After wearing the book, I was with Bai Yueguang

At three or four o'clock in the morning, there was light rain in the sky.

At seven o'clock in the morning, there were still some water marks on the ground, and occasionally raindrops gently hit pedestrians' hair, cheeks, and clothes.

Because it is a fun sports meeting, there are no books in the schoolbags carried by the students, and almost all of them are photography equipment, mobile phones, and snacks that can be taken out openly today.

Chen Suye looked up at the gray and white clouds in the sky, "It won't rain heavily, will it?"

Shen Jianai, who was walking with her, shook her head, "Of course not, the weather forecast shows that the rain will turn cloudy, and the rain will stop after a while."

Chen Suye: "I'll go back to the classroom and put down my schoolbag."

Shen Jianai raised her hand, "What? It's heavy."

"I brought a DSLR, and I will take pictures of my classmates later."

class.

Xu Qing looked at the two glass bottles on the desk, except for the different colors of the ribbons around the mouth, the cookies in the bottles looked the same.

But Gu Xiao said differently.

Xu Qing tilted her head, puzzled.

Gu Xiao picked up the glass bottle with a white ribbon on the top, and moved it to Xu Qing's table, "The cookies in this bottle are made by myself, the only brand that is specially offered, and they are only for you to eat."

"What about that?

The other has a light purple streamer tied around the mouth of the bottle.

"That, I arranged for the chef to prepare that for the competition between Li Sinian and Ji He. Don't they have a project today?"

Gu Xiao blinked, "I asked the chef to imitate my method, and I can't tell the difference at all!"

"You cook better."

Xu Qing also applied for a project, which is a very conventional standing long jump. If there is anything interesting, it is that the hands of the contestants are tied behind the back by soft ropes and cannot be used for assistance.

He started to sign up for this event in the junior high school sports meeting, and it has been five years since he counted. He is a familiar with five competitions.

Obviously used to this event, but now Xu Qing really wants to say, "I've signed up too."

So he really said it, and as soon as he finished speaking, he was thinking, why should I say it?What kind of feedback do I want to get from Gu Xiao?

"I knew!"

Gu Xiao's tone was joyful, and she took out her custom-made little red flag from her schoolbag, which was specially designed for waving the flag and cheering for cheers, "I have all the tools ready! When you compete, I will go to the side and call your name to cheer you on."

"Yes, I remember your game is in the morning."

"……Um?"

Xu Qing recalled the race schedule, "Well, my race is at ten o'clock in the morning. Li Sinian and the others' relay race is at eleven o'clock."

Gu Xiao was in high spirits, "I've made all the arrangements. We'll cheer you on during your competition. We'll go over during Li Sijihe's competition. We'll have lunch together when it's over. Then in the afternoon... accompany me to the shopping mall?"

"Look at what?"

"Although I took advantage of the gap between the parents' meeting yesterday afternoon and bought the things for tomorrow's class meeting, I can still check for omissions and make up for the vacancies."

Gu smiled wink, leaned closer to Xu Qing, and whispered the Lengxiang that Xu Qing was already familiar with, "Of course, the main reason is to go shopping with Qingqing."

On Thursday afternoon, during normal class time, I wear school uniform and go shopping.

Xu Qing was startled, and didn't answer her right away, Gu Xiao found that his ears were red.

"Crack-"

The sound of the camera shutter sounded, and both of them looked up at the door of the classroom. Chen Suye was holding the SLR, and Shen Jianai was helping her with the schoolbag.

"If you don't speak, it will be regarded as Qingqing's acquiescence."

Before Chen Suye and Shen Jianai came over, Gu Xiao whispered.

"……Um."

Gu Xiao had already leaned over to look at the photos in Chen Suye's DSLR, and seemed very satisfied. He took the DSLR from Chen Suye's hand and showed it to Xu Qing, "Look, Qingqing!"

The background board is two or three classmates in the classroom, scattered in the ends of the earth, far away alone. The protagonist is the pair of boys and girls at the same table who are in the middle of the photo and next to the window in the back row of the classroom.

Because the speaking posture is very close, the photo cleverly borrows the position, it looks like Gu Xiao is kissing Xu Qing's earlobe, and the light touch of red around Xu Qing's ear is more like a strong evidence.

Light and shadow are like shredded gold leaf, sprinkling on the blue and white school uniform in an orderly manner, like a cup of sweet but not greasy dessert served with edible gold leaf.In November, the violin was accompanied by music, and the silhouette of Ning Helong's absurd and beautiful years was frozen in the photo. The deep affection and long-lasting meaning in it made every spectator smile involuntarily.

"Su Ye's photography skills are not good!"

"Of course!" Chen Suye patted his chest and promised, "After you compete, just ask me to take pictures."

"Export the photo and send me a copy?"

"no problem!"

Taking the photo of the person, Gu Xiao opened the glass bottle with a light purple streamer, "Try it? The cookies brought from home."

Chen Suye was curious, "Why are the ribbons of the two bottles different?"

Gu Xiao took it for granted, "The other bottle is for Qingqing."

Chen Suye said, "It's not very good to eat and drink." He was not polite at all, and took two yuan accurately, and shared it with Shen Jianai, "It's not bad!"

At eight o'clock, the campus fun sports meeting officially opened. The schedule has been announced a long time ago. Each person has a copy, and a large one is posted on the bulletin board, and the unfinished class score list is attached. renew.

As soon as Li Ersan and Ji He entered the playground, they disappeared like fish in water.Gu Xiao and Xu Qing didn't have a clear destination, they simply wandered around the edges of various competitions, stopped to take a look at the events they were interested in, and commented on each other from time to time.

"Xu Qing! Gu Xiao!"

In the blackout booth exclusive to the class, Xiao Lan saw the backs of the two of them, waved and shouted loudly.

"I'll go to the studio to coordinate the refueling draft, about 10 minutes, help me to see the venue?"

There are chairs for students to rest, as well as water, drinks and snacks in the awning.

They found two chairs close to each other and sat down, just as the sun was shining sharply, and the green field of the playground was gradually getting hotter, but it was still cool and cool under the awning.

"What did you do in the previous sports meeting?"

Gu Xiao's toes were bumping over the plastic fake grass, and the edge of the shoe was slightly stained.

"I?"

Xu Qing thought for a while, then summed up, "You will feel very boring."

"Tell me about it."

"...Junior high school is the first time to participate in a sports meeting. The class teacher at the time said that he hoped that I could participate, so I chose an event that did not require practice."

Xu Qing's tone was light, "I participated in the first year, and the sports committee came to me in the next two years, so I just continued to participate."

and then?

Gu Xiao asked him silently.

"Then... just find a place and stay by yourself all day."

Gu laughed softly, "Is this boring?"

Xu Qing was silent for a few seconds, "...doesn't it count?"

He lives in his own world, but he can sense that the people around him don't like it, so... it must be boring, right?

Although he likes it very much.

"I don't think so."

Gu Xiao said seriously, "As long as it's something that you think is meaningful, it's not a meaningless and boring behavior."

"Who knows what real boredom is? Nobody knows."

After the rain, a small shallow rainbow appeared in the sky, which existed for a few minutes.

Gu Xiao looked up, just in time to see the disappearing tail of the rainbow, "Is the existence of the rainbow meaningful? Some people think it does, some people think it doesn't. It's just a natural phenomenon, and it becomes people's spiritual sustenance in some articles."

"Qingqing, I have always believed that as long as your heart is full, the time you have traveled and the way you have come from nothingness are all meaningful."

There is some slight sadness in the soot glass.

Is my heart full?

Even Xu Qing was not sure about the answer to this question.

He has traveled a long way, seen very little scenery, and lived in a high besieged city.Because it is not allowed to tell him that it is not allowed to stipulate the content of the code, so he has no friends.He learned to treat every piece of experimental equipment under his control equally, secretly changed their numbers into names in his heart, and recorded everyone he knew, who went out, came back, or disappeared forever.

You have to say friends.

Every leaf he touches, every flower, every white cloud he sees, and the sun or moon that appears every day are all his friends.

As long as his thoughts drift away, he can talk to his friends, and in those fleeting moments, he can recognize his identity as a human being.

but.

However, the answers of my friends were all made up by Xu Qing herself, and they were incapable of talking to Xu Qing—maybe there is a natural language, but anthropology cannot learn it, so Xu Qing has no way of knowing what they really want to say what.

So sometimes it feels empty.

Occasionally, I feel that even Xu Qing is empty, unable to reach the world or land, knowing where he came from, but not knowing the way back.

Warm palms stroked the top of his hair.

"Don't be sad."

Gu Xiao touched his head, "Let me ask another question, will you be lonely with me?"

will not.

Xu Qing didn't speak, but Gu Xiao understood what he wanted to say.

"I've said it before, but I can say it again, as many times as I want."

"I won't leave you."

Xu Qing asked, "What about death?"

Gu Xiao opened his lips to speak, Xiao Lan ran out of breath, "I'm back, thank you!"

The atmosphere has been broken, and it feels a little bit meaningless to answer Xu Qing's question again.

Gu Xiao got up, grabbed Xu Qing and walked out of the awning, to welcome the already bright golden sun, "You're welcome."

They walked through the sea of ​​people holding hands like no one else was there.

"I saw Li Sinian and Ji He, they seem to be doing warm-up exercises."

Gu Xiao led Xu Qing over, "Busy?"

Li Ersan leaned against the barbed wire fence, looked up at them, and murmured, "Ji He and others will have two projects connected, warm up first."

"You don't watch the game anymore?"

"Look, I'm waiting for Ji Henna to get No.1, and I'm elated."

"Wow, I was just driven to the shelves, okay?"

Ji He choked speechlessly, "There are not enough boys, but I am a man who has contracted seven competitions!"

Li Sinian applauded: "Amazing."

Xu Qing pulled away from the previous emotions, "It's amazing."

Seeing this, Gu Xiao smiled and agreed.

Ji He waved his hand, "No, no, it's just so-so."

It was almost time, he picked up his bag, "Let's go, watch my game."