fallen Angel

"...So the special skill you are proud of is escaping..."

In a trance, Arthur seemed to hear someone talking, but he couldn't hear clearly.

"Being stared at by others, I was so scared that I even forgot my mission. Brother really loves you for nothing."

Although the speaker's tone was mild, the tone of reproach was quite strong, and the other person was justifying something, but his voice was too small to hear.

In the subtle conversation, Arthur's consciousness gradually became clear. He opened his heavy eyelids, and saw two hazy figures shaking in front of his eyes.

"Ah, I woke up!"

As soon as he opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was a pair of blue eyes, staring straight at himself.

"White?" Arthur called out to it, finding his voice terribly hoarse.

The little white cat responded with a "meow", and then lowered its furry face, as if confessing to him.

How could a cat repent?He didn't know why he had such a strange thought. He blinked his dry eyes and looked around, only to find that he was lying on a hospital bed in the health room.

"How could I... be here..." Arthur desperately turned his drowsy head to recall what happened before. He tried to get up, but found that his whole body was sore and heavy. , the painful and pleasant memories came like a tide.

He was bound by an evil plant that did not belong to the world, tore off the coat that symbolized the clergy, and played with it wantonly.

That demon even destroyed the precepts he had kept for a long time, took away his chastity, violated him, and repeatedly shot scalding semen into his body, even the deepest part was soaked in that obsessive fragrance, declaring cruelty to him conquer.

Remembering that unbearable experience, Arthur covered his face, almost suffocating in pain.

"Are you okay?" A hand touched his forehead from the side, stroking his hair softly and slowly, "Do you want to lie down a little longer?"

Unbelievably, no matter the pain in the body or the pain in the heart, it seemed that they were all relieved by this gentle comfort.

Arthur turned his head to look at the strange man sitting by the bed, his handsome face was completely different from his steady voice, and he was younger than he imagined. "Who are you……"

"Sorry, I forgot to introduce myself, I'm Raphael."

The young man who claimed to be a substitute for the doctor in the health room who asked for leave temporarily, not only has the same name as the healing angel in the Bible, but also has a gentle smile on his face that lives up to the name.

"I'm not used to taking too much medicine, so I may still be a little uncomfortable when I wake up, just get more rest."

"Who... who sent me here?"

"It's Mr. Mephisto."

After getting the expected answer, Arthur trembled slightly.Raphael's smile remained unchanged, perhaps he didn't know that "Mephisto" was actually the demon "Lucifer".

Arthur didn't dare to ask the other party how much he knew about what happened to him, but this substitute doctor who has professional knowledge and treated him should already know that as a clergyman, he was raped and fell into a coma .

Biting his lower lip, Arthur muttered, "How long have I been asleep?"

"Slept all night."

"...all night?" Indeed, the sunlight outside the window has penetrated into the room slightly through the blinds, and the early morning birdsong can still be faintly heard.

"Father Arthur." The soft call was as soothing as the touch of his palm, and Raphael handed Arthur a glass filled with clear water and a few pills, "Don't think too much, what you need now is Take a good rest."

Under Rafael's soft voice, Arthur obediently swallowed the medicine with water, lay back on the bed, and secretly thanked the doctor for his thoughtfulness.

At this time, the little white cat who had been sitting by the pillow came over, looking worried.

"Brother White, are you worried about me?" Arthur patted its head with a wry smile. Although he was surprised that he could still laugh, this cat had too many expressions.

"Did you already know?" Arthur held the kitten in his arms, and whispered in its ear, "You want to warn me that man is a devil, let me expose his true colors... "

Of course Brother Huai didn't answer him, but just blinked his blue eyes.

One person and one cat stared at each other seriously for a long while, and finally Raphael who was beside him gave a chuckle first.

"Did you name him Brother White?" he asked.

"It's not me, it's named after Sammy... Sammy is Sam Granger, a student in Curtis's class. Speaking of which, that kid is also an animal nerd!"

"Also... so you are also an animal fanatic?"

"This...is it..." Asked by Raphael, Arthur, who couldn't deny it, looked away in embarrassment, and inadvertently glimpsed several large and small cages in the health room, most of which were kept in small cages. Animals in zoos with obvious injuries to several limbs or bodies.

"I'm not kidnapping them!" Sensing the focus of his attention, Rafael clarified with a smile, "It's just that the animals in the park have been a little restless these days, and some were injured, so I brought them back to take care of them."

"I see, thank you."

"You don't have to thank me, it's what I wanted to do."

"So, Mr. Raphael also likes animals?"

"Well, I like it! It should be said that as long as it is a creature full of vitality, I like it." Having said that, Raphael stretched out his hand to Brother Huai, and the little white cat immediately got out of Arthur's arms and jumped into it. in his arms.

Arthur was a little surprised, although Brother Huai was not shy, he was not easy to be hugged by Sam or anyone other than himself, and now he took the initiative to get close to another person, which surprised him quite a bit.

Presumably, Raphael, who can make animals approach with confidence, must be a kind-hearted and trustworthy doctor.

But at the same time, he also thought of another person, the person who showed disgust whenever he saw a cat... No, that man was a demon, who violated him with irresistible pleasure, trying to tempt him so that his soul would be corrupted. demon.

A handsome blonde face emerged in his heart, and the pain in his chest began to rampant again.Arthur tapped his chest in pain, unable to tell whether the pain was from anger or shame.

At this time, following the sound of the door opening, there was a sound of footsteps, and it was obvious that someone was entering the health room.

The moment he saw who was coming, Arthur almost forgot how to breathe, and his confused mood became even more tangled.

"Finally woke up! I thought you'd sleep until tomorrow morning." Lucifer revealed himself with brown eyes when he was disguised as a human, and his shirt, which was always neatly dressed, was now a bit messy, "You don't have a fever, do you? "

When the big hand that had played with him reached out to his forehead, Arthur turned his head away first, unwilling to face him.

"Oh? Looks full of energy." Although there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, Lucifer grabbed his face forcefully, forcing him to turn to himself.

Such a rough movement and the tingling sensation from the cold fingertips brought back painful memories of when Arthur was violated. He waved that hand vigorously, "Don't touch me!"

"Don't be so excited?" Lucifer was not annoyed, still smiling, "Your complexion is still not very good, I have a little research on plants, do you need me to make a few doses of herbal tea for you to recuperate?"

The shameful memories of being toyed with by strange creatures flooded his mind, and Arthur glared at him angrily.

At this time, Raphael took a step forward, standing between him and Lucifer as if to protect him.

"Mr. Mephisto, Father Arthur is still not feeling well, please don't disturb his rest."

"Excuse me?" Lucifer snorted and sneered, his face darkened, "I came to visit him out of good intentions. Who knows if you, the temporary doctor who call him, are reliable."

If this kind of behavior can be called kindness, Arthur doesn't know what is malicious.But he didn't want to waste his lips and engage in unnecessary verbal disputes with the devil.

"Don't worry, I will do my best to restore Father Arthur to health. Right? Arthur."

Raphael, who called him in an affectionate tone, looked back at him with a soft smile. At this moment, Arthur felt that he could trust this man, a doctor who was patient with animals and himself.

Compared with his inadvertent expression of peace of mind, Lucifer stared at Raphael with sullen eyes, as if he was unhappy with the interaction between the two.

At this moment, his eyes turned to Arthur again, and the eyes of the two intersected in mid-air. Arthur turned around subconsciously, avoiding the eyes that contained complex emotions.

"... Mephisto-sensei, I want to rest, please leave!"

Even if he didn't turn his head, he could still feel the piercing gaze gathered on his back.

"Arthur Lewitt, don't forget, you can't hide from me forever, I have patience...and time." After saying "I will visit you again", Lucifer walked out with restless steps health room.

Listening to the sound of footsteps going away, the pain in Arthur's chest still did not subside, and he found that his heart was dancing with this demon, even though most of the time it was pain and annoyance.

"Actually, he should be worried about you."

"Huh?" Raphael's sudden words made Arthur confused. "You said... who is worried about me?"

"Teacher Mephisto!" Raphael behind him said in a relaxed tone, "Yesterday he rushed in with you unconscious. I've never seen him so panic-stricken."

"You knew him before?"

"I have worked with Mephisto-sensei before."

He still goes by the human name Lucifer.Arthur thought to himself that he probably didn't know the true identity of the devil, and maybe his memory had been distorted.

"He has always given me the impression that he is so calm that he is almost cold, but last night he yelled at me several times angrily, blaming me for not being able to wake you up right away, which opened my eyes."

"This..." This is really unbelievable.

Arthur couldn't imagine the scene of the devil begging for help anxiously for himself, and couldn't help but suspect that this was also one of Raphael's memories distorted by Lucifer, but his chest was still choked.

"Even so, you... you should know that he violated me..."

"Indeed, his atrocities cannot be forgiven for this." Raphael said in a bitter tone, "It's just that I have never seen him value a person so much, or...he loves you so much that he loses his mind."

"No, he doesn't love me, he just wants to humiliate me." How can a demon fall in love with a human?He was just the target of his revenge.Thinking of this, Arthur felt suffocated in pain.

"I don't think so. The reason why you can't sleep is because you have a high fever. Before you wake up, I deliberately asked him to fetch cold mountain spring water from the back mountain to cool you down, and let him run back and forth. several times."

Arthur recalled that Lucifer's fingers pinching his cheeks were always scorching hot in the past, but they left an unusually cold touch just now, so it was so.

"Although Mephisto behaves prudently in front of others, he is actually quite proud and arrogant. He is willing to be called in and out by me maliciously. It can be seen that he really values ​​you, but he just doesn't know how to express it."

But even so, the crime of forcibly violating himself still cannot be erased, "Even if he did something for me, it was out of guilt, it doesn't mean he has special feelings for me, and I still... can't forgive him."

"I understand, I don't think his behavior can be forgiven or tolerated, especially for you as a victim, it is quite tolerant not to rush to kill him."

"I'm not qualified to take anyone's life, and I don't have the ability." Arthur shook his head.

"All evil deeds are just a thought. Anyone may make a wrong choice, and then not only refuse to admit the mistake, but also push the fault to others, losing the direction of returning to the right path." Rafael smiled, He added, "But I believe your faith will help you make the right decision."

All this is your own fault!

Raphael's words suddenly reminded Arthur of the crime of opening his body to welcome the invasion when the devil invaded him.

Seeing that he was silent, Raphael continued: "Like some children who are too favored, then suddenly lose their parents, or cannot get the care of their parents, because they have never learned how to love others, they will only obey their own desires and use distorted the way you treat your loved ones.”

But Lucifer is not a child, or even a human being, but a demon.

Regarding the deeds of this fallen angel, Arthur has read a lot from the bible.According to legend, he refused to pay tribute to Adam, the first born human being, and tempted Eve to eat the forbidden fruit, causing Adam and Eve to be expelled from paradise. Defeated and fell to the dark bottom.

But for some reason, now he actually associates the king of hell who led the demons to wreak havoc on the world, and the child who lost love in Raphael's mouth.

The proud angel who was once the most favored by God, possessed incomparable intelligence and beauty, lost everything overnight, status, power...and relatives.

There is also a saying that the reason why Lucifer and his demons lure human beings to commit crimes is to oppose the expulsion of heaven. Therefore, the closer humans are to God, the easier it is to become the target of temptation.

Arthur's mind was filled with Lucifer's complex expression when he mentioned the angels, as well as his excited reaction of arguing that "God is not looking at anything". Perhaps, he still misses the days when he was favored by God and respected by the angels. His self-esteem does not allow him to repent or turn around, and he can only act like a child who has not been given candy, and simply makes a scene on his own territory to attract the attention of his parents.

Suddenly, he felt a little sympathy for this hateful demon.

I remember that when my grandfather passed away, I pretended to be strong on the surface, but in fact I was in so much pain that I was helpless, lonely, and desperate... the whole person seemed to be trapped in a black mist that could not be seen.

But his father then returned home, and he quickly regained his strength and cheer.

But what about this fallen angel?Although many angels followed his footsteps and fell, not everyone could understand the pain in his heart. People who once stood in high positions would fall even deeper after falling...

It's just that these fleeting sympathies can't eliminate the pain Lucifer inflicted on him, and at the same time, he doesn't think it's a way of expressing love.

The sweet words when pursuing him are all lies to lure him into a trap; the whispers and whispers when making love are also to mock him who has lost his chastity.

Perhaps when the fallen angel fell from the sky, he even gave up his love heart.