Xu Fuji

How did you fall in love with him?Lang Zening was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, puzzled.It shouldn't be, what can you say about that little brat?He has an average body, an average appearance, a rather big temper, a smelly and stubborn temper, a bit of a "two" head, not good at studying, and his lecture level is just passable.It shouldn't be, Lang Zening frowned, and before his eyes flashed the image of Xu Chunfeng squatting on the ground, tidying up the newspapers and wiping away his tears, sitting at the table sticking out his tongue to learn phonetics, and the image of himself looking for a cram school, holding the money so excitedly that his face was full of excitement. The appearance of light, the appearance of taking himself to the medical station, the appearance of eating, the appearance of attending lectures, the appearance of sleeping, and the appearance of standing on the stage at the end with high spirits.

Really long time love?But if you want to be in love, you should also be with Xu Shanlan. That kid is so beautiful, with a slender waist and long legs, picturesque features, and a gentle temper.Lang Zening tried to imagine the situation of kissing Xu Shanlan, er, pull it down, he probably fell asleep or punched himself, the former would show that he had failed too much, and the latter would make him half disabled.How about kissing Xu Chunfeng?That kid must have widened his eyes in disbelief, and his mouth must have been opened in surprise, yes, opened, so that his tongue could stick in.

I rely on!Lang Zening pulled up the quilt to cover his head, it was too messy, it was all messed up, the world would be destroyed!

Uh, of course, if the world is destroyed because of Lang Zening, then he is not Lang Zening, he is Ultraman.He didn't sleep well all night, and he had to do what he should do the next day. He had to go to the training class for class, and he couldn't delay anything.

He decided to keep a distance from Xu Chunfeng, he had to keep a distance.He knew that the current state of himself and Xu Chunfeng was Goldbach's conjecture, and he could only prove 1+2 with countless brain cells. If he wanted to prove 1+1, it was a step away.Can you like it?able.But that's about it.Lang Zening is gay, but Xu Chunfeng is not, and he couldn't bear to break him into gay.So this question has no solution.

The reason why secret love is bitter is that love cannot be expressed in your heart. You use all methods and give all your heart. The heart seems to be suffering, and the other party ignores everything, or pretends to ignore everything.All the efforts are in vain in the end, what should you do?Desolate smile and let it go, or is it obsessed with obsession?

Lang Zening decided to give up.

He began to avoid Xu Chunfeng deliberately, Xu Chunfeng didn't get up, he had already left; Xu Chunfeng was going to eat, he had already finished eating; Xu Chunfeng went to the training class, okay, let's do business; Xu Chunfeng waited for him to go back to school, I'm sorry I still have something to do; Xu Chunfeng wants to wash up, you go and I'll be right away; Xu Chunfeng wants to sleep, you sleep on yours, I will read a book again.When Xu Chunfeng talked to him, he just nodded and dealt with it casually; when Xu Chunfeng told jokes, he grinned and made an expression, then turned and continued to work.

A few days ago, Xu Chunfeng didn't feel anything wrong, and gradually felt that something was wrong. He also had his way, one word - entanglement.Always by Lang Zening's side, whenever Lang Zening moved, he asked: "Why are you going?" You get up?I also get up, no matter how early; you eat, I eat, skipping class to eat with you; you go to the training class, you must follow, I am also one of the teachers; you have something to do, I am fine, I am waiting; go to wash , I won’t leave unless I grab you, I’d rather the water room stop running without washing; you read?I watch it too, faster than you; you deal with me?It doesn't matter, I am the best at talking, and I will confuse you when I talk about it.

Lang Zening can't stand it, really can't stand it, the person he likes wanders around under his nose every day, and keeps a fart distance!When he was not in a hurry, he rushed forward and gnawed it to his heart's content. His concentration is strong, Xu Chunfeng, you are too troublesome.

After a few days, Lang Zening was upset, wishing he could disappear from the earth immediately.This day he got up in the morning to wash up, and when he came back, he saw the little boy was busy getting dressed.Xu Chunfeng hurriedly called him: "Hammer, wait for me for a while, just for a while." Lang Zening put on his coat and said, "I have something to do, I don't go to class, we are not going together." Xu Chunfeng picked up the washbasin, Pulling on Lang Zening's sleeve: "It's not too late, I just wash my face and have dinner together."

Lang Zening suddenly turned around, swung his arms, and there was a loud bang, Xu Chunfeng's washbasin fell to the ground, and all the toothbrushes and towels fell out.Both Xu Shanlan and Feng Yushu were startled, not knowing what happened, they stared at them.Lang Zening said loudly: "Don't pester me all the time, can you? You don't bother me if you're bored! " After speaking, he didn't dare to look at Xu Chunfeng's face, and hurriedly opened the door and went out.He seemed to feel Xu Chunfeng's shocked and hurt eyes behind him, and he almost ran away.

So be it.Lang Zening sat on the railing by the side of the road, watching the endless stream of people coming and going.So be it, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.The little boy must be very sad, but it shouldn't matter much.After all, we are just classmates, maybe... still friends, but he will have new friends, and... will also have a girlfriend... Tomorrow, I will tell my parents that I will live at home, go to school, and not live in the dormitory... This is quite Well, after a long time, everyone's feelings will fade away. If there is still feeling...

But why is my heart so uncomfortable?Lang Zening scratched his hair vigorously, feeling as if something was pressing on his chest and he couldn't breathe.The little Po boy is stubborn and wants to save face. If he can't get down in front of Feng Yushu, he must hate himself to death. In the future, he probably won't even say a word to himself until graduation... After graduation, then Become an unrelated passerby, maybe occasionally glance at each other at the annual class reunion, maybe...maybe I will never see each other again...

Lang Zening took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and took a puff. The smell of raw tobacco leaves made him cough. He looked down and saw the big front door.Damn, he smiled wryly at himself.

Lang Zening spent a day wandering outside, until the evening he cheered up and reluctantly went to the training class to have a look.He didn't even eat, and wandered around until the last moment when the bedroom door was locked before going back.

As soon as they entered the room, Feng Yushu and Xu Shanlan were not there, only Xu Chunfeng jumped up from the bed as soon as he saw him, and said, "You are back."

Lang Zening's heart skipped a beat and he didn't speak, he really didn't know what to say, so he went to the bedside and took off his coat in silence.Xu Chunfeng scratched the back of his head, a little embarrassed and at a loss, and it took him a while to think of something: "Have you eaten? You must not have eaten. You see, I have something delicious, which is specially reserved for you." He ran to the corner of the wall, squatted Go down and fiddle with things.

There is no power supply in the dormitory, and all electrical appliances such as electric mattress heaters are not allowed. It is really difficult to get some supper.The students always have a way. They go to the market to buy an alcohol stove, put an iron frame on it, and use a small stainless steel rice bowl as a pot.It's okay to cook some instant noodles.However, Xu Chunfeng's children's shoes, who have been gifted with cooking skills since childhood, can make this humble thing play the biggest role.This evening, he used a crude alcohol pot to heat up some dumplings for Lang Zening.

It can't be cooked, with such a small fire and such a small pot, you can only buy cooked ones and bring them back to heat.That was already a lot of effort, Lang Zening saw him do it once, so he had to keep watching.After a long time, when the water is boiled, it will pop out; if the time is short, the dumplings will not be hot enough, so you can only watch the water boil, and immediately remove the fire carefully. When the water is slightly cooler, turn the fire back.

That time Xu Chunfeng couldn't take it anymore, and kept yelling: "This is not eating dumplings, it's life-threatening, I won't do it next time." But this time, he heated up the dumplings again, especially for Lang Zening.He didn't know when Lang Zening would come back, since the training get out of class ended at [-] o'clock until now.

The little boy hurriedly extinguished the fire, held the stainless steel rice bowl with a towel, and carefully placed it on the table.The whole stainless steel rice bowl was hot, so hot that Xu Chunfeng touched his earlobe, and smirked at Lang Zening: "Eat it, it's just right, it will soften after a long time." He also took out a pair of chopsticks and handed them to Lang Zening, look Looking at him, his eyes were eager and a little embarrassed.

There are steaming dumplings in front of him, what else can Lang Zening say?He could only take the chopsticks, pick one up and stuff it into his mouth, tears almost flowed from the heat, but he swallowed straight down his neck.If it was in the past, Xu Chunfeng would have sat next to Lang Zening expectantly, asking closely, "How is it? It's delicious." This time he just watched quietly, waiting for Lang Zening to finish eating. , he opened his mouth after deliberation, and it could be seen that he was very nervous: "Hammer, are you...are you in a bad mood?" Before Lang Zening could answer, he hurriedly added, "I'm not pestering you, really, are you in a bad mood?" It’s okay if you don’t tell me.” Seeing that the other party didn’t seem to be impatient, he continued, “I just... just want to say, if you feel uncomfortable when something happens, don’t hold it back, and it will be easier to say it. Otherwise, you can just vent your anger on me, I am so shameless now, I can bear it." He grinned, showing a smile that was uglier than crying, "But...but don't ignore me, okay? You don't want to talk to me Speaking, I have no idea, really no idea."

When Lang Zening saw the dumplings, his heart softened like water. Hearing what he said, the water completely flooded the ground, and the last sentence almost made him laugh again.He closed his eyes, sighed silently, and said, "Chunfeng, I'm sorry."

Xu Chunfeng's eyes lit up for a moment, like a suspect who has been acquitted and released, he immediately regained his spirits, his face lit up, and he laughed: "I mean, it's okay to have a dispute with someone else. There are conflicts between the enemy and ourselves, and there are times when brothers and sisters fight." He patted Lang Zening on the shoulder forcefully: "Don't worry about the hammer, I will definitely not take it to heart, you don't have to feel guilty."

I'm ashamed of you bastard!Lang Zening was angry and funny, turned to see Xu Chunfeng was busy making the bed and went to sleep, humming a song, he seemed really happy.

For some reason, he felt more at ease and didn't feel aggrieved.Forget it, he thought self-destructively, if he hanged himself, he would have to catch his breath, and he must give them some time to adapt. They couldn't be inseparable together yesterday, but they went their separate ways today, which is too revealing.Take your time, there will always be a clean break.

But everyone said to take it slowly, can we still make a clean break?

The final exam is finally over, no matter how you do in the exam, let's go crazy first.Those who should pick up girls, those who should brag about bragging, and those who should drink alcohol, life suddenly becomes colorful.

Until the day when the results were announced, Xu Chunfeng acted calmly. His English proficiency is not a problem, not to mention that he still has Lang Zening, uh, his father, as his backing.

Everyone was waiting for the results to be announced, when suddenly a short-haired girl ran in, baring her teeth and claws angrily, shouting, "Feng Yushu, get out!"

Everyone was stunned, Feng Yushu frowned: "Excuse me, are you..." Before he could finish his sentence, the girl rushed in front of him and slapped him with her hands: "Feng Yushu, you bastard, Gao Qing was ruined by you, she was pregnant and you ran away without a trace, you irresponsible bastard!"

It's like pouring a bowl of water into a hot oil pan, crackling and crackling.There are twenty girls in a class in the foreign language department, which one is the fuel-efficient lamp, and immediately chirped: "Ah? Pregnant?" The girl in the school is also a bit "two". You said that you have tried to hide this matter, how can you make a noise all over the world, how will Gao Qing stay in school in the future?

Xu Chunfeng's head slammed, and everything around him could not be heard. He rushed forward and grabbed Feng Yushu's neck and beat him up.Feng Yushu yelled angrily: "You are fucking crazy, you!" The two wrestled together, just like the two big bears in the opening of "Animal World", twisting their arms and legs without any order.And the posture is extremely intimate, those who know it is that they are fighting, those who don't know think they are fighting.

The girls around screamed one after another, fled in all directions, and watched from a distance, each of them rubbing their chests as if they were going to faint in a second, but their eyes were actually shining brightly.The girl in her early years was stunned for a long time, from the initiator of the incident to an out-and-out spectator, it took a long time to react, turned around and rushed downstairs, yelling: "Gao Qing, Gao Qing, what are the two men doing?" You are fighting!" Uh, it seems that she is indeed a little careless.

The tables, chairs and benches rattled indiscriminately, Lang Zening stroked his forehead with his hands, his liver trembling with anger.Tell me, looking at the person you like, fighting with your rival for others, what's it like?Lang Zening wished he could be killed by lightning from the roof.Don't care, don't care, he thought angrily, just toss about it, I don't care!

The foreign language department and the Chinese department were only one floor apart. The voice of the heartless girl caused a sensation in the Chinese department, and they all ran out to watch the excitement.Gao Qing panicked and ran upstairs, facing the two males who seemed to be yelling Q, she burst into tears and cried bloody: "Stop beating, I beg you all to stop beating..."

Seeing that the situation was getting bigger and bigger, Lang Zening couldn't sit still, and pulled Gao Qing: "Please be big, please, shut up!" He stepped forward and rushed into the battle group, hugged Xu Chunfeng's waist, and gave Feng Feng Yushu kicked: "Okay, stop!"

Feng Yushu was kicked to the ground by him, "Ouch, Ouch!" cried out in pain.Xu Chunfeng still refused to let go: "Feng Yushu, I can't fucking beat you to death today!"

Feng Yushu stood up and shouted, but Xu Shanlan appeared. He belatedly pushed through the crowd and squeezed into the classroom. He glanced around and said belatedly, "Are you fighting? It's fun, count me in." The tone is quite excited, eager to try.

Feng Yushu was quite afraid of Xu Shanlan, as if he saw the gangster of the big brother, pointed at Xu Chunfeng, and tried his best to defend himself: "He hit me first, he hit me first."

Xu Shanlan pursed his lips and said shyly, "It doesn't matter who hits first, as long as someone else hits, I won't pick."

Feng Yushu looked at Xu Chunfeng and Lang Zening, and then looked at Xu Shanlan with bright eyes. After all, this kid couldn't let himself beat Xu Chunfeng, so he had to judge the situation and shut up.

At the critical moment, the ultimate boss finally appeared, and the counselor tried his best to push through the crowd: "You, you, and you, all follow me, and everyone else returns to work."

The Chinese Department and the Foreign Language Department were all scattered, and each returned to each house to find its own mother.

This turmoil caused a lot of trouble, and the whole school knew about it, but the punishment was minor. Feng Yushu and Xu Chunfeng were criticized by the department, and they were not included in the files. Needless to say, the reason is unnecessary.Lang Zening was praised by the counselor for helping to fight.Feng Yushu gritted his teeth while touching his belly that was kicked by Lang Zening.At the end of this semester, he retired, leaving only three people in Xu Chunfeng's dormitory.

Gao Qing was not punished, but received a lot of attention from various eyes.After a few months, she didn't see her belly getting bigger, maybe she had an abortion.The strange thing is that from then on, Xu Chunfeng never took the initiative to mention the name Gao Qing, as if that first love had never happened again.When I met them on the road, I tried my best to avoid them from a distance. I couldn't get around them and forced a smile as a greeting.

At the beginning, Lang Zening was afraid that Xu Chunfeng was burying his sadness and resentment in his heart, and tried every means to mediate for a while, but later found that Xu Chunfeng wanted to ignore HD, or he had already ignored it.

A few months ago, she had to die or live without her, but the result turned out to be very strange.After a long time, Lang Zening felt that he understood Xu Chunfeng's mentality at that time.Gao Qing satisfies all of Xu Chunfeng's fantasies. She is beautiful, elegant, generous, and talented. Most importantly, she is in the Chinese Department.For Xu Chunfeng, she is really a goddess, containing all his yearning for beautiful things.It's a pity that later, Gao Qing and Feng Yushu got into the curtain in front of Xu Chunfeng, and finally she became pregnant again.The goddess in my mind was completely desecrated and corrupted, leaving only a piece of residue.Rather than saying that Xu Chunfeng is in pain because of a broken relationship, it is better to say that he is deeply disappointed, disappointed with Gao Qing, disappointed with his fantasy.Men can actually be very ruthless. When they decide to break up, they break up completely without nostalgia. This is absolutely different from the feeling of a girl crying and talking about breaking up, but actually expecting the other party to plead in her heart.

Lang Zening is also a man, he understands this feeling, but he doesn't want to use it on Xu Chunfeng.

Xu Chunfeng's first love, like a whirlwind of confusion and confusion, passed away after a while.

Lang Zening's first love has just begun.