Rebirth Poppy

4.

Xia Tong sat at the dining table, concentrating on the delicious food in front of him, turning a blind eye to the overly hot eyes on his body.

After three days, he also figured out that besides the doctor and the servants, the only people haunting this villa were these two men.

The two men were not relatives, but were obviously permanent residents of this villa.

But the two children he was looking forward to never showed up.

The two men at the opposite table were outstanding figures, and they would not be mixed with ordinary citizens like him.

But it was these two men, when faced with the doctor's conclusion of total amnesia caused by over-repression, both of them turned pale as if they had been greatly shocked, with self-mockery and despair in their eyes, and one of them was named Pei Muli. The man didn't even grasp the medical records in his hand, and let the papers whirl and fall to the ground.

Seeing that Xia Tong was in a happy mood, it was ten thousand times more refreshing than suddenly entering the ice room in the scorching heat.

After slowly filling his empty stomach and wiping his mouth, Xia Tong raised his head.

"... Xia Tong." Just raised his head, the man named Pei Muli called out in a hoarse voice, Xia Tong looked at him, waiting for his next words.

He thought he was cooperative enough, but Pei Muli just called his name, but didn't say anything.

After waiting for a while, he looked at Du Yan, whose eyes were bloodshot and haggard, not as vigorous as when he first met. Xia Tong laughed and said flatteringly, "Don't just look at me like that, before. Didn't you say you want to help me contact those two children? When will they come to see me?"

After a little understanding of his situation, he immediately asked the two men to see the two children. Although the two men did not refuse, they just dragged their words and did nothing.

In just three days, there were no less than five batches of doctors who came and went. It was suspected that the amnesia was faked, and he had to rely on them to see the two young boys. Xia Tong cooperated very well until Now that the two had initially believed in the diagnosis, he brought it up again.

Looking fixedly at his flattering smile, both of them were in a daze. After a while, Pei Muli said, "They are studying abroad, and they have been notified that they will arrive tomorrow."

"Oh, thank you!" Xia Tong's eyes lit up, he straightened his back unconsciously and continued to ask, "Then can you tell me who they are? What are their names? I don't have any memory, I'm afraid that when the time comes..." Meeting It would break their heart not to know them.

Before he had a chance to say the rest of the words, he was interrupted by Du Yan's interjection and choked in his throat.

Du Yan said, "The one with dimples is Du Xuan, nicknamed An Le, and he is my son." He looked at Xia Tong's face that opened his mouth in surprise, his face was a little distorted, and said word by word, "I don't smile much, The one with the red phoenix eyes is Pei Yin, whose nickname is Cole, and he is Pei's son."

Seeing Xia Tong being misled as he wished, with a dazed expression, Du Yan felt a tragic pleasure of revenge.

He is sorry for Xiatong, he knows it!

Even if he found Xia Tong first as he wished back then, under the pressure of Pei Muli, Yang Jian and even the two children, he could not protect him under his wings alone. He gave up half of his summer boy to Pei Muli, in order to use the power of the two to jointly protect the lost and recovered salvation.

Even if he knew he was wrong, he put away his arrogance for fear of repeating the same mistakes, and learned to be cautious.

Even though they have already spent ten years without any danger!

Even so, they still didn't succeed, and Xia Tong was still the original Xia Tong.

After more than ten years of getting along, I thought that even if it was a stone, it would be warmed by him, and even the love I dreamed of, but I was sentenced to death overnight.

What is chronic depression? !What the hell is total amnesia? !

It turned out that the perfect life he thought was a steady flow of water was really just 'he thought'!

"I thought..." Xia Tong was stunned for a while before he said nana, "Yes, it's your son..."

Du Yan smiled, "Yes, my son." The pain in his heart became more and more severe, Du Yan's face turned pale, and the nails of the hands on his legs almost sank into the flesh, but this was the only way to relieve the pain. In this way, he can behave as usual in Xia Tong's strange eyes.

He was already in extreme pain, and if he didn't vent some, he was afraid that he would lose control and do something that he regretted too much.

Pei Muli looked at them silently, even though he knew that such a method of stimulating Xia Tong was not advisable.

Even the self-avoidance caused by long-term depression has incentives.

And this inducement is probably the love that he indulged himself a few days ago, no, in Xia Tong's eyes, it is just a sexual act.

Since he will lose his memory if he is stimulated, it has to do with those two sons whom he always remembers, even if he forgets himself, isn't it? Can the resentful Xia Tong come back?

Thinking about it, Pei Muli couldn't help laughing at himself, causing Xia Tong, who was carefully observing his and Du Yan's expressions, to subconsciously think that this was his mocking of his self-righteous thoughts, and couldn't help but move awkwardly.

But the blood instinct still took the lead, Xia Tong was lost for a while, and immediately cheered up and asked cheekily, "Then what are they related to me?"

Du Yan looked at Xia Tong, smiling uglier than crying. "Tongtong, guess what."

Naturally, the conversation ended badly.

Of course, this is for Xia Tong, Yu Peidu and others, since Xia Tong woke up three days ago, the word "Huan" has not been in their dictionary.

Du Yan's eyes were scattered, he grabbed the wine bottle with only the bottom in one hand, staggered to Xiatong's door, raised his hand as if to knock on the door, but lost his strength the moment he slapped it, and laughed a few times in a low voice. With a sound, the unsteady body bent forward, and his forehead hit the door panel, making a not-so-loud 'bang' sound.

There was no pain in the impact, but it gave him a sense of sobriety. He took a step back, grabbed the wine bottle and stared at the closed door, thinking it was Xia Tong. All the pent-up anger and pain gushed out, and he waited for the door with blood red eyes.After a long time, he whispered, "Xiatong, it's been ten years, what is your heart made of? Why can't you cover it? Ah?!"

He threw the wine bottle to the ground forcefully, the thick blanket in the corridor blocked the impact, and with a muffled sound, the wine bottle rolled several times, leaving an intermittent water mark on the carpet.

Du Yan jumped forward with the force of throwing the wine bottle, leaned against the wall and sat on the ground, pointed at the door and said, "Haha! Forget it if you say it, what a bold Xia Tong!"

"Depression, depression! Lao Tzu's ten-year guardianship is your cause!" Even if he was drunk, he still remembered that it was two o'clock in the morning, and Xia Tong was sleeping in the room across the door, his voice was angrily lowered. , resulting in uneven breathing, and he lost his breath. He was choked and coughed, and the cough was hoarse but heart-piercing.

He wiped away the tears coughing up from the corner of his eyes with his backhand, "Cough, you suppressed it well! Xia Tong, you lost your memory well! Cough cough, ha, ha ha!"

Xiatong, his Tongtong didn't recuperate well after jumping into the sea, and he gave birth to a son for them. His body suffered a lot. All these years, they have held and protected him like fragile glass. How could he be willing to let him be killed in the middle of the night? wake up.

Du Yan drank the wine all night, and he was already drunk. Now he will have a fit of alcohol, and he will sit by the wall in a distorted posture. After venting, he will suddenly open his eyes and laugh at himself a few times. Gradually, he will be pulled by the alcohol. Into dreamland.

After a long time, after his breathing became steady, the black shadow standing at the end of the corridor recruited a servant to carry him to the room.

"Is this your revenge?" Hei Ying stood in front of the door where Du Yan was standing, and gently placed his palm on the door, and said in a low voice, "Xia Tong, you are too cruel."

Unable to hear the sound outside the door, Xia Tong moved his numb feet, walked slowly to the desk, and looked at the photos on the desk.

His name is Xia Tong, he has no memory, and has no relationship with the two men outside, but he is taken care of like a treasure.

This is his room. In addition to his clothes, there are also Du Yan's and Pei Muli's in his closet.

Although there is no definite proof, and Pei Muli has not been as intimate with him as Du Yan was that day these days, but he should be shared by Du Yan and Pei Muli.

Both Pei Muli and Du Yan had sons, but their sons had a very good relationship with him, and there were only photos of these two children and him in his room.

Also, what they call depression, revenge.

Xia Tong thinks that he should not be a person who will become depressed, but several groups of doctors have diagnosed it like this.

The fingers slowly moved along the arc of the boy's smiling face.

It stands to reason that a person without a past should feel at a loss because he has no roots.But he doesn't.

He is so determined, determined for no reason, he will not be in any danger, and he does not need those extra emotions.

Apart from eagerly wanting to know the relationship between these two children and him, he has no desire to know the past, and even has some resistance.

How unbearable are those memories that he has forgotten?

The newly rented house in a hurry is a bit moldy, but there is a big bathtub in the bathroom.

The sensible Anle Cola who moved with him was sweating all over. When he saw the bathtub, he rushed to take a bath first. From the fight to the quarrel, to the secret hands and feet, each was angry and ignored, and finally the negotiation was successful. Xia Tong just happened to Clean the bathtub.

The conclusion is of course that the two wash together.

Xiatong Mimi smiled and watched them scrambling to take off their clothes and jump into the water, and took the shower gel and went forward to bathe them.

He suddenly met an old friend, and now hastily moved away from the city where he lived for nearly three years. Only now did his tense nerves relax a little.

The fraternal twins often quarreled, but they took the initiative to get back together after a few minutes. Soon, the bath turned into a water fight, and the three of them had a great time. It turned out that the faint ringing of the doorbell was indeed in front of his house.

Ordering the two brothers to stop playing and wash them out quickly to avoid catching a cold, Xia Tong took a towel to wipe the water off his face, and hurried to the door of the room regardless of the splashed clothes on his body.

Although he had just moved in for less than a day, he still questioned him cautiously, and opened the room after seeing through the cat's eye that the person was indeed wearing the uniform of the housekeeping service company he called to clean the stubborn dirt in the kitchen. Door.

The door of the room opened gradually, and before he could say the polite words in his mouth, he looked up and saw the figure of the protagonist of his nightmare.

"Xiatong!" The haggard man sighed after seeing him, "I finally found you!"

At that moment, the internal organs froze as if they were frozen, until the man stepped forward to hug him with unbearable excitement, then he backed away abruptly, screaming in horror.

"father!"

The two children who were not fully dressed heard his cry and ran out of the bathroom. When they saw their father being forcibly hugged by a strange man, trembling all over and even struggling without much strength, their eyes turned red. Quickly and slowly rushed over.

"Let go of my dad!!"

……

"What did you do to my dad again?!" The young boy, about seven or eight years old, spoke in a crisp but low voice, glaring at the man sitting on the sofa in a bathrobe and reading documents.

The man was full and in a good mood. He closed the documents and put them aside. He rubbed the broken skin on the corner of his mouth with Hei Jie's finger, and said, "Are you going to your father's room again?"

The little boy's delicate phoenix eyes were bloodshot with anger, like an irritated bull, but because he clearly knew that he was not the opponent's opponent, he could only growl in a low voice, "How will I know what you have done if I don't go!"

Then he gritted his teeth and said, "A pig who knows it's in heat all day long! That's why you threw me and my brother to an all-boarding school, right?"

"Are you angry? Then study hard, you are qualified to speak if you have the strength." The man raised the corner of his mouth slightly, and straightened the corner of the bathrobe, "Now, Pei Yin, is this how you talk to your father?"

The child's chest heaved rapidly, his eyes were so red that he was about to cry, but he tried hard not to cry in front of the man, stared at him fiercely, and said forcefully, "My name is Chen Kele!"

As he spoke, he turned around and strode out.

The man didn't chase after him, he picked up the documents on the side again, and after processing them one by one, he stretched himself and walked to the man's room.

He was not worried that the child was arguing with Xia Tong, for the sake of Xia Tong's face as a father, a child who had learned from the past would not embarrass him at this time.

Sure enough, the child didn't go back to the bedroom, and the tired and sound sleeper in the bedroom didn't know that his precious sweetheart had returned and had already provoked him.

Xia Tong paid too much attention to the two children, and the two cubs, for various reasons, coupled with the instigation of Yang Jian and others, rejected him and Du Yan as their father. Holding Xia Tong, if they don't send them out, he and Du Yan won't even have a chance to get close to Xia Tong.

But even if they were thrown into the school and handed over to the teacher to take care of them, they still had the ability to run home from time to time.

Pei Muli leaned down and gently kissed Xia Tong's slightly red and swollen lips. Xia Tong was in poor health and had to bear the desires of the two of them. Because of his physical condition and his rejection of them, the two of them Usually he is extremely restrained in sexual matters, and he finally managed to have a meal, but was seen by that little bastard.

That kid should be in the gym now.

Pei Muli felt a little headache, but proudly rubbed his forehead, took off his bathrobe and got naked into the bed, hugged the sleeping person contentedly, closed his eyes and had a good sleep.

When Xia Tong woke up in the evening, he immediately found Coke's schoolbag on the desk. His face turned pale, and he immediately got out of bed regardless of the weakness of his body. He went to the bathroom to wash up. Coke carefully stood in front of the desk holding a large bowl, and when he spotted his figure with his small eyes, he grinned, and after putting the bowl away, he made a gesture to pounce on Xia Tong, but it just came, but there was no momentum at all. "Dad, come and drink the soup. Today's soup is delicious. I drank two bowls. I'm tall!" As he spoke, he reached out and grabbed Xia Tong's hand that was about to hug him, "Dad, I'm a man, so I can't keep giving way. Dad hugs."

There was a childish voice chattering in his ear, and Coke didn't usually talk, only in one situation would he keep talking like An Le.Looking at the faintly red corners of his eyes, Xia Tong's heart softened into a puddle of water, and he held that small soft palm with his backhand.

……

Xia Tong woke up for a long time, but still felt that there was a clear and clear child's voice whispering in his ear.

This dream is well done.

Even though he couldn't remember the content, he was in a surprisingly good mood.

Pei Muli opened the door and came in, and all he saw was the gentle smile on his lips.

As if he didn't see Xia Tong's smile when he saw him, he said softly, "It's time to eat."

Pei and Du said that the two children would come back today, and Xia Tong had been looking forward to it since getting up, and even consciously rummaged through the closet to change a few clothes.

If the two of them hadn't said that he was not suitable to pick him up at the airport and kept him at home with a soft but firm attitude, he would have been at the airport by now.

His anticipation and tension fell into the eyes of the two men, and both of them couldn't help but feel hopeful.

Perhaps, after meeting those two children, Xia Tong might recover his memory.

Although I occasionally fantasized that if they hadn't had such an unbearable past, if they changed their starting point, maybe the ending would be completely different... There would be no harm, forbearance, and helpless compromise.

But this does not mean that they can accept a completely blank summer boy.

It would be better for Xia Tong to hate them than for him to look at them without emotion.

The two refused to let him go downstairs to wait, so Xia Tong stood in front of the window sill and watched.

While waiting, the pick-up vehicle has returned.

It's just that there was a car when I went out, but when I came back, there was a row behind me.

Xia Tongshang was a little confused, but saw that the faces of the two people beside him had turned pale.

The first one to get out of the car was a thirteen or fourteen-year-old boy wearing a plaid shirt. He looked towards the window sill as soon as he got out of the car, shouted "Dad" loudly, and flew into the villa with his arms shaking.

The boy who got out of the car half a step later did not lag behind and followed closely.

People got out of the car one after another, and one of them, a man with a scar that almost ran through his cheek, stood beside the car and smiled at him. His eyes swept away, and he twitched the corner of his mouth perfunctorily, and then put all his energy into it again. on the child.

The relationship between their father and son is really good.

Xia Tong endured the inexplicable jealousy and thought to himself.

Soon the little boy in the photo was about to stand in front of him, Xia Tong's nervousness rose to the extreme, he subconsciously leaned to the side, and with a movement of his hands by his side, he grabbed the two boys standing by his side with all his strength. Man's palm.

His emotions and attention were all on the two children, and he didn't notice at all. The moment he grabbed the hands beside him, the bodies of the two men became stiff at the same time.

——What if the memories between them are reshuffled and portrayed?

——If so, will they have a better ending than before?

It may be that the aftereffects of the hangover have not dissipated, and even the capillaries in his body seem to be throbbing crazily. Du Yan tried his best to hold his breath, and looked at Pei Muli who was on the side.

Then, he saw the same madness and longing in the eyes of his lifelong friends, rivals, and family members.

On the third morning, when Xia Tong got up, he found that the room had changed.

No, it should be said that he was hugged and changed rooms in his sleep.

Even the house has been changed.

The style of the new villa is completely different from the previous one. The decoration, servants, vehicles, except for the two men, and the two children who claim to be other people, but call themselves father and boy, all items have been changed.

Two children who were very willing to be intimate with him were sitting beside him angrily, staring at the man reluctantly, but they were unwilling to say anything.

Even the doctors came less frequently.

It feels bad to be concealed, but Xia Tong is willing to endure it.

Because those two kids wish he didn't know.

The two children seemed to be terrified of being abandoned by him, and even moved their school status back to the country, where they attended classes in a nearby school.

As time went on, and then he learned that everyone didn't want to restore their memories.

Such a big fanfare is just because he is afraid that those familiar items will give him an opportunity to restore his memory.

Then I found out that at night, at least one of the two children would always coquettishly lie on his weirdly big bed because he didn't want him to be 'harassed'.

Then it was discovered that many of the unexplained daily behaviors of the two men were actually pursuing him.

Then it was discovered that those two children were really his children.

From his womb, the child of those two men.

Little by little, he collected the little secrets he discovered.

Many questions, as long as he asks, he will get the answer.

But he didn't want to know too much. He was really not interested in the past that was buried by so many people, even the past that the two children would compromise for.

He doesn't know what love is.

But he knows family affection and longs for family affection.

He likes to see the seriousness of the two children in learning all kinds of knowledge, their smiling faces, and their acting like a baby.

He also gradually got used to the days of being accompanied by those two men, and one day he was half coaxed and half tricked into going to bed.

Then, one day, he got an email.

It's a video.

It may be that the time is too long, and the picture is a little blurry.In the bathroom, he was completely naked, and was flanked back and forth by the two youths who could not be called men at that time. From the mottled marks on his body and his tired spirit, it can be seen that this bed war has lasted for a long time, maybe it is still In the bathroom, maybe somewhere else.

In the video, he was unwilling, but he didn't dodge much. His flexible but tired body was put into various poses. The men at that time didn't take his wishes to heart, and didn't care about his feelings. Fucking open and close, there are many styles, even if he begs for mercy when he can't bear it, and crawls to escape, no one will care.

Compared with what they treasure now, he at that time seemed to be a sex organ that could only accommodate two people, nothing more.

The video has been edited and is not long.Xia Tong sat in front of the computer for a while, then clicked on replay.

When it was Du Yan's turn to come in tonight, he was seeing half of it.

Seeing the content, Du Yan's expression changed drastically, and he couldn't even press the pause button, so he directly blocked the computer with his body in an attempt to block his sight.

In fact, if you don't look at the picture, the painful groans that you want to seduce the two to release as soon as possible and release him are also very attractive.

"Tongtong..." Du Yan finally came to his senses, turned around and unplugged the computer.

This was his past that they were careful to hide.

Seeing little knowledge, he was actually mentally prepared for these pasts.

Xia Tong sighed silently, and took the initiative to stretch out his arms to hug Du Yan, who was as stiff as a stone, "I think there are a few poses that I can try now."

Whether it's Pei or Du, after they moved to the new house, they tried their best to create a gentle and warm atmosphere, even on the bed.

It may be that the body has a subconscious fear of sex, Xia Tong really prefers this kind of tenderness, which will make him relax.

But as his body allows, he also likes to try violent passion once in a while.

That night, Xia Tong, who was extremely tired and fell into a deep sleep, had a dream.

Humans are animals that are afraid of pain.

If the damage he has suffered exceeds what he can bear, even if he barely survives, it will leave a strong psychological trauma. When you see this person, you will think of the harm he has given.

Xia Tong is not a masochist.

He has suffered too many unbearable injuries at the hands of Pei and Du. He can live a peaceful and comfortable life away from them, but if he is forcibly entangled, no one will really be happy.

The past injury, ten years of careful protection, Xia Tong is not a rock that can't be warmed up, hurt and moved, hate and the feelings between love and family that have been precipitated by time, the alternation of the two is also a torture for him .

One side can't let go, and the other side can't let go.

If there is no accident, even if they are entangled to death, there will be no perfect ending.

Xia Tong opened his eyes, and found that he was held in Pei Muli's arms, his hands and feet were restrained by the other party. He raised his eyes, and could only see that he had short stubble from the dim light of the bedside lamp. jaw.

At the waist, there was also a hand belonging to Du Yan, inserted between him and Pei Muli's body, with the palm open, grabbing his waist domineeringly.

Both acted with a sense of insecurity.

The dream I just had is too long, many of which have lost my memory, but many remain.

Xia Tong couldn't control the memory for a long time, and finally closed his eyes when the sky turned white, and his breathing gradually became steady.

***

A week later, the mental hospital

Xia Tong handed over the medical records and said, "Doctor, I want to hypnotize."

--Finish

The author has something to say: Ah, it’s really over

My inspiration that day was such an ending, why did I give them an ending? The reason for this ending is because I always subconsciously think that it is impossible for Pei and Du to let go.

Going up to Qiongbi and down to Huangquan, even Xia Tong can't escape.

2013.11.26

I came up today and found that some readers asked for custom printing. Poppy’s custom cover has long been formatted by the computer. I thought it couldn’t be opened. (╯▽╰)╭It's just a pity that I can't put the two newly updated extras in it. So, I would like to ask everyone, do you want a physical book?If you have any, please come and click.

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