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I've always understood that I'm far from being a good father.When I learned that King Ma Cangye was going to be resurrected through my son's physical body, I decided to sacrifice my blood without hesitation.I made this decision even knowing that one of the children was necessarily innocent.

Ganzi didn't object, and my father also solemnly apologized to me, but I couldn't ignore the sad expression on my wife's face, and the guilt in my heart... that I couldn't sleep or eat.During the period of waiting for the child to be born, I did not have the slightest joy of being a father. Anxiety and despair filled my heart, making it impossible for me to even take good care of my pregnant wife.Whenever Qiangzi's eyebrows show sadness, I don't know how to comfort her.Because it was me who decided to kill our children.But my wife is much stronger than me. She seems to have an incredible perseverance, which made her go through the waiting period smoothly.In this way, the day of the child's birth came.

Even though that day has passed for a long time, the scene of that day is still clearly imprinted in my heart, and I remember every detail clearly.After that day, I felt fortunate more than once that it was not our real child who was born first, but the object that needed to be eliminated.What could be more grateful than being able to successfully avoid fratricide?Even though my face was burned by the fire, I felt happy from the bottom of my heart.I will try my best to cultivate Ye and teach him well, because this little life is so hard-won.But I didn't notice Ganzi's hesitant expression, and he hesitated to speak. I was just blindly immersed in joy, and left everything far away.

Thinking about it now, if I could have listened to Ganzi at that time, maybe I wouldn’t have allowed that big misunderstanding to last for so many years.But I think the biggest possibility is still like a stem, I naturally thought of another explanation, and then buried it silently in my heart.

After the man left, Kanzi told me that the order of birth was decided by Asakura himself. The guy pushed away the leaves on the side, and then faced the next attack alone.Not only that, but what surprised her even more was that the man comforted her very gently... For almost a moment, she forgot that this guy was the sworn enemy of the Asakang family.

"Because, it's really too gentle."

My wife held her face and said this, which made me feel very depressed instantly.Sure enough, even if everything is clarified, I still can't like that guy Ye Wang, and it's definitely not because of men's jealousy.

Ye gradually grew up, and Hao who left seemed to have disappeared, and there was no trace of him anywhere.Everything was calm, and this apparent calm worried me all the more.Well, what exactly is his purpose?Ye's child is too immature, and his personality is very lazy and kind. When I think of him like this, he has to bear the mission of destroying Hao, I feel that I am really incompetent as a father.I'm sorry, I said to my son in my heart, as a father, I couldn't protect you.At this time, there was another voice in my heart, regarding my other son... I shook my head quickly, trying to ignore those absurd thoughts.That guy is a good reincarnation, even if it was born from my wife's womb, it's not my son, I don't need to... feel guilty.

In order to help Ye, and to have a better future for the Asakura family, his father chose Anna from the Osore Mountain family as his fiancee.That child has a very strong personality, and he is very protective of Ye, cough, of course, sometimes this kind of protection is not shown on the outside.I feel that my worries have been relieved a little bit, and I am also relieved to see that Ye is gradually becoming stronger under Anna's training.It's just that Ye's life seems to be very difficult. Haha, after a long time, I suddenly feel lucky. Fortunately, the stem is very gentle. No, I'm not saying that Anna is not good, but my father's vision is so true, so I chose it for Ye. The character of his fiancée is almost exactly the same as that of his mother.Sometimes, even I can't help but wipe a handful of bitter tears for the life after Ye, haha.Cough, this is definitely not gloating, it's just a kind of good hope of the father for his son's future life.It would be great if... this kind of life could continue forever.But we all know this is impossible, because the Shaman King competition is coming soon.

Before that, something happened that I didn't know about.It wasn't until Ye accidentally mentioned it that I didn't know that Hao and Ye had met before the Shaman King competition.It was probably that meeting that allowed Hao to leave his shadow in Ye's heart before anyone else, instead of drawing a false picture through other people's descriptions.Perhaps it was because of this that Ye had such trust in him.But I have doubts in my heart, I am not that simple guy like Ye, what if this is not a simple coincidence, but someone's method to abduct my lovely son?Speaking of Ye, there is still one thing I can't understand. Where did this child hear the phrase "Anyone who can see a soul is not a bad person" and regard it as the truth?No one in the Ma Cang family would say such ridiculous words, I swear!I think my troubles have increased a lot because of this sentence.How could the Ma Cang family have such an innocent child, how can such a child defeat the one who has been reincarnated twice?

Everything seems to be heading for the worst.Ye and Hao met in the game, and they actually had an extraordinary trust in that guy.I know how stubborn my son is. Once he decides something, it is very difficult to change it unless something happens.I began to regret not telling him all the good things when he was young because of taking into account Ye's growth-good guy, what did he do to my son!

Then, my father brought up the super book.Under his orders, Anna uncovered the seal of the 1080 rosary, and then accompanied us to the ancestral hall where the book was sealed.And this reminds me of another question, about the Ma Cang family: for some reason, the family actually kept Ye Wang’s complete ancestral hall, and recorded all his spells and life, which has been passed down to the today.Shouldn't the person who did that kind of thing destroy everything about him?But my doubts didn't last long, because when we found Ye with that book, the shikigami that appeared told us a completely different truth.

Of course I don't want to believe it. Who wants to believe that their ancestors are nothing but despicable traitors, who wants to believe that the justice that has been upheld is actually a ridiculous slander!The whole Ma Cang family, and my decades of life, are like a joke!However, when I saw the legendary Abe Seimei's shikigami, I didn't need to believe it, and I didn't need to believe it when I heard what Ye said after he came out, but when one of the living parties, Kamo Hosen, appeared in front of me, what else would I have? Reasons to convince yourself not to believe it?

It turns out that the evil side is never good.

In an instant, various indescribable feelings surged in my heart.There is the anger and shame of being cheated, as well as the bewilderment of losing the goal, and the relief, relaxation, and deep loathing of oneself.For a moment, my eyes stayed on the whole Ma Cang family's mansion, and I didn't have the familiarity and kindness of the usual family. As long as I thought of the scene where blood flowed like a river, I felt a chill creeping up my spine.Maybe it’s okay to say that, but I really didn’t have much regret at the time. A person who had been deeply guarded against for a long time suddenly changed his role and became a victim. I really couldn’t adapt in a short time.In my heart, it was more guilty conscience and self-loathing.The guilt for being good also began at that time, and it slowly settled little by little, turning into a regret that was too late to say.

I took off the mask in front of Ye. For a moment, I just felt that the worries and conflicts that had plagued me for more than ten years disappeared with the mask.I suddenly thought of what must be done now.That is to go home and tell my father everything about it.I will not choose to cover up everything with lies like the previous Patriarchs did, and then hide in a shell of justice to be complacent.The Ma Cang family owes that young man a lot, and I'm afraid we can't make up for it.But I can at least do this one thing, and then slowly atone for my sins-whether the person accepts it or not, I will do it, and I will continue to do it.My father thought the same as me.

Before returning home, I asked He Mao Baoxian, who appeared because he felt the breath of Ye Wang, but waited until he left to show up, what was his plan.The person who has been missing for thousands of years and has now become a spirit body said that he will not leave here, and he will not go anywhere except by Wang Ye's side.Since this is the case, why did you betray in the first place?However, I did not ask this sentence, but politely bid farewell and left.Even if you know the whole story of what happened thousands of years ago, no one else can know the true feelings of everyone except yourself.And waiting like that is already the biggest punishment.A pity-like emotion suddenly appeared in my heart, and I unexpectedly did not feel any hatred for the culprit of all the incidents.Probably because he was so shocked to see Ye Wang's ecstatic and despairing expression that I suddenly didn't know how to question him.

Originally, I thought that after the misunderstanding was resolved, everything should develop in a good direction.Yeh's trust in Hao isn't a huge issue other than it makes me a little uncomfortable.Well, that guy seems to have a lot of consideration for the people around Ye, and he is also gentle with Ye that ordinary people don't have.I am amazed at how good it is, but I am not as skeptical as I used to be.The gentleness in that young man's eyes can really make people feel at ease instantly.He used various methods to enhance the strength of Ye and his companions, and even showed up to protect Ye when he was in danger. I no longer had a reason to guard against him like I used to.At that time, who would have thought that what this young man wanted to do was to kill God?

Before Anna left, she had a conversation with Hao. I don't know the content, but when she came back, there was a little daze in her eyes.If there is any good thing about not being able to become the Shaman King's wife, this is probably certain, so I am very curious about what makes the girl who has always been extremely calm show that look.It's a pity that Anna didn't say anything.

"It's just being asked."

She was cold and authentic, directing poor Ye to do housework, watching his back with a faint smile on her face.Well, the affairs of the young people are left to them to deal with.I thought this way, but somehow felt that Ye's life would be very complete with such an elder brother who was always by his side.Of course, this is also a father's greatest wish.As a result, where I was incompetent and what I did not do enough, there was a boy called Asakura who made up for it. Ah, I feel a little lonely.

After the Shaman King Contest, the Ma Cang family had a lot of spies, both bright and dark, one batch after another.Of course I know why, but I'm at a loss for what to do other than send these guys out.What a guy, after defeating the Elf King, he just disappeared like this!Countless people came here here, trying to find some powerful secrets in Ma Cang's house, but everything was in vain.That person's strength has never had anything to do with the Ma Cang family.Such a chaotic life did not last for a day, and the next day, the good subordinates beat all those people out. "This is an order from my lord."

After being asked, those people said so.Good guy, did you expect even such a thing?Then, after he left, he should know Ye's mood, right?

After Ye woke up, he gained much stronger power than before.After learning that Hao had left, he didn't show any sad expression. "I see."

My son smiled calmly.His companion told him what Hao had done with a face full of shock, and he was not very surprised, as if everything was taken for granted.In the following days, he was more calm and gentle than before every day. Although he still retained his lazy habit, he was no longer slack in training his strength.He started to learn little by little, and then accepted the responsibility on himself, the whole Asakang family.

My son really grew up on the day he left.Because I have felt such gentle protection, I also want to do something to protect other people.That's what Ye told me.He is no longer confused, nor afraid, because he has received the best gift.I thought back to the look on Ye's face when he talked about these times, my son has learned to hide part of his worrying emotions, but how can he hide all this from me as his father?

I wanted to sigh, but in the end I chose the same method as Ye, hiding all my emotions under a smile.After that person left, I realized that there were so many regrets in my heart.That young man named Ma Canghao left this world and reached a place we don't know... Maybe I will never see him again in my whole life.

Volume [-] Naruto Chapter - Confession of the Last Days