sitting there, his gaze fell on him, the undisguised pressure made Sean subconsciously hold his breath.

"Where did you go?" Hawkins sat there without moving. Xiao En pretended not to care, took out the key to open the door, and walked around him.

"I didn't go anywhere, I slept with someone else for one night." Sean noticed the cigarette butts on the threshold when he entered the door. In fact, he really didn't think that Hawkins would wait for him there all night.

But it is also conceivable that the longer this guy waits, the more tempered he will become.

He took out the cup and towel, and when he was about to go to the bathroom, Sean was grabbed by Hawkins.

"Did you do it on purpose?"

"That's it."

"Are you angry with me? Why?" Hawkins' brows formed a somewhat tangled look. He seemed to feel the change from Sean to him. They were still comrades-in-arms, and Sean would spare no effort to protect him, but what? Things are different.

Sean glanced at his neck, raised his cross with his hand, "Hey, can this be given to me? Maybe God blesses me to survive the last 20 days."

Hawkins pressed Sean's hand: "This is not good, you will be able to leave Baghdad safely with me."

"That's it." Sean pulled out his hand, "I'm going to wash up."

"Sean." Hawkins still followed behind him. Even though Sean started brushing his teeth facing the mirror in the bathroom, he still stood not far away. The strength of his eyes gave Sean the illusion that his heart was being crushed. The opponent holds it in his hand.

Sean spit out the foam in his mouth, "Hawkins, can you not stand behind me like a ghost?"

Hawkins, however, approached Sean even closer, resting his palm on his waist, stroking it and about to reach into his T-shirt.

At this time, several soldiers came to wash up with cups.

Sean put down the cup, he knew that Hawkins would hug him next step, this guy doesn't care what other people think, he only has what he wants to do in his heart.

"Are you going to fuck me here?" Sean turned his head and raised his chin.

The other soldiers looked at the two of them and laughed, maybe they thought Sean and Hawkins were joking or they were really in a relationship.

Hawkins didn't speak, but still looked at Sean. There was an emotion in his eyes that Sean had never seen before, like a primary school student who didn't understand why his little girlfriend lost his temper with him.

"I asked you to fuck me here?" Sean looked at the other party and asked seriously, "Then I will have trouble moving, and then I will not be able to run fast when a bullet is shot or a bomb explodes. Maybe You are right, with you I could really leave Baghdad alive!"

Hawkins didn't have any expression on his face, but there was a kind of daze in his eyes.

Sean was also stunned, he never thought that he would say these words to Hawkins.

There were times when Hawkins felt like a bubble about him that would burst if he left Baghdad.

But Sean would rather meet the truth.

Hawkins was the first person Sean felt that love was very contradictory, and Sean was also surprised that he used the word "love".

Whether to love or not may be a very struggle. Sean has already struggled, but it is useless, he still loves him.

So Sean chose to compromise, of course only limited to Baghdad.

He gave himself a deadline, the remaining 20 days, I will love you well.

"I'm sorry, Hawkins..." Sean stepped forward to hug him, "I'm just a little upset."

Hawkins sucked in Sean's ear, as if Sean's hug finally reassured him a little, he stretched out his hand and hugged Sean tightly.

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