On the Possibility of Finding Success in Online Dating

That night, Lao Cai opened another bottle of wine that he had stored for many years. Cai Ji was sad and happy, and drank with Lao Cai.

A child, even if he is 19, is still a child. He has never drank much, and if he gets drunk after a few drinks, he will go crazy.Zheng Xiyao had sworn never to touch alcohol again, chatted and ate with girl Chen Tian, ​​and responded to the two drunkards from time to time.

"Zheng Xiyao!"

Cai Ji suddenly called Zheng Xiyao by his surname, and put down the wine glass very vigorously.

This looks a bit familiar.

He won't tell the truth again after drinking, will he?Zheng Xiyao thought to himself, feeling a little headache.

"Zheng Xiyao..." Cai Ji yelled again with his tongue out, "I... I actually wanted to say it a long time ago... Don't worry about those stupid things! It's not me... I... ...Where are my parents? They! It's your parents! I—I'm serious, you...you call—what's wrong with calling you dad and mom like my own brother? Ah? What's the matter? Can you fall? Meat? Can I call you dead? You...you always want to have nothing...you just call! Call!"

"..."

Zheng Xiyao held the chopsticks in his hands, and the dumplings in the bowl were soaked in vinegar. He looked down and suddenly felt sour in the corners of his eyes.

"Yaoyao." Chen Tian patted him on the shoulder at this moment, "Look at what they're drinking, help me help them back into the house."

Zheng Xiyao held back tears, nodded lightly, and said, "Okay."

It's easy to be a young alcoholic, but a little harder to be an old one.

Lao Cai deserves to be a seed player who hasn't touched alcohol for many years, will never stop once he touches it, is rebellious and stubborn, refuses to change after repeated admonitions, and is not obedient.Neither Chen Tian nor Zheng Xiyao could touch him.

The remaining two people are actually a little awkward.

Zheng Xiyao wanted to say something to Chen Tian, ​​about her persuading Lao Cai to support herself and Yu Qi, about her disinfecting the back of her broken hand at that time, about his father, about his family, and his views.

But the phone rang unexpectedly.

It belonged to Liu Fengye, but he didn't speak.

Zheng Xiyao remembered that Dong Chang used Wang Sile's mobile phone to send him a message, and he couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat, and his voice trembled uncontrollably: "Liu Fengye?"

"Zheng Xiyao..."

It was still Liu Fengye's voice.

Zheng Xiyao breathed a sigh of relief, wiped the cold sweat from his palms on his clothes, and said as if relieved: "I'm scared to death... Are you okay? What's wrong?"

"Tonight...can I stay at your house..."

His voice was very wrong.

Zheng Xiyao was a little worried about him, and immediately sent a message to Yu Qi after hanging up the phone, went to the kitchen and said to Chen Tian who was washing the dishes: "Auntie, my classmate called me just now, he seems to be not well, I think Go see him."

Chen Tian turned around, wiped his hands on the apron subconsciously, and said, "Ah, good. Are you alone? Do you want me to see you off?"

"No need." Zheng Xiyao shook his head and raised his mobile phone, "I just sent a WeChat message to Teacher Yu. There is a shared tram at the entrance of the village. I just need to meet him."

Chen Tian nodded, wiped off the water on the back of his hands with his apron, and said, "Oh, that's good, then you should be careful."

Zheng Xiyao looked at Chen Tian, ​​and suddenly felt that if her mother was still alive, she would look at herself with this kind of eyes, this kind of worry...

Zheng Xiyao swallowed, and slowly opened his mouth.

"mom……"

This "Mom" directly made Chen Tian burst into tears.

Zheng Xiyao walked over, hugged Chen Tian tightly, and said in tears, "Mom, I'm leaving, I'm fine... When I'm on vacation, I'll come to accompany you when I'm on vacation."

……

Liu Fengye's mother and sister committed suicide.

On the day when Liu Fengye's college entrance examination ended, he lay on that dilapidated bed, closed all doors and windows, turned on the gas, took sleeping pills, and committed suicide.

He left Liu Fengye a bank card, a new set of clothes, and a note.

We are leaving, Xiao Ye, I hope you can live happily.

"...What should I do...I have no family anymore..."

This was the first sentence Liu Fengye said after meeting Zheng Xiyao.

They thought they were Liu Fengye's burden, but they didn't know that this boy who couldn't laugh when he entered the house would mend their torn clothes, cook them all kinds of nutritious meals, and worry about them who didn't come home at night. Fighting with people they don't know because of them.

He valued them most, but they left him on the most celebrated day.

On this day, he murmured "mother" and "sister" to fall asleep, saying that he fell asleep, but he didn't really fall asleep. He recalled their appearance and that note all the time.

Zheng Xiyao also didn't sleep all night, and stayed with Liu Fengye all the time. He didn't know how to comfort him, so he kept filling his cup with hot water. At least his stomach would be warm after drinking it. Be more comfortable.

When Yu Qi knocked on the door in the morning, the door was pulled open just after the first knock. The child had dark circles under his eyes, his face was haggard, and his eyes didn't have much strength.Yu Qi rubbed his hair and asked in a low voice, "How is it? Still can't recover?"

Zheng Xiyao nodded, his voice was exhausted: "I don't know what to say, I can only say my condolences."

"Call that girl." Yu Qi said, "When he needs company the most, his girlfriend's comfort should be better than yours. Ask, see if I can pick you up."

"it is good."

Boys at this age all have a youthful and frivolous temperament, young and reckless, which is unique to this age.Ran Tang once thought that boys at this age would be unstoppable by anyone, no matter what happened, they could move forward bravely, and ride the wind and waves to solve all difficulties.

But now, her boy was knocked down.

Her boy sank down, his eyes were red and swollen, and he was lifeless. He grabbed her hand very hard, and it hurt so much, but she didn't dare to break free, she was afraid that if she broke free, he would really be unhappy. Will hold anything again.

To my surprise, Ran Tang's mother also came along.

Yu Qi was the only adult in the whole room and corridor. Ran Tang's mother and Yu Qi nodded at each other and asked Zheng Xiyao, "What's wrong? Why are you like this all of a sudden?"

Zheng Xiyao evaded Liu Fengye's situation and told Ran Tang's mother lightly. After hearing this, Ran Tang's mother also sighed and murmured "poor child". After getting Zheng Xiyao's permission, she walked to Liu Fengye's side, gently Pat him on the shoulder, holding it reassuringly.

Yu Qi pulled Zheng Xiyao out, rubbed his hair and pressed him into his arms, comforting him: "Okay, don't worry, it will be fine when he thinks it through, is there breakfast at home? Don't let them Hungry."

"Yes." Zheng Xiyao nodded, resting his forehead on Yu Qi's shoulder, "I boiled the eggs, and they are all on the tea table."

Ran Tang's mother also heard a few words from her daughter, saying that the boy's family conditions are not particularly good, but he lives a positive life. She doesn't know exactly what happened, and she doesn't know why the boy's mother and sister committed suicide. , I only know that the boy is going to collapse now.

No, it's broken.

"Son, look at me." Ran Tang's mother sat down beside Liu Fengye, her palm lightly pressed against his face, "Do you like your mother and sister?"

Liu Fengye nodded with tears in his eyes.

"Since you like it, don't do things that make them sad, okay?" Ran Tang's mother said, wiping his tears again, and rubbing his hair, "I don't know much about your family situation, so I can't Selfish think what, but they love you too, don't they?"

Liu Fengye nodded again.

Of course, everything they do is for themselves. My mother was once such an elegant and intellectual white-collar worker, and my sister was once such a promising high-achieving student. They arranged for them to go to a place where they would never dirty them.

There is also my sister's acceptance letter at home, and my mother's promotion email.

Overnight, the world was turned upside down.

The two women who were envied by the neighbors fell to the bottom of the valley and became street mice trampled by everyone.

why?

Why marry the father who never appeared in his memory?

Without that man, my mother's life would not be like this.

"Son, listen to me, okay?" Ran Tang's mother peeled an egg for him, leaving some shells for him to eat, "Eat this first, I heard from your classmate that you haven't eaten yet , No matter how healthy you are, you can't make such a toss, you don't feel sorry for your mother and sister, you still feel sorry for your mother, and my daughter still loves you."

It’s like a stone thrown into stagnant water, causing circles of ripples. Although it’s still stagnant water after calming down, this moment’s throbbing proves that even stagnant water will have joys, sorrows and joys, and it will flow because of the girl you like. Tears and sad.

The eggs were almost swallowed whole. They didn't fill my stomach after a night of starvation, but the more I ate, the more hungry I became.

Ran Tang's mother peeled the second one for him. Just as he peeled off a small shell, Ran Tang took the egg, soaked his fingertips in the water, and peeled it off little by little.

Ran Tang's mother understood, wiped her fingers with a paper towel, looked at Liu Fengye who had finished drinking a glass of water, and continued to comfort her: "To be more official, your mother and sister just chose the path they thought was right. Can you say they were wrong? Of course not, you can't control their thoughts, and you can't really understand what they think in their hearts. None of us can understand a person thoroughly."

She paused, seeing Liu Fengye's fingers rubbing against the glass, and continued: "To put it mildly, my child, mother and sister love you, do you think they can leave with peace of mind seeing you like this? You still have someone to accompany you, child, none of us live alone in this world, if you don’t dislike it, I can help your mother and sister continue to accompany you, and Ran Tang will too, as long as you need us, okay child ? Mom and sister don't want to see you like this."

Liu Fengye lowered his head, pressing the glass with his thumb hard, as if he wanted to crush it with his bare hands.

My stomach is actually still hungry, I still want to eat, and my mouth is dry.

But now he has no appetite and can't eat anything, but he feels full in his heart, as if a ray of light tore through the haze and filled the hole left by his mother and sister.Not only that, it was so full that it was about to overflow, to dissipate the gloom in other places.

"Auntie..." Liu Fengye sniffed, and the tears that had just been wiped fell down again in a blink of an eye, "Can I give you a hug? Just..."

Ran Tang's mother leaned over, hugged the boy in her arms, and gently stroked the back of his head.

"Of course." She said, "The parent's responsibility is to be a safe haven for the child anytime, anywhere. You can hug as many times as you want. Auntie is here."

……

Yu Qi made the decision and kept all three of them at home for dinner.

Zheng Xiyao's home.

The relationship between the two of them doesn't matter between you and me now, Zheng Xiyao's family is about equal to Yu Qi's family.

Ran Tang's mother and Yu Qi were busy in the kitchen together. Yu Qi wanted Ran Tang's mother to rest, but Ran Tang's mother was too embarrassed to let him do it alone, and said that it would be more comfortable for the three of them to chat together.

Yu Qi chatted happily with his sister who is more than ten years older than her. Ran Tang's mother is a fashion designer, and she is also a little famous. Many celebrity dresses are made by her, and she also has a brand. Opened a small online store, although the price is high, but very popular.

Ran Tang's mother is also a trendy woman. She has also heard about Teacher Yu, whose popularity has only increased after a period of time, and she has always wanted to meet her.The last time we met was just an acquaintance with a back view and a nod, but the second time we met, we cooked together for the children. Life is still a bit strange.

Ran Tang’s mother said that those who open online stores need to find models to take pictures as a buyer’s show. She saw that the staff under her hand retouched the pictures very beautifully, and she was a little eager to try. Who knows how many Photoshop tutorials she has read. She didn't really understand all of them, and it wasn't until Yu Qi's online teaching and hands-on remote teaching that she completely satisfied her hobby of retouching pictures.

This mother is really trendy, Yu Qi thought, listening to Ran Tang's mother talk about the mental journey of cutting out pictures, the more she listened, the more she felt that she was so interested in doing such a useless job.

The three children in the living room didn't actually say anything.

The two surrounded one, taking turns comforting each other.

Until Liu Fengye finally couldn't bear Zheng Xiyao's nagging in his ear, and said in a self-defeating manner: "I'm healed, I'm really healed, even if I'm not healed, I'll be talked about by you, please, shut up .”

Zheng Xiyao gave Liu Fengye a thumbs up with an appearance of "hiding merit and fame", and sat back in his seat with peace of mind.

"By the way." Zheng Xiyao suddenly thought of something, looked at Liu Fengye and asked Ran Tang, and asked, "We have a competition in July, in City A, it should be 7 to 3 days, and my brother and his girlfriend, There may be my teammates and his boyfriend, if you don't mind, would you like to go together?"

Zheng Xiyao was keenly aware that Liu Fengye wanted to refuse, and added in time: "Take a break?"

He still told Ran Tang.

Although the good girl Ran Tang has a more open tutoring, but after all, she didn't go out to play with her friends, so she was inevitably a little worried.However, Zheng Xiyao's words of "relaxing" got into the heart of the good girl. She thought that Liu Fengye might be happier when she was with everyone, so she nodded.

The girlfriends all nodded, and Liu Fengye had no reason not to nod.