Xu Fuji

It was the first time Xu Shanlan got up so early on his own initiative. Wearing a tracksuit, he trotted a few laps to exercise his muscles, and then punched a set in the middle of the yard.Xu's mother stood in front of the steps and watched with a smile. Even if she didn't know kung fu, she could tell that her son's movements were graceful, smooth and full of strength.Maybe I can open a martial arts gym abroad, or be a martial arts instructor or something.

When her son stopped, Xu's mother stepped forward and praised him: "That's really good, my son is getting better and better, do you have to get up so early every day?" "Yes." Xu Shanlan took the hot towel and wiped his face without blushing nodded.

"Too tired." Mother Xu sighed.

Xu Shanlan pursed his lips and smiled embarrassedly: "Brother will be angry if you don't get up and practice."

Xu's mother nodded: "Let's go son, let's have breakfast with mother."

Xu Shanlan blinked, and said, "Then wait a minute, I'll take a shower first, and then I'll talk to the elder brother." Xu's mother waited for a long time at the dining table before seeing Xu Shanlan changed her clothes and her hair was wet go down.The servants brought up breakfast, including preserved egg and lean meat porridge, fried eggs, and various side dishes.Xu's mother asked him while eating: "Shan Lan, how about going abroad with mother?"

Xu Shanlan drank the porridge one mouthful at a time, without making a sound.Xu's mother continued: "Your Uncle Zheng and I have decided... to marry abroad. Don't worry, Shan Lan. He has no children and will treat you like his own son. The three of us live together, isn't it good?"

Xu Shanlan stuffed a fried egg into her mouth, but still remained silent. Xu's mother said, "I'll help you apply for a good university when you go abroad. Your current school is only third-rate in China. There are limited schools in the city. With so many graduates, it is very difficult for you to enter the school and become a teacher."

After talking about it, her throat was almost dry, and Xu Shanlan had been eating without any reaction.Xu's mother was a little anxious, how could this child be so steady, he was too "squeaky", and he didn't even say a word for a long time, he heard or didn't hear it.She put down the bowl and chopsticks, and complained, "Shan Lan."

Xu Shanlan ate all the porridge in the bowl, lowered his eyes, and said in a low voice: "If I don't go, the big brother will be upset." So it was because of this, Xu's mother smiled confidently: "Silly boy, of course I Knowing that Zhan Yi is reluctant, after all, he is the master and the eldest brother, teaching you now. You can win the championship and make some achievements, thanks to him, my mother will definitely thank him. However, Shan Lan——” Xu’s mother Leaning forward, he said earnestly, "You have to think for yourself, what will you do if you stay here? Martial arts is not an Olympic event, and only the junior group can play. You are so old, how will you go in the future? You have to figure it out for yourself.”

Xu Shanlan raised his eyes: "I don't need to think about it, the elder brother has already thought about it for me."

"How can you trouble others with your affairs? Besides, no matter how good he is with you, he is just a senior brother. If he is not a relative or a reason, what can he plan for you?"

Xu Shanlan bit her lower lip, suddenly smiled, and said, "Mom, let me show you around the yard."

Xu's mother knew that her son had an idea, so she couldn't say it for a while, it didn't matter, she would try to persuade her while she was taking a walk.

The Cong family's yard is very large. It was originally located on the outskirts of the city, but the recent expansion of the city made this house also within the second ring road.At the beginning, the government wanted this land and wanted to take it back and sell it to the developer to make a lot of money, but the Cong family didn't expect to do anything.The old house, which has been lived in for several generations, refuses to sell.The government used a lot of means. The Cong family was quite powerful in the dark in S City, and black and white were both good and bad. In addition, there was still the old land deed, so they were not afraid of lawsuits.

On the basis of the original house, Cong Zhanyi completely renovated it. The exterior is basically unchanged, but the inside is more comfortable.Xu Shanlan took his mother to visit the rooms one by one.Where is the bedroom of the senior brother's apprentice, where is the study room where the senior brother used to work - now it is moved upstairs, where is the restaurant where he eats with the senior brother - he always wants to eat together after he arrives, and the senior brother I specially built a newly built swimming pool for myself, I knew that I like to watch movies, and I set up a well-equipped audio-visual room, etc.

Xu's mother looked around with great interest at first.She came here a handful of times before, and they were all when Xu Shanlan had very important games, and she was basically busy watching the games, but she generally knew the structure of the house, and she had never watched it so well.But the more he listened to his son's words, the more awkward he felt, senior brother who opened his mouth and closed his mouth, couldn't help frowning slightly.

When the two came upstairs, Xu Shanlan opened the door of the punishment room and said, "If any disciple is disobedient and doesn't practice well, he will be punished here."

Xu's mother looked inside and saw an old wooden pier half a person's height in the middle, and there was nothing else, but she was still taken aback by her son's words, and hurriedly asked: "Punishment? Are you too?"

"Yeah." Xu Shanlan scratched his head embarrassingly, "I like to be lazy and often get punished."

Xu's mother's face darkened, she only noticed Xu Shanlan's scenery when receiving the award, and the chicness when he was practicing martial arts, but she didn't think about what he had to pay to get these.She asked: "How to punish?"

"Being beaten and punished to kneel." Xu Shanlan shrugged indifferently, "When I was young, I was lazy and disobedient, and if I was punished by kneeling, it would be a night." He pursed his lips and smiled. If you can’t ask for love, just stay with me and steal some food and drink, anyway, I can’t lose. Alas, it’s a pity that when Master passed away, he became the one who punished me and beat me.” The tone was quite resentful.

"Shanlan." Impulsively, Xu's mother took her son's hand, distressed and a little annoyed, "Let's go with mom, we won't practice anymore."

"Mom." Xu Shanlan replied lightly, "When you sent me here, didn't you know that practicing martial arts is hard?"

Xu's mother was speechless: "I..." It's one thing to know, but another thing to see it with your own eyes and hear it with your own ears.She sighed: "Shan Lan, you have also practiced, you don't need to stay here to be beaten and punished."

Xu Shanlan lowered his eyelids, pursed his lips and smiled: "That's nothing, just get used to it. I think someone beats someone and someone punishes me, which means that at least someone is willing to take care of me, better than throwing it aside and ignoring it."

This sentence touched the most fragile nerve in Xu's mother's heart. She glanced at Xu Shanlan very quickly. The child lowered his head slightly, unable to see the expression on his face, and his tone was calm, as if he just said it casually. Xu's mother really couldn't tell whether he did it on purpose or not.She felt embarrassed and a little confused, and just about to say something, she saw Xu Shanlan raised her face and said cheerfully: "Let's go to the yard and have a look." After finishing speaking, she walked out of the room first.

Xu's mother looked at Xu Shanlan's thin and straight back, and suddenly realized that she didn't know this son well.

The yard in front of the house is a garden and a lawn. Although Xu Shanlan boxed on the lawn every day, it was only because Cong Zhanyi liked to watch it. In fact, the place where he really practiced was in the backyard.Xu Shanlan pointed to the plum blossom pile: "The first time I went up to practice, I almost fell down. Fortunately, the big brother hugged me. His arm hit the pile and broke a big hole. I was terrified at the time." Patted a stake, "Mom, look, it's right here."

Xu's mother leaned over to take a look, but she didn't see any difference between that wooden stake and the others.Xu Shanlan rubbed it lightly, as if falling into some kind of warm and pleasant memory.He let out a long breath for a long time, and pointed to a few elm trees not far in front: "And there, when I first came here, I used to stride under the trees." Without waiting for Xu's mother to react, she ran over, Xu Mother had to keep up.

When he got under the tree, Xu Shanlan bent down, groped the rough bark, raised his head and shouted: "Mom, look here." Xu's mother saw a deep scratch on it, as if it had been scratched by some sharp object.

Xu Shanlan said: "I was so tall when I first came here, Mom, do you remember? I didn't know anyone at that time, they were all older than me, no one wanted to play with me, only the big brother was willing to take me. I I miss my mother, I miss my home, my senior brother secretly took me back to see you without telling my master, and after I came back, my master beat me until I got out of bed for three days." Xu Shanlan recalled it with some interest, as if it was a very interesting past , there was no sign of sadness at all, "It's just that from that day on, I never dared to bring it home again." He straightened up, touched another nick from the trunk to the chest, "Brother, it was like that at that time." tall, he always pretends to know everything, but in fact he is only ten years older than me, and he is only half a child. He told me that as long as I grow to this height, I can go home at any time. At that time, I felt really Far away, I have to do an extra [-] vertical jumps every day, and the senior brother said that it will grow faster."

Xu Shanlan stretched his thumb and middle finger to measure, and turned his face to look at Xu's mother: "Mom, do you know how much difference there is between these two horizontal bars?"

Xu's mother was at a loss, feeling that something was out of her control. She tried to express something, but she couldn't say anything when she moved her lips.Xu Shanlan smiled: "Using my hand, it's fifteen sticks. Using the senior brother's hand, it's seven sticks. At that time, I had to measure it many times a day, but after half a year, I stopped measuring it." He stretched out his hand. Stretch out your finger, swipe between the two horizontal bars, and say with emotion: "It's so long, from here to here...".

The two fell silent at the same time.Xu Shanlan talked a lot, but didn't seem to say anything.This distance is indeed long, so long that it is impossible to say how long it is; it is so long that the mother and child are separated into two places, he can't touch her, and she can't touch him.

For a long time, Xu Shanlan has always been calm when meeting his mother, not necessarily close, and will not bother her if there is a problem.In the past, Xu's mother was very proud. She felt that the child was sensible and didn't need to worry about it. She was independent, confident and strong.Now she finally understands that Xu Shanlan's independence, self-confidence and strength are not born like this. He also wanted to cling to his parents and act like a baby, and he also longed for someone to love him unconditionally. He also cried, lost, and felt helpless.It's just that when he was like that, what gave him warmth, what he relied on, and what made him happy was not his biological mother, but that elder brother.

What should have been paid by oneself has been replaced by another person; therefore, what should have been owned by oneself has no right to ask for it.

Mother Xu looked at Xu Shanlan who looked indifferent and careless, and suddenly felt sad and remorseful.It took a while before he asked in a low voice: "Shan Lan, do you hate your mother?"

Xu Shanlan stared at her in surprise, then shook his head: "Why hate you?" He pursed his lips and smiled, "Aren't I pretty good?" The more indifferent he was, the more pain Xu's mother felt, she had never I feel so deeply that I am sorry for my son and not worthy of being his mother.She has been unable to ask Xu Shanlan to go abroad with her, she feels that she is not qualified to do so.Those two notches have been burned in Xu's mother's mind for a long time, so that when Xu Shanlan and Cong Zhanyi went abroad to visit her together after a long time, and fully revealed their extraordinary relationship, she even had a little objection I can't even say it.

Xu Shanlan didn't seem to notice his mother's fluctuating emotions at all. He saw Cai Rong standing in the corner looking at him from a distance, and turned his head and said to Xu's mother, "Let's go back. Eldest brother may have to go out." He opened his mouth wide and yawned. , "I'm sleepy too, I want to sleep."

When Cong Zhanyi came home at night, Xu's mother had already left.Without comment, he took off his coat and went straight upstairs, pushing open the door of Xu Shanlan's room.The child was lying on the bed, the quilt kicked aside early.

Cong Zhanyi walked over slowly, and asked in a low voice, "Is he sent away?"

Xu Shanlan didn't answer, turned around and turned his back to Cong Zhanyi.Xu's mother was destined to leave sadly, and it was impossible for Xu Shanlan to go with her.But this kind of refusal cannot be said by Cong Zhanyi, it must come from Xu Shanlan's own wishes to be more convincing.They have been together day and night for nearly 20 years, and they already know this tacit understanding without opening their mouths.But Xu Shanlan still felt unhappy, because of Cong Zhanyi's overly calm attitude, as if everything was under control, and he couldn't escape at all.

In fact, this is indeed the case.But Cong Zhanyi knew this child too well, so he had to coax him when he was awkward.He gently hugged Xu Shanlan from behind, and whispered in his ear: "Xu Zi, I'm really afraid you're gone..."

Xu Shanlan ironed the post, he curled his lips childishly, feeling a little smug in his heart.He didn't like to talk to Cong Zhanyi too much, he snorted lazily through his nose: "Yeah."

Unexpectedly, Cong Zhanyi lowered his head and sucked his earlobe.Xu Shanlan seemed to have been shocked by an electric shock, his whole body became stiff again, and he turned his head to look at the elder brother in surprise.They were limited to hugging and touching, never further intimacy.Cong Zhanyi made up his mind to change their relationship tonight, so he kissed Xu Shanlan's lips.

Xu Shanlan stretched out his arms to try to escape the struggle, but was held tightly by Cong Zhanyi.If Xu Shanlan's temperament was completely up to him, the two of them could have an ambiguous relationship for a lifetime, and appropriate strength was absolutely necessary.Cong Zhanyi kissed him fiercely, licked and sucked him, and then his neck, collarbone, and half-naked chest.

Xu Shanlan felt confused and bewildered, somewhat resistant yet somewhat expectant, somewhat nervous yet somewhat relieved.In the end, he had no choice but to let go of his body, allowing Cong Zhanyi to give and take whatever he wanted.

Cong Zhanyi didn't let him go that night, attacking him heartily as he wished.It's like trying hard to finally get a long-awaited treasure. I wish I could kiss every inch of my hair from the hair to the tip of my toe. It can smash him, crush him, destroy him, tear him to the bone, and leave no bones left.Only you in this world can truly own him!

This night was too crazy, violent impact, vigorous rubbing, wanton slapping, and finally only the most primitive rhythm and moans that seemed to be painful but also joyful were left.

When Cong Zhanyi woke up in the morning, Xu Shanlan was lying beside him, soundly asleep, within reach.A great sense of satisfaction filled his chest, he sighed almost imperceptibly, and carefully wiped away the tears on Xu Shanlan's face.The almost weak crying and begging for mercy last night made his blood boil and it was hard to restrain himself, but now he only feels pity.Cong Zhanyi raised his chin, and gently kissed Xu Shanlan's lips. He had never felt so deeply that he loved him.Maybe this sentence, I will never say it to him personally in my life.