God forbids me to fall in love

When did Meng Weiyi draw this?

Why didn't he see this painting on the day he went to the exhibition?

It's even called the only one, it's not disgusting...

Fang Yue raised his hand to cover his hot cheeks, suppressing the shame and sweetness gushing out of his heart, and opened the second picture.

The second picture in the main building is a screenshot of a mobile phone, which captures a news review about Meng Weiyi's new work.

The interviewed critics believed that the painting "The Only One" was Meng Weiyi's self-portrait.

He said: Painters do not necessarily follow the realistic route when depicting themselves, but more often express the appearance of themselves that they recognize in their hearts with a special style of painting.Generally speaking, the characters in a self-portrait will be the image that the artist hopes to be known by the public.That is to say, although the talented painter Meng Weiyi is famous for his dark style, he always thinks that he is a warm, soft, kind and sincere person in his heart, and hopes that the public will treat him in the same way.

Some critics also believe that this painting wants to express a kind of genderless divinity.As a sensitive and delicate artist, Meng Weiyi also added some romantic colors to the works while depicting himself, projecting his imagination of love into the picture, combining his own image with the image of his lover in the dream.If you study carefully, you will find that this brown-haired boy has actually appeared in many of Meng Weiyi's past works, but this time is the most clearly portrayed one.

Fang Yue took a cursory look and felt that these critics really didn't understand Meng Weiyi at all.

The adjectives in their mouths have nothing to do with Meng Weiyi.

But does he really understand him?

What he learned was Meng Weiyi, or Vernes...

In fact, this entanglement is unnecessary. Although Vernes is no longer "Virnes" at the time, he is not a bird, not Wei, not Victor, not Willard, but he is still him.

Moen is not "Moen" anymore, but he is still him.

They are Fang Yue and Meng Weiyi, Moen and Vernes, a pair of lovers with different identities.

It's just that I occasionally forget some experiences, and when I think about it after being reminded, I retrieve a memory.

They've always been who they are, never changed.

Fang Yue was persuading himself to let go of the sense of separation, when suddenly his mind moved.

Generally speaking, the gods would not let him face the confusion after awakening alone.

This time, why didn't she appear by his side immediately?

The others in the dormitory were still asleep, Fang Yue walked gently to the window, stood silently for two seconds and then opened the curtain to look.

Sure enough, there was a person standing downstairs, that person seemed to know that he would appear by the window at this time, and also raised his head to look at him.

Dressed in black, with a superior appearance and a refined temperament, who else could it be if it wasn't Meng Weiyi.

Meng Weiyi's eyebrows and eyes are handsome. When he is not smiling, he looks cold and distant, but once he smiles, he will appear gentle and affectionate.

At this moment, those charming eyes looked at him without blinking, and just looked at him through the glass for a second, and the time of parting seemed to be deleted.

Fang Yue glanced at it, then quickly turned around and rushed out of the dormitory. He took two steps across the stairs and ran downstairs.

He felt funny in his heart, but also faintly moved.

He once expressed his longing for the East to Velede, because his life experience has always been connected with the East, and he never thought that the gods would satisfy his wish in this way in this life.

The early morning wind was crisp, and it poured into his wide pajamas, making the clothes fluffy, inflated into a balloon, and deflated the moment it touched the opponent's body.

Fang Yue threw himself into Meng Weiyi's arms, and the other party caught him firmly, and covered his body with his coat.

Although he was only wearing very light clothes, he didn't feel cold at all.

The two of them hugged each other quietly without saying anything.

They just haven't seen each other for a few hours, but for each other, they have experienced a farewell and reunion that transcends the concept of time.

Fang Yue could still recall his so-called "previous life".

Moen and Willard did not go through such a long life hand in hand.

In fact, Willard's health continued to deteriorate over the next decade.

At the last moment, his bones became very fragile, and his flesh body also began to corrode and scatter.

Moen may have been kept in the dark at the beginning, but in the longer and longer contact, how could he not find that the god has awakened.

But the gods also seem to take pleasure in pretending to be humans, and the two of them tacitly ignored all contradictions and abnormalities.

Velede used a human body to carry the spirit of a god. Even if this body was made by the god himself, it would only last ten years in the end.

But Virnes cannot manifest himself in his own body, because he coexists with the abyss.

When Velede tried to change another body to be reborn, Moen stopped him and chose to leave with others.

He knew they had more than "this life" and that was only the sixth day.

It doesn't matter if the six are not perfect enough, there is no need to be obsessed with the present to go to eternity.

It is not easy for a god to hide in the world in human form every day, especially the god who is blackened by the abyss.

It may be the most appropriate way to go into the seventh day naturally and wait for the cat to say goodbye.

So, now...

How much can Meng Weiyi's body bear?

Fang Yue's eyes blinked, he withdrew the hand clasped around the opponent's waist, groped towards his back, grabbed Meng Weiyi's wrist and fumbled twice.

Smooth and delicate.

No scars, no wounds left behind.

But when we ran into each other in the library that day, the bloodstains under his wristband were still vivid in my memory.

Fang Yue, who had no memory of awakening, would believe that it was a so-called "non-mainstream picture", but now he would not be that stupid.

Is Meng Weiyi a human body created by the gods like Velede, or is he an ordinary person whose identity has been taken over by the gods?

"What's wrong?" Meng Weiyi asked softly in his ear.

"no no……"

Fang Yue raised his head and began to notice the passing crowd who were whispering.

"I told you, I miss you."

The hug became closer, and Fang Yue couldn't help being distracted by the other party's whispers.

A hot post about him and Meng Weiyi just broke out on the BBS last night, and now they are embracing intimately in public, completely blatantly coming out of the closet.

Some of the onlookers raised their mobile phones as if to take pictures, and some even didn't even turn off the flash. The white light flashed with a "click", which directly attracted the attention of the person concerned.

Meng Wei turned his head and looked over expressionlessly.

Fang Yue was a little uncomfortable. Just as he was about to put his hand down and stand away, the person taking the photo screamed and yelled "my phone", then squatted by the manhole cover of the sewer, trying to reach out Clamp the phone that fell into the gap.

The person next to him was surprised and didn't hold his hand firmly. The mobile phone fell to the ground hard, but it didn't fall into the sewer, but a layer of snowflakes had already appeared on the screen, and he also wailed.

"..."

It is totally unbelievable that this was caused by force majeure.

Fang Yue silently put his hand back again, and buried his face on Meng Weiyi's shoulder.

Anyway, he's already famous, so he's not afraid of losing someone again.

"I miss you too," he said.

……

It is conceivable what kind of huge waves were stirred up on the bbs afterwards.

Although a group of people only relayed the astonishing scene downstairs in the boys' dormitory in oral form, they also gained trust due to the large number of people and attracted new attention.

When Fang Yue went back to change his clothes, he was stopped by Huang Xiuqi who had just woken up.

Compared with the others, he looked much calmer, after all, he had known for a long time that there was some unclear relationship between Fang Yue and Meng Weiyi.

But today he was bombarded by his girlfriend's gossip phone calls, and he was tasked with questioning Fang Yue.

"My boy, hurry up and tell me what you have experienced this holiday." Huang Xiuqi sat at the table with his hands crossed on the table, making a serious appearance of a social person negotiating, "It's progressing so fast, it's decided to be him ?"

Fang Yue punched him angrily, but he didn't say any rebuttal.

"Damn, you've changed, you've really changed. This is the sour smell that only people in love can have." Huang Xiuqi suddenly put away his indecent look and sighed, "The lone ranger who has been solo for more than 20 years also has to harvest Are you in love? It’s incredible that you’re not unlucky this time.”

Fang Yue was inexplicably ashamed when he heard the words.

When he was in a state of confusion, he was really just a human being. Before the gods appeared, he didn't know what the real heartbeat was, nor would he know that his fate was still in the future.

At that time, he was troubled by the fact that he had not been able to fall in love, but for Vernes, he wanted to experience the feeling of falling in love with others.

At least the scale of the gods' hands is much smaller now, and people will die in place without a disagreement, let alone want to destroy the world at every turn.

The sharp contrast with the past made Fang Yue feel relieved.

"Yeah, it's unbelievable. So the future has to be better for the love I finally got." Fang Yue recalled the past in a trance.

Although it is inevitable to be able to get to where we are today, there are also many pains and sorrows along the way, and every step is not easy. This is true.

"Stop, stop! I'm calling the police, you wait to be arrested for the crime of showing affection!" Huang Xiuqi rubbed the goosebumps on his arms that didn't exist, and seeing that Fang Yue hadn't complained for a long time, he also put away his clothes "To be honest, I was quite surprised. When I first met him in the cafeteria, he had such a bad temper and looked very fierce. I didn't expect it to be the beginning of a relationship between you two."

Following his words, Fang Yue turned his thoughts back to what he thought was just an ordinary day in his life.

Then, his expression became a little tangled, and he stopped before going out.

He has never forgotten Meng Weiyi's changes before and after.

When they first met him, neither of them had a good impression of each other.

The other party’s impolite attitude when finding the lost and found, the questioning in a bad tone after discovering the handwriting on the notebook, including the fact that he didn’t even say an apology when the two collided at the beginning... His performances proved that he could not be Weir Incarnation of Ness.

Compared with Willed, who was also not awakened at the beginning, the way he was treated was completely different.

The real turning point was the day they met by chance in the library, that is, the day they discovered Meng Weiyi was injuring himself.

The heartbeat and fear were born at that time.

He was pretty sure Vernes had only appeared at that moment, too.

"What's wrong with you?" Huang Xiuqi was keenly aware of Fang Yue's sudden emotional change, "Am I too gossip? Don't ask, go to your two-person world."

"No, I suddenly remembered that there are still some things I haven't finished." Fang Yue replied vaguely, turned on the phone and entered the website that he was familiar with by heart.

Meng Weiyi was still waiting for him downstairs, but he clicked into the mythology forum in the dormitory.

He vaguely remembered that there was a post titled "Has anyone tried the sacrificial method mentioned at the end of the book... How to break it if the host is a little moved." He didn't pay much attention at that time, but now he can't wait Want to find this post.

He wrote the mythology book himself, and he was sure that he didn't write any "sacrifice method" at the end.

It's the same for on-site inspection now.

He took the myth book next to the bed in his hand, and turned to the last page, which was blank except for the speech.

The front and back covers of the book are also very clean. Not only is there no sacrificial method, but even the publisher and label are not printed.

Fang Yue entered "sacrifice" as a keyword in the search bar of the forum, and after pressing the Enter key swearingly, he only got the line "no search results".

Could it be a memory error?

But it is impossible for him to make up a concept that does not exist in his imagination.

The sacrificial method is very cruel just by its name, but he was still a very firm materialist at that time.

Fang Yue thought for a while, then edited the post by himself

"There was a post on the forum discussing the sacrificial method. Does anyone have any impression?"

He waited quietly for three to five minutes after posting, but failed to get a fresh reply, and even the number of views of the post remained at 5.This is the norm in an unpopular forum that is not very active.

And Meng Weiyi had waited long enough downstairs.

Fang Yue quit the webpage unwillingly, put on his clothes and hurried downstairs.

When he walked to the door, he saw Meng Weiyi still standing in the same position as before parting with him, his eyes chasing his figure all the time.

The whole person exudes a gentle and harmless aura, and even looks a little "well-behaved".

Fang Yue's heart suddenly became very soft, and Meng Weiyi could poke the soft flesh in his heart just by standing there quietly.

He suddenly felt that his exploration just now had become a very cruel thing.

If in doubt, it is convenient to ask directly.

It is obviously a close relationship, but avoiding each other will cause conflicts and distance.

"Where did the owner of this body go?" He walked to Meng Weiyi's side and asked seemingly casually.

Meng Weiyi, who had already changed the inner core, did not intend to hide the slightest bit, and replied directly: "He died."

"This is a corpse?!" Fang Yue grabbed the other's wrist again, there was temperature, pulse, and vital signs.

"The corpse will not repeat the troubles of last time." Meng Weiyi said lightly, "It can accompany you for a longer time."

"..."

"You want to ask, did I kill him?" Meng Weiyi could always read the inner voice hidden in Fang Yue's hesitation, and he said slowly without waiting for Fang Yue to nod, "He once Voluntarily sacrificed when he was a teenager, and exchanged his life for his gifted talents. I gave him what he needed, and now come to get what I deserve. Without coercion, he committed suicide."

Fang Yue didn't know what to say for a while, it took him a minute to digest the shock, and continued to ask: "...Then, what's the matter with the sacrifice?"

I don't know what's special about this question. After hearing this, Meng Wei showed a rare uneasy expression, and his eyes no longer fixed on Fang Yue frankly.

"I printed the magic circle at the back of your book, and only suitable souls who are attracted by the power of the abyss will discover its existence."

"..."

Meng Wei lowered his head and said in a low voice, "I'm just afraid that you will leave me behind."

Fang Yue's heart was full of mixed feelings that a dignified god could say such humble words.

There was a hint of sweetness in the sourness, and he knew that he had really fallen.

Mature values ​​are also shaken by it, maybe he is really a real love brain.

"How come, even if we can't be together this time, we will meet again in 'Origin'." He couldn't help but lower his voice very softly.

Meng Weiyi looked a little confused.

"You don't know the origin?" Fang Yue was surprised.

Then he suddenly swelled up a little, and it turned out that he still knew more than the gods.

He kept the cat's words in his heart all the time, and when he remembered the words he couldn't understand at that time, he could vaguely understand them later.

Cats simply refer to each life as "one day", and Fang Yue has indeed had "five days" of memory so far, plus the real world he is in now, just "six days".

But in the mouth of the cat, "today" should be "the seventh day".

Combined with the previous guidance of Oneiroi, Fang Yue guessed that perhaps the inexplicable "origin" was the "first day" they passed through.

Meng Weiyi thought for a moment, shook his head, and asked softly, "What is that?"

"Then do you know your identity?" Fang Yue swallowed.

"I know." This time Meng Wei nodded affirmatively.

But Fang Yue still has doubts. The gods know that he is a god, but does he know that he is the god of creation?

Does he know that he is so awesome.

Fang Yue was silent for a while, wanting to confirm Meng Weiyi's answer, but also not wanting to hear the word "Creator God" from the other party himself.

The gap between gods and humans is already large enough, and the creation gods and ordinary people are even more incomparable.

Who cares, though, but himself?

After thinking clearly, he took a deep breath and said softly, "Then tell me."

At such a serious moment, Meng Weiyi smiled slightly.

He hooked Fang Yue's hand, and inserted his fingers one by one between Fang Yue's fingers, so that the two hands fit together completely without a gap.

"I am your lover." He said softly but firmly.