Miserables 101 [Quick Transmigration]

Jiang Feng was admiring Chu Qinyu's side profile, and the other party's expression was hot with a hint of chill, which was a murderous look mixed with anger.

In fact, whether it is anger or resentment, it is an extremely focused emotion. Jiang Feng watched such an emotion, and suddenly felt that Chu Qinyu's eager emotion was just given to Wu Wu for nothing. Now it's a bit too cheap for the other side.

However, it is not easy to take back the things that were sent out. Jiang Feng could only shake his head and sigh that he had suffered a big loss, while at the same time turning his gaze to Wu Wu, cast it...

Envious? Look.

Being watched by two people who don't know what? Wu Wu:?

what's the situation?

Immediately afterwards, he saw Jiang Feng pat Chu Qinyu on the shoulder, and said, "Okay, don't be too angry with him, how can I say that I voluntarily."

As soon as the words came out, Chu Qinyu, who was still staring at him with resentment, instantly turned his burning anger to Jiang Feng.

Wu Wu: What is voluntary or not?And why do people take the initiative to bring hatred to themselves? What a madman!

"If I remember the timeline correctly? Then?" Chu Qinyu said softly, "Not long after you killed me, you ran away? Did you get involved with him?"

Next to him? Wu Wu couldn't help his pupils trembling. What did he hear just now?What is "not long after killing me"?Jiang Feng killed Chu Qinyu, when?

"Not together," Jiang Feng held up his hands in a gesture of surrender, "How could I get involved with him, I'm not blind."

Wu Wu: Huh?What do you mean, who do you look down on?

But he didn't want Chu Qinyu to listen to Jiang Feng's words, and after turning his head to look at him, he actually looked convinced, as if he was convinced by this reason.

Wu Wu: ...My heart is broken, broken into pieces?

"It's just an operation," Jiang Feng laughed lowly, and then muttered to himself, "So...in your heart, I'm the kind of person who can mess with others every minute."

Wu Wu: The play is over. You can't help but feel hot when you look at it. Only a fool would believe it.

In the end, he saw Chu Qinyu change his angry state, as if he was apologizing for misunderstanding Jiang Feng.

Wu Wu: ...I, it's me, I'm that fool.

"Just now... I was reckless," Chu Qinyu also looked away and cleared his throat, "But why did you undergo surgery?"

Wu Wu: So what kind of surgery is it?What does Jiang Feng talk to? Can't you tell the whole story, who are you playing charades with?

"Surgery." Jiang Feng picked up the soymilk again, and shook the cup casually, "At that time, I just wanted to find the most miserable way to die, and I went to the operating table as soon as my mind got hot. , In fact, I didn't think too much about it."

Wu Wu: My dear, our dog made up nonsense? The made up? It’s better than this. Although I don’t know what kind of operation it is, but such an excuse is too ridiculous. The dog won’t believe it!

Then, he watched Chu Qinyu grab Jiang Feng's hands with worry.

Wu Wu: Wang Wang Wang, Wang Wang Wang!

A tourist named Wu Wu left the live broadcast room, but Jiang Feng and Chu Qinyu, the two anchors, didn't notice the tourist's "leaving".

Chu Qinyu's thoughts are racing now.

Yes, why didn't he think of it.

If a mermaid wants to conceive, the only way to do it is through surgery. There is no possibility of having a relationship with a human being to conceive a mermaid.If it's Jiang Feng's? If it's hiding in the sea, there's no chance of being caught by humans, even if the other party stays on land and accidentally falls into the hands of humans. With Jiang Feng's ability, it must be possible. A way to escape?

What's more, Jiang Feng doesn't seem to have any intention of getting rid of the child now. No matter how you look at it, it's all voluntary.

What is the most painful way of death for human beings, Chu Qinyu does not know, but for mermaids, especially male mermaids, the most painful way of death is undoubtedly pregnancy.

The lesson of so much blood before is in front of you, all the pregnant male mermaids all died badly, and they were tortured during pregnancy.

This also means that the moment Jiang Feng underwent the operation, he embarked on a thorny road of no return.

"Jiang Feng..." Chu Qinyu gripped Jiang Feng's hand a little tighter, "Why?"

Jiang Feng broke free from Chu Qinyu's hand, and continued to drink soy milk, as if he didn't care, "Why why?"

Chu Qinyu stared at Jiang Feng's eyes, "Why did you choose to die?"

"If you don't want to live, what else can you do?" Jiang Feng replied very casually, and then saw that Chu Qinyu didn't mean to let him go, so he asked: "Why, do you really want to know?"

Chu Qinyu looked back at Jiang Feng seriously.

"Okay," Jiang Feng looked into the distance and sighed, "Since you want to know, I'll tell you."

"After you forcibly threw me back into the sea, I gradually approached the base. I didn't have to see you, but I just wanted to walk around. In the first few days, there was nothing unusual, until later... ...A small group of mermaids sneaked close to the experimental base, and I became alert at that time."

"Their? movements are very agile. They didn't even give me a chance to report to the base. They broke into the base." Jiang Feng tilted his head and looked at Chu Qinyu, "It's not that I don't want to help you. I was weak at the time? I couldn't help much at all, and..."

Jiang Feng chuckled lightly, "If it were you, how would you explain that you were not in the same group as the other mermaids when the staff rushed to the mermaid's gun?"

Chu Qinyu looked at Jiang Feng for a long time, but couldn't answer a word.

"Look," Jiang Feng patted Chu Qinyu's shoulder, "Even you can't help it."

"So I did like them, put on combat uniform, and mixed in with the crowd. I can't save other people, and I have no intention of saving them. But at least, I might have a chance? Save you."

"It's a pity that it's still too late. When I arrived, many people in the laboratory had already died. You were also injured, but you still maintained a sliver of sanity."

"But, do you know," Jiang Feng took a deep breath slowly, and then gently put down the cup in his hand, "I would rather you were killed by the bomb."

Chu Qinyu's breath was stagnant.

"Do you know the look in your eyes at that time?" Jiang closed his eyes, "The look of 'You really did it?', 'I knew it was you', 'You disappointed me so much'... ..."

Speaking of which, Jiang Feng laughed abnormally, and his breathing became short of breath, "Look, I just need to close my eyes to see the situation at that time, and see your desperate and hateful eyes. , looking straight at me."

"Jiang Feng, wake up!" Chu Qinyu tugged on Jiang Feng's arm, trying to make him wake up from that crazy state.

Jiang Feng opened his eyes again, tried to adjust his breathing, looked at Chu Qinyu, and showed a decent smile again, "Don't be afraid, it's different from that time, now I've learned how to control myself gone."

"It's a pity... At that time, I didn't know how to control myself. My mind was full of 'Since you are so desperate, why don't you experience? What is real? Despair', 'No Do you think I came here to snatch your crystals, then I'll just snatch them for you, stupid ideas like that."

"Of course, stupid is now? Judgment, then? I think that's a fair idea, after all, am I just a mermaid, a stupid and demented one?—"

"Jiang Feng," Chu Qinyu interrupted the mermaid's unfinished sentence, lowered his head and looked away, "Stop talking."

"What can't be said?" Jiang Feng sighed with a smile, "I was originally a creature with incomplete evolution. This is a fact. No matter what kind of emotions you showed at the time, no matter how disappointed I was , is it true that I lost control of my emotions and killed you? There is nothing to refute? "

"I just can't figure it out, why would you? Then I decided that I would? Hurt you." Jiang Feng lifted Chu Qinyu's? Chin, "I was attacked by the staff at the time, who had a gun? shot, who didn't You have to take turns scolding me with fists, "Jiang Feng, I misunderstood you". In one breath, he entered the siege?"

Chu Qinyu was forced to raise his head and looked at Jiang Feng.When he saw Jiang Feng looking over? His eyes were not injured or wronged. Some? It was just after being devastated? A kind of helplessness.

Jiang Feng looked at him and asked softly, "Chu Qinyu, why?"

He would rather Jiang Feng asked this sentence in tears, or pinched his throat.Instead of being flat like it is now? One sentence:

Why.

It was as if he was not waiting for any answer at all, or rather... no answer was needed.

This kind of Jiang Feng is like cutting flesh with a blunt knife, making people speechless.

Chu Qinyu knew that the complete story should be far more than this.

Is it true that mermaids tend to lose control of their emotions? To describe it in human language, it is "very easy to get into a dead end", or "stubborn with oneself".But the reason for this situation is that mermaids do not experience complex emotions before they come into contact with human society.

When mermaids really lived in the sea, they received limited information every day, and their daily routine was to eat, sleep and play tricks on other fish. They rarely had the chance to be "misunderstood" or "bullied" .

After so many years, the mermaid's brain has become accustomed to how to deal with those simple, unpretentious, emotions, which means that they can't handle the emotions of "grievance" and "unreconciled".

So the mermaid's emotions are easy to lose control. If it's the other mermaids who haven't learned to speak, it's okay. If they die, they don't get a lollipop, so they spit at the experimenters for an hour.

But a mermaid like Jiang Feng, who has been trained to understand complex information, goes into the base to save people, regardless of his own danger, and turns out to be a donkey with good intentions? come out.

At that time, the so-called rationality no longer existed, and the brain, unable to deal with complex emotions, went on a rampage to solve problems in the most primitive way.

What's more, the mistake he made before was not just "misunderstanding? Jiang Feng came to kill him?" He was also the one who threw the other party back into the sea by the autocratic dictatorship.

Thus, a drama of "a mermaid abandoned by human beings who look down on her, puts herself at risk to save human beings who are in danger, but is later regarded as the mastermind behind the scenes by the other party" is staged, The degree of anger is no less than "The prince who fell into the water was rescued by the mermaid. After waking up, he asked the mermaid why he pushed him overboard".

It's just... Mermaid's? Out of control isn't permanent? After an hour?, it's basically fine.

Therefore, Jiang Feng's statement that "the brain was so hot that he underwent the pregnancy operation" is fundamentally untenable.

Although there are shady organizations that are secretly conducting various human experiments on mermaids, including but not limited to allowing mermaids to undergo surgery to give birth to human children, but this kind of organization is not Jiang Feng. It doesn't work, and the mermaid that should not be called everywhere can be found within an hour.

Even if he contacted a serious organization to perform this kind of surgery, it would take more than an hour just for the physical examination and preparation in advance, so Jiang Feng did not perform the surgery when he was emotionally out of control at all, but With a clear mind, I chose an extremely painful dead end for myself.

Although Jiang Feng never answered him, Chu Qinyu didn't need the other party's answer to know why Jiang Feng didn't want to live.

He knew that Jiang Feng had never had great malice towards this world, and he knew it from the first time he saw each other.When he was in the base before, Jiang Feng didn't lose control of his emotions. If he lost control and broke something, or accidentally hurt someone, he would express his extreme sadness afterwards. mood.

But he didn't know how the other party felt when he lost control of his emotions.Maybe it was because he watched his? hand raised the dagger but couldn't stop it, or maybe his mind was in chaos, and when he opened his eyes again, the dagger had already pierced the heart of the person in front of him.

Either way, it is enough to drive Jiang Feng to a dead end.

However, he didn't understand why Jiang Feng never wanted to give up on the child when he knew he was still alive; besides, the other party's sentence "has learned to control emotions", Refers to? What is it.

"Jiang Feng," he couldn't answer the other party's? Why, he just put his hand gently on Jiang Feng's lower abdomen, "Since everything is over, no matter what, I'm not dead now, the two of us Just get along as well as in the past? This child, can you also-"

Before he finished speaking, Jiang Feng held his hand.

"I won't move it, one life for another, this is what I owe you." Jiang Feng intertwined with his hand on his lower abdomen, "Besides... I said, I don't want to go back to the past ? That kind of life? Live it, remember?"

Chu Qinyu froze on the spot, stuttering, "In the future, I will... respect you, and I will definitely... trust you."

"That's not what I mean," Jiang Feng smiled helplessly at Chu Qinyu, "It has nothing to do with you, it's just that I...don't want to go back."

"Of course, just like what I said before, when I miss you, I will still go to see you, and if the pain is unbearable, I will also try to get rid of you How many hugs did you cheat?"

"Yes? Joke with me, willing to be hugged by me, want to eat? Peeled by hand? Eggs, but I just don't want to touch this child," Chu Qinyu lowered his eyes, "Jiang Feng, you just don't want to live anymore, don't you?" .”

In response to his question, there was only silence.

Long? Silence.

"Okay, don't think I'm going to die," Jiang Feng let go of Chu Qinyu's hand, "I stabbed you in the heart, and you survived like never before. I just gave birth to a cub. What can happen. Although the other male mermaids are dead in this situation, I am different from them."

Jiang Feng got up, "I still have something to say to Wu Wu, let's go out first. Oh, by the way, when you were tidying up those scales on the bed, it seemed that one was left behind."

Then, a scale was handed to Chu Qinyu.

Jiang Feng handed it between his two fingers with the scales sandwiched between his fingers, with the back of his hand facing up.Chu Qinyu looked at the scale and didn't speak for a long time.

If he remembered correctly, after Jiang Fengfang lost control of his emotions, whether he lifted his chin or intertwined with his fingers, he only used one hand.The other hand has been blocked by something intentionally or unintentionally, and this hand that is always blocked by something is still behind Jiang Feng's.

Chu Qinyu took a deep breath, and then firmly grabbed the opponent's arm, "Jiang Feng, bring the other hand to the front."

Under such a great force, Jiang Feng just looked down at him, motionless.

"Jiang Feng!" Chu Qinyu snatched the scale from the opponent's hand and put it next to his neck, "The other hand, reach out now."

Jiang Feng looked at the scales in his hand, then sighed helplessly, stretched out the hand that was behind his back to him, clenched his fist.

"Spread your hands."

Jiang Feng was obedient and did as he said, and two deep blood marks appeared in front of him. It was the scars left by putting the sharp scales in the palm of his hand and holding them hard.

"Jiang Feng," Chu Qinyu looked at the palm in front of him, trying to calm his breathing, "What is this?"

"It's me, the new learner, a way to control emotions." When Jiang Feng was speaking, he snatched the scales back into his hands while he was off guard.

Coin-sized scales fluttered over Jiang Feng's fingertips like glowing butterflies, and in a daze, they landed in the opponent's palm, embedded in front of the two bloodstains.

"It's like you promised that you won't lose control again," Jiang Feng said as he clenched his fist again and stuffed it into his pocket casually, smiling slightly at Chu Qinyu: "Naturally..."

"Try to do it."

The author has something to say: Jiang Feng: What is meant by "I am willing to take a bullet for you, but I won't make breakfast for you", is talking about me, who is heartbroken now. [Concave an affectionate bitter lover]

Brother Chu: Hello?When did you make breakfast for me?